>>76625778 (OP)
I'm not getting older quickly enough. At 32 I've ONLY been a conscious, adult invidividual for like 14 years. This is horrifying. Going by average ages I have another 45 years of this nigger life, only worse cause I will become gradually slower and stupider. I hope some violent leftist shoots me in the neck or I get cancer.
I care more about find a reason to give a shit about anything. I need to do something that actually convincingly matters or I might as well just be an animal wandering around eating and shitting for reason.
Really major paper on stem cell de-aging recently dropped. >protip: it's induction of a deranged China detoxification/chemoresistance enzyme called GSTA4 >>>>/sci/16785705
>>76625778 (OP)
Sometimes I feel the same, then I remember the circumstances and I realize I'd probably do the same thing all over again and that makes me feel at peace. The only thing I'm seriously mad about is not buying BTC.