Thread 23489522

Does god let people who comitt suicide into heaven?

>>23489522 (OP)
no LOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!!!

Its over

Welp time to Drink i guess and Hope that i wont wake Up (i always do)

in even his aboriginal society you won't get into abo heaven.

Heaven sounds like a nightmare

>>23489528
>>23489532
loose roastbeef curtains LOL
>>23489535
get crushed bugjeet

The posion i choose today
Vodka
>>23489535
Its Not
>>23489541
Calm Ur niger Balls DT and Join in with the drinking

Hell nah fuck this i Miss the Tavern of my old Base
I was never alone... Always someone there

>>23489522 (OP)
if you believe dante's comedy fanfic he says you go to hell and get turned into a tree when you kys

>>23489562
Dantes Work is Not Canon its a fanfic
But many people say all people who comitt Go to hell because you can repent If you die from Ur own Hand

I guess i will Just Drown me sorrows for today

Cant*

I will have to ask the Vatican AI about this

>>23489544
>It's not
It is, especially in the islamic sense. I doubt it's different for other abrahamic religions

>>23489631
Heaven in Christianity is a place Close to god without harm or sin or Emotions
Essentially paradise

>>23489639
<3

>>23489643
What is human without emotions tho

>>23489651
A human without Emotions but morality is divine

>>23489660
Wtf are you talking about
A human without any emotions or feefees is basically a dead human

>>23489675
fell for it award

in all seriousness, neither god nor heaven are real things

>>23489677
No she's not joking or ragebaiting she 100% believes everything she spews here

Ladidadidi kill a fucking russian man and throw him in the Sea...

>>23489682
i'm saying you fell for the glowie meme "what makes people human is emotion"

>>23489685
nooo

>>23489687
You're a mindless dead body if you have no feelings or emotions.
Consciousness is directly linked to feeling things

>>23489791
In the physical world maybe
But the Afterlife is Not even related to the physical World

>>23489791
sensation & qualia are different from emotion
maybe sensation & qualia are directly linked to consciousness, but not emotion
i can't tell if you're lumping them together or not, but here you say "feelings or emotions" & "feeling things", and in the other post you say "a human without any emotions OR feefees is basically a dead human"
it seems like you're trying to say "consciousness IS experience/sensation IS emotion" which just isn't true

you don't even need to argue from religion to see this
i think it's fairly obvious when you don't have these glowies fucking with you

>>23489823
>>23489827
Me on the left you on the right (we are both right though)

emotions are something you're SUBJECT to, and which you experience, the same as pain or the color green or whatever
sometimes you feel "strong" emotion, sometimes you don't feel much emotion
are you any less human during those times when you don't feel strong emotion? any more human during those times when you do? i don't think so
same as pain
idk

>>23489831
There aren't drug dealers or abortion clinics in heaven so you might hate being there

>>23489831
ehehe

>>23489823
When I said "a human without any emotions OR feefees is basically a dead human" I meant emotionally flat or dead, not literally dead
Which is why I think heaven is a nightmare concept

>>23489835
The point is that objects don't feel anything. Humans can experience all kinds of things a rock isn't supposed to. That's why lack of experience essentially reduces your humanity.

>>23489835
>are you any less human during those times when you don't feel strong emotion? any more human during those times when you do? i don't think so
No because at all times I have the CAPACITY to feel strong emotions like happiness, sadness, etc.

Just because I don't feel anything right now doesn't mean I won't feel anything when I get a call saying someone died. That is what makes me human
If I only have the ability to observe my loved one's death and not feel anything about it then it would mean I'm less of a human

If heaven is just existing with sensations without 'free will' and emotions, I consider that a nightmare concept, simple as

Like right now I saw Ritsu's namefag pop up and felt my dick tingle. This is what makes me human

>>23489837
I never Had an abortion jeez why do you Guys Always make this assumption
I Had one misscariage that wasnt drug or Alcohol related (i was sober entire time)

I should Just keep singing ngl

>>23489864
I was just feeling mean hehe sorry.
>>23489866
YES. Singing is good. Sing more. Hell. It would be nice to make music with a real singer some time. I have never had vocals from a real person

https://voca.ro/1iu4UHO8p2Ba
Just drunk war/ Marching Song

>>23489880
You sound like a cute girl I know irl

>>23489880
This is sweet!
I think this is the second time I have heard you singing.
Suprisingly good

