>>29302274
It's weird. I have no problem talking to and interacting with women. I hold conversations with them easily. I even flirt and sometimes its reciprocated. I've even had them tell me I'm good looking from out of the blue, and that I'm funny. And yet, every single one I've been genuinely interested in pursuing has always seemed to lose interest in me for someone else, or just not be interested in me at all. I somehow got to 31 years old like this (almost 32). My whole life, I've avoided the idea of casual hookups or quick flings. It was a nice ideal to hold to when I was in my 20s, but now in my 30s I'm really feeling like I made all the wrong decisions. And not a lot of women my age or younger find a virgin man in his early 30s appealing as an ideal partner.
And yes, I tried embracing the meme and pursuing wizardom. That shit unironically is real (have had some wild shit happen), but that's a conversation for another time and I don't necessarily know if I want to keep going down that path.
