Thread 76491817

What am I in for?

death

>>76491817 (OP)
>What am I in for?
Killing your family because you don't feel anxiety about bad ideas.

>>76491817 (OP)
if you take just the right amount you're in for some pleasant relaxation
if you take even slightly more than that you'll total your car + lose your job + catch a felony charge + empty out your bank account + alienate your whole family and all your friends
also there's no way to know where the line is until you cross it

>>76491817 (OP)
Becoming a zonked out good goy. Benzos are evil. You feel anxious sometimes? Yeah, of course you do, it's a regular human emotion. You need to grow up and do things that are hard and uncomfortable for you sometimes. Seriously, don't get addicted to benzos because you're being a pussy, your doctor and big pharma see dollar signs when they look at you. Be a man.

>>76491943
here come the moralfag nomalfags who dont have mental problems or ever suffered through real adversity in life with their typical "just stop being anxious, bro" advice and the ever popular normie meme "just stop being a pussy".

>>76491971
It isn't a matter of morals, I don't care if you do drugs. I've had my own issues and have dabbled with similar pharmaceuticals for it. I determined they aren't a solution for 99.9% of cases including my own and likely yours as well. Doctors pass them out like candy because they make a ton of money to do it, not because they're trying to help you. Making you a mentally checked out addict becoming more and more reliant on their expensive prescription each day is not going to make you happy. Best case, you become a good goy and eat your higher and higher dose pills for breakfast like they ask and become a dull husk. Worst case, you like them too much and black out and ruin your life big time. Maybe you'll survive the withdrawal afterwards and get a second chance.
Take a step back and consider this adversity you have, it is likely super normal things that are just a part of the human experience. If you are one of the 0.1% of cases that require being zonked out for the greater good of society so you don't hurt anyone, then whatever knock yourself out.

>>76491971
>>76492072
Sorry I posted all that I was riled up mad thingken bout big pharma and doctors. At the end of the day though anon I'm not a doctor or your daddy. Do what you think is right. I hope you feel better soon and have an awesome life. Good luck

>>76491817 (OP)
(((Pfizer)))

It’s poison

A taste of what life could have been if you weren’t a nervous wreck.

Whatever you do, don’t mix with alcohol. Otherwise you’re in for a relaxation you never thought was possible. And a good nights sleep. And possibly the beginning of a benzodiazepine addiction that will ruin your life.

>>76491817 (OP)
Benzos are a goat drug but they exact a toll. If I didn't give a fuck I'd start buying rc benzos of the dark net again and seek oblivion

>>76491817 (OP)
God tier. Xanax is a fucking lifesaver. I don’t care what anyone says here. 0.25 is a very low dose though, I doubt you’ll feel much.

The reason this shit gets a bad reputation is because of how it’s abused. Actual junkie retards who take 4g+ regularly because they want to inebriate themselves beyond sane comprehension and turn themselves into human vegetables for a bit of fun or because they think it’s cool. Ignore anyone who tells you plain nonsense like “it’s so addictive!!!”.

Total, utter bullshit.

Imagine this, you get home from the office on a Friday.

1g of Xanax, some red wine, a good cheese platter, a few candles. Some chill jazz music. You invite your hot Latina coworker around your place. Life doesn’t get any sweeter.

I’ve done this for years. A single pack of 20 pills can last me anywhere from 3-6 months. Enjoy it, brother.

>>76492539
Yeah, benzos aren’t addictive at all.
Not in the slightest.

>>76492539
>some red wine, a good cheese platter, a few candles. Some chill jazz music. You invite your hot Latina coworker around your place. Life doesn’t get any sweeter.
This alone sounds good, why include xanax?

Might as well add heroin while you're at it

>>76491835
I hope this really happened

>>76491971
No one is saying dont have anxiety dumbass. Don’t turn to life destroying drugs to cope with something most people can deal with sober. Stop being a retarded fag

>>76492572
If you abuse them, they absolutely are addictive. If you use them at reasonable doses, every now and then, unless you’re somehow a very special case you absolutely are not getting addicted to them.

Like I said, a 20 pack of Xanax can last me 6 months. I can leave it at that and never take them again, but I enjoy it on occasion. The same way that I enjoy a beer or an occasional smoke.

>>76492584
For me personally the Xanax just makes me feel more chill and present in the moment. Sure, all of those things are good, the Xanax just makes me enjoy it slightly more. It takes away that shitty lingering restlessness that exists in the back of my head. It cuts out the background fuzz. It makes everything feel just about right.

It’s worth noting too, unless you’re taking crazy doses, Xanax doesn’t make you feel out of it, crazy or fucked up or intoxicated at all.

At the lower doses it’s just like turning the volume down on life a little bit. Simple as that.

