>>76790054
The minute you stop taking your libido-destroying birth control pills and you let your mensural cycle get back to where it was, you will immediately find him repulsive and go back to fantasizing about being raped by your fictional 6'7 dom vampire boyfriend.
Your work is also a terrible sample size. Everyone in typical office spaces is always super fat, gross, and complacent. Even a 5'1 dude can look hot when surrounded by subhuman filth like that.
He's not the best of the best- he's the best of the worst.
Trying to be genuinely very attractive as a man is a total lost cause if you are undersized because the female limbic system is literally biologically engineered to filter you out. Humans evolved in tribes where polygyny (one male gets all the females) was abandoned in favor of pair-bonds for the sake of individual female security. Female sexual selection evolved to favor men who would make the best bodyguards and providers, meaning they had to be physically large and socially imposing.
The mensural cycle is also optimized for this, where libido and fertility peak at the same time when sexual tastes are tailored the strongest towards those types of traits. 'Swhy even reddit-minded SJW bitches still find military men hot when they're ovulating, and why birth control pills fuck them up.
Na-nah-nah-nah boo boo, I'm right, you're wrong. Height concerns are legit. The entirety of muscle growth fixation in men is soley to become physically larger, and compensate for height
