I wanna die again... i thought today would be different because i was relatively happy for most of the day but every day past like 10 pm i feel like shit and wanna die. Why??

>>937503084 (OP)
Go to bed at 9:59 then. Problem solved

>>937503245
But that's too early...

Bump...

>>937503084 (OP)
Alright I'll see if I can help.
Why do you want to die Anon?

>>937503291
How is that early? I've been coming home from work and going to bed at 6pm and waking up to go to work for almost 15 years. Now that's a real mans depression. Sleeping is the best feeling in the world. What else would you rather be doing? Being conscious of yourself all the time? No thanks. It's like I'm in severance except the outside me is in a constant dreamscape. Me and Leon DiCaprion and Gordon Joseph Levitt were doing heist and planting memories. Sleep as often as possible and time will fly by. Soon you'll be almost 50 and all the stuff you were worried about all your life will seem trite. You'll realise you can't take it with you but you'll still have to sleep because your dead french wife is still in there and your body is malformed and fused together because of the all the years you spent supine and sleeping allows you reprieve from the aching

>>937504026
Oh and to answer your question it's because you're lonely and after 10pm it feels like everybody is gone or that its too late for anything to happen. It's just loneliness. Very easy to fix to multiple degrees of success but why would you want to. Hell is other people.

>>937503084 (OP)
Try to have the best dreams you can and sleep as much as you can. Elsewise, have the best life you can and live as much as you can. You'll find balance. And yes, Hell is other people.

>>937503084 (OP)
Have you been masturbating at least semi-regularly OP?

>>937503084 (OP)
i feel the same everyday

>>937503084 (OP)
I feel you, anon. My mental state has been weird lately, lot of thoughts floating around. In a way I feel better than I have in a long time during the day but at night the thoughts are coming hard and fast and the shit feels overwhelming.

Just gotta take things moment by moment I guess.

>>937503084 (OP)
Post discord

>>937503084 (OP)
Because you are tired and need sleep?

>>937507077
Same, except most of the entire day is like this. I can't even enjoy my sleep because it's just nightmares and fever dreams.