>>7619715 (OP)Yeah if you want that to work for you, you're going to have to like rewatch lessons, take notes, really concentrate and engage and try to build up the skills Proko talks about.
I don't have a great metaphor for this, but a lot of /beg/ artists treat learning art like driving a car, where you just look up how to then grind up a bunch of hours driving around the neighbourhood. Going on longer drives isn't going to improve that much.
You want to treat it like trying to get the fastest possible time on a rally track - need to be asking yourself constantly why you're not getting the results you want. Earnestly too, I don't mean just saying "oh I'm bad :(", look at your art, it's a visual medium and specifically target where you're lacking.
I don't mean go fast, just the level of engagement you want to be approaching stuff with.
And also do you really give a shit about fine art, in my experience people normally do stuff like this because they think they should.