Thread 17917721

Hello, Hope you're having a nice day.
I've been depressed and unmotivated person for a basically my entire adulthood and honestly became thoroughly sick and exhausted of this world, Barely bring myself to get up in the morning or do daily tasks. I wish for you to include me in your prayers for God to mercifully take my soul like in an accident or a quick sickness or a heart attack.

I'm honestly not entirely sold out on christianity but I'm asking just in case prayers actually work and my wish is delivered.
>Why don't you just kill yourself?
I'm instilled with the belief and utterly terrified of the chance no matter how small of being sent to hell for suicide. It genuinely makes me ice cold from fear.
nd before you complain about technicalities and request some information for your prayers to work rather than praying for a random unknown anon: My names is Elias Rademaker
I implore that m request is given even if modest consideration, I'm truly tired. Can't go much further. I'd be mighty grateful if you do.

I'll pray for you

>>17917721 (OP)

Let nothing disturb you,
Let nothing frighten you,
All things are passing away:
God never changes.
Patience obtains all things
Whoever has God lacks nothing;
God alone suffices.

Anima Christi, sanctifica me.
Corpus Christi, salva me.
Sanguis Christi, inebria me.
Aqua lateris Christi, lava me.
Passio Christi, conforta me.
O bone Iesu, exaudi me.
Intra tua vulnera absconde me.
Ne permittas me separari a te.
Ab hoste maligno defende me.
In hora mortis meae voca me.
Et iube me venire ad te,
Ut cum Sanctis tuis laudem te
in saecula saeculorum.
Amen.

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>>17919573
Fully expected my thread to be archived without replies by now, thanks frens