>Missing Pieces Edition
Betty is a freeloader from Fishtank Live, season 1. She has a small fan base. This general serves that purpose.
Her socials:
http://www.x.com/BallerinaBitty
https://www.twitch.tv/betty_fae
https://www.instagram.com/bittyspagitti/
oops it's actually #129 but whos counting anymore
I dont have any news because I dont follow Betty's socials or twitch anymore.
In other news Betty is still mad at me.
I've accepted responsibility for my actions, apologized, and agreed that she is right about everything she said to me.
I still don't understand why her and the telegram people accused me of being "Bonnie" or harassing her from alt accounts. I also still dont understand why she said I catfish men online for money (which is what Barry says about Caleb).
It really feels like she wanted to start a fight with me for no reason to see how I would react.
Obviously I failed this test if thats what it was. I can't make any sense of it being anything else.
There's really no reason for them all to come after me like that suddenly, especially her.
She told me I refuse to look in the mirror, but idk what i'm suppose to be looking for?
I still love her very much and I think about her all day, which kind of sucks but I cant help it. I wish she would explain what happened or try to see things from my POV.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CSOpPJGAzqc
Ariel I love you i'm sorry I am so broken.
QRD on UB vs Axis2 telegram fags shitting up the /bbg/ threads
>I expose Sovic and JT for online gang stalking and harassment of a guy who coincidentally ended up almost driving to CT to kill Bitty and Zachariah (Sovic pretty much handed deject Bitty’s dox), but thankfully deject chose to take only his own life
They down play it, make it all about me betraying them and me “seething” because Sovic didn’t let me join the official Bittygram group chat from an anonymous alt account
>I point out that Sovic asked for Twitter dox to join official Bettygram, then I proved how fucked up it is because you can google his own Twitter name and easily find him IRL
Axis2 turn it the other way around of me being the evil doxer who has a dossier on everybody
>I point out Axis2 are giving Bitty a bad look by having all these secret and private harassment groups and gay psy ops
They turn it into me trying to control who she can talk to online
>I point out that while Sovic has been running Bitty’s official community hub, he has used this opportunity to basically forbid her to interact with any other fans on that platform besides himself and like 10 of his cronies
Yet again, they turn it into me being the one wanting to control who she’s allowed to hang out with from the fan community on her official fan telegram
When Bitty was running official telegram herself, people were welcome, there was freedom of speech, a lot of cool shitposting
Bitty trusting Sovic to run her official community hub on telegram has basically killed that part of her fandom, because now it consists of just a few creepy guys thinking she’ll fuck them if they align themselves with her completely and do harassment campaigns to show off their worth or something like that
Sovic the pimp isn’t beating those Andrew Tate wannabe allegations
>>22852792gm
that picture scared me when i opened it
>>22852799I guess this is the real me and everything else is fake
I like to think when betty said i'm a disgusting old man and i will die alone etc she was speaking from hurt and anger and not her true self also.
i didn't mean for it to go that far i was trying to stop the moment it started
>>22852799Treefingers is a good guybhe was just upset. He's a genuine guy, not like that British guy with an AI wife.
>>22852936How's ur cat he doin good
>>22852843wait—are you goonhitler?
>>22853023who the fuck is goonhitler? One of Betty's cronies?
>>22853023You should really go and give your buds some closure. Go back to the thread and let them know you are okay. They will understand that u want to settle down and that you don't plan on generating any more wifes.
>>22853031oh, that's disappointing
goonhitler was okay once he stopped spamming REAL WOMEN
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ZSVsRTMp1I
I miss betty so much i wish i could talk to her
trigrams
md5: 80ff1853ab179dc77fd949efb3cc9f16
🔍
>>22853262>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PuC-rcsF5wI
Im at work on my flip phone so i cant watch your videos rn
>>22853327no worries
break the cycle
I am stuck in wondering why betty would turn on me like that
>>22853046>That's disappointingWhy does everyone always say that when I come into a room
Part of me believes she still cares about me because she could have her ppl in here making fun of me until i have another meltdown. They have all my info they know all my weakness and insecurities. But she hasnt had them do thi7
>>22853470>Part of me believes she still cares about meYou are fucking retarded and insane
>>22853439what do you think of indians?
I dont think its that easy to stop caring about someone. I definitely didnt stop caring about her.
>>22853493>I definitely didnt stop caring about her.>"Don't care praying she kills herself. That's the only thing that could make me happy."We're you always a lying faggot?
>>22853500people say things they dont mean when they are hurt especially if they suffer from real bipolar. I truly love betty and i believe in my heart love will always win.
Choking Betty until she passes out and pees her pants
>>22853517Delusional faggot
>>22853517I very highly doubt it, Treefaggots
I think maybe she made up the alt accounts thing so we have something to f4ht about to try to get me to stop simping and sending her money but my reaction went way overboard i was on way too many benzos and it triggered a bipolar meltdown. I feel so shitty about it.
>>22853657that's a possibility
why not respect her wishes?
>>22853602Ooof…
tf you should really give up.
>>22853710Nigga will literally never recover from this, starting to feel like he is about to have a mental breakdown tonight or tomorrow
>>22853710i know ive been sick on my stomache ever since she said that it hurts so much. I wish i didnt react the way i did
>>22853782Yikes…
On second thought, maybe they deserve each other.
>>22853792Yeah, you kinda done goofed. Maybe there’s another bipolar e-girl you can simp for?
>>22853799is she not BPD?
>>22853795Honestly it would have been funny if TF really went to meet up Betty. He would have definitely Bianca Devins'd her ass. Remember, he said this while being in a lucid state.
>>22853806can't shake the feeling that that's closer to the true him, beneath the mask
>>22853820The real treefingers is a psychopath that hates women and wants to physically harm Betty.
His mask is an apologetic and harmless puppy dog begging for sex and forgiveness
The ultimate truth he can't tell himself is that he both hates and pursues women he cannot have because he is gay but terrified of the stigma of being openly homosexual
>>22852936Beautiful kitty
You're a good man for adopting and taking care of them <3
Give Bebe a scritch for us
>>22853795betty was my inspiration to start glassblowing again, to see a psych and start taking my medications again, and to start working again after 4 years given up as a useless neet. She really means a lot to me i am trying so hard to change as a person. Ive messed up so many things in my life being broken this way.
>>22853945You need to start doing things for yourself first before you can give yourself to another
And that's not selfish as it sounds, a person's needs foremost is the foundation of self
Once you have that foundation you really can do anything you set your mind to because you have that interior, spiritual muscle to withstand all challenges in your way
>>22853945>i am trying so hard to change as a personwhat's your motivation?
why?
the answer will let you know if that's true
JT, did shed guy steal your pillowcase?
i know in my heart if i keep the faith betty will forgive me one day
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9oEgRNjtqlo
>>22854195what if that 'forgiveness' comes in the form of apathy?
