>>7768798 (OP)
I measure myself by my ability to pay bills on my art. Which I've been able to pretty well recently.
I guess that makes me good at the commission game but a great artist? I don't think so.
In the grand scheme of things, in the scope and scale and breadth of all art history, I'm fucking nothing.
I'm a middling illustrator, the equivalent of someone drawing advertising for off brand suit jackets in a magazine in the 40s.
The master artists are significantly ahead of the average artist and are at the level where there's like a handful in a generation.
To be great, to be better than good, let alone good, is such a rare thing.