>>106950947 (OP)
Please ro understand madarchod, you will never be a brahmin. You have no Yajnopavita, you have no Tilak, you have no Shikha. You are a dalit bhenchod twisted by Jews and poo into a crude mockery of Vishnu's perfection.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back actual people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.
White Men are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed white men to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even dallits who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a white man. Your poo skin is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a H1B, they’ll turn tail and bolt the second they get a whiff of your diseased, curry smelling ass.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear – you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll throw you in the Ganges with a piece of poo marked with your birth class, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a dallit is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably dalit.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