>>23489850
no, man
>>23489845
>>23489850
i see what you mean though, it's about the capacity to feel emotion, not that you have to be experiencing emotions all the time

>>23489840
>When I said "a human without any emotions OR feefees is basically a dead human" I meant emotionally flat or dead, not literally dead
it's still not clear
here >>23489850 you say "it would mean i'm less of a human"

what about eyesight? would you say a blind person is less human than someone with sight?
i'm not making "OH ARE YOU SAYING HANDICAPPED PEOPLE ARE SUBHUMAN?!?!?!?!", i just don't see how the capacity to experience sight/color is less important than the capacity to experience emotion, as far as what makes someone human
or are they both important? do lacking sight or emotion both make someone less human?

>>23489831
i am retarded though
>>23489880
:D

i get bogged down and write too much shit
i wish i knew

What do a Swiss a German and a austrian man all have in Common?
Mental illness

But this mentall illness is also what Brings so many damn great men with good ideas from these countries

>>23489893
>no, man
Yes, tard
>>When I said "a human without any emotions OR feefees is basically a dead human" I meant emotionally flat or dead, not literally dead
it's still not clear
>here >>23489850 (You) # you say "it would mean i'm less of a human"
How am I contradicting myself here?
>what about eyesight? would you say a blind person is less human than someone with sight?
They have lesser capacity to experience sensations, not emotions.
>i just don't see how the capacity to experience sight/color is less important than the capacity to experience emotion, as far as what makes someone human
Experiencing all sensations that humans naturally feel is very important, which is why you call them disabled people
I also believe that it should be a human right that if you become disabled you deserve free healthcare to become properly abled again if possible.
>do lacking sight or emotion both make someone less human?
Lacking emotions? yes
Lacking sight? Yes somewhat, not in a rude way but there's a reason why they're called disabled and efforts are made to cure them

Hitler
Austria
Guy who Made Glock Gun
Austria
Guy who Made Red Bull Austria
Guy who Made Steyr company
Austria
Falco, Mozart
Austria
Sigmund freud
Austria

The Guy who invented LSD
Siwzerland
Albeit Einstein
Also Switzerland

And Germany is Just... Germany
I dont know they cant do anything especially good but they.. yea idk before the new World order arrived Germany was austrias bitch

>>23489936
germany has martin luther

>>23489909
Respond faster, I'm bored

>>23489946
Wasnt He American German?
Anyway that Guy was a total faggot
And swizerland should Go to war already fucking bitch Pussy country

This is Just a yapping and singing thread btw so i dont Go insane and dont feel Like im alone with my thoughts crushing me

Also Austria actually wasnt against the Anschluss that is a lie spread By the austrian Republic so we dont Seem Like the Bad Guys for being on Hitlers Side but actually austrians where even more cruel then the germans

>>23489953
the usa didn't exist back then

>>23489970
Ohh sorry i was thinking of that one Niger with the similiar Name
Marthin Luther is still a faggot because He was Part of evangelic church

Actually fuck Germany

All you do is scare and Put pressure on to get what you want
Aint you Tired of it?

you've been doing this for the past few years and its getting old
Its getting really old
You should get it Out your system and then sit down and Shut Up

Listening to it all, keep going

>>23490086
I doubt
Or maybe you do to collect black Mail Material
https://voca.ro/1fEePi2jYyUd

>>23490276
https://voca.ro/1c2CiDnEQvlZ

>>23490276
Hey fucking continue debating
>>23490253
No I genuinely Listened to it all

>>23490253
>I doubt
not like there is anything else more interesting on this shit board than drunk rambling.

Btw are you the same person that complained about the firefighter stuff?

>>23490305
Imaoooo lol
Imagine waisting Ur time on some hags ramblings
>>23490311
I dont know but yea i volunteer for firefighter Station so it was likley mey

>>23490311
Also sprich deutsch du hurrensohn

>>23489880
I'm gonna seeth. I tried making something with the vocals. but I just ended up making pop music something.
I guess because I have no experience with march band music.
https://voca.ro/11cZgqgR5W17

>>23489522 (OP)
probably not, god is an asshole

>>23490335
Let me send you the original Song
You could use the Originals songs songkey (idk the Word in english) and maybe Just alter it a Bit
Here even with english subtitles
(I am shocked that this is still a Common Marching Song Here but Austria is big on tradition)
https://youtu.be/TXB7k1YFq6o?si=6v-VGEGW7b9wkZJS

