>>33463569
>I guess the question is, if your existence is causing more harm than good to others, and its almost entirely out of your control unless you succumb to literal abuse, submission and manipulation, whats the fucking point in living?
there is no point in living between those two choices, anon
but i want to tell you: there are plenty of drastic options you can take besides suicide, if you're at that point
i've talked to people who hopped a bus to another city at the age of 16, got apprenticeships, and are now doing very well for themselves financially & being left alone
>Aside from that it has just been downhill from there. My parents are evil, im currently sleeping on the fucking floor in the middle of our house becauss theres only 3 rooms and theres 4 sometimes 5 people livimg here. I havent had anything you could call a friend since I was a teenager, nobody to laugh with or relate to. I feel like im just waiting to die at this point. Should I just kill myself?
if you don't have any sort of support network or direction in life, and you can't get one, then you should do something drastic to change your situation, without digging yourself into a deeper hole of vulnerability to your family (don't permanently get put in prison, a psych ward, etc)
i'm very sorry anon, but you can change thing
good luck
