Thread 106366291

I wish I were autistic and genius enough to develop a stunning program that would impress global people, but I'm just another retard who can't make a proper program. I thought AI can fill the gap between the based programmer and me, but actually it widen the gap and they make masterpieces every week while I'm rotting on my tiny room. How can I cope with this internal sabotages, or so called imposter syndrome? What kind of lifehacks and psychedelic hacks should I have to use? Kinda weird feeling covers me up ahhh. I wish I were more fanatic than the normal person, to be a programmer I'm considering transition, arch and emacs. GOD GIVE ME SCHIZOTIC POWER TO SOLVE THE UNKNOWN PROBLEMS
sincerely.
I wish I were a machine
AHHH

>>106366291 (OP)
willpower, fucker, give it a try.
stop thinking you can master a subject within a fucking week you dumb zoomie

>>106366291 (OP)
Look, as an unremarkable man, it's going to be insanely difficult to impress people online with your skills in basically anything. However, if you were a hot woman, you'd just need to post that you were doing a tutorial to make people remark about your determination and brilliance.

You might think, "So what? I know this and I can't exactly become a hot woman (emphasis on hot)". The principle you need to apply is that people are easily impressed by things that are out of their domain. The hot woman attracts many people clueless about programming naturally (and also has the halo effect). Basically speaking, become a normie away from autists. Then impress them with simple meme websites and apps. You can't just approach people with this as an opener, you have to be embedded in them first.

Good luck on your infiltration mission my fellow autist o7.

>>106366291 (OP)
Decompose the problem into smallest bits
Make a todo list
Strive to pick up some task every day
Even a smallest task is a progress
But truthfully it's hard to make something actually good
And even if you do people don't care and eat bloated shitty slop
It's like putting pearls before swines
I only code stuff for myself
I think it's wrong to start doing something for any other reason than to make something for yourself first
If something is great then you can share it if you want

Stop seeking validation externally and do what you want
There is no meaning to life
We are just here to experience something
When someone wins, thousands lose
There would be no winners if there were no losers
That's the way it is
But it's worth trying to do something
Either embrace creation or embrace consumption
There is nothing wrong with being ordinary
No one should judge you on what you pick in this life
I embraced frugal live, I don't care about wealth
It's hard to both do what you like and have money
When I worked for money I felt miserable doing a bullshit job
People that somehow got money are often more miserable than poor people
Happiness is what you perceive and it's subjective
I would rather be poor than dod a bullshit job again
Fuck people that say you are living your life wrong

I just wish for a painless and peaceful death.

>>106366291 (OP)
Don't make these threads, keep this navel gazing shit to yourself. Nobody has to endure that fart between your ears leaking out. Learn when to shut the fuck up. For you, it's all the time.

>>106366291 (OP)
stop being ESL, also the blogpost board is this way >>>/r9k/
>>106366834
this

>>106366446
Thanks

>>106366450
I gotta troon out

>>106366639
Thanks, bro. I'm going to keep it to my personal knowledge management system that I track

>>106366850
Being ESL is another reason that I hate myself. Honestly it drives me nuts more than the things I mumbled.