>>76491817 (OP)
A hellish existence because you tried to play God

I ran out of ambien, went to a local pharmacya and they gave me this shit instead
How similar are they really? I experienced some brutal sides when I used to come off ambien cold turkey and apparently benzos are even worse

>>76491927
Kek

>>76491971
Cope harder. People like you are just weak bitches who always take the easy path in life and stuffer horrifically as a result. But you’ll keep blaming everything else except yourself. Can’t stand you “muh mental health!” faggots. You disgrace people who really are fucked up with shit like schizophrenia or BPD

>>76492656
>For me personally the Xanax just makes me feel more chill and present in the moment
Said every junkie ever
>It takes away that shitty lingering restlessness that exists in the back of my head. It cuts out the background fuzz
I can asure you the red wine you drink alone can do that. And a hot Latina without anything else as well

booze, but without euphoria.
It's allright

You'll feel like you can do anything.
You can't.

>>76491817 (OP)
I used to take klonopin for around a year and it was the best time of my life. Never really used to recreationally but therapeutically it’s a god send. 0 stress, 0 worry, all the time. It also made it easier for me to be consistent in the gym and push to failure, I think it’s because it lowered my inhibitions and I hesitate less on things.

Zombie mode

>>76492594
>>76492677
Like I said normalfags who never faced any real adversity in life or mental health problems spouting there "just stop being a pussy schtick"
>be me
>get falsity accused of a serious felony
>dragged through the legal system for months
>facing decades in prison
>will lose literally everything I have
>life will be ruined for ever after with a record like this
>only get shit jobs til I die
>wake up every morning with this over my head every day for months
>worry about it all day long
>lay in bed awake worrying
>finally fall asleep. wake up to piss, instantly start worrying about it cant fall asleep
>police and complainant continue the case even though there is no shred of evidence and I even give evidence proving the'yre lying
>detectives treating me like shit the entire time, taslking down to me not hiding their contempt absolutely convinced I did it. Even start making up accusations on behalf of my accuser that they didnt even make against me
>lied telling me they had all this evidence
>they finally drop the case no charges filed
>no charges against my accuser even though I had video proof that they were lying
>have literall ptsd from this with nightmares that I'm in prison
> I take xanax a few times a week during all this to keep from going off the deep end
>cartoon watching faggot dyel kids on an anime pedo image board tell me this is all a normal experience and I should just "stop being a pussy" and lecture me about the grave dangers of "life altering drugs nobody needs."
fuck all you useless losers seriously you're a bunch of dipshit high school kids and millenials living with your parents and the most stressful thing that ever happened to any of you is not being home in time to watch scooby doo

>>76493243
>without euphoria.
bro what the fuck is the point then

>>76493327
>wall of excuses
what a fuckin pussy lmao

Not about xans. I think I'm trying lean/codiene for the first time on Sunday. I've had shrooms and fucked around with kratom. I have tried a few opiods and prescription stimulants. My drug habits aren't as bad as they sound.
>Inb4 druggie
Not replying to "drugs are bad". I know drugs are bad.
Does anyone have any thoughts on lean?

>>76493327
Boo fucking hoo nigga no one gives a shit about your sob story. Your arrogant ass really thinks everyone doesn’t have some fucked up shit in their life and it’s only you huh? Fuck off and grow a pair you fucking waste of oxygen

>>76493327
>accused of a serious felony
not only a druggie but prob a nig too kek

>>76491817 (OP)
Fit bros should start selling xanax in minecraft

>>76493327
Same anon as >>76493412
decided to waste my time reading your gay ass story. Holy fuck you’re pathetic I was expecting you to have some story about how you went to prison for 10 years on a false accusation or were raped as a child not that you have fucking PTSD from a dropped case that didn’t even ruin your life. It’s genuinely incredible how much of a pussy you are. Fuck you for wasting my time with your worthless story about how you jerk off to the idea that you’re some helpless victim. I’ve personally known people who were brutally raped, had their parents murdered in front of them, etc. and they had 10x the spine and fortitude as you.

>>76493412
So why does me taking xanax a few times a week for a few months make you so emotional?
I mean you are like a woman on her period kind of emotional.
It seems very important to you that I never take xanax, yet millions of people come home from work drink beer and/or smoke pot every single night for years on end to deal with the stress from their shitty lives and you dont get emotional and make threads about it.

>>76493438
Please refer to >>76493433
you fucking pussy. I can’t stand that I share the same gender as you. I’ve known women with bigger balls

>>76493433
>other people
>people I know
>I know a guy
and none of any of this shit happened to you.
Like I said the most stress any of you losers had in your life was missing your favorite cartoon or you mom heated up the wrong flavor hot pocket for dinner

>>76493433
>personally knows people who were brutally raped and have had their parents murdered in front of them
lol no you don’t. If you can’t imagine how stressful that shit the other anon went through (if true) would be and how it absolutely 100% would result in PTSD, you have a serious personality disorder or something very very wrong with your mind.

