>>214491536
Why does it matter?
SHOULD you feel bad about it?
Ultimately whether your penis lives to see an other orifice (preferably a female one), is irrelevant.
Try to sit with yourself and line up/understand what you feel like is remotely interesting enough for you to take for an endeavour.
Validate yourself internally in healthy ways, get a hobby, eat well, watch fun stuff, do fun things, be sad at times.
Then whatever comes next is complentary.
We as humans are capable of manipulation our biological component, and that to me is plus, you'd argue its a cope and that life is in reality indifferent and worthless.
But to me that's how fulfillment is achieved.
Through knowing who you are well, knowing more about the world, and making carefully weighted assessments.