>>17917913 (OP)
The reason why you can't utter his name is because he detests and despises you. Yahu. Say it.
>אלוהים עוד ויומר משה: תאמר אל בני יהוה אלהי אבתיכם אלהי אברהם אלהי יצחק ואלהי יעקב שלחני אליכם. זה שמי לעולם וזה זכרי לדר.
And God also said to Moses: Tell the sons of Israel, YAHU, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, sent me to you. This is my forever, and this is my remembrance for all generations.