It’s hard for me to imagine a more stressful situation than that. I’d rather get raped than go through that. You’ve clearly never been in any legal trouble, kiddo

>>76493447
Yea my life has been fucking peachy.
You happy?
Or did you think I was going to deny it?
Hardest shit I ever had happen to me was a few friends dying (one murdered) and getting the shit kicked out of me in the Army. Other than that I’m lucky as shit and have a great life that I thank God for every single day and never take for granted. But it’s not all just dumb luck. A solid portion of my good fortune is because I wasn’t a pussy or a retard and meticulously keep my life in order. I don’t hang around the types of people that make false accusations for example.
Regardless of how my life is though how in the fuck does my personal experience invalidate the experiences of all the people I’ve met that have been through the worst shit you can imagine? Maybe if you’d been through some real shit it would make your “muh PTSD! I need drugs to feel good!” cope believable. That’s like if me with my easy ass life claimed I have PTSD and need SSRIs because I had to go to college and it was “really hard”

>>76493451
The thing is, these people here only ever saw this on tv crime dramas where the suspect is taken through the legal systen and they never show how unbelievably stressful it is.
If they didnt see it on a tv show or frog meme, its not real to these internet addict shut ins.
Now if I actually did the crime then ok man up and take it, but to be completely innocent and blindsided by shit like this out of nowhere just because some other person wants sympathy or just to be evil is another thing entirely.

>>76493451
>I’d rather get raped than have a case get dropped!
You genuinely have a sub 80IQ

>>76493486
I’m not denying it’s stressful you mouth breather. I’m saying claiming that you have fucking PTSD and need to be on drugs for the rest of your life over it is some comical shit

>>76493487
I’ve almost been beaten to death by a pack of random niggers on the street (12 staples in my head after getting axe chopped by a skateboard to the back of the head and then more when I was on the ground) and I would 20000% rather have that happen again than go through what the other anon said.
>the case got dropped!
So what? The damage from the stress incurred by going through everything g up to that point is where the trauma comes from, you absolute retard
>>76493486
I was on probation for two years and it was hands down the most stressful experience of my life. Having that time hanging over your head where you feel like everything could come crashing down at any moment was fucking excruciating, and I actually did the shit I was in trouble for. It took months of being off probation for that to go away

>>76493477
everyone had close people die and I was in the Army too and the only reason you got the shit kicked out of you in the Army is because you were a piece of shit.
Everyone has got an ass kicking too, so like I said you never had any real adversity above and beyond what everyone else has.
Also everyone thinks they'll never get falsely accused of something until it happens to them.
So again, what makes you so emotional over the fact that a person you will never meet took xanax a few times a week for few months during a period of abnormal stress?
Also dont tell me you never drank a beer simply to feel good and forget about your problems for a while.

>>76493503
>drugs for the rest of your life
you cant even read. You just skim over replies then rage post making shit up to be angry about. I specifically said multiple times I took xanax for the few months this was happening.

>>76493507
>I’d rather be nearly heated to death and likely become a vegetable than be stressed for a year at most!
I’m feeling like and old boomer right now holy shit y’all are soft

>>76493527
I’m telling you about two experiences I have personally had, and the legal system is worse than almost getting beaten to death.

You haven’t experienced either lmao. You’re such a soft little bitch, you admitted yourself you have t faced any adversity yet here you are critiquing how other people cope with bad shit that’s happened to them

>>76493514
I can smell that you were a fucking POG
And no I never drank a beer because “life is so hard!” I fucking raw dog life every day.

Xanax is literally just alcohol, pill edition. Useful for situations when you want to drink but you need to drive. Just take xanax instead. But otherwise worthless. Alcohol at least has thousands of years of continuous use and we know its relatively safe. We don't know what happens when you take xanax all your life but its probably worse than life long drinking.

>>76493503
>I’m saying claiming that you have fucking PTSD
oh yeah so what do you call it when you have recurring nightmares about being in prison?
And every time I see a police car I think they're going to pull me over and arrest me because they reopened the case with enough new fake evidence to charge me with? My mind automatically does these things and I have to consciously take control of my thoughts and think of something else.
Oh wait I know you have the answer - "just stop being a pussy, bro! Let me tell how cool and badass I am because I made I'm 25 years old and never had to take xanax before!"

>>76493533
>you admitted yourself you have t faced any adversity
First of all this isn’t the victim Olympics you smooth brain
Secondly have you considered that maybe my bar for what is “adversity” is much higher than yours?

