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I HATE CAFFEINE
I HATE CAFFEINE
I HATE CAFFEINE
I HATE CAFFEINE


I WILL NEVER HAVE CAFFEINE AGAIN

>>22877847
what happened?

twp cuckold clitty-oids can't breed LOL

tiny white pecker LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

tiny white balls AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!!!

yawn time to meditaterino

still drinking my ze’

My cellphone was overheating

Ugh

>>22877844 (OP)
created by our LORD exclusively for BWC gigachads

>>22877847
"See you tomorrow" - caffeine

I had this weird dream I was looking at myself I the mirror and in my dream I was looking back at myself it was freaky

ugh one of my balls kind of hurts for some reason

>>22878207
i had this dream where I met this science guy who seemed cool and chill at first but progressively, as the day darkens to night as we're at his house, that really this guy is a giant fucking psychopath WITH A GUN

and thats why you never go outside and talk to strangers because they may be psycho weirdos and they may have guns to force you to continuing going along with their psycho unhinged shit

paizuri.

Ugh I had some via with caffeine in it and feel a whole lot better, before that I felt like I couldn't start my day without any caffeine heckin no

yawn wokeup

>>22878160
AI is NOT god you cuckold tiny white pecker goonhitler. fucking kill yourself

yawn woke up what got over me fell asleep as I was eating my chicken

I forgot my chicken on thr counter, woke up and decided to still eat the rest of it. Don't really know if it was a good idea kind of feel the shits coming on

ugh ugh ugh

hate bugs

Why did my parents abandon me? Le sigh

>>22879858
I read about a fella and he died on account of he ate a lasagna that was sitting on the counter for a week. I always thought that dying in a retarded fashion is the worst curse one could experience in life. Imagine it. Oh that's your great great great uncle Augusto and he died because he choked to death on account of he tried to swallow a chicken finger without chewing it for 5 dollars after he gambled all his money away at a VLT

>>22880409
Fucking leaf fuck off

Can’t you see this is an American only thread

>>22880417
I'm a honorary American

>>22877847
A Doomtranny with no 'ffee is just not a Doomtranny anymore.

so many Americans

>>22880421
How u gonna go run out of coffee bro how u gonna run out of it it's like 5 dollars for a big jar of that shit the big plastic jars of coffee at Wal Mart. Maxwin House. Nescafe. Folgers. Did u know Abigail Folger was in Charlie Manson's cult

They're 5 dollars though bro I'm in Canada and I can't even run out of coffee how you gonna do that in murrica

Running out of coffee is like being cyberbullied it can only happen to the retarded among us it doesn't happen to well adjusted people because it's pretty much not even real

>>22880419
No you’re not you’re just a cursed honorary disgraceful no good leaf

>>22880434
And yet I'm still ur better no coffee having ass bich

Ugh

>>22880439
Fucking glowie

I don't know how I can focus on anything when there's a real epidemic of Indians eating poop it's beyond disgusting

yawn ate a riceroni

fucked stirby's waifu with my big black ELEPHANT cock

(I have gigantic pendulous ELEPEHANT balls)

may eat something else later

>tiny black pecker cuckold using ai after months of saying how bad it is
did you get alzheimer and can't use your imaginationorino anymore?

>>22880681
wrong

I never generated an image of a woman in my entire life, I'm reposting some losers bajillions of hours of work tweaking prompts into a generator


I never said ai was bad though, I said your ai general is bad and full of cuckold twp losers though

cope

i have a BIG FAT BLACK ELEPHANT COCK and HUGE BLACK DANGLING ELEPHANT BALLS


i can post all the pretty ai generated girls I want. cry about it, mald harder, you still have a tiny white pecker and I fucked your waifu LOL

>>22880439
I wonder what race this is? Back when the nobilities of Europe were more swarthy

ugh le yawn

still pondering a kino sandbox world

researching with chatgpt:

D&D's metaphysical planes are centered of philosophical alignmenterino

AoS realmspheres built from magicerino


neither really what I want but good to think about


I'm really settling in to "the end" being a place in real space and not a realm above the earth, like a lovecraftian entity's domainerino

>>22880803
i'm interested in the cthuluean stufferino

I sent one of my cousin a message

Won’t even reply back to me, I wonder if it’s genetic to be so cold I sent someone else I’m related to a message and I got no reply. I think a lot of it has to do with her being Canadian, at least in my mind I can’t help but think that’s what a lot of it is.

