>>23176887 (OP)
It is better this way. Loneliness is just nature trying to trick you into bwhaviours that - in nature - improve your chance of survival and reproduction.
Your nature is oppressing you. Nature does not care about you but only about testing you and having you survive and reproduce. Do not fall for it's tricks.
>>23176887 (OP) >I'm lonely but I hate society and don't want to socialize
those have no bearing on each other really
you don't have to socialize with "society"
you can go wherever you want in the world and meet individual people