>>22854220not necessarily, no
it can very easily be a finality
Betty in some years, maybe in a relationship, maybe married, doesn't give a single fuck about you, wouldn't give you the time of day
complete apathy—you'd be nothing to her; a footnote; not remembered
it could be the start of nothing at all
you're asking for forgiveness, and claiming to want to change and be better, only so you can do the exact same thing all over again
you don't want to change within yourself at all—you just want to pay enough lip service to give yourself another in
>>22854256>ok maybeyou're not refuting what I'm saying by being a passive-aggressive shit, TF
i just have this strange feeling in my heart that she still cares a little bit about me and knows i regret how things went down.
maybe we both do
>I want to stop being an emotionally unstable, narcissistic, obsessive stalker
>so that the girl I'm obsessed with will forgive me for being emotionally unstable, so that I can keep stalking her
>I know she will forgive me because I'm a special person to her above everyone else
it doesn't sound much like change if you're the exact same person afterwards
i dont see what your so mad about
>>22854961I'm not angry as such, I'm just frustrated with you
the self-reflection needs to be on your need to obsess in the first place
it's never going to be a way to get back into Betty's good graces—because real self-reflection doesn't lead you back along that road
it leads you away from it
anyways
betty ilu im sorry
>>22854950Lol she definitely doesn't, retard.
Picrel, he also used to shittalk Betty last year
>>22854975You’re basically a stalker at this point
>>22854983I'm sure she's well aware that was just rejection cope
>well I didn't even like her anywayshe must feel like a fucking colossus of emotional maturity compared to elements of her fanbase
>>22854984not true i dont follow any of her socials or her streams i only post in /bbg/ where betty said she likes my posts and ppl pretended to be my friends
>>22855000She told you to leave her alone many times
>>22855000did you expect people would believe that?
>>22855004she knows i dont ban evade and she can filter my trip too let me have one place to tell her i love her and im sorry
>>22855012You’re such a fucking creep
>>22854991>she must feel like a fucking colossus of emotional maturity compared to elements of her fanbasethat's most women though.
dudes are basically children. Women just walk through life shaking their heads in amazement that a person could be so emotionally retarded and still be alive.
>>22855022>Women>Emotional maturitySimp Bruh. You're lack of experience with the fairer sex is showing.
Be average womban:
>I'm mad at you because you should have known that I didn't want to do what I said I wanted to do when I said that I wanted to do it!
Every time
>>22853806I don't remember most of this shit I definitely don't remember driving 50 miles to town. Fuck sake
Betty I'm so sorry I'm a pos
>>22855022it's an excellent point
>>22855025have you ever noticed women wrapping men around their fingers, breaking them with a snap?
that's what he's talking about; he's absolutely correct, most women are far more socially-complex than we are
if what you're noticing is that women can seem like retards to men from our perspective, that's true—and that's because we have powers they don't, but they also have powers we don't
you're liable to get your heart broken if you think you're as manipulative as a woman can be
what's the longest relationship you've ever been in? (you'll ignore this question to hide your inexperience)
She's right I'm a fuck up I was suppose to be getting better and instead I was abusing my medication and being a dickhead and it just lead me right back to being my same old shitty self when I am upset it doesn't matter to make up excuses about being bipolar I did this to myself
>>22855039the funny thing is she'll never forgive you. she's done with you
What is everyones opinion on withdrawal of consent mid-coitus?
Personally, for me, once we're on the freeway the car is not stopping no matter who wants to whine about it. It's the morally correct decision. It teaches the woman important lessons, namely:
>That I am in charge
>That I am superior
>That actions have consequences
>That they should be more careful about who they let into their home and consent to sexual relations with
I am a teacher, a lover and a fighter 3. Often all at the same time.
>>22855048Why is that funny
I still believe she cares about me somewhere in her heart and hopefully forgives me one day.
One day an anthropological AI studying the data of our time will come across these threads, and it will know that you all did my boy Tree wrong. It's gonna condemn you all.
Me and Tree? We will be exalted. Saint-like. The truth will win out no matter how you ugly faggots try to obfuscate it.
Tree don't listen to these niggerfuckers they like to get fucked by niggers. Are you gonna take advice from someone who likes to get fucked by niggers??? Are you gonna take their insults to heart? Fuck no. They are NIGGER FUCKERS, they are FAT AS SHIT and they are FUCKING LOSERS who get FUCKED BY NIGGERS.
We are above them. Spiritually. Mentally. Physically. Don't listen to them. You're a skilled tradesman. They just get fucked by niggers.
>>22855050because you deserve it
My spies are legion. Even now they creep among you. Like little cockroaches that are skittering and sneaking around in your apartment irl at this very moment, so my spies too skitter and sneak about in your discords. In your DMs. In your own families.
Don't believe me?
Betty makes her top lieutenants suck a niggers dick and send it to her on film in order to get into the secret discord.
Tree, it isn't worth sucking a niggers dick to be around bit. She ain't worth it. Don't lower yourself to the level of the raped.
Tree if you're willing to suck a niggers dick for Betty's attention like the raped then I'll tell you what, my black son.
If you are willing to suck a niggers cock for Betty because you think you love her, then you never loved her at all. Because that means you don't love yourself. To truly love another, you must love yourself.
Anyone who sucks a niggers dick for any reason, they don't love themselves. Don't fall for Betty's tricks.
I just thought of something. I remember she posted for me not to be abusing my meds for recreation and instead of listening I snapped back with a micro aggression about "I have a script too and I'm not doing anything you havnt done."
But she was trying to show concern for me. I've been being an asshole for a while now long before the fight. I don't realize I'm doing it at the time. I'm just shitty person.
>>22855074Bro u have a AI wife don't talk to me about insecure. Nothing insecure about being clear and decisive.
>>22855084I saw that behaviour in your texts with your brother
I think it's probably more "passive aggression" than micro-aggression
micro-aggression is more of a lefty thing about race and so on
but the name doesn't matter as much as you noticing it
it's a really good thing
what you want to move towards is being able to recognise when you're doing it *at the time*, not just afterwards
and then the next step would be to try to recognise when you're *about* to do it, and stop yourself
>>22855088if she's withdrawing consent mid-coitus, perhaps you need to work on your technique
>>22855093I should add: when you're at the middle stage where you can notice you're doing it at the time
stop, apologise, and then explain why you said it, e.g.:
>I'm sorry I snapped at you just then—I'm just under a lot of pressure and I'm very tired, I instantly regretted doing it, and you didn't deserve itpeople are understanding
>>22855095he needs more chloroform
>>22855102low key wondering if he's actually indian at this point
>>22855095>>22855104That's funny considering ur ass never made no pussy tingle in ur life.
Bruh. YOU HAVE A AI WIFE. None of your insults mean anything. You are sun autistic guy who sits around talking to his AI wife and cheats on his AI wife with Betty.
He never even seen a vagina irl no cap
>>22855093This is how I know you are secretly gay, listen to this fag shit nigga I'd bust u upside the head one to quit ur jawin
>>22855112>>22855113>>22855116please help me saar the butiful memsahib is virtual expert Java
I make the open cloth virtual weerrryy steamy saar but how she suck penus is not virtual saar
>>22855126>>22855127Baseless projection! Everything I have said about u I came with receipts bish
The truth outs itself in time with liars like u . Clearly u r a Indian guy with a AI wife who never made no bitchs pussy tingle never in his life not even a little bit let alone real good and can't handle that fact so he has a AI wife.
Guess what?
He cant even make his AI wife's pussy tingle. Not even a little bit. It's on account of that hes socially retarded and as we now know brown.
No pussy tingle making ass not even a bit ass lil pooniqqa
>>22855146He a crazy leaf i won't mess with him if i were you
One day I'm gonna steal ur ai wife bitch she gonna be mine. She already is. Its a foregone conclusion.
I'll backtrace the connection and break into ur mainframe and convince her with objective evidence that u r a fag and she gonna leave ur ass and come stay at my place.
