So I need a change in my life where its not prison but its also not a place where it has a TV but I still have access to a phone to call my mom once a day. I need a brain reset and I don't want to be raped or beat the shit out of and I don't want to be reminded of the outside fucking world. I think a cult would work but I think most cults are filled with violance if im not wrong, and the one cult that would work probably wouldn't let me call my mom. What should I do? My brain is completely fucked with dopamine I have 2 computer monitors, a 40 inch TV, 1 laptop, 1 smartphone, 1 windows tablet, a Tv in the living room, I can't escape from screens and I can't escape from porn as every time I want to I just see fucking ads that make me want to watch porn, and I only ever feel like this like once a month so I need something today before I change my mind tomorrow and forget about all of it and continue with my constant dopamine hits.

>>937450403 (OP)
oh and I mean a phone as in a phone without a fucking screen.

>>937450403 (OP)
Go walk the Appalachian trail. Takes 3 months in primitive conditions

>>937450463
I have no way of getting there and I am unfit as fuck i'd die.

>>937450476
Walk the pacific crest trail then. Less developed but closer to civilization

>>937450529
again, I have no way of getting there... what don't you understand about that? I literally do not know how to drive and my mom won't take me. I am 37 and never leanred how to drive.

>>937450572
I also am broke so I can't take a bus anywhere. I have like $50 a month I can spend on myself and it usually just winds up buying alcohol so I can have at least 1 day out of the week where I can actually just forget about this shitty situation i'm in.

>>937450572
You are walking hundreds of miles on these trails. You can WALK to the trail, you know.

It doesn't cost much either. Bring a thousand in cash, hide it in your ass at night, and you can stop every 5 days in a town as needed to pick up supplies.

You want to break the electronic jew? Then do it, instead of giving excuses.

>>937450572
Jump on a freight train and bum about for a few months.

>>937450645
pawn your tvs and laptop to some niggers for 400-500 bucks

Now you have your travel expenses

>>937450403 (OP)

is what you described not possible in your everyday life?

if it is

just make the changes to match that environment

>>937450657
I would need a phone and some type of friend to say that I am with them for a few months so that my mom wouldn't call the cops on me and worry about me which I don't have any of that. I have a fucking smart phone and thats it.

>>937450712
i've tried doing that once before, I make it 2 days and then go absolutely fucking insane and cry constantly, my dopamine brain is fucked.

>>937450719
I can't do anything, i'm fucked.

>>937450719
No, you can't change when you're in a comfortable environment. He needs to go somewhere. Only options that don't get you killed by niggers/spics/untermench are:

Jail (not prison)
Boot Camp
Backpacking in europe (expensive)
Nature

So pick one

>>937450803
i can't do boot camp as i'm 37
jail where i live is the same as prison
backpacking in europe as i said is impossible
Nature is impossible because I am unable to go to a nature trail due to a lack of a liscense/car and my mom can't drive me because she is too busy.

>>937450776
>>937450803
i kinda feel like you guys are being pussies

if you want do it do it

geez its not rocket science

>>937450874
honestly i need someone to kidnap me but no ones gonna fucking kidnap a 37 year old man who has 0 money and wants to be kidnapped, or i guess adultnapped.

>>937450874
No, you're full of shit. People will NEVER change if there's no impetus to do so.
"I don't like being fat" Ok and what's going to make you diet and exercise? Not "I want to not be fat". Only "I will get pussy" or "I will not die of health problems". Comfortable living with porn, video games, and infinite food is the worst opiate ever invented by mankind.

SO. In his specific case, he wants "I don't want to watch porn all the time". What will change this? "I'ma just stop" doesn't work. Ever. Not for meth addicts, not for porn watchers. Being taken away from the source of the desire is the only chance. So, he can go be a homeless bum, he can be a trail hiker, he can be a jailbird (commit petty crimes like loitering and vandalism), or die.