>>23490324
>Imagine waisting Ur time on some hags ramblings
Do you want me to say “noooo wtf don’t call yourself a hag you’re only 19 or 20, that’s literally so young nooo”
I don’t have retarded weird views on aging

>>23490335
Christmas music

>lmao niggeralcohol loool
embarrassing whore

>>23490390
Im Just calling myself Hag from now on because everyone calls me a hag
I Just own it

>>23490349
Thanks. This should help.
and i didn't expect it to be related to landsknecht lel
>>23490399
REEE everyone has said that lately

>>23490403
At least im Now emberassing only on bant
I did this Shit with singing on the bases tavern maybe thats why they kicked me Out ...?

>>23490413
based

>>23490404
Well go on then sis, slay and allat
>>23490410
Nothing wrong with Christmas music

>>23490418
I'm just going to be bullied. also idk what the fuck I'm doing or if im going to manage. I think the Doggo is singing in G major and the vid link she sent me is in C major.
but i might be wrong, Getting clapped by my low level ears

>>23490324
Ja ne wenn du du bist und und in der Feuerwehr bist dann biste keine Hag mich scammst du nicht! Esseiden es gibt zwei Österreicher hier die sich darüber beschweren klein zu sein und nur einen Zentimeter Größenunterschied haben dann vergiss was ich hier labere.

>>23490329
Kann man auch nett sagen ja. Wenn alle Englisch labern und da komm ich mit Deutsch an.

ach du Grammatik

>>23490426
I try to Pitch my vocal Cords Low already...
>>23490427
Fuchsposter...
Fuchs furry homosexueller IMAO gib mir deine ADHS meds NOW

And remember Kids until World war 2 was over Germany was actually licking austrias Boots and Not the Other way around

>>23490426
i think that's right

>>23489982
he was okay

>>23490426
>I think the Doggo is singing in G major and the vid link she sent me is in C major.
She’s just singing for fun, not professionally, she’s not gonna be super accurate
>Getting clapped by my low level ears
Nigger your senses are great, shut up

I Love Austria i would die for Austria but Austria hates me
Im only in abusive relationship Here but i dont Care because Austria i was Born and raised
And that was what It was all about. . . You Had austrian citizenship and Served Ur country and placed it above all Else.... Even when there is No repay there is No gain only Ass fucking for supporting Ur country but you Support IT anyway because it is the right Thing to do

I believe all action is meaningless and you're doomed to repeat the ad infinitum

>>23490448
You don’t know shit, literally shut up faggot
You’re my slut now

>>23490404
stop calling yourself a hag you're indirectly calling me an old man

>>23490438
I'm confused because I found a score online and it sounds more similar to your singing.
Then again your not a bass singer, they sing like fucking so deep.

>>23490457
Even If it is meaningless we keep going on
When There is nothing you can do you do the best that you can

>>23490438
Was meinste homosexuell? Averi issn Mädl, ne. Und egal wie oft du mich fragst die Antwort ist Bleibt gleicht. Ich brauch sie selber weil uhh Jobsuche/NEET'n nach der Schule so schwer ist und so.

>>23490426
can always pitch shift either of the clips if they're in the same mode, idk what you're trying to do

>>23490461
You kinda are that doe, don’t you think
You need to post your bussy and we will determine by its tightness and firmness if you’re old man or young boy

>>23490453
Yeah but im autistic and retarded.
So I'm tisming out anyways
>>23490469
Dunno what I'm trying to do either I just wanted to do something with music.
Maybe transposing the video music towards the same key. but i might give up in a bit lol

>>23490461
Anything above 19 is old man sorry
Time for retirment hommeeeeee
>>23490462
You forgot a crutial Detail
I dont have that much Testosteron wich makes the voice Low (im all natty thank you very much)
>>23490466
IMAO DU HOMO
ich kann auch zu nem Arzt gehen und sagen duhhuhhuhh ich kann mich nicht konzentrieren
Aber weißt du was
Das mach ich nicht
Weil das verdammt noch mal dumm ist damit macht man sich angreifbar
(Und stimmt averi ist basiert)