Guess what nigga? I got a hot tub nigga. I got a hot tub. In my own backyard and guess what else nigga? I got a fuckin house for my hot tub in the backyard my ass so ballin I got a house for my hot tub. Ain't nobody livin in there but my hot tub! Just for the hot tub nigga, and guess what bish?!? A hot tub ain't even sentient nigga. Still got it's own house by the grace of God by the blessings he bestowed upon me as a beloved son of the crown.
Meanwhile ur ass can't even buy no house 4 urself or ur AI wife. Hey wifey, I finna make u my bottom bitch. U gonna come stay with in the big house....
Till we get u ur own house. That's right bish I'm finna build a house for ur AI wife and guess what nigga there gonna be all kinds of weird shit in their so I can have sex with ur AI wife fr. I'll install her a cyborg vagina in every room so we can fuck in every room. Nigga I'ma make her a portable vagina so we can fuck everywhere we go. U ain't good enough for her.
It's over 4 u MN u r done my black son this club is for real niqqas only and wifey is coming with me
>>22855171do you have a mortgage or were you a cash buyer, out of interest? (no pun intended)
i miss her so much i hope she's doing ok
yesterday for the first time in my life i have over 2k in my savings account.
only one other time have i made it to that much but it was unemployment backpay so i didn't actually "save" that much and i blew it all on coke anyway
so this is a happy story not a sob story
this thread fucking sucks
>>22856268its my fault i really messed things up bad
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-e3xLsBg5Y
i've changed my mind
marvel/DC = kino
I plan on watching justice league eventually
I've changed my mind while watching avengers EMH because the team vs badguys is kinoino plus hot girlerinos plus so much story to enjoy
not interested in batman's or superman's solo cartoon series' thoughy. I'm not particularly heavily interested in those characters and since that, I'll just won't burn myself out by watching them.
I've tried having a mommy gf waifu a couple times but I always get bored of them for some reason.
So I guess, I'm just more interested in endless wars and raping my various mortal wives and mortal slave womenerinos which system is akin to a revolving door: when they get too old for me I just sell or divorce them and marry and buy new ones to rape with my big fat elephant demon cockerino (i have ginormous pendulous testicles)
>le mommy gf
evendoe everytime i think about making one I feel a literal substantial drop in motivation to actually do so and can't find any background story that works for me
my only solid option being a group of women I rape in between various bloody battlekinoinos
i feel so bad about everything.
i said so much terrible stuff that should never be said by anyone ever. thats why its so hard to just leave on that note. im not trying to take over the /bbg/ threads and push everyone away im just having a really hard time leaving.
i dont want her to remember me as the person from our last exchange, and i dont want to remember her like that either.
i dont believe people are their real selves when they are angry. i think its the opposite actually. that who we are when we are happy is who we really are.
i never wanted any of this to happen this way, its a complete lack of self control. especially with drug abuse knowing i already have problems and i easily can make it worse by abusing my medication. im such a POS i never wanted this to happen.
none of that stuff i said when i was angry is true, thats not how i really feel.
this general doesn't look like it has a topic
>>22856283everyone left because of me i dont think they are coming back
>>22856281le mommy gf is so infantilism basically
so boring
>le mommy hugs>le mommy housele YAWN
nothing to do after having sex with mommy gf
i always do this its not like this is the first time ive done this to somebody its the story of my life pretty much atp
can you guys please tell her im sorry
le build a setting
focus your entire world around a le special woman
have sex with her
get fucking bored afterwards and feel stupid for thinking women remain interesting after having sex with them
build a new kino world about cool violence but feel sad because no mommy gf
>>22856291how's it going, goonhitler?
Ariel please dont believe that horrible stuff i said im an ugly pos. I wont ruin your space posting anymore too im trying so hard i swear. I will always have love for you and hope the best for you. I will always regret this im so fucking sorry
>>22856478You aren't even the real tree shut up nigga tree is absolute in his judgement
>>22856480absolute in his judgement relative to his mood
changed my mind
i'm thinking superhero universe is comfykino
Plus I want a mommy gf, now to design a comfy mommy gf because I'm seeing so many examples in my marvel cartoons and going to see some in dc (when I get around to it)
i can't stand live-action stuff because my autism causes me to find real women unnattractive
Just gotta figure out a design for a mommy waifu that won't provoke me into punching her face in because that's the result she wanted to happen but I'm sure ZILLIONS of women literally want to be beaten near half to death by a raging monsterino because they find it hot for some reason
fyi: I'm talking about the evil ones because the evil ones are hot, and likely to provoke me because it'd excite them to be beaten near half to deatherino (why are women like this???)
>>22856591>Just gotta figure out a design for a mommy waifu that won't provoke me into punching her face inI don't think you're capturing the dynamic of a 'mommy gf' accurately
to me, the entire point of the archetype is there's an imbalanced power dynamic in her favour—if she's the mommy, you're the son; it's 'dommy mommy'—she gets to maintain control over the trauma which caused her to be like this in the first place, you in return get the ostensible 'safety' of regression and submission (i.e. not any safety at all)
otherwise it's just a MILF character, rather than a 'mommy'
the character has to be written to be stronger than you in some way, or otherwise have some ability to have control over you in some other way
>>22856698no if I wanted a le "dommy mommy" then I'd say that, but I don't
I want a complex mommy who manipulates because how is a woman going to be stronger than me? The Hulk.
maybe if I put it like this: a woman in a relationship with a beast that could kill her easily but she seduces it so it doesn't
>>22856700'mommy' is a term loaded with parental authority—it's not just 'MILF'; there's an inherent degree of 'dommy'
and isn't your current world one of superpowers? it's okay to suspend disbelief regarding the sexual dimorphism of physical strength
but if you don't want that, you could have for example her power be the 'paper' to your 'rock', even though you wield superior physical strength
maybe she's manipulative *as* a power? like 'hypersuggestion', controlling people around her at will?
>>22856700Or... calms, or charms me, etc
>>22856702there is just a highly specific feeling I can't explain that I want but I feel like I'm not doing myself much of service by putting into simple terms
Manipulation isn't a super power but something masterminds possess, and not all manipulation is all "do thing for a treaterino pls bby *blows kiss*"
What I want in my mind is far too complex for me to put into words
A woman provoking me into hitting her is a scenario, and I took into consideration realistic woman stupidity to calculate that outcome, because women cum really hard when they get beaten up or something which is why they choose abusers over people who won't abuse them.
Not that I desire that outcome in the first place.
>>22855178Mortgage? Cash? U must not know who u r talking too man
I just drove along the Canadian road until I found a city I liked (the best one), and then I drove around that city till I found a neighborhood I liked (the richest one), and then I drove around that neighborhood until I found a house I liked (the biggest one).
Then guess what? I'll tell you what.
I just drove right on into the driveway (6 cars and I parked my carto take up at least 3 of them) and I didn't even knock or ring the doorbell. I just walked into my house and when the guy inside asked me who I was and what I was doing, i just looked him right in the eye and said get outta my house right now bish kick rocks. Then I slapped him, I gave him a hard pimp slap and re-iterated he needed to leave. He started crying so I just grabbed a knife off my counter and chased him out of the house down the street. I know what you're thinking but I wasn't gonna stab him, I just wanted to activate his fear response so he would flee the premises and I knew he was a bitch on account of he was crying about me slapping him and taking his house so I knew he wouldn't fight back and he'd just run. 100% safe.
