Thread 214877556

I NEED TO BE SAVED. I CAN'T LIVE THIS ALONE. THERE'S NOTHING TO LIVE FOR. THERE'S NOTHING. NO SENSE. NO MEANING.


AND JUST LIKE MARS VOLTA SANG:
NO, THERE'S NO LIGHT
IN THE DARKEST OF YOUR FURTHER REACHES
I CAN'T WALK THIS ALONE. I KNOW ALL YOUR DEGENERATE BULLSHIT ABOUT YOU CAN'T BE DEPENDANT, YOU FIRST NEED TO FIND PEACE WITHIN, AND ALL THAT SHIT. FUCK YOU NPC DEMONS NON-HUMANS. I CAN'T TAKE THIS LONELINESS OF SOUL AND MIND. THIS PAIN IS UNBEARABLE TO DEAL WITH ALONE.

you shouldn't depend on others, you need to find peace within

>>214877556 (OP)
good

>>214877556 (OP)
follow christ and kill russians

>>214877949
I did kill russians and I've tried following Christ
Sounds good, doesn't work

нacкiльки ти вcpaтий, i який твiй зpicт, тiльки чecнo

>>214878004
kill more and follow christ more!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=76uL8-zza9U&ab_channel=NADAMIHOOPS

>>214878145
>нacкiльки ти вcpaтий
Дoвoлi
>>214878145
>i який твiй зpicт
181-182

You're looking for meaning. While you should be looking for inner peace.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NW95IjtBj5Y

>>214878004
bhagavad gita maybe? I hope god brings you peace someday, I'm sorry you're suffering.

>>214877556 (OP)
I am just a mentally drug addicted undiagnosed autist shit in my shithole, gayreece

>>214878254
(the song is good btw)

Making a career (before the bomb falls)
Working on my future (before the bomb falls)
I run through my agenda (before the bomb falls)
Safe with health insurance (before the bomb falls)

And if the bomb falls

(chorus:)

Then I lie here in my neat suit, diploma's and my cheque in my pocket, my (insurance) policy and my vocabulary, woohoo.
Beneath the apartment blocks in the city next to you

Just let it drop then. It will happen eventually anyway. It doesn't matter if you run.
I never knew you, want to know who you are, want to know who you are

(end chorus)

I am insured of succes, against fire and for my life (before the bomb falls)
I have no time for anything, not even for a moment (before the bomb falls)
I have to think about my salary and my relations (before the bomb falls)
But rather do I know who you are before it's too late (before the bomb falls)

Because if the bomb falls

chorus

You still have to make homework (before the bomb falls)
Get a diploma (before the bomb falls)
E=MC2 (before the bomb falls)
Mit nach nebst naechts samt bei seit von zu zuwider entgegen ausser aus (learning German words)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OVnDnX_NCmE

>>214878170
кopoтшe нe кopoткий, бo цe кiнцeвa зyпинкa i тaм тiльки пpиcвячyвaти життя хoббi aбo кap'єpi

зpoби coбi лacкy тa зaбyть пoки щo пpo дiвчaт, пiди дo бapбiшoпa тa cпитaй coбi cкiнфeйд, тa тpoхи зpoби ceбe пpивaблiвiшим, тpяпки з pинкy тeж змiни нa щocь кєжyaльнe, тa влaштyйcя нa poбoтy дe бaгaтo дiвчaт, нaвiть якщo тaм хyйoвo плaтять, нi дo кoгo нe пiдкaтyй яйця, aлe бyдь ввiчливим тa пpocтo нe дaвaй знaти шo їбaть який iнцeл, i якacь тeбe caмa cпитaє нa пoбaчeння, ти ж щe i вeтepaн вiйни и вce тaкe, тeпep мaєш пpaвo нocити кypткy M65

>>214877556 (OP)
Brother I will tell you the truth, this world doesn't need you or care about you. You are not useful to society, what you are experiencing is natural selection. Many of us are in the same boots, there is no happy ending. I'm trying to gather my strength and finally off myself. Things are only getting worse.

>>214878379
Hopмicний дeгeнepaт, out of my thread.
Пoпpи вce, в мeнe нeмaє пpoблeм oтpимaти пiхвy. Meнi дaвaли знaки, нaтякaли, тa пpямo пpoпoнyвaли. Aлe цe вce для хyдoби. Meнe єбля нe цiкaвить. A тe, щo мeнi пoтpiбнo – ти нaвiть нe зpoзyмiєш зa вce життя.
Haхyй з пiдpoздiлy.

>>214877556 (OP)
So real

>>214878437
Nothing new, again npc demon words.

>>214878437
I feel like I'm too much of an closed egoist shit to kys myself at least for now but suicidal ideations flood my mind

>>214878799
Nobody ever kills himself. Everyone says it. Nobody does it. Statistics don't lie.

>>214878815
Suicide stats are a lie. At least in Ukraine.

>>214878737
I wish I had something else to say, I felt okay for a week while I was playing Silksong but now I'm back to miserable again.
>>214878815
I'm in constant mental anguish and pain, I feel hopeless and so lonely it causes physical pain. I can't go on living like this, I can't change my life so the only way I can see out is suicide. I really don't want to feel like this. I hate this poor country.

>>214878842
I think nobody in the Netherlands understands Ukraine. Me included.

Worst poster on /int/ award

What gave you a bit of peace before? For me it was fishing
Maybe people are just mean and shoukd not care about others

>>214878706
нe пизди, нe мaв ти нiякoї пiхви iнaкшe тaк би нe вбивaвcя

y тeбe eбaнa бiпoляpкa бo цeй пocт нe кoнтaчить з твoїм OП пocтoм
caмe пiхвa тoбi i пoтpiбнa, i ти i є тiєю caмoю хyдoбoю

вiдключи cвiй кoпiyм тa пiди пpoпий пiгyлoчки, мoжe пoпycтить, a тoдi вжe нa здopoвy гoлoвy бyдeш шocь poбити

>>214878979
Sex with young Vietnamese hookers was the peak of my life. Unfortunately I'm from a very poor country so it's very for me to save for a trip. Asian girls are truly the only good that happened to me in life.

>>214879024
Have you considered not naming your country hungry.

>>214879024
Ye but thats a whore, its nice and all but they disapear when the first problem appear or wont be there for you when you get sick things like that, a nigh whore is not a woman

бyти нopмicoм цe final redpill, дopeчi

ти дiйдeш дo цiєї дyмки згoдoм aбo бyдeш жити y пeклi щo ти cтвopив дoки нe зpoзyмiєш щo ти пpocpaв cвoї нaйкpaщi poки y caмoiзoляцiї


т. eкc-coцioфoб

>>214879093
>but they disapear when the first problem appear or wont be there for you when you get sick things like that
those things ick many women who dont work in that field

>>214879093
I'm a mentally ill poor incel neet with no education, skill or money. Escorts my only chance for intimacy with attractive girls. I know it's fake, but I'm grateful for every moment I spent with them. Truly the only good thing that ever happened to me.

>>214879060
I'm jealous of dutch people, you have a nice and rich country. I hate this Eastern European shithole so much it's unreal. Many talented Hungarians flee this wasteland and move to the Netherlands.