>>23490476
Don’t give up, postpone it and do something else right now

I should Prob Go Back to reimu and apologize because Well i Grew Up with him when i was a Teen and He was the only Guy to cum in me and make a Baby with me (albeit it was misscariage)
Im at a age where i worry about Family planing and making blond haired Babies

>>23490480
I found like 3 different key versions of this song.
Germans just haven't decided on which one to use. I have heard that for real singers they change the key to accomedate the vocalist's range. so it could be that.
>>23490481
Maybe

>>23490475
stfu
>>23490480
es ist vorbei

>>23490494
Bro idk in Marching song people dont Care about the Keys they Just sing the Text to Not Go insane
(Or you can listen to the left 1.2.3.4 right)

God owes me strong blond haired sons
(This is the only Thing He owes me)

>>23490480
Die selbe Ausrede hast du mir schon letztens gegeben aber erklärt haste nichts. Wie soll das einen angreifbar machen, hä? Niemand außer dir und dem Arzt muss darüber wissen. Und selbst wenn andere darüber wissen würden gibts kein Problem. Niemanden juckt das ja.

>>23490503
Singing out of key sounds bad. They are all just singing the same key so it sounds harmonious. Also this is the first time I have tried doing anything with real vocals and you are suprisingly not that bad at singing. atleast compared to the singing I hear from most people that aren't like professional musicians(not that i know anyone like that)

>>23490493
When u were talking about being used as a mail order bride in your teen years, was reimu the one using you? And you’re going back to him?
Natural selection at the point kek, how retarded can you be
>>23490494
Mwaybe

I've always been taught that if you suicide you go straight to hell. I've never been suicidal!

>>23490512
Es macht dich angreifbar weil der Staat dich als nicht zurechnungsfähig einordnen könnte
Und die ärzte dürfen Daten an denn staat weitergeben, z.b wenn du dir nen Waffenpass holen willst oder zur Polizei oder Militär
(Aber ka betrifft vielleicht nicht jeden, hatte auch eine bei mir in der Kompanie die hatte ADHS diagnostizieren aber die war nicht Medikamentiert)
>>23490513
I actually wanted to Go to music school but my mom told me im a retarded good for nothing piece of Shit so i let it be
>>23490514
Nooooo god No... I was talking about a German man who brought me to ger*any when i was 14 (he was 27)
But yea i also spendet a good while of my Teenage years with reimu

>>23490517
>Never been suicidal

Lies, but its OK to lie If its for self peservation to Not get locked up in the looney bin

>>23490528
Alright but from all I’ve heard and observed I don’t think reimu is all that good either

Me is what Happenes when you kick Ur daughter to the curb before she even finished middle school
I have severe Mommy issues

>>23490528
>Go to music school but my mom told me im a retarded good for nothing piece of Shit so i let it be
FUCK THAT NIGGER. Music is more important than ever in this dark cruel shitty world. Even if you can't full time music if you truly love music you should keep engaging with it and find others to rejoice in music together.

>>23490535
Reimu or Heck even the guy that took me in arent the Bad Guys in the Story
Who actually caused the Most damage is the black Hole who birthed me and the state
But i forgive both and try to be on good Terms with both but both think i am le resentful and therefor Dangerous (wich i am Not)

>>23490536
Unironically it’s pretty nice to see you doing good now despite everything

>>23490528
Boah was du ein Drama machst. "nicht zurechnungsfähig" wegen ADHS, kek!
Wenn die dir schon so eine Waffe geben da macht ADHS aber wirklich nichts. Mein Kumpel war/ist/wird ein Ritalinjunkie und der hat gar keine Probleme in der Bundeswehr. Die geben den Jungen einfach ein mg3 für ne Simulation und so.
Weg mit dem Kopfkino und her mit dem Arzt (wenn du fr irgendwelche Probleme hast).

Meds helfen!

>>23490547
Im Not doing good i Just keep going ya know
I think a Lot of people in similiar Situations do the Same

But who knoes... Maybe this Industrial engineer degree im working to get will be good for Something after all
>>23490544
Music doesnt pay Money (in Most cases)
Music doesnt pay Rent doesnt Bring food to the table
Music doesnt extend my physical capacities
So i have given up on everything creative

>>23490531
The closest I've been to suicidal was early on with the erectile dysfunction but even then I was thinking "I guess this is the new normal". It wasn't and I got full use of my penis back after 8 or 9 years.

>>23490554
ah und mit drama mein ich das mit dem Meds. Der Rest ist tatsächlich abgefuckt.