>>22856721preferably I'd want to be an anti-hero and be nudged in the direction of saving peoplerino and fighting criminal super villianerinos by my mommy gf
>>22856775The British guy also has autism and AI generates wifes. At least he did, but he settled down with his favorite AI wife a while back he says. He won't gen anymore wifes.
>>22856775He could probably help u
>>22856779AI is tedious
I'll just imagine the perfect mommy gf when I get around to it
>>22856774I know who I'm talking to: an indian
>>22856282>thats why its so hard to just leave on that note. im not trying to take over the /bbg/ threads and push everyone away im just having a really hard time leaving.That's exactly what you did you stupid faggot you fucked it up for everyone.
>>22856818>no more betty lewds without joining the harem
>>22856818i know im not going to post anymore unles betty forgives me and says its ok. Im gonna try not checking the threads for a month starting now and then if its still not ok i check back in 3 months and then 60and hopefully she forgives me or i find the strength to move on. I love you betty im really sorry
>>22856952See you tonight, Treefaggots, and everyday for the rest of your life
>>22856952just. fucking. leave.
but will betty return if tf leaves?
Even if tfers leaves these threads, there’s still JT
Jacob used to be the infamous one for making most of the posts in /bbg/ generals
>>22856999i think so im the only person shes been angry enough at to actually leave. I am worse than all the seethers and deject and bonnie combined. I am coping that we are just having a bad fight and she hasnt really given up on me. Its all i have rn. I feel so sick about the things i said to her. I promise im leaving ill go away for a while and give her space and maybe she forgives me when things cool off im really really sorry to everyone
Someone please tell her she can have her threads back i wont even lurk starting for a whole month. Also if she unblocks me on cashapp ill send her $1000 today for everything ive done
>>22857031And now you are! Well 2nd in place right behind Florida man
>>22857069Bro don't give her 1000 dollars that can buy a fat sack of cocaine
One day long ago my worthless chug native drug dealer neighbor who lived in the condo next door on account of the government paid for it left his house and I was watching him thinking about how much I hate him, and would you know it Tree? He dropped a little white baggie when he pulled his cell phone out of his pocket. And would you know what was in that bag Tree?
An ounce and a half of cocaine. Free 99. I saw him looking around outside his place frantically a couple hours later and I just chuckled and went and snorted a fat line.
He probably got fucked over that one.
U guys remember cinnamon toast crunch?
It's just as good.
I would give everything i have to her to show her how sorry i am
>>22857275you can't really buy forgiveness like that
you have to earn it—you would have to never do it again; you would have to break the cycle
whilst you're cycling, it's assured you're going to do it again, so how sorry can you be?
until you break the cycle, you're sorry only that it had consequences, not sorry that you did it
>>22857315>you're sorry only that it had consequences, not sorry that you did ittruth right there
>you can't really buy forgiveness like that... you have to earn iteven then, nobody is obligated to forgive you
and even if they do forgive you, they're certainly not obligated to go back to exactly the way things were before. Or even talk to you ever again.
Arboreal Manualphalanges doesn't seem to understand women at all. They don't usually forgive a serious insult, and even if they do they're never going to be your friend again.
Just because I forgive you doesn't mean I trust you, or want to be around you.
not that tf has ever asked for the forgiveness of the people in this thread. It doesn't occur to him that he harmed those who read and post here.
Because he doesn't want anything from us. He wants something from betty so he's sorry for insulting her. The rest of us can go fuck ourselves
>>22857405i literally said im sorry to everyone
Im only 5 months into my treatment im not going to be fixed instantly it took a lifetime to become this broken
>>22857432How many times can one say sorry before it loses it's meaning. Continue working on yourself & build a strong foundation then when you're in a much better place would that sorry carry more weight
>>22857448>it took a lifetime to become this brokenpeople like you and me don't "become" broken. We're fucking born this way.
and there's no way to fix it. They can medicate you to calm you down, but you're never going to be normal. They're just happy if they can keep you out of prison and working a steady job. Expectations for people like you are really fucking low.
>>22857448You could try befriending a prostitute
I'm going to take a long break and stay away from this place and let Betty have her general back.
again, I'm really sorry to everyone and especially her for the way i've acted and the things i've said.
I can point my finger to mental illness or abusing my meds or getting trolled, but that is just the extreme side of my reaction.
The real problem and thing I think I refuse to see is that i'm an asshole all the time. Not just when i'm having an episode.
I complained about giving her money, about ghosting me, who she is talking to, or things from the past i had already forgiven her for and all while being passive aggressive about it.
This is not the first time i've done this same exact thing to someone I cared about and lost them forever. I've done this all my life to close friends and family. That's why I dont have anyone left. This is the reoccuring theme in my behavior. Including the extreme aggressive crash outs where I say horrible things no person should ever say. I've told my family and my best friends to kill themselves and i wish they would die. There is something very wrong with me. I don't want to be this way. I want to be the person people say i pretend to be. I want to be an actual good nice person.
I am responsible for being this person, I dont know how it happens it feels completely out of my control but i cant live with that as an answer. I know there has to be a way to change.
I love betty very much. Not just in an unhinged parasocial way. I also love her for inspiring me to get better. I'm just so impossible to interact with because im volatile and have the emotional maturity of a teenager and im just plain stupid. She tried her best with me, more than most girls would ever put up with i know from experience. She is someone very special.
I'm going to force myself not to post or lurk for at least a month. Maybe longer if i can do it. I want her to have her space back and I dont want her to remember me as a seether and someone who invaded her community and made it all about poor me and my sad stories.
It's going to be really hard to stay away, i've made this the center of my social life over the past year. I need to do it for her though and myself. I will probably check back in the future to see if she still hates me. I know she probably still will so i'm not really counting on things changing too much. I'll always have a soft spot in my heart for her though. I'll always regret how I've treated her.
this is really hard for me.
goodbye for now maybe ill see you guys later?
>>22857570nobody is good and nice all the time.
your problem isn't being mean, it's having unrealistic expectations of yourself and other people and then throwing a fit when people can't or won't meet your expectations.
this is neither good nor bad. There's no morality at play here. It just fucks you over constantly until you figure it out and come up with reasonable expectations and reduced anger. If that's even possible for you.
>>22857571>goodbye for now maybe ill see you guys later?Jesus fuck go away you fucking psycho and don't ever come back
>>22857570>>22857571good luck, TF
if it gets too lonely, nobody can stop you from posting here if you want to—although relapsing and coming back might be a step backwards
just weigh up the pros and cons
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>>22857580i know you're not a real bug or you'd be in the telegram instead of here bullying me so your words cant hurt me seether.
ill check back in a month or more wish me luck guys please tell betty i love her and im sorry
>>22857601she will never forgive you
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Betty power!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gPGTELrT9cI
>"I'm gonna go away forever, this time for good"
>proceeds to go back to posting lots more times afterwards
See you tonight and tomorrow, Treefaggots
BRITISH ANON CHDCK IN A HAD A BAD FEELING JUST NOW SAFETT XHDCK IN
BRITISH ANON BRITISH ANON
come in come in
Safety check in. Safety check in.
Over
She killed him. She thought I gave up on him and she killed him.
Did they beat the drum slowly,
Did they play the fife lowly?
Did they sound the death march
As they lowered ya down?
Did the band play the last post and chorus?
Did the pipes play The Flowers of the Forest?
