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>You think it‘s mere envy I feel?
I think you feel sadness for being more aware of reality, but thats the wrong kind of thinking.
>Is this what you‘re trying to say?
I personally believe that the whole universe is mental, being continuously created by our will and wants. You are part of this world and just like it influences you, you can influence it back. Its a two way road.
>I doubt the reported feeling is anything else but novelty mixed with escapism and the primal neurochemistry that provides for attraction which would result in offspring.
I believe there is physical love but there are also more spiritual kinds of love that go much deeper. True love comes from two wills being united in one and willing the same out of their own free will.
>Psychological egoism denies true empathy. That‘s probably the reason you dislike your friends. I do as well
We only help others because it gives us something or makes us feel good? What if instead we help others because we're part of one collective, sharing one uncouncious mind?