>>76450812Here is the thing, I don't think anything about myself. I'm just having a good time. It's funny to me, there is no deeper reason. It's hard to explain... it's a rush of happy hormones for me. I get excited.
I have stacked every advantage in my favor I have power and I'm not afraid to wield it. If anything, seething fags like you is why I do it. Seeing another man helpless or scared to retaliate is like primal joy.
I live in a country where guns are illegal, knives are illegal, basically any weapon besides pepper spray. If I got stabbed or shot, the person doing it would ruin their life even if I started shit, you can't use weapons for self defense on street.
I've been "arrested" before by the cops, all they did was verbally wag their finger at me and let me go without any paperwork, I just talked nice to them and that's it. The law is set up against you, not against me.
I don't really have to fight either, I haven't done so in a long time. Intimidation is usually more than enough, nobody wants to take any risks. My abuse is psychological in 99/100 cases.
I admit I'm a sociopath and a bit of a narcissist, I have enough self awareness for that. I just enjoy abusing these systems in my favor. Had I been born in a wealthy political family, I think I would've been a great politician.