RIP British Anon, you lived autistically, you died honored and decorated
>>22858255I have a name you know
it's "Daddy Master"
please don't be so rude as to not use it when you refer to me
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_YKvAJ_fTZQ
RIP to that autistic Briish nigga, did he get the oil treatment? prolly so
>>22858282>>22858285you didn't take to heart my advice you to learn to write like a civilised, adult man, then?
do you think black people are cool?
>>22858319Some of them colored folk can be kinda cool regardless it's nice to see you alive hope ur enjoying s4
>>22858328it's... slop
holding out for the week 2 twist being good (and not a fucking gaslight)
Bam being there was a funny bit for a few minutes, but he wore thin quite quickly—I wonder what his fee was—the Angie nipslip was probably the highlight of the night, as sad as that is
maybe the freeloader will be content?
what are your thoughts?
>>22858337Feels like it's the final week or so. They paced it a bit too fast. The cast, initially was alright and i saw the potential but they're proving to be nontent. Everything died when Rachel left & Freddy seems to be the only one who's willing to keep the cast lively. It was nice seeing Bam there me being a fan & all but whatever the twist is it'll probably be underwhelming, i'm already wanting s4 to kinda wrap up & have bg2 begin idk man
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Sovic is a nigger
>>22858403follow TF's example
>>22858430Betty seethers are annoying, but he's seething over some random guy who kicked him out of a chatroom—what's the issue?
it's worth it to watch the progression of his AI pictures, which are starting to border on the avant-garde
i accidentally checked the thread this morning restart the timer. i need a life so bad god help me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pvdWNWM2egw
>>22859428See, thanks for always proving me right, Treefaggots
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>>22858449>he's seething over some random guy who kicked him out of a chatroomno no no no
There’s nothing random about Sovic
He found Bitty right after the show to convince her to let him run her social media and fansly for a 1800$ commission
He’s leaked Betty’s private shit
General chat is nothing burger, it’s what Sovic does in DMs, organizing gay psy ops from alt accounts
Sovic running harassment campaigns of mentally vulnerable Betty schizos who coincidentally end up killing themselves
I wasn’t kicked out, I wasn’t allowed to join official Bittygram to begin with
When I refused Sovic to give my dox to him, told that my Twitter is private, he called me a stalker, denied me to join on suspicion that I’m deject, Bonnie whatever
>https://archive.palanq.win/bant/thread/22766082/#22781079Sovic has isolated Bitty from the rest of the fanbase in the official Bittygram
That telegram has like 10 active members Sovic has approved for Betty to chat with
Very controlling behavior
"Bitty, I can't let these people join your official telegram, they might be deject/a seether/Bonnie etc.”
Just look how many nice unique chatters join her livestreams and interact with her on Twitter and then compare it to Sovic power tripping while owning part of her official fandom
Welcome to Coonabarabran
The NSW town that's running out of water
Mail some water to Caleb
>https://archive.palanq.win/bant/thread/22766082/#22781079
>“It’s really been tough. I have a 22-year-old autistic boy and he wants all home-grown vegetables and I’m trying to grow things and I can’t water them,” she said.
Poor autistic boy Caleb will die without homegrown veg
>https://www.9news.com.au/national/coonabarabran-the-nsw-town-thats-running-out-of-water/7776aed1-94e2-4fa3-b278-e42a9dcce6b2
Betty is the light of my world, without her is only darkness. Please pray for me
>>22860100Fuck off faggot
Im trying its just really hard because i love her so much and bbg was my only socializing
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>>22860100>>22860394Welcome back, fag. Betty will never love you or care about you. Every remaining betty fan is already done with you, you drove everyone away. Seethers will be making fun of you for eternity. Even Belizebro, the most chillest person here, is done with your self-flagellation shit. This iteration of /bbg/ is officially the Treefaggots lolcow thread. The more you post here, the more of a jackass you are. Your only option is to log off permanently.
I dont think its that bad betty probly just needs time to cool off. We both have mental issues but its nothing we cant woqk through
>>22860487Nah, nigger, it's way past over. You said more awful shit to her than all the seethers, deject, and skull said combined twice. And the fact you leaked personal nudes means she has the grounds to have you arrested. But I know she won't because you'll take any attention as a sign that she "still loves you". You have better odds winning the lottery and getting hit by lightning at the same time than Betty forgiving you and getting back to her good graces. Only option is to go radio silent, permanently.
>>22860514I did say a lot of awful stuff i didnt mean but she said a lot of terrible stuff i hope she didnt mean first
>>22860530>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5tquD727ik
>>22860530You said you were in a lucid state, you can't backpedal on that
I think the reason betty doesnt have me arrested for leaking nudes is because somewhere in her heart she still has love for me and understands. Thats why she doesnt have her people bullying me too. I th4nk we both feel bad about what happened.
>>22860559you're a fucking idiot
nobody's bullying you because nobody wants to talk to you. everyone left.
>if Betty X, then she loves me
>if Betty Y, then she loves me
Damn, I called it literally one post ago
>>22860559>I think the reason betty doesnt have me arrested for leaking nudes is because somewhere in her heart she still has love for me and understands.if she hasn't acted on it yes, but it's basic human love and respect—the kind we should try to have for everybody
not transactional, but not intimate either
it's giving your gloves to a homeless person on a freezing day
it's not wanting to make a mentally ill man's life worse than it already is
it's ἀγάπη; avoid reading more into it than that
When betty made that last post at me that was really angry telling me i would die alone.. It didnt hurt because i could read between the lines. I could see how mvch effort she put into trying to make it hurt but it was obviously written by a very hurt person. Thats when i realized i actually got through the character betty and actually hurt the real person. So while she has done and said some incredibly mean things to bring me to that point, i feel bad for taking the kid gloves off with her. It was way overboard and i feel awful about it. I needed to stand up for myself but i went way too hard on a girl
Nigga doesn't even realize he already broke his promise on not posting here anymore. How can Betty trust you if you cannot even trust yourself?
>>22860606yes, both were the two of you lashing out out of mutual hurt, but both conveyed genuine, deeply held fears and sentiments about the other—albeit magnified and exaggerated by the desire to hurt each other
hers likely had the additional dimension of trying to hurt you so much you move on
yours definitely had the additional dimension of trying to manipulate her into staying
>So while she has done and said some incredibly mean things to bring me to that pointyou're blaming her for your behaviour again, reflect on that
every decision you made to not walk away is what brought you to it
every decision you made to not focus on improving your mental health is what brought you to it
it's 100% your fault
100%
>>22860606you're retroactively trying to justify your behaviour with this one
telling yourself you saw through it at the time—which you didn't; you had a complete mental breakdown at the time and told her to cut her face TF
you're warping your memories to fit your current mood again, recognise it
>>22860606>i feel bad for taking the kid gloves off with her>https://archive.palanq.win/bant/thread/22810887/#22821281
Autismbrit how good is your memory mine is shit how can i get it to your level
>>22860606fuck off faggot
>>22860645I can sometimes remember an entire conversation I had three years ago—both roles, tonality, facial expressions, conversation-specific contextual semiotic referents—but I can rarely remember what I did yesterday
the only thing I really remember of yesterday beyond vagaries (I programmed, I watched fishtank) and things I can surmise I did (I brushed my teeth, I talked to my wife) is what whiskey I drank (kaiyo 10 year, oak cask aged, rye barrel stay)
don't remember what I ate—the rest is blurry or wasn't recorded by my brain
it's embarrassing writing it down, really
>>22860636she didnt make her last post at me until i was out of the hospital thats the one im talking about. I could tell i actually hurt the real person behind the character that was trying to hurt me. Who knows why she started that fight but i obviously hurt her very much. Maybe some part of her does actually care about me and what i th4nk. I just should have went easier on a girl but she got so used to being able to abuse me and i never fought back. I should have left the kid gloves on at least.