>>23490564
Good thing loly came into your after your impotentness was cured. How else would you satisfy her tight body

Who cares why would you want to spend eternity with the ultimate nigger God. I'd fucking kill God if I could.

>>23490554
Du hast keine Ahnung
Ich hab so Angst vor Ärzten fast schon ein richtiges Trauma vorallem vor Psychiatern
Normale ärzte da tut das Wunden zu nähen ohne Schmerzmittel vielleicht kurzfristig weh aber ich hab mich immer bei denen bedankt

Psychater auf der anderen Seite wollten mich mein Leben lang nur einsperren weil ich angeblich ne Gefahr bin oder so (meinten die wie ich 14 war)
Ich hab vielleicht eine legale Waffe bei mir zuhause und auch in dem Bundesheer mit Maschinengewehr geschossen und? Ist noch nie was passiert und wird es auch nie
Weil Psychiatrie keine Medizin oder sogar Wissenschaft ist
Fick die

>>23490557
i like your singing
it's no reason to give up, just because it's not "useful"
if you can afford to spend time on it & it brings you happiness or peace or an outlet then it might be worth it

Vll ist das aber auch nur in nigger Österreich so LOL
Heimat von Sigmund Freud der denn Leuten erklärt hat du willst deine Mutter ficken
Die Psychiater hier haben sowieso alle einen Kescher

>>23490576
We're mutual friends and HE is missed. I hope he comes back with lots of stories to tell when he's 18.

>>23490592
When im Not niggerdrugging or niggerboozing my Outlet is the Gym so i can kill as many enemies of Austria when they come i want to rip theyre fucking Guts Out
(Oh and also to Help my local Community By being strong enough to volunteer as a firefighter and Help old Ladies when they pushed over a candle and Set theyre House on fire)

>>23490603
SHE came back retard
Search HER name in the archives
>I hope he comes back with lots of stories to tell when he's 18.
Especially stories about how much fun he had with big grown mature daddy gon and his grown mature body

https://youtu.be/Rt13snfOHE0?si=k8J-cz0lI5IiN0PA


Austrian men in theyre Peak
I want sons Like that
I should have never looked in swizerland or Germany that was entirley my fault i should have stayed loyal

>>23490580
everyone fears the rapist

>>23490607
hehe

>>23490614
Jailbait. If I see a post by him I'll interact but loly coming back before they are 18 just seems like a psyops.

>>23489522 (OP)
God doesn't let anyone into heaven. It's all set up to be a big Catch-22.

Exodus 20:3
John 14:6

>>23490628
he is a federal agent sent to entrap you to fill yearly arrest quotas DO NOT TRUST HIM

>>23489522 (OP)
Only one way to find out

>>23490617
Women can never ever rape.

Also i want to say again that hungary shouldnt abandone Austria even If Austria is on a Fall right now because Austria and hungary where Always best Friends and should Stick together
Austria and hungary might Not speak the Same languge Like Germany and Austria but Austria is still closer to hungary and Austria and hungary are borthers and Brothers should Stick together...
It will be important when the American Overlords and the russian szar declair Europe as theyre Battlefield to Test Out theyre fancy Toys...

>>23490580
Ja dann hab ich keine Ahnung sorry. Mir wurde sowas nur vom einen nur vorgeschlagen und ich hab einfach "Nein" gesagt. Mein Beileid. Klingt schon behindert sowas mit 14 und so.

>>23490596
Ka ob das nur bei mir so war aber hier machen die nen Scheissdreck. Ka ob du in dem thread warst aber tldr ist das selbst wenn ein Kind das offensichtlich Hilfe braucht bei denen ist tun die einfach nichts. Bis heute nur zwei Medikamente probiert und das war als Erwachsener.

But who knows maybe hungary will be un russian Side...
Tbh i couldnt kill a hungarian but with a russian i would have No remorse

>>23490636
I've got their trip saved so only the real loly can contact me. Agents need not apply.