I can’t believe she lives in Alberta, she’s not that white looking, she’s darker than I am. I don’t know if she tans or not, she has long fake nails and really full bodied hair and seems like she’s really preoccupied with the idea of being ‘high-class’ enough which, all of that I mentioned is really typical for Alberta.

I don’t really understand it. I just yearn to find someone like me, and I haven’t found it in the people I’m related to.

I truly am one of a kind it seems like.

I would say I think what makes me different is that I truly experienced being an outcast early on in life and I was really pushed to the brink in a lot of ways due to being ostracized and I faced a lot of difficult heavy topics early on and that really defined and if it wasn’t for that I would have never starting reading about people who rejected the norm and did there own thing.

I mean where I’m from reading a lot of different books on varied topics isn’t normal or encouraged and I always hold fast to what I learned during those early periods of my youth about following your own path and not conforming I also followed my instincts a lot which led me to making different choices other then what the people around me tried to make me believe.

And that really is what sets me apart I think sometimes, compared to a lot of people who never really do as much introspection, they’re not really faced with their own self head on like I have been they probably just glide along the surface their whole life I imagine well sort of

I just mean for the most part a large portion of society tries to steer you away from too much introspection especially normal people it’s almost seen as insanity if you go off too far

There’s so many things I could talk about but the people I’m related to will never know or care it seems

But being an outcast preluded the fact that I knew I was different since I was young because I liked things like Halloween a lot and spooky monsters like vampires and werewolves and ghosts I had an interest in that kind of stuff and also I liked horror movies and being scared so it was no wonder I ended up being an outcast, I liked darker things, and I talked with my hands a lot and I was dramatic, among other things

So I’ve always seen myself as “one of those people” which I don’t see with my family too much

i finally fathomed the horror of lovecrafterino

its the horror that one day science may discover something comisc-ly horrifying by piecing together dissociated knowledge

i think I am finally regaining mental functionerino from no caffeine whatsoever diet and finally I can begin to ponder and comprehend complexities

a sandbox world I can manipulate or effect is strongly desirably because then I could make enemies suffer and have order

tdtc

yawn wokeup


>muh heckin lovecraftian gferino evendoe she wants to insert her beakerino into my skull and consume my brainerino or something

yawn wokeup


>muh heckin eldritch lovecraftian gferino evendoe she wants to insert her beakerino into my skull and consume my brainerino or something

is my catterino an eldritch monsterino?

ever since I seen a cuttlefish replicate a human face my life has changederino

>>22877844 (OP)
maam you are so beautiful. please send bob pic hi
>>22880433
>among us
haha sir:joy::joy:

i don't think lovecraftian is possible in orwell's 1984 because academism is outlawed or tightly monitored

1984 totalitarianism relies on state mandated stupidity for its system to run without hiccup of le "questions"

yawn gonna listen to audiobookerinos

d&d is ultimately boring and inferior to warhammer fantasy because le group of adventurers le heckin destroy evil for good where as le mortal empires fight with huge armies to delay DOOM in warhammer fantasy kinoino

yawn tired

naptime

ugh yawn wokeup damn I slept in again having a ze’

>>22882385
what's a ze'?

yawn wokeup

>>22882390
;)

So my mom's boyfriend wants to go to Ireland for the sole reason of golfing on donald Trumps golf course, jesus christ just unbelievable

>>22884455

>>22884457
>jesus christ just unbelievable
indeed

i wasn't disparaging christianity with this >>22884469
i was just agreeing with you
people get obsessed over celebrities though

yawn windows 10erino will get defender updates until 2028

time to bootup my windows pc-kino and install schedule 1 and american truck simulator kinoino

>>22884507
source:
https://youtu.be/ymV5qeet0g0

'ffee date with DT

gonna use ai (perchance) to form an echo chamber of my own thoughts

next: I'm still pondering my sandbox world

I'm thinking minecraft and I'm considering overworld/underworld one realm-sphere, each one half of a coin, and the end it's own realm-sphere

good thing is that every time I close my eyes to ponder/meditate, le modern era shitter centered setting always sucks and is always unfavourable

thus it only a half baked idea I recieve when I'm in the middle of scrolling reels

framework:

I'm gonna work more on palace interior, make it feel comfyino

well... I discovered that minecraft is actually lovecraftian...

