Thread 941638677

Anon, what keeps you from killing yourself?

>>941638677 (OP)
The law.
It's illegal to commit suicide.

I have a 10 yo neighbour that likes to hang out with me because her parents are absolute cunts.

>>941638677 (OP)
Ignoring the fact that I enjoy life and am happy, it's pretty retarded.
Instead of killing myself just do anything, completely change my life. Move somewhere, go to university, get an apprenticeship, literally anything because what's the worst that'll happen? I'll want to kill myself?

Realistically there's no reason to kill yourself. When you're at the bottom of life, anything you do other than suicide can only be better.

>>941638677 (OP)
Photonics

>>941638737
How they will hold you accountable if you are dead?

Was relentlessly programmed against self-termination, by forces beyond my control. I'm a 49-year-old virgin that's still unable to check out.

>>941638677 (OP)
The Lord loves you, OP. Never forget that.

Online and open to... let's call it possibilities.
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i believe i'll go to hell if i do, and hell would hurt infinitely worse than anything i could endure on earth, suffer temporarily over suffering for eternity, options are shit and shit but we all know which one to pick.

>>941642509
I don't have a reason to. I have no idea why I'm still here, but I don't want to die. I want to keep living, even if my life is shitty.

>>941638677 (OP)
Survival instinct gene.

It's purely biology. There's no special reason.