>>23490676
the """real""" """""loly""""" is a merely a persona designed as a pedophile honeypot

>>23490658
Ja in Österreich können sie dich zwangseinweisen lassen lol
Ich hab damals gesagt ich will meine Schule abfackeln einfach weil ich schauen wollte wie die reagieren
War keine gute Ideey die haben anscheinend nicht gecheckt das 14 jährige manchmal einfach edgy sind und können edgy nicht von echten schizos unterscheiden

Ka bei uns ist es halt so die geben nur sehr gerne anti depressiva und anti psychotika raus (vll haben die Vertrag mit big Pharma) aber das dafür für alles (Wunderheilmittel)

Kämpfe immer noch darum diesen psycho Status loszuwerden (ich war vorzeigebürger das letze Jahr und auch heute noch)

>>23490647
>Women can never ever rape.
tell that to leyley
also i wasn't talking about you i was making the therapist yoke
>Austria and hungary where Always best Friends
yes, after we went apeshit with the other minorities in the spring of nations
but culturally you guys helped a lot, id take you guys any day over any other nation
>szar
already learned the most important word
>>23490665
we wont, this faggot is gonna go with the next elections

I had a shit day, you had a shit life so far but tonight i'll drink with you wömen
hope you stay on track, one day i wanna meet an austrian

>>23490682
then we'll see if they return using the same trip.

>>23490705
Therapist
Imao
Sorry im drunk

If you meet an austrian He or she will very likley call you a Gipsy but we do this with almost every hungarian (so dont be offended its a Joke)

>>23490709
https://archive.palanq.win/bant/thread/23483959/#23483959
Go claim her cunny nao

How can i make a Formal apology to reimu
(I dont wanna meet another man because i have known this man for too Long already and i want to make Babies in 2-3 years without being a single Mom)

>>23490729
i don't think apologising just to make babies is a good idea sorry

>>23490729
>I dont wanna meet another man because i have known this man for too Long already and i want to make Babies in 2-3 years without being a single Mom
anon, knowing him for a long time doesn't make it any less likely that he'll leave you once you have kids
it requires alot of trust no matter what, but just
idk

also this might be a bad decision to make while drunk

>>23490729
I'm still confused as to why "reimu" is a man now. I thought reimu was the underage femanon who got fat. weren't you reimu?

OK but
Blond Babies
Prime years to make Babies is 20-25 and this is proofed By science

>>23490693
>Ja in Österreich können sie dich zwangseinweisen lassen lol
Können die hier auch. Haben aber wohl kb darauf. Oder generell irgendwen zu helfen..
>Ka bei uns ist es halt so die geben nur sehr gerne anti depressiva und anti psychotika raus
Is hier genau so. Musst nur zum Hausarzt sogar und das tun die auch wenn die nicht 100% wissen was falsch ist.

>>23490732
>>23490737
ja this. lieber weiter vorzeigebürger spielen und gucken ob es wirklich eine gute Idee ist.

>>23490740
Reimu is a fat man who larped as a Girl
But uhhhhhh He has blond Hair and broad shoulders soooooo

>>23490721
OH this was yesterday. loly is breaking 4chan rules... but I hope they are well!

>>23490741
maybe, maybe
you probably have another 10 years atleast though, before it's something to worry about
it's also important to be in a good position in life & be with someone supportive/responsible
i think

God i remember
I remember when He was doing His mandatory Military Service
He used to Take me from behind doggy Style in the Train toilet while wearing the Uniform
God did He have indurance Back then

>it's also important to be in a good position in life & be with someone supportive/responsible
for the kids sake

>>23490751
>>23490755
Why is this so hard These days
I Just wanna make Kids for Christ Sake

>>23490747
who was this

>>23490758
i feel you

>>23490741
>>23490747
you should call him while drunk
a sober man's thoughts is drunk man's mouth
when else are you gonna tell him your true emotions
also can't you just walk into a sperm bank and ask for a blonde man's cum
intellectual thread
and how did larping as a girl not turn you off from him

i dropped out of highschool, i'm a 21 year old neet

>>23490775
I always imagined you a 16 yr old tard boy
You're very stupid for a 21 yr old

Me with reimu
( He makes me laugh and i Just Like him)
https://youtube.com/shorts/YEWkwcKqt9c?si=RKwuuu2pEn7msBAC

>>23490803
>https://youtube.com/shorts/YEWkwcKqt9c?si=RKwuuu2pEn7msBAC
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YEWkwcKqt9c
fix for embed

and who's this

>>23490767
Not ze me
This is some Girl from Snapchat He Had as Prob a goon Partner before He knew me

>>23490812
The man i deeply Love

>>23490813
how do the pictures look like such a long time apart tho
was my ex e-bf talking to some fat guy on discord not actually a girl

