i keep finding more stretch marks and i think i have a muffin top. i'm not even a year on estrogen and my BDD is about to turn into normal cis woman body dysmorphia. i'm so close to becoming anorexic again

>>40395093 (OP)
congrats on becoming a real woman op

>>40395093 (OP)
>not even a year on estrogen
Fucked up, it took getting SRS for me to get an ED

>>40395093 (OP)
Chill out
I have stretch marks on my ass, knees, back (horizontal), hips, and my A cup tits. Never been overweight. AFAB. It just happens, no one will care.

>>40395128
this desu
you may even come to like them i think mine are cool..like tiger stripes or something

>>40395140
my gf says she likes them on my butt, it's the only thing keeping me calm about them

>>40395093 (OP)
No anon stretch marks and muffin top are a gift from g-d. You'll be more beautiful than you could ever imagine

>>40395093 (OP)
I had stretch marks pre hrt on inner thighs and i never been fat idgi

>>40395101
transitioning has made me realise i've been completely fembrained my entire life. total obliteration to "male socialisation"

>>40395093 (OP)
post body

>>40395497
my gf doesn't want me to. she says it's "all hers"

>>40395093 (OP)
You can buy a microneedleing pen to reduce the strech marks of they bother you.

>>40395560
aww how cute, does she mark you up so you dont forget that?

>>40397321
yes >_< that also makes me feel better about the stretch marks

>>40395257
wtf does this mean??

>>40398115
i realised that every thought pattern i have that's recognisably gendered is feminine instead of masculine. i've literally never mentally related to any normal cis man

this includes my fucked up social experience at an all boys school growing up, my teenage anorexia and self harm, my relationship with my mom, my relationship with any of my hypothetical future children that i can't give birth to, and also all the doctors who have called me hysterical instead of treating me......

>>40398536
this isnt special. thats literally all truetrannies.

>>40395093 (OP)
but that's sexy

>>40398624
i don't think it's special, i think the fact people don't acknowledge it means a lot of us are forced to suffer more than we should be

>>40398640
why tf do u suffer under your socialization? thats literally a thing u can choose instead of ur body? why werent u a flaming fag in highschool that only hung with girls? nobody forced u to retreat into ur room to play fallout new vegas...

>>40398536
i relate honestly. i call myself faketrans because i have very few pre-puberty memories of wanting to be a girl or whatever, but a lot of the time it feels like male socialization never worked on me. ive always been meek and submissive and into non-masculine things. now that im on hrt sometimes it feels like im letting me see myself as a girl too easily because i still have a male body :c

>>40398726
male socialization is a choice. thats why.

>>40398741
incomprehensible to me how anyone chooses to engage with such vile reprehensible culture

>>40398741
i mean, not really? kind of, but male socialization was all but forced on me to the extent that i got it. i was prevented from having anything close to female socialization cuz of my gender-segregated religious upbringing, but because of my resistance to the male side of that i kinda just got... no socialization. well, except for lying. i got extremely good at that and thats how i made friends

>>40398687
i suffered because i WAS female socialised but denied a remotely normal environment for a girl. i never went to a school with any girls at any point, and was forced to "be a boy" even though it was social torture

>>40395093 (OP)
almost no cis woman is without stretchmarks, mostly on their chest or thighs, from puberty.

>>40395128
Horizontal back stretch marks are a sign of a connective tissue disorder get that checked out