>>21510390
long story but the highlight is very complicated divorce with no current end in sight because i still take care of her bc she's disabled and we still love each other but we're separating because she's transitioning. i'm also incapable of speaking to people irl and haven't had friends since high school.
>>21510405
yeah, and i only got diagnosed last year so I've had plenty of time to rack up comorbidities and dig a deep hole of debt.
>>21510450
your brain doesn't make (much, if any) dopamine and races in all direction 24/7. almost impossible to accomplish most basic tasks or establish healthy routines without help. easier to live with the earlier you get your diagnosis but unfortunately i never got diagnosed as a kid bc i enjoyed school.