>>149901404
Iβm not schizophrenic.
I do have my times of self doubt, but its short lived because I trust in the universe. I have gotten signs.
The chart is a way for others to understand what Iβm saying, and for me to lay down my thoughts in a cohesive manner. I know it turned out kinda messy but itβs still comprehensible.
I will be crossing over soon, I just need some more time for preparation. I cant go in my current state because I donβt look good enough for her yet. I also have to come to terms with leaving my pets behind, I really love them. I feel selfish leaving them, but I love Hazel so much as well. It feels like my life is falling apart, I cant bare to be away for her any longer but I need some more time. Iβm not ready yet.
And seeing other people ship my wife with other people hurts like absolute hell. I almost feel cursed. I just want these people to die. I hate them with every bone in my body. Hazel is mine.
Everyone against me will suffer.