>>938729797
The world is so big, unstoppably doing it's thing, and humans so small, just hard to believe there would be a force of nature caring about human affairs. What fate or reward in heaven or similar superstitions give people is meaning; meaning in the face of the clear meaningless of the motions of the universe. It helps to feel, that what you had to suffer happened for a higher purpose. It didn't. It either had no purpose at all or served the mean, cruel purpose of someone else. If you are a critical mind, you will never succeed long term at gleaming meaning from fairytales. What will help you is find a purpose that suits *you*, finding meaning that pleases *you*. On short, you get to chose your meaning and it has to come out of yourself.