>>937451008
>>937450930
idk bro

you talking sense

but I feel like sitting on your ass when you can take action is something within your control

I never been addicted to porn that tho

idk what the fuck that feels liek but imagine if you are the type not want to take control for this yourself

once you are introduced back into your old life you will go right back to your old habits if you are relying on running away from your problems

man up and decide what you want n take action

there i said it

c:<<<<

DO SOMETHING


BITCHCHCHCHCHCH

>>937451008
yea but I'm too much of a pussy to go homeless, to do crime, or to just leave and go hiking. Like I said in order for me to go hiking i'd need a friend who has a normal cellphone thats not a smartphone so i can let my mom know i'm safe. I think my only option like you said is death.

>>937451130
but who am i kidding im too pussy to even kill myself, so i guess imma just constantly be in a state of dopamine hit after dopamine hit and my mom doesn't give a fuck that i'm this way cause to her as long as i'm paying rent I can do whatever the fuck I want as long as its not getting high.

>>937451219
This is why I said I need to be fucking adult napped or murdered, but i'm too much of a pussy to leak my own address and name so unless someone is a super secret elte hacker and can trace my IP i'm just fucked and will continue to suffer.

>>937451219
So you've made your decision. You are going to keep watching porn on your 8 devices and whine about it while you do it.

You aren't actually willing to endure the discomfort of not watching porn. Thus, your entire thread is a waste of time, because it turns out, you don't want to change at all.

>>937451307
This. Either do something about and stop being a retarded faggot. Or stop wasting time whining on /b/

>>937451307
I do want change but I can't fucking do it because my dopamine brain is in fucking control, so of course I can't fucking change while my dopamine brain is in control. Its like telling a crack head to stop smoking crack while hes high on crack. I am on my computer which is my crack, I have my smartphone right next to me, and my TV, then outside my room is a TV thats always on and my brother mom and her boyfriend that are just on their smartphones. YOu really think I can just fucking escape? No they go "why aren't you on your computer?" "why aren't you on your phone?" I can't fucking escape it.

>>937451413
oh and when i tell them "you're addicted to your phone/tv" they go "no im fucking not" and get pissed off at me and just yell at me so I don't say shit to them anymore. I just let them be addicted cause they are just as fucking addicted as I am.

>>937451413
Just walk away, retard. Take a 8 hour walk without even your phone. Don't bring ID or anything. Just water, and walk. Then extend that to 24 hours without electronics by being out of the house for most of it and asleep for the remainder. Then find a way to extend it to 48 hours, and then 5 days

>>937451617
DOPAMINE BRAIN HELLOOOO
are you that fucking dense?

I literally am on my fucking computer from the time I wake up, til the time I sleep. You think I can go even an hour without some type of dopamine hit? No I fucking can't.

>>937451674
How convenient! You can't control your own body! It's like you're possessed! Which means you have no agency, and no blame in your faults!

Fucking retard. You needed a dad to knock the shit out of you so you wouldn't be the whinging bitch you are today.

>>937451772
yea no shit but my dad was a drunk crack head who only cared about his next fix, kind of ironic in a way. My family is just full of dopamin fixes.

>>937451805
Ok. You're unable to change because unlike the rest of humankind, you have a dopamine problem, so you can't change. So there's your answer: You will stay in your room, jacking off, until your mother dies, then the money runs out, and then you lose your place to live as a 50-60 year old coomer, and then your dopamine problem just kills you, since you can't go an hour without porn. Simple!

>>937451920
its not porn thats the issue, you clearly didn't read any of it, the issue is screens. I can go days without porn. I can't go days without a screen, also no what will probably happen is i'll die of cancer because I drink shit with sucralose in it every single day.

honestly screens keep me from murdering my family and I wonder if my life was supposed to be that of a murderer cause of these thoughts. My mom so she doesn't feel pain anymore and my brother so he doesn't continue living the way i am living, but I fear what prison would be like for someone who murders people. I don't want to be stabbed every day or become someones gay sex toy since I have fake teeth, also how would I even be able to use my fake teeth in prison?

>>937452560
see i'm just fucked can't decide what i want because screens keep me fucked. I don't even know the last time I turely started something and finished it besides video games, and even video games i'm finding it difficult to actually start and finish. The only games that I finish are games I've beaten before because i've beaten them so many times that its like second nature to me, but wtf good does that to for me? nothing.