>>76493527
It’s the uncertainty that gnaws at you. Your life is 100% out of your hands. Are you going to be ruined forever, do some hard time, and then be permafucked for the rest of your life due to being a felon? Are you going to get brutalized in jail? Are you going to get off without doing time?

It’s absolutely brutal. Way worse than any physical violence. It’s torture, and the other anon didn’t even DO anything.

>>76493538
every time ive crashed its been on xanax. do not fucking drive while on xanax holy shit

>>76493535
Infantry 11B but whatever makes you feel better about yourself. For someone so cool and hard and badass you sure need to shitpost alot to feel good about yourself

>>76493547
You’re the one who started making this about “why are you complaining when other people have it worse”? Lmao. You are not only a dumbass, but you lack a fundamental sense of humanity and the ability to sympathize with other people.

What a sad loser. I truly feel sorry for you, bro.

>>76493546
My mind thinks the same shit. It’s called being paranoid. Deal with it mother fucker.

>>76493527
nta, but getting an ass kicking is over with in a few minutes. That can still cause ptsd by itself, but the long term stress of serious legal bullshit is what takes it toll.

>>76493548
You’re not redpilling me for shit. I already know every American is unknowingly committing several felonies on a daily basis and if you oiss off the wrong person you can be locked up for life. This isn’t new info. Do you think I’m a normie or something?

>>76493507
I know how you feel bro I got probation for some absolute bullshit and it was life ruining. I honestly would have been better off if the state were to cut off some of my fingers or just put me in prison for half the time. The experience diminished me in a big way. I gained paranoia and anxiety that I never thought possible. My spirit is only now coming back after a year of being out of there.

>>76493547
>Secondly have you considered that maybe my bar for what is “adversity” is much higher than yours?
still bragging about what a bad ass he is on anime pedo image board.
Of all the problems people in this thread have, you have the worst insecurity of any poster I've read here, Everything you type out is literally to convince everyone what a fucking tough guy you are.

>>76493557
Nice job googling what MOS infantry uses. Very convincing

>>76493569
>doesn’t even consider brain damage or other permanent injuries

>>76493574
I will 100% just do the time if I ever get in trouble again.
>>76493573
What the fuck are you talking about? Are you illiterate AND mentally ill? No, most people don’t commit felonies every day. Doing something felonious and being in trouble for doing something are two completely different situations

>>76493564
>the experience was so stressful it made you paranoid
>there's nothing wrong with, you didnt even experience anything out of the ordinary
the mental state the 4chan tough guy.

>>76493580
You’re right I’m a fucking a badass! Did I mention I’m also. Navy SEAL, killed 50 men in combat, eat carnivore diet, have 5 wives, and 20 children? Dead serious I never lie bro

>>76493591
God you are such a PUSSY
>waahhh, I got hurt in a fight waaahhhh
You’ve never been in a physical altercation, have you?

I’ve literally almost been beaten to death on a street. I remember thinking “well, this is probably it..” and I am TELLI G YOU that being in legal trouble was more traumatic

>>76493593
Ok I’m genuinely tired of fucking with you at this point and it’s concerning that you need me to explain wha to said to you. Read it again slowly then use your brain to reach the logical conclusion

>>76493581
>only I, the 4chan Tough Guy, is cool and badass enough be in combat arms
me:
>benning - sand hill A co 3-32
>schofield b co 2-35
>air assault
>eib
>airbone school c co "club med"
this was all before gwot

>>76493609
Nigga I can’t dumb it down any more for you. That beating really fucked up your brain huh?

>>76493591
I thought badass like you dont get mental problems from long term traumatic injuries?
holy shit stop being such a pussy and deal with it like everyone else, bich

>>76493617
I was in ‘Nan
Grow up ya sissyboy

>>76491817 (OP)
Imagine what it would be like to have no inhibitions. Like literally zero inhibitions at all.
That's what you're in for.

>>76493621
You jump to conclusions like a woman. Are you one, boah?

>>76493616
I read it and re read it. The logical conclusion is that you are illiterate and mentally retarded. No one is “scared” because of normal circumstances that come with day to day life, we’re talking about being brutalized by the justice system and the one guy didn’t even DO the shit.

>>76493551
I am not saying that you want to drive on xanax. Just that its better than alcohol

>>76493627
>still with the internet tough guy schitck

>>76493632
that's actually true. 1 mg of xanax will having you feeling like you had a few beers but still be completely functional to drive.
Well, mostly lol

>>76493327
I haven’t posted on /fit/ in years, but I want you to know you’re a tremendous faggot. That one anon posting on here about how big pharma and doctors want to fuck you was actually trying to be helpful and you just screeched like a bitch about muh problems. You zoomers are the biggest fucking pussies to ever come out of a generation. No accountability and no ability to cope with the bullshit of the world. Have fun zombifying yourself anon. Barbiturates and benzos are an easy street to losing your soul.

