>>29181353
his letter:
"I'm really sorry about the absurd action I did or will do. For real, life is way too tiring. This is not just a hasty action in a moment of anger. I have been thinking about this for very long but holding back out of fear for the regrets. Regret because of these wandering thoughts about doing this would bring bad luck. Regrets of my friends, of the games I quit long ago, of the songs I have never listened. It might be not because my life is miserable, maybe I was just too negative. However it is, the result is the same.
This might not be any one's fault except mine. A brief explanation.
I am sorry for Tu for having to put up with mom's temperament. Mom was always caring but she always did things wrong and overreacted. Gradually, your brother realized he didn't see the benefits of sharing his thoughts when they had never seemed as important.
And Dad, a person who is hot-tempered, less interested, less involved but always wants to have look like he knows what he's doing.
This letter wasn't fancy or structured, Ah well, these must be the last lines.
Farewell. Huh, today is April 1st, how fitting, because life has always been a joke."
