>>941871902
you're basically setting yourself up for every social interaction being a constant internal and external battle
most women will resent you. most men want to fuck you or want nothing to do with you. it will be difficult to make friends and you will lose most if not all of the ones you have. what family you do have won't interact with you the same way. it will be difficult to get jobs. your dick will stop functioning. you'll be pumped full of chemicals that fuck with how your brain operates. it can give you gallstones, fuck with your liver, cause heart attacks, blood clots and strokes, decreased libido, low bone density, joint problems, weaken your bladder, disrupt sleep patterns, cause mood swings and infertility. you will have regular doctors visits related to this for the rest of your life. if you care about passing you'll be giving up your name, walking patterns, the way you sit, eat, dress yourself, and even how you use your voice.
not much of whatever defines you as a person is left, and what is left will eventually start giving you anxiety attacks when you look in the mirror. this is a physical and mental health spiral sold as mental health treatment.
most men think they want this but they dont, and its hard to even find examples because trannies are so socially isolated and tend to only fuck eachother. the further you go the smaller your options pool gets, and you will find the men that are willing to fuck are often as ashamed of your masculinity as you are. you will both try to maintain an illusion thats constantly broken by reality. its no way to live in my opinion, and in fact the opposite. its living suicide.
just go to the gym.