>>76491817 (OP)
The best drug ever... for sleeping after acid trips. Otherwise >>76491927
Maybe you can sell them to high schoolers.

As a sidenote, I abuse pregabalin every so often and THAT'S GOOD STUFF!

>>76493723
so you just come here to browse pics of strong dudes huh

>33 years old
>been a complete loser my entire life, pretty much depressed and severely anxious the entire time, miserable since i was a teenager
>virgin, limited friends ever, never got a career, never moved out of my parents house, never drove a car, basically have never done anything at all whatsoever, complete basket case loser
>terrified of pretty much everything, just severe neurosis, no self esteem, always catastrophizing... afraid to drive, afraid to try to get any better jobs, afraid to try to date, afraid to try to meet friends, afraid to expose my life at all
>never been on any sort of medications like xanax, never been to therapy or doctors, no drugs or alcohol, just suffering through this miserable life completely sober
>had complete mental breakdown last week to parents and how i want to kill myself but still no steps taken
>meanwhile, hear about how pretty much all normies are on some cocktail of medications like xanax, adderall, whatever antidepressants and antianxiety pills they have, despite the fact that they all live good and normal lives with relationships, friendships, careers, hobbies, maintain a functional adult life

man at this point im even too afraid to try to get on medication. im scared that maybe it will actually work, make me not depressed and anxious, make me actually have motivation to do things and hope for the future, but then all ill be able to think about is my entire wasted life, and still be completely miserable that i didnt do this 15-20 years ago, and that im truly never going to be happy

>>76493754
im kind of similar to you. Going to try pharma maxxing. But being strategic with it I will not be getting addicted to benzos like a retard.

>>76493723
>I was being helpful
you're just another sperg yelling about pharmajews like you're the only one but people like you are a dime a dozen around here.
You also literally make up shit about other people's lives just so you can rant and rave at them for it.
>I haven’t posted on /fit/ in years
I we got by just fine without your rants. Go back to whatever schizo containment board you escaped from and stay there.
Maybe press the little button by your bed and the nice nurse will come and turn your computer off for you and tuck you into bed

>>76493743
No. I came here for the fat people hate threads because I watched my 600 pound life yesterday. Look OP, Xanax and kpins are a good time and I’ve indulged in my fair share but never had an RX. I’ve also seen good friends totally fuck their lives up and become shells of themselves. The other anon posting about how you’re gonna total your car wasn’t exaggerating. They’re extremely addicting and can literally kill you from withdrawal. If you do really need them, go for it, but I’d set a date to take a hard stop at some point down the line, otherwise you’ll end up hooked on those things.

>>76493761
whats your plan for doing it?

>>76493754
start by finding a good therapist. Lots of your shit is fixable with some work. To some extent anyway, it can at least get you function normally without going nuts over every little thing. Worry about drugs later.

>>76493743
It’s pretty rare that I actually laugh out loud while browsing this board but this fucking got me lmao

>>76493762
>another sperg yelling about pharmajews
You do realize that these are massive corporations trying to make a profit, right?lol. Or are you just another widdle sad zoomer that needs SSRIs because they had a bad day at school?

>>76493767
Dude, the one thing you shouldn’t do is take a hard stop.
Telling someone to plan to quit benzos cold turkey fucking horrible advice.

I appreciate where your heart is, but you should really learn what you’re talking about before you give someone a seizure lol

>>76493785
Literally said they can kill you and to set a date (I.e. ween yourself off to that point where you are not taking them anymore). I guess I didn’t make that clear enough. Also highly doubt OP is at the point of benzo abuse to where they’ll die from withdrawals.

>>76493784
I dont even take ssris and I bought my xanax without a script from an underground pajeet pharmacy. No "pharmajews" involved.
Like I said, you literally make up shit about other other people's lives just so you can get angry and lecture them about your psychotic bullshit and act like you're the only who figured out that big pharma is le bad.
If anyone here needs meds, its you.

>>76493784
oh and I'm not a zoomer either, retard

>>76493790
>>76493792
Good luck anon. Genuinely hope you can work through your trauma. Was not trying to be a sanctimonious fag but I guess that’s already out the window

>>76493792
somebody take away his ipad, please.

Disappointment, an aggressive tolerance curve, and horrific withdrawals
> t. Baclofen/pregabalin/phenibut pill popper

Started taking GABA meme drugs for the balls to approach bitches and ended up just with a shitty addiction

>>76493433
>but I did eat breakfast
You'd fold like a bitch in his shoes

>>76493327
just wanna say that I feel for you and that those other anon seething at you are all fags

>>76491835
You think he had those writing skills before or after the pills?