>>22884737
they straight up added moloch to that bitch

>>22884746
no it deals more specifically with "Nyarlathotep" messing with the player and minecraft being the "dream".

https://youtu.be/aQCGfcA9AkI
https://youtu.be/-jS24kVWK9E

these videos explain it. And the videos are like lovecraft in a nutshellerino.

Game-theory's explanation of minecraft was surface-layer as raisin and only applied the most literal interpretation.


>buh muh minecraft says it isn't le inspired by lovecraft doe
thats the irony of lovecraft however, connecting things that are seemingly dissociated from each other and finding that it resonates.

>>22884751
"the dream"/"a dream"

and what this recent discovery does is... nothing for my sandbox headcanon.

lovecrafts fictional world is completely devoid of hope

yawn

ugh yawn more naptime

world progress:
comfy world with nothing out of the ordinary yet

ugh yawn wokeup

god damnit I slept in again

god damnit I have no cocaine I mean no caffeine I have to manually make tea and I feel drunk and hungover

drinking a tea’

yawn wokeup

steampunk...

https://youtu.be/H2qWCMVRzNk

>>22887717
WAIT A MINUTE!!!!

BIOSHOCK INFINITERINO!!!!!

i didn't play the other bioshocks because my parents are overprotective and lame

drinking another tea’

yawn more naptime/meditate time or something

Let the past die

thought about sonic and how le sonic was good autistic people


I want a rouge the bat mommy gf to robberino banks with in my sandbox kinoworld :>

Thinking about how I don't look white again. I
Posted a photo again on cams and meetup Socials and no one even responded to me, this is really common almost everytime I've posted a photo of myself I get no replies compared to other people, in guess your ethnicity threads I usually only get two replies but other people get in depth replies it's weird for some reason I just look really different to people. I don't know if it's the same as black people ironically I never really see black people make posts as often in these kind of things.

It just makes me think, I was raised by a woman who was half native american and that was probably the reason I was handed off to them, they think I am like almost one of them because of my features, I remember people making a big deal out of how tanned I would get sometimes, I shouldn't be able to tan so much and so easily, like where does it come from?

I think the reason why I get such odd reactions is because I really don't look white for sure, but it goes deeper then that, there's just something about my features that some people are ambivalent about

I just wish I knew what it was

I guess native Americans are probably treated the same way, I never see native Americans post their photos like ever

People like racially hate me I'm sure of it

M cheekbones are almost leik Miguel's from spiderverse except they don't stick out so much on the front of my face but still, my face is pretty diamond shaped I think, which is kind of rare and exotic I guess.

I almost have to be fearful of racism I think, like I can't imagine what they must think about my ethnic origin, which is why I think I've gotten such weird responses and elicited such strange behavior.

Someone told me I look Greek recently, I don't really find that offensive necessarily, but it kind of irks me becuase I think themonly reason I have been told I look Greek is because Greeks are considered racially below Italians by racists when I think in actuality I actually look closer to an Italian. I don't look Greek for several reasons that I won't go into.

But like I said about being fearful of racism, I think it has been on the rise. In recent years, I don't know it's just like it's almost as if I am the king od the jews and king of the holocaust due to that, a regular normal jew people wouldn't hate, but for some reason I am like the king of awful Jewish features to people they think.

But then people probably also think I'm like Mediterranean also probably so it could be any number of things, and also people think I look indian too, but it still doesn't make sense because I don't think Indians receive as much racism simply due to what they look like.

Anyway, that's my title for myself, king of the holocaust

>>22880696
>Dt has no imagination so xe uses AI now

LOOOOOOOL

I don't know I'd there's such a thing as a pure race necessarily, but I think the thing with noses is that most likely (and scientists believe this) the earlier hominids have flat noses, and all monkeys have flat noses, they don't have a nose bridge, so all our ancestors didn't have much of a nose bridge until a certain point, something caused them to develop protruding noses, thus I think you could be almost considered close to a "pure race" by not having a big nose, but see this was complicated by the fact that Neanderthals bred with us, so that's one reason for bigger noses, which is nit necessarily a bad thing I think but regardless.