God i remember
When He picked me Up From Hospital because i Fell trough a Glass door
and bleed everywhere in His Apartment...
He Pickerd me Up after a night Shift tho If i remember correctly
He Made many mistakes but in my Heart i wann believe He is a good man

>>23490819
This lol

>>23490824
i wish i could help you

>>23490844
Its OK
The Situation im in is mostly my fault
I emotionally cheated on reimu with a Swiss Guy
And it wasnt fair to either of em (it was Just me Being a weak fuck up)
I think its time to Take Some responsibility for my actions

>>23490829
wut
I wonder if my ex e-bf knows about this lol. I haven't been in contact with him.

>>23489880
Unfortunately my favorite language!! Awesome

>>23490865
How many relationships are going on in r/ bant kek

>>23490865
Imao its OK
He does have quite some feminine Charm albeit maybe even more then me

I Like that though
He also fooled me before i meet Up with him i thought He was a gal

>>23490862
>I think its time to Take Some responsibility for my actions
i hope that doesn't mean beating yourself up and committing to more things you're not sure about
whatever happens, try to finish that engineering degree, it seems like that will help you alot no matter what

>>23490873
I give up on the music thingy. Since it's fucking hard.
I'm just too used to using vocaloid.
Imma work more on this song later. It's a bit wonky some places.
https://voca.ro/16DRuNB30Z9G

>>23490886
>>23490335
Atrocious!!

>>23490872
https://voca.ro/1dzsFtseDgIj
>>23490879
I Always comitt myself to Things im Not Sure about
I wasnt Sure about Military or College or firefighter yet Here i am
Thanks a Lot for carring though

>>23490888
I swear I'm not ebil

>>23490886
https://youtu.be/ARt2fVT33Lw?si=opeMan8Ad1gXlSd_

>>23490886
>I give up on the music thingy
Do it later, I know you will
>https://voca.ro/16DRuNB30Z9G
high pitch miku, I loved more of your slightly lower pitch mikus, those sound very good
Background sounds good. i like your guitar and drums a lot

>>23490886
>I'm just too used to using vocaloid.
This reminds me of the song you made with young singing
Gonna go listen to that right now

In 2 days i have to give this man a kiss on the cheek and thank him/ apologize and Talk Something Out with him

Thanks bant for being Here and everyone have a good night/ evening morning whatever
Im gonna head to bed now

>>23490902
That's one of my fav songs! I'm happy you also have listened to it
>>23490903
I can't guitar right now since my audio interface is broken. I have to wait until new one arrives
I think I'm gonna take a nap now

>>23490891
>I wasnt Sure about Military or College or firefighter yet Here i am
proud of you
>Thanks a Lot for carring though
of course, ty for your singing
>carring

>>23490891
Are you drunk?? I like the tirallala tirallala des forsters forsters tochterlein heraus one can you sing that for me pls

>>23490910
Sleep well. Sweet dreams

>>23490910
sleep well, good luck
>>23490912
sleep well also
>>23490886
tasty
the structure is a little confusing or hard to follow in places but it's good otherwise

>>23490893
I hate synth music!! Except those dj club mixes but only if im very drunk

>>23490912
Goodnight Ritesh
Sleep well, I’ll go to sleep in a bit too

>>23490893
wtf
i thought atrocious emphasized bad/low-quality more than evil
>>23490925
sleep well

i'm gonna have coffee while you all sleep

>>23490925
mother fucker, any to here. GO YOUR BIT TO SLEEP!

>>23490910
>>23490914
She slept before she could sing lore lore while drunk dammit. I hope thats her ex she wants to kiss and not some random swiss dude again

>>23491008
rip

>>23490844
help yourself first

>>23490812
looks like some random IDF conscript

>>23491057
i do need to

>>23491100
gotta

you do go to 'hell' if you kill yourself out of despair, but it has nothing to do with Christianity and is too complex of a conversation for you

hell is when nothing

>>23490729
>i want to make Babies in 2-3 years
that's hot

hell is just another perspective of heaven, there is only one afterlife
if you commit suicide, you'll realize that you'll just be stuck mourning the tragedy of your own life for eternity, in an unimaginable state of sorrow for coming before god laid bare with the sin

>>23490464
you could look beyond the cycle of actions and understand your purpose as the cycle itself rather than the one who is subjected to it