>>76493346
lol kino webm. source?

>>76491817 (OP)
If one-off/occasionally? Just some boring sedative with no euphoria. Useful if you need to sleep.

If chronically? Hell itself when you try to quit.

>>76493975
What a cringe reason to become dependent on the worst drugs imaginable lmao

I’m 32 and I suffered from panic attacks and severe anxiety in the past and I remember an anon here telling ‘stop being a faggot’ and from that time I stopped being one and I’ve been raw dogging live since then. It’s all in your head

>last pic of my dog before he died 3 days ago

>>76494186
Yeah its embarassing but I learned my lesson. There's no drug out there that makes walking up to strangers not feel uncomfortable, like >>76494201 said you just need to rawdog life and grow balls. At least for me. None of these drugs ever worked and they all just made me more in my own head, socializing is unironically easier sober

[Spoiler]3 shots of vodka is the undisputed social lubricant [/spoiler]

benzos and weed is godly and feels better than anything in this world. you are LITERALLY floating on a cloud, untouchable. you will not care about sex money or social status or any person after being under these effects for any substantial amount of time.

OP here I tried this shit and got only 3 fucking hours of sleep lmao
I think I'll stick to ambien

>>76491817 (OP)
Do not take it.
Xanax is prescribed to bridge a gap, but you will quickly become reliant on them.

Learn to control your anxiety instead and you can use the power of just your brain to get the same relief, and you can learn to do this in a few weeks.

Read a book called The DARE Response, it'll teach you. Pirate it if you want idgaf, I've bought a handful of copies for people already so you're good. Do not take the fucking pills, you don't need them, but if you start taking them you WILL need them.

>>76494302
Bet benzos and meth feel better. 0 inhibitions or cares with energy and motivation cranked up to 11.
Of course I doubt that's a combo that ends well lol.

>>76491817 (OP)
oh yeah what you need is to buy drugs, that will solve your problems, that was what you were missing all this time

>>76491817 (OP)
Benzos dull your intelligence and can cause early dementia if you use them long-term. They don't even make you fell good or euphoric. You will only feel dead inside. You can become violent idiot if you abuse them with alcohol. Avoid. There are better substances (like weed if you grow it yourself but only it's super legal).

>>76495058
god is a far better cope

>>76491971
You know how easy it is to get prescribed benzos? My GP gave them after one consultations and I'm a Europoor. I took one, lied down in the couch and realised that numbing the pain and being high forever isn't going to improve your life. Threw that shit in the trash where it belongs and started working for a better future.

>>76494087
Most people who abuse Xanax were retards beforehand. But those that weren't already retarded become retarded.

>>76493412
>Calling someone else emotional while you seethe about their use of Xanax

>>76493548
>>76493327
You're right anons, no matter what others say
Being exposed to extreme stress over long periods of time, with your body just pumping out cortisol like there's no tomorrow, quite literally fucks with your body chemistry and brain structure
I myself have been through several periods where I was getting destroyed because everything I achieved or had was at stake and I could do nothing but wait and see how it plays out, some of these lasting for years, and it was infinitely more damaging than any instance of getting beaten up or being in a car crash etc, simply because in those instances cortisol did its thing and stopped instead of just going on and on

>>76494087
probably a bit of column a, bit of column b. You already have to be kind of retarded to become a bartard, but being a bartard makes you more retarded.

>>76493617
>"Yo dude look how badass I am, I am the goodest zogbot out there"
Shame you didn't get blown up, especially if you're not LARPing

>>76496305
My service record is actually unimpressive and I was just showing to the guy I replied to that I wasnt larping.
Also dirka dirka I hope your pager explodes, Achmed.

>>76491943
This. Fuck Jordan Peterson.

>>76491943
People dont take xanax because they're anxious "sometimes". They take when anxiety becomes constant and debilitating.
You just think clinically anxiety is like being nervous before a job interview or final exam because you've never actually experienced it.
In other words you're just another know-nothing dipshit spewing off your stupid opinions

>>76493327
>muh real adversity
You don’t know what adversity is you dumb cunt

>>76496523
another cartoon watching loser trying to convince everyone how badass he is

>xanny
Always start with the lowest dose and only take as needed. This shit is incredibly powerful and you really won't understand this until you actually take it.

>>76494973
If they prescribed you .25mg instead of Ambien, yeah. That’s dumb as fuck.
I’m prescribed 2mg for sleep and even that is a mild dose.
Doesn’t actually put me to sleep/ sedate me, but it stops my racing thoughts and allows me to focus on sleeping instead of descending into a panic attack when left alone with my own thoughts.