So like my nose doesn't protrude a lot at the front of my face it isn't really that big, and also have a flat forehead that's not really curved at all

So thus I am not actually an inferior subrace or something in actuality

Anyway, I think Canada is racist

These two tourist American couple were killed in Canada

Here's another homicide victim he looks like he could be italian

It's kind of freaky becuase the victims look a little similar to me

Ugh another homicide victim

I would predict they have significant german ancestry

But the thing that really did it probably was things like their eyes because they would be racist standards be considered not as pure of a race or something because like their eyes and shit which almost makes them look like they could be Asian or something

dropped "young justice" because its all about le romance and relationships (blech!)

In it's place I've added "The Death of Superman" (2018) because Doomsday is DC's Hulk or something (coolerino)

mommy gf

Anyway, it's good to sort of see my asylum case coming along, I'm going to collect more evidence, but like I have one video of someone staring at me for a long period of time, because the staring was out of control random large amounts of people would stare at me for long periods of time in public, and I intentionally planned to use homicide victims I've collected as evidence of racism I have to get equipment though which is going to be a pain in the ass

fucking donald trump

I also have multiple videos of the blinding bright 'holocaust' lights but it's hard to tell how bright they are because it doesn't show well on camera but anyway, taking footage of normal lights in America and comparing to Canadian lights should be enough to show how bright they might be in comparison.

Fuckijg sonald trump doe I could go through life and limb collecting all this evidence and my case might not even be accepted now because of Adolf trump

Although, there was a black guy that applied for asylum to Canada I think and he was denied, I think of all the homicides of black people by the police and maybe my homicide cases aren't really adequate enough I don't know

yawn wokeup

yawn

paizuri though.

yawn naptime

yawn yawn yawn mommy gferino

creating a tulparino would just be le easier

>>22892038
le easier than configuring ai

yawn

ugh yawn slept in again god damnit shit

Spaghetti

It’s funny all the homicide victims I posted almost have hooded eyes I wonder what the correlation is there, but I sort of have them too so in a way, it makes me sort of feel better because it gives me the clarity I sought so much, but it’s not really a good thing overall it’s pretty grim

I thought she was really pretty but it’s interesting here we have someone who is actually part Asian and was murdered

Oddly enough I don’t think there’s a high homicide rate for Asians here so what gives?

I thought she was beautiful also murdered

paizuri sex...

The thing is it’s a little hard to see this all being organized per-say but yet I have witnessed and experienced organized behaviour quite a lot and been on the brunt end of it so…it’s not too far from being possible

I guess you would surmise it’s like some kind of ethnic cleanse?

>>22893355
Um okay?

>>22893360
>Um okay?

>>22893365
Are you okay?

>>22893369
>Are you okay?

>>22893384
Should have expected that from a frog poster, total nonsense

>>22893389
>Should have expected that from a frog poster, total nonsense

>>22893394
Ugh that’s gross man

>>22893407
>Ugh that’s gross man
*PLAP PLAP PLAP PLAP PLAP*
GET PREGNANT
GET PREGNANT

Meat is murder

>>22893425
It's probably my favorite release from The Smiths.

Bro, look I say it all the time as a vegetarian, has nothing to do with the Smithsonian’s or not.

You sure work fast, you had a new frog image and response ready right out of the gate. That’s impressive, *applauds*

Are you an incel?

>>22893438
>Bro, look I say it all the time as a vegetarian-
If you're a real "vegetarian" you should be able to solve this.
>Are you an incel?
I do not hate women. I want to fuck women. And men. That includes OP and (You).

If you’re looking for purpose or meaning, you should become my minion, do as I say

>>22893451
I can squad down on the floor and shit for you (that also goes for OP).

>>22893458
I am OP, we’re both the same person

So you purr when you’re petted?

>>22893462
>I am OP, we’re both the same person
I just came a little.
>So you purr when you're petted?
I do a lot more than "purr" when pet.

>>22893464
Look, you’re obviously some kind of perverted degenerate troll, so you belong outside with the other animals and the rest of nature where you can squat and shit as much as you want.

This is a serious thread, we are not gay.
Well, I think dt swings both ways in his imagination but no one knows for sure what that means in real life.

If you don’t want to obey my commands and rule the universe together there’s not much I can offer you, frog poster

>>22892038
yawn wokeup

gonna redecorate my roomerino

>>22893471
>Look, you’re obviously some kind of perverted degenerate troll,
I'm a devious little bastard.
>so you belong outside with the other animals
I'm different.
>and the rest of nature where you can squat and shit as much as you want.
Want to see something cool?