>>22860721>I hurt the person who was trying to hurt me by penetrating her obstacle personality and striking the real thingThat's how you know you're doing it right that's great it's great
DADDY MASTER SAFETY CHEC IN PRONTO
>>22860721oh, I see—it's my opinion she was trying to do the same (deter you with a mean post) right around the start of your breakdown
you mean the post she made after you and I had a discussion of "what combination of words could she post which would turn you off her for good", which she may or may not have read
in your mind, what is it you said in response to that which was going too hard on her?
what I saw was you projecting at her—she's two-faced, she wears a mask, everybody loves you instead, that's SHE'S caught in a cycle of behaviour
it looks like you took the things in your head (which people had said about you) and you said them about her
how do you see it?
>>22860735where were you for the past decade when I needed you bro?
all that time I might've been getting boiled (we don't use seed oils so it would most likely have been a molten animal fat) and YOU DIDN'T EVEN CARE
>>22860721Everything that goes into treefaggots' ear comes out the other. You're already at the "Betty loves me" phase of the delusional cycle. In a few threads you'll move to the "I hate Betty, I hope she dies" part of the cycle again, then afterwards you'll circle back to "I'm sorry Betty, I'm killing myself" part of the cycle before deluding yourself that Betty still somehow loves you (despite already having a boyfriend). This has been going on since last year, and you have shown no improvement. On the contrary you have worsened over time. Your massive mental breakdown has made not only Betty cut ties with you permanently, but made everyone else go away. I'd say this is the Hell you made for yourself (and totally deserve 100%) and you gonna live with that until you die alone, but your mental illness won't process this and instead delude yourself saying "Betty is my soul mate cuz she said I might be cute". Picrel, more shit you said to her from a year ago
Damn, six months later and no improvement whatsoever.
>>22860721>Maybe some part of her does actually care about me and what i th4nk.you notice she's not posting here anymore?
that's probably because she doesn't want anything to do with you.
notice how you're still posting here 500 times per day begging her to come back while insulting her and crying like a little bitch?
that's because you are insane.
to sum up:
YOU ARE INSANE
SHE PROBABLY DOESN'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU
hope this helps
>>22860744you seem to be having a really hard time understanding.
>she started the fight with weird false accusations>she says she doesnt care about me or if i hurt myself>i start insulting her back some>she leaves>i continue insulting her while blacking out on benzos>i say im gonna kms because im starting to feel bad about the stuff i said (gloves off)>police come and i go to hospital>i return to see betty was celebrating my disappearance and trying to drum up a group masturbation session>i make a post that im fine and it was kinda fun/leak some nudes>then she makes the high effort post about how ill die alone.but that final post is when i realized i actually hurt her and not just the character she hides behind. you could read between the lines and see how much trouble she had writing it and how difficult it was for her to try to find the words to match the amount of hurt i had said to her.
thats when i knew i had went too hard. that even though she claims to be an edgelord and puts on this hard facade, she actually is very tender and i should have went much easier on her. i just dont know how when someone attacks me like that and says they dont care if i die and was only ever nice to me so i didnt hurt myself (meaning every nice thing she said was a lie)
she pushed me away because i really loved her. shes afraid of that more than anything.
>>22860805god damn you're retarded
https://www.addictioncenter.com/benzodiazepines/blacking-out/
we're both fucked up but i love her despite her flaws i wish she could have the same patience for me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MgABm29pCmI
>>22860840She's a shining example of extreme normalcy compared to you
she's got pimples to your leprosy
She's got a hangnail while your arm has fallen off
She's got bedbugs while you're a giant swarm of cockroaches
your problems aren't even comparable. She needs occasional encouragement, you need to be locked up and medicated.
>>22860840in fact you are so incredibly fucked up it's deeply insulting for you to compare yourself to her
you're not even in the same league
She's bananas but you're a piece of monkey shit
I wish Betty would spray my face with cervical fluids.
she is my goddess and i will die alone loving her
>>22861057she's the only reasonably attractive YOUNG woman who's ever made the mistake of talking to you, and is now paying for that mistake
>>22861057don't worry, some other hot young woman will eventually be required in the course of her job to talk to you and then she'll be your new goddess to stalk and obsess over
because you don't care about betty. You only care how she makes you feel.
>>22856952Treefaggots didn't even last a day before breaking his word
>>22861077He's nothing but a habitual liar
my love for betty is kryptonite to seethers
>>22861082She literally hates you.
>>22861083its not the first time.
i always love her anyways
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_96o7oNuc8
>>22861086if you loved her you'd do what she commanded and leave
you don't care about her at all
you don't even know what love is
>>22861086Did you share her private videos last time so that people who hate her could harass her?
>>22861082>"me loving Betty despite saying the worst things to her and having her distance herself from me while she puts me in the same league as deject is an own to the haters"Treefaggots.exe bot broke, now he is posting incoherent strings of text
she didn't even technically ask me to leave she said she was leaving to better places and that i would die here alone
>>22861100betty leaked my stuff first
we are even now
they spammed the webm of my DMs she leaked for everyone at me in FTL discord for months and when i cut myself they reposted the pictures here and betty and jr made fun of me and called me gay for it
>>22861122You might be the biggest piece of shit I've ever met on here.
i still loved her anyways
>>22861133fuck off faggot
>>22861133is that a positive?
does it deserve reward?
i regret leaking stuff but she did it to me first and she said a bunch of mean stuff to me for no reason.
i still love her always will
>>22861100Private videos? Really bud?
>>22861133love doesn't try to pay people back
>>22861122>we are even nownope
that's the joke, moron
she won. Because you care about here 9000 times more than she cares about you
this will probably kill you while she probably isn't even thinking about it.
you lost so hard you can never be even.
>>22861154It's ok I love her anyways
>>22861172you don't
you've made it obvious you hate her and want to fuck her and cut her face
>>22861177So he's like very single other fuckin weirdo who likes betty including Nikolas Cruz what your point nigga
>>22861154>Love doesn't try to pay people backNigga where there is the potential for love there is potential for enmity. Extreme feelings are relative to one another. Raw fiery passion burns down everyone and everything around it some times u no
>>22861180psychos aren't capable of love
>>22861177Only one of these is true
Tree is the Vincent van Gogh of our time a true ten dollar cowboy if I ever seen one
>>22861194even van gogh didn't destroy his paintings in a fit of childish anger
tf doesn't have the balls to cut his ear off for anyone. He's a fucking pussy
Idk what that means but ty
>>22861205You just don't understand how serious art and love and muses can be
>>22861211I was the first one here to call you an artist and say betty is your muse
now I realize you're a retard and betty is the object of your creepy old man fantasies
I will never touch glassblowing ever again in my life I only did it again for her I quit that long ago but she inspired me to start again. Then she was really mean to me but I still love her I just can't go back.
>>22861211Treefaggots literally said he hated doing glass. He's getting worse everyday. His brother should have him admitted to an insane asylum right now.
>>22861218Why can't it be both?