>t. struggled with really bad insomnia for years and high dose hypnotics don’t do shit for me, just make me paranoid to leave the house or even my room because I still haven’t slept and always hear about people doing wacky shit on ambien, I wouldn’t trust reality despite not feeling any different in the slightest

I’ve been enjoying this thread because while both sides are polar as fuck, they’re both equally invested into not knowing what the hell they’re talking about and pushing insane exaggerations.
Watching you guys argue is fun, but it is making me concerned for the general drug knowledgeability (or lack thereof) of the average person. That part is sad.
Easily the most entertaining thread I’ve seen on /fit/ all year, though.

>>76496643
It was a mid thread, are you even lurking here?

>>76494973
Ambien is the worst drug in the world. The half life is so short, you can start going into withdrawal before your next dose

>>76493975
Don’t forget the massive anxiety rebound, that’s what get ya

>>76496650
It’s a mid board, are you even lurking here?

>>76496662
Its not even close to other benzoes, it really makes you fucked up. You completely change personality on it. If it’s the same as stilnoct on Europe, I also get some cool visual hallucinations on 30mg. If I stare at a point on the wall, I can change it into objects by just imagining it.

>>76497096
Ambien isn't a benzo

I miss drugs bros...

I'll be three years sober in the 17th. I just can't handle them. If I take some benzos, next thing you know in picking up homeless niggers to go but crack on the street

>>76493975
Same here with alcohol and benzos.

Never helped me score girls, just crippling addiction.

Rawdogging life and hookers.

>>76491835
kek

>>76495146
>God is better than self control
I can see why you'd resort to that

>>76493327
I appreciate that you've been through a hellish experience that if I'm lucky I'll never understand. But the end result of being a drug user is still bad.

I understand it helped you cope, I wouldn't take that from you, but drugs like this are not supposed to exist.
It's not supposed to even be an option.

We got so comfortable with the idea that we should be allowed something just because it exists. Xanax should not exist, it should not be an option. In the absence of that, the only option you have is learning to deal with these problems.

Xanax means you don't need to learn. You just get relief. That's danger dressed as safety. I hope you don't need it these days. If you still do, I hope you learn to employ mental techniques that are more difficult, sure, but they will give you the same peace.

>>76491817 (OP)
a lot of sleep.

>>76499537
moralfag bullshit
>Xanax means you don't need to learn.
Learn what? You're just saying things.
>Bro just learn how to deal with debilitating anxiety caused by extremely traumatic events. I've never experienced this myself, but this is what you should do"
fuck off faggot
also /fit/ retards:
>drugs just give temporary relief, they dont fix the problem
>NOOOO!!!! YOU CANT GO TO THERAPY TO FIX PROBLEMS! THAT'S FOR WOMEN AND FAGS!!!! AND ITS JEWISH AAHHHHHH!!!
seriously go die

>>76493265
how was the coming off?

>>76499600
yeah literally just deal with it for a while and after some time it goes away
developing drug addiction on top of traumatic experience just fucks you up more
watched a few people get addicted and they use trauma as excuse to not face their drug problems

>>76499732
>after some time it goes away
no it doesnt always. in fact it can get worse.
and how much time should people wait for it to "go away"? years? decades? in the meantime their relationships, jobs, health etc suffer
>developing drug addiction
I'm not addicted. You're just making up things about my life so you can lecture me with your sanctimonious bullshit
>watched a few people get addicted and they use trauma as excuse to not face their drug problems
You're either making up more bullshit or these people were in such a bad mental state that drug addiction was preferable to the mental distress

tdl: you're just another fag with no idea what you're talking about telling other people how to live their lives.

>>76500144
sure you are a special boy
benzos always make it worse, you have to be stupid and addicted to believe they help with anxiety long term

>>76500223
I never took benzos long term and never said anything of the sort.
Again you're just making up shit so you can get angry at me and feel important by lecturing me with you 8th grade DARE class bullshit that drugs are le bad

>>76493754
Fellow loser anon here, 24, just got a driving license, just started gym, looking for work, etc, i can say without shame that a huge part of my recovery from neeting, rooting and being extremely suicidal was SSRI anti depressant, chemical imbalances are real, anxiety and depression run in my family, grandpas father kill himself, grandpa suffered from anxiety all his life, mom suffered from anxiety all her life, i think my bloodline is just genetically predisposed to it (And being autistic doesn't help). I dont really like benzos for treating my anxiety, makes it all go away in the short term, finding the right SRII and the right dose is genuinely changing my life and letting me do things i could've never done before, ofc you need to work on yourself and try to overcome your limitations, but meds are a great stepping stone for it.

