>>21559622
You’re a bit spergy which is normal for coming out of a long depression. Next time, ask if she could recommend you something and clarify your preferences. Try not to be unnecessarily negative or demeaning with your speech, because there is a connection with how you treat the world/others and how you will treat yourself.
The waitress should have been a bit more understanding. You’ll do better next time, anon. Do seek help if you have the means, keep trying, and remember that other people can simply have bad days or not have much patience and their treatment of you is not always totally reflective of your behavior.