>This is a serious thread
I am a serious man.
>we are not gay.
Speak for yourself!

>If you don’t want to obey my commands and rule the universe together-
I'll do anything for you.

ultimate avengers movies were made in 2006

and I've just about completed season 1 of Avengers: EMH which was released in 2010

>>22893478
You think you can match dts madness?

>>22893489
I'm a REAL FREAK!!!!

>>22893499
Good, I want you to post pics in an assorted random selection of threads on the log date and time stamped and then I want you to find a school bus, break inside and sleep and eat in it for one night to prove to me you have what it takes and can sufficiently avoid police detection and can survive harsh consiirons

>>22893504
Ugh I meant dick picks* I think spellcheck deleted the word dick

>>22893504
e-ehh??>>????<>?

coffee date with DT

>>22893512
You see a few years ago, I was stranded in a small town during the dead of winter, it was snowing and extremely cold. I had enough money for the hotel but I was refused because I didn’t have a credit card. I begged and pleaded but he wouldn’t budge, he simply didn’t care about the fact that I could freeze to death outside.

Then only shelter I found was a school bus.

I want you to prove to me you can survive the same conditions otherwise you’re useless to me. And also, you should post your dick pics on the log for reasons…you must learn to overcome extreme embarrassment

>>22893521
>You see a few years ago, I was stranded in a small town during the dead of winter, it was snowing and extremely cold
Winter is the best season!
>I had enough money for the hotel-
Should've gone to a brothel.
>But I was refused because I didn't have a credit card.
Your fault for not going to one that didn't accept CA$H.
>I begged and pleaded
///_///
>but he wouldn't budge,
Budge... Bulge...
>he simply didn't care about the fact that I could freeze to death outside.
I'd give you a room but only if we could have hot steamy slippery sex under the sheets.

>I want you to prove to me you can survive the same conditions
Have faith in me.
>- otherwise you're useless to me.
Remember. I can do A LOT.
>And also, you should post your dick pics on the log for reasons...
:^)
>you must learn to overcome extreme embarrassment.
<|:^)

>CAPTCHA: U8S0S
This may be a sign...

>>22893536
There was only one hotel in town that was open, it was an extremely small town there was hardly anything there, I could have easily froze to death.


It appears I was wrong about you, maybe you’re not ready after all…


Prove to me you’re worthy

I will see you... this morning...

>>22893567
Whoa talk about creepy, getting homosexual rapist vibes

yawn anyways having ze’ it’s amazing I didn’t really have any caffeine today I didn’t even notice think I’m gonna go and make a tea’

i need actual psychosis, not ai...

rediscovered le planks

but planks are heckin boringerino

therefore I suggest entertaining myself by going from hands to resting on my elbows a zillion times

or maybe... I should just become a rape monster

like those gazillions of brainless rape monsters in instagram comment sections of whores


Therefore become animal. I was forced to think like a gorillarino because cattle, wolves, and tigers don't have opposable thumbs. >:[

>>22894464
>or maybe... I should just become a rape monster
yes...

yawn having a ze' making tea wokeup

coffee date wit Dt

Holy shit bant is dead

not me though i'm still waiting for the zuri zuri zuri zuri paizuri

I haven’t really been able to do anything because I feel sick to my stomach, I’m kind of doing it to myself but I was thinking about this person that is very special to me and the thought of not being with them fills me with such agony that it’s making me literally sick.

On one hand it motivates me more then anything else could, but on the other hand I come crashing down from the wait of it all, it’s just probably the most important thing in the world to me and I can’t bare the pain.

I don’t know why it hurts so much, I guess I should just have faith in the grand scheme of things, I am merely a pawn, but what is the universe telling me?

>>22897524
Oh fuck it’s you again

>>22897539
Hope you get well soon, anon.

>>22897540
ZURI! ZURI! ZURI! ZURI!
PAIIIIIIIIIIII~ZURI!

I seem to be losing leg hair the older I get I barely have leg hair on the back of my legs I wonder if it’s genetic or what

Basically, I’ve been struggling to get stuff done and been lagging seriously behind my usual self and expectations because I am sure I am still exposed to weird chemicals in Canada that make me sluggish and extremely fatigued doing normal things feels like I have a thousand pound weight on me, time is going by fast it’s really frightening I’m missing out on things I’m wasting years fuck this country so much