>>76500383
I don't really care what you do
If you think benzos are helpful you a retard. Its a short term bandaid that makes things worse
And you are double retarded for thinking no one else has experience with this

>>76500448
>I don't really care what you do
You absolutely care what I do. You are extremely emotional over the fact I occasionally take xanax.
I yes I realize its a bandaid that doenst fix the problem. But it is a useful tool in addition to things that do and it never made my problems worse.
You continue to just make up shit about my life so you can lecture me about how wrong I am (while claiming to not care what I do).
You're a literally nobody on anime pedo image board trying to give life advice about shit you obviously know nothing about.

>>76500442
Glad its working out for you. Dont be discouraged by the 4chan incels here who will tell you that were better off when you suffering from debilitating mental problems to the point you commit suicide because medication is jewish and you all need to do is "stop being a depressed pussy" or some meme shit

>>76500532
I will be discouraged at my own discretion. You don't need to tell me creep motherfucker, thanks.

>>76500520
benzo retards are all the same, you literally spout the same bullshit. lack of self awareness is amazing

>>76500550
>took xanax a few times a week for a couple of months over a year ago
>benzo retard
why is it so important to you for other people to never take a xanax to relieve crippling anxiety?

>>76500724
>crippling anxiety
Not a thing. Man up, pussy bitch faggot

>>76499600
>Bro just learn how to deal with debilitating anxiety caused by extremely traumatic events. I've never experienced this myself, but this is what you should do"

You cannot take away the fact that I beat it, using just a book, and you're here screaming defending a crutch that prevented you from solving your own problems.

I want you to give the book a try, because although you're thankfully out of the shitty situation now, you're still just as susceptible to extreme anxiety as you were before.
You haven't learned how to handle these bodily sensations because you relied on a drug that shouldn't even have been presented as an option. And it doesn't have to be that way.
As unpleasant as you're trying to be, I would prefer that you had the mental tools to level yourself out when terror hits, because I know it's not fun.

>>76500520
Is this honestly who you thought you'd be?

>>76500737
>continues to make up a story about my life in his head so he can keep lecturing me on how to fix it
>continues to be angry at me for not listening to his advice
you really need help

>>76500724
I don't know, benzo use is just drug use. annoying when people defend it as medicine

>>76500844
and how often does this happen that you decided to turn it in to some weird personal crusade?

>>76493538
xanax wrecks you reaction time. dont drive on it lol

>>76491817 (OP)
Protracted withdrawal. Brain damage. Memory loss.

>>76496493
ok bro yeah you're so sick and ill and life sucks only for you bro you totally need to be medicated

>>76493327
Sorry you went through that. I've had a similar experience with a false accusation but it didn't go as far as yours thank God. Nearly a decade later and it still spooks me on occasion.

I still think you should try your best to cope with as little drug use as possible. Also, stop lashing out at people offering advice that you came here to ask for, you come off as a seething asshole.

>>76494201
Sorry for your loss, but good job on not being a faggot.

>>76502720
I'm not OP, I didnt come here asking for advice. I came to give my input and got called faggot, pussy, drug addict etc so why dont you go call them assholes too

>>76502748
Thanks anon it’s hard right now because I’m alone aswell but it is what it is

>>76502948
>got called faggot, pussy, drug addict etc
You got called that by people who think anxiety the mental illness is the same thing as occasionally feeling a little anxious over things like an exam. Their opinions and insults have no weight because they're talking out of their ass about something they never experienced.

>>76502948
>>76503075 (me)
Not the anon you were replying to btw, just wanted to say not to let what the normalfags in the thread are saying get to you.

>>76491817 (OP)
It will literally erase all your anxiety/worries and problems, you will not give a single fuck about anything or anyone while on it, minor downside is that when you stop taking it you can literally die and you will do stupid shit if you take too much

how does nitrazepam compare to this?
we don't even have xanax in my shithole

Nothing really outside of being a bit lethargic the first weeks, just dont get hooked though

>4 days
fuck this garbage ass board man
/fit/ is dead and 4chan is dead
jannies are fucking useless cunts at best and actively engaged, enabling, and participating in garbage posting
retarded faggots just spam useless drivel 24/7 and slide every on-topic thread
so fucking gay

>>76491971
Just deal with it. The anxiety i dealt with getting sober from alcohol abuse was wild. The cold sweats, racing heart, stabbing chest pains, shaking hands, thoughts going a mile a minute, and right arm going numb. I had to go through this at work manufacturing glass then go home and be a husband and raise my kids. If I can do that for two weeks you can not be a total pussy. Oh and the nightmares and auditory hallucinations and changing my shirt multiple times from being soaked in sweat at night absolutely terrible.