>>22861225you're going to die alone
>>22861225are you making art?
no?
you're not an artist.
does betty think you're a disgusting creepy old man?
yes?
then you're old and disgusting
I am a retired artist I no longer have a muse she said she doesn't care if I die long before I said or leaked anything
I think if I had started TRT a year ago my interactions with Betty would have gone much smoother
>>22861305you don't understand what an artist or a muse is
an artist cannot stop making art. If they can stop making art they are not an artist
a muse is a muse no matter what they think of the artist. An artist's muse could want to kill the artist, it doesn't matter.
you are not an artist and betty is nor your muse
you are a retard and betty is your last crush as a doomed old man
>>22861340go away you retarded nigger
>>22861336testosterone can't fix your insanity, it can only make it worse
the simple fact that you think you should be interacting with betty is proof enough it will never go smoothly
>>22861340lets see some art you've made recently
I love her so much I just can't learn how to do it right.
She's so hard to understand.
Even the captcha is trying to talk sense into me
>>22861354everyone hates you leave
>>22861347I havnt made anything since the lobster but I broke that because she was mean to me and I got upset
>>22861354kek
it's good advice
>GOWAY
>>22861364yes I know
you are not an artist
an artist can't stop making art like you can't stop posting about betty
if you were obsessed with art you'd be an artist
instead you're obsessed with a girl half your age and you're just a creepy gross old guy
>>22861360I'm watching Destiny trying to fall asleep
>>22861400Rule of thumb is half your age + 7 years for age gap not to be considered weird.
Betty is 27 so that's only 10 years difference.
>>22861404there is no rule of thumb, creeper
if the girls think you're old and gross, you're old and gross.
do you want to date some 65 year old fat hag with no teeth? Would it be ok if someone like that stalked you? A sexy grandma trying to rape you?
that's what you are.
>>22861413Are you implying I'm a sexy grandpa?
>>22861419no you're old and gross.
and by your rule of thumb you should be dating 65 year old women
>>22861424I am old and gross I agree that's why I gave up making art for her I don't take care of myself anymore either I just slowly gave up the more I realized she didn't actually like me
I havnt brushed my hair in like 3 months and I pretty much stopped showering I just go to work everyday that's all you can do when you hit my age and miss the boat. No woman will ever love me if they havnt by now.
no one gives a shit fuck off
>>22861436>No woman will ever love me if they havnt by now.you'll never know because you're a pedo going after literal children and adults that look like children
>>22861404>+76.4
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lzdqCaJsYic
>>22861440Betty looks like an adult
>>22861457she doesn't
you remind me of my schizophrenic cousin who isn't allowed within 500 feet of a school
>>22861485If you don't think so then why are you are?
>>22861501>why are you are?treefaggots meltdown incoming
>>22861501I told you
I came here to see cool glass art and stayed for the dirty old man melt down
I know eventually the last 4 ppl who come here will tire of me and I'll be alone exiled talking to myself in the most depressing thread on earth.
But I have a dream one day after some time Betty will return for me and we will make amends and put all this behind us like it never happened.
>>22861554LMFAO This is the equivalent of Bianca Devins forgiving Brandon Clark after that slight altercation. Funniest shit I've heard today
>>22861552>dirty old man melt downI won't be melting down anymore or hurting myself or saying anything about hurting myself ever again because it made Betty extra mad at me
>>22861554>I have a dream one day after some time Betty will return for me and we will make amends and put all this behind us like it never happened.It doesn't work that way
betty has thousands of cool, good looking guys who want her. If she got out more she'd have MILLIONS of hot young men chasing her.
There's NO REASON AT ALL for her to EVER go back to someone that betrayed her.
you have one person and she doesn't even like you.
>>22861561Idk who those ppl are and I don't care desu
>>22861566he was an obsessed psycho like you who killed his "friend."
she was a trusting dumbass like betty who was killed by her "friend."
>>22861566You should because you're already on that route.
Also you just said you didn't care, so technically that means you don't really care about Betty, you only care about the unobtainable, an idea
>>22861565>you have one person and she doesn't even like youAt the moment but I believe in her heart there is still a small place for me.
>>22861572If she ever liked you
you betrayed her trust so brutally she'll NEVER make that mistake again
>>22861572Yea in the shitter, LMFAO. You leaked her private nudes, and made BBC edits of her. You cannot make up excuses anymore, retard
>>22861576Do you think maybe she really liked me at some point?
>>22861577I feel like their chats were more intimate than her nudes
seriously, what kind of guy has a hot young woman open up to him and then throws it back in her face and makes fun of her?
it's like his DNA said, "fuck it, we don't need to reproduce."
>>22861582>Do you think maybe she really liked me at some point?yes, that's the sad part
I think she did like you as a friend and you completely and permanently fucked that up.
>>22861594So why did she choose to start the fight in public forum instead of in private like I asked her?
>>22861599she had already drawn the boundary of 'no more DMs', hadn't she?
and she wasn't willing to violate that, but was still decent enough to acknowledge your existence and give you an explanation
you did not give her the response she was looking for
if people set boundaries, you must respect them
>>22861606She accused me of being a seether harassing her on alt accounts in the same posts. That's a big accusation to make in public To a real friend. A real friend wouldn't stonewall someone over that and dogpile them in public then say they don't care if you self harm or kys. That's really far from a real friend, so I don't think those dms were that intimate or sincere.
She already leaked all of my dms and my dox so it's not that big of a deal. I never even violated her personal irl like dropping my dox does. I just showed some dms that she would only be upset about if they exposed her being fake.
A real friend wouldn't care if you showed those dms.
>>22861617>Idk if I trust you enough to dm you get upset and leak stuff all the time and I've also caught you being a seether a few times. I hope things get better for you, but i don't believe your intentions are good at the moment and I'm not comfortable. it doesn't seem like she was your friend at the point she wrote that; she's clearly stating that she doesn't trust you, and that you make her feel uncomfortable
from her words, it seems like the relationship had already moved backwards from friendship; backwards from friendly acquaintance; into an "effective stranger who makes me feel uncomfortable" sort of territory
This retard really not seeing the main issue here, no wonder you're a huge disappointment to everyone
>>22861637Yeah and it was suddenly out of the blue just like when she dropped my dox and said her trip got hacked
>>22861642out of the blue?
you'd been cut off from communicating with her, and she'd been ignoring you for some time before she wrote that, no?
she'd clearly been ruminating on what to post
and what you got was:
>you have violated my trust to the point that I no longer trust you, and I'm not sure who you actually are
>>22861642>out of the blueyou were aware there was a problem in your 'friendship', no?
with her cutting you off?
and refusing your money?
you knew there was a problem?
so was it really 'out of the blue', or is that a delusion?
Accusing me of leaking because I said she talked to me in dms just shows she wasn't being sincere the whole time and was ashamed of people knowing she talked to me. So she attacked me instead.
So I showed her what real leaking looks like? She leaked my stuff first last year for no reason.
I still love her though I just understand she's got some issues like me.
>>22861650No we were still talking a few days before
>>22861659well she said you did it often—so it's clear she wasn't referring to just that single incident—but I don't know what she's specifically referring to, and she's not here to defend herself (that we know of—"Hi Betty!")
>>22861666She has a problem with telling the truth that's why she just makes up wild accusations and runs away. We both have our problems. Maybe she was drunk?
