i asked if i had dysphoria here and whether i should transition or not and you guys told me to talk to a psychiatrist and i did and we still couldn't figure it out. does it take many many sessions? what do i do? i'm more confused than ever. it feels like the best thing i could ever do and the worst mistake i could ever make at the same time.

My tummy hurts so much...

:(

i hate myself :(

I'm a monster...

>>40651399
w2c sticker?

>180 pounds 5'5 so i am incredibly ugly
>if i lost 2 pounds every week it'd take 7.5 months to get to 120 (normal weight)
iwnbaw

I wanna hug all the anons in this thread. We all suffer so much and we don't deserve it :(

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-14958783/whites-community-leader-eric-orwoll-porn-videos-wife.html

> leader of the whites-only community in Arkansas sold porn of his then-wife years ago, including cuckold fetish porn
> wife abandoned him for another man who lives in the same whites-only community

LOL this is what you guys endorse???

yesterday i went outside i actually felt kinda happy but today i went outside again and i still felt depressed and suicidal which is weird. are we not supposed to be happy outside? why was i still suicidal?

I wanna die again... i thought today would be different because i was relatively happy for most of the day but every day past like 10 pm i feel like shit and wanna die. Why??

Everybody hates me. Nobody wants anything to do with me. People just ignore me. Why am i so worthless. I'm fucking dying and nobody will even return a fucking text message. Haven't wanted to cut this bad in a while but i'm not gonna. I wish i would just die.

> /pol/ betraying it's conservative roots to side with the towelhead community because somehow Da Juice are more evil than communism (they arent)

Make it make sense please

i'm never gonna be happy and it's not fair :(

nobody wants to spend time with me... why am i so lonely?

why are people such fucking leeches? why is everybody so fucking unwilling to take literally 10 minutes out of their day to help you? no i'm not talking about like feeding a homeless guy or something, i'm talking about doing a tiny little favor to somebody that you've known your entire life, somebody that would instantly do anything for you, and you can't take 10 fucking minutes out of your day to do something that won't even cost you anything. literally nobody cares about me. i would fucking die for some people and they can't take 10 minutes out of their day to help me out, and no they are not fucking busy, they have literally nothing going on, they simply can't be arsed. like i just wanna cut ties with every single fucker in my life. i don't know what more i could possibly do to be a person that somebody cares about.