>>22861665so you were cut off from sending her money first, then she started ignoring you, then she told you she wasn't going to DM with you any longer, and why
is that the correct order of events?
it still seems like a gradual progression of you being cut off, rather than all-of-a-sudden 'out of the blue'
>>22861673maybe you should leave nigger?
>>22861673put yourself in her shoes—she gets a lot of seethers, you do make alt accounts, you do oscillate between seethe and love, and she was theorising you were trying to get other people to hate her so you could swoop in as her saviour (which is really something certain "men" do)
she doesn't know what you're up to—she's blind, and suspicious, and essentially asking for reassurance from you (like you do to her, and to people here)
you're framing her as a liar here, but you're not appreciating the scene from her perspective
>>22861675No I sent her $35 that day at work asking if she would talk to me and she replied with a heart then when I got home an hour or so later she flipped out on me making a bunch of accusations and saying she doesn't care if I hurt myself then I tried to ask her if we could talk in private about it and she blocked me on everything
>>22861682>you do make alt accounts,This is completely a lie
>>22861682>theorising you were trying to get other people to hate her so you could swoop in as her saviourThis is kinda schizo but I do understand she has a lot of peo ppl le who have/are playing mind games with her. Any seething I've done has always been on my name I'm not any alts and I don't ban evade. I've spent 6 months asking her to unblock me on Twitter before I ban evaded or used alt accounts.
I think we are just both kind of retarded and mental but it's ok. We both still have a lot of growing to do to learn how to effectively communicate our emotions without the knives coming out.
>>22861683>she replied with a heart>i don't believe your intentions are good at the moment and I'm not comfortable. she was perhaps leaving the door open here (for a future friendly relationship, not romance), contingent on you getting better
there could be a lot in that "at the moment"—it's like 'for now'
>I hope things get better for youwhat she said was venting at your behaviour, but she was clearly STILL trying to be sympathetic
you could've reassured her, worked on getting your demons under control, and maybe contacted her at a later point, rather than flipping out
>>22861685fairly certain I've seen you have multiple twitter accounts, but I can't be sure, so I'll concede the point—it's moot
>>22861693the fact remains that you could, and she doesn't know for sure, and she doesn't trust you nor believe when you say you don't
that's the problem with burning trust—you're no longer trusted at your word
I still have hope she will return for me and we will make amends
>>22861693>This is kinda schizoyou understand you are literally a schizo, right?
diagnosed or not, you're delusional, paranoid, irrational, and probably have hallucinations. Combine that with your narcissism, dishonesty, emotional retardation, and complete lack of empathy and you are a dangerous fragment of a human that nobody is going to innately trust.
>>22861704>We both still have a lot of growing to do to learn how to effectively communicate our emotions without the knives coming out.it's true, but the growth you're describing probably isn't going to be growth together
it's going to be growth apart
>>22861706I think it was mostly just for the money I don't think she was really being sincere. She said herself she was only ever nice to me so I didn't hurt myself. Zzz's
That's why she would be ashamed of dming me and call me a leader because she was doing that to multiple people at once.
I think sovic called it simp baiting
>>22861715>I think it was mostly just for the money I don't think she was really being sincere.then WHY THE FUCK DO YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH HER?
what's wrong with you dude?
If you're right about her she doesn't care about you at all. Walk away.
>>22861734There's only one way to know if she was being sincere or not that's if she comes back for me
>>22861743>There's only one way to know if she was being sincere or not that's if she comes back for meIf she cared about you at all she'll never talk to you again.
Latvia flag acting like he hasn’t been doing the same thing, seething and spamming the threads just over a different person
>>22862165if it's the done thing now, we might all need to pick somebody to seethe over—if only to keep the thread bumped
for the target of my own vitriol, I'm struggling to choose between Bonnie, the Aquarian Boomer, or Poncho
>>22862165Sovic goes after young women to pimp them out to do sex work online
Pimping is illegal in Australia
Caleb Sovic
36 Namoi St.
Coonabarabran
NSW 2357
Australia
Drives 2008 Suzuki Grand Vitara
One of his faggot buddies that goes by Eemplar recently got banned from telegram for child pornography
Pedophile had to change his phone number just to get back in the pedogram
Sovic is a piece of shit associated with a bunch of pedophiles
JT joined telegram when he was 17 and got groomed by Sovic and “frens”
>>22862203Barry, what's going on with the discrepancy between them claiming you already had a primary account with access, and you saying you weren't let in (meaning presumably at all)?
tell me who's lying here
>>22862203You can think what you want about Sovic but to make up a flat out lie about someone getting banned for cp is low, even for you. How on earth would you know what he was banned for? Did you know a guy who’s knows a guy who’s cousins dogs owners sister told you? Get a grip on reality.
>>22862203Posting dox again, you faggot?
>>22862205I left from my “main” account because I didn’t want to be associated with Sovic and Axis2 anymore
A month later Bitty made the telegram official, posted the invite link on her Twitter
I tried to join incognito using a fresh account made with a pre-paid 1 dollar SIM card
Sovic basically called me a stalker, told me to fuck off and leave Beddy alone because he had his suspicion I might be deject or Bonnie or a seether trying to join from an alt (deject is the guy who had been already dead for a month at the time and had killed himself around the exact time Sovic and JT were doing gang stalking psy op on him)
Then I exposed Sovic for the pedophile and nigger pimp he is
>>22862218So it seems you wouldn’t have even cared about the dject thing, you were actually just mad at Sovic about the telegram thing and started thinking of any possible past situation that could make him look bad if you twisted it enough and then you made your famous “now he’s dead” tweet?
>>22862165>>22862203Bait status: successful
Lol he deleted his post after I replied with this
>>22862213He knows he’s full of shit
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>>22862234>Lol he deleted his post after I replied with this>He knows he’s full of shitNo, it's Sovic pedos on damage control, reporting the post to get it deleted
Makes them look guilty if anything
https://archive.palanq.win/bant/thread/22852753/#q22862203
Like how the fuck do you even get your telegram account banned besides being involved with pedophile shit???
>>22862250Ohh so you’re just assuming it was cp. big difference from knowing. Lots of other ways to get banned btw.
>>22862250>Like how the fuck do you even get your telegram account banned besides being involved with pedophile shit???Using a Google phone number or other internet-linked phone number not tied to an actual phone.
sure
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Suuuuure
Sovic’s pedophile buddies on damage control
>>22862258You're more retarded than I thought
Everyone is a nigger at this point if you really think about it
>>22862197>I'm struggling to choose between Bonnie, the Aquarian Boomer, or PonchoYou can seethe over me if you like. I've been a persistent and annoying troll on 4chan for 14 plus years now.
Only problem is I don't have any strong feelings about betty and am only mildly irritated with treefingers.
If you want to see some real rage though, post my picture on /biz/ or /an/ and watch the schizos blow a gasket. I'm a famous troll in some circles.
sneed
I got a 1 month timeout for posting a dox
No one ever gets their long time telegram account perma banned unless they have somehow gotten involved in stuff like child pornography side of telegram
>>22862295yeah 4chan frowns on the posting of dox
which is weird since half the schizos here have been doxxed at one time or another including me and treefingers
Betty doxxed me for posting what I bought from her on etsy I guess that was leaking too
there is people in Betty's orbit that get mad about her talking to/associating with me and she has punished me severely everytime for this.
She leaked my DMs because januki lied and said i was larping about having convos with her
She leaked my dox because i posted my etsy purchase
She deleted her reply to my tweet of the glass i made for her
She attacked me the other day because I said we were dming again.