I'm extremely uncomfortable talking about trans stuff to anybody in my life because it's awkward and they'll probably see me as a disgusting moid pervert for it and I don't like whining or whatever. So I never talk about it.
The issue is that because i just kinda try bottle everything up to avoid talking about it, my unaccepting parents appear to think they're "winning" and that they were correct that I'll just get over it eventually, if they do ask me about it I'll say it's still there but "not that bad right now" because I don't want them worrying about me and I especially don't want to talk about it where it'll end up as them screaming at me for being a confused autistic boy tricked by the internet or whatever.
I wish I could afford to move out but that won't be for another year but I just hate so much that they probably think they're right and doing a great job when my dysphoria is worse than ever.
What we ye recommend I do ig idk I really don't want to have another conversation about it but it feels like I have to at some point but i hate talking about it so much. Idk have ye dealt with anything similar?

>>40403855 (OP)
Nothing you can do sorry
Just endure and move out
Stop it’s I bad shit
Tell them you always felt it

>>40403866
Issue is I haven't always felt like this. They're like kind of right, I'm extremely faketrans, no dysphoria at all until i was 17 and extremely malebrained. Now it's been over 3 years of it with it only getting worse but it's still a very faketrans story, they'll never believe me ever because of it. I don't even fully believe myself.

same here but I'm not even trans. but when my family brings up how "I don't mind the homosexuals but this transgenderism has gone too far" I sperg out and everyone thinks I've gone off the deep end, so now I just don't say anything

>>40403855 (OP)
if you're an adult they have 0 say in it, truthfully.

>>40403971
See my family doesn't really do that, they'd honestly probably accept me if I was trutrans, but I'm not. And me being quiet about feeling shit for dysphoria only makes me look more faketrans but I'd rather avoid the fight
>>40404002
Well yeah I'm trooning out right now regardless just manmoding, only a couple months on hrt, I'd still like for them to accept me and understand me for it's own sake though because I'm not going to be able to hide it forever.

>>40404026
you can probably hide it from them for the year or 2. they'llnotice you havenice skin, and tits tho. then they might smell you.
cause hrt has a smell to it.

>>40404036
The nice skin is easy to explain, I'm into skincare stuff. Smell idk I'll keep putting on my moid deodorant. The tits are obviously the biggest issue, I doubt I'll have much growth desu but I really wouldn't know how to hide them, I have an idea ig so I'll just see how it goes. Tbh if they catch me anyway it might help convince them I'm serious about it and not some confused autistic boy but I doubt it so I'll work out how to hide it better.

>>40404026
oh i miss the wholepoint of what iw as trying to say.
you'll grow into it. and they wont notice the changes. and slowly you grow into hrt. and starting out is turbulent, then when everything catches up it levels out a bit.
if your parents are neglectful or not close or warm you can literally go years without them knowing.
you have to be a little surgical in who you tell first. and see how they react and build your supports.
then once you have enough support then tell mom and dad and fuck whatever they think.
its like ripping off a bandaid. they'll get used to it.
and they'll probably respect you for being brave/defiant and doing what you think is self actualization..
its a complex thing. good luck.

i told people outside of my family 1st. then my family and bros. and then mom, and finally dad.
so build up your supports 1st and be surgical about it.
you should probably start by telling 1 trusted person and watch that shit spread like wildfire.

>>40404085
I've tried to troon before but had to stop because I got caught (not fully caught with my diy hrt, I admitted to trying to get on informed consent though) and i should have been more defiant then instead of rolling over, i just wanted to avoid conflict and fighting but it definitely made things much worse. i told a handful of my friends then in order to get stuff delivered to them and u think it was ok. They didn't really understand or take me seriously much, probably because i was again faketrans and manmoding so they just saw a regular ass moid, but they were nice and helpful so idk that was nice. This time around I've told nobody idk i think I'll wait a good while longer before i tell anyone because it is awkward as fuck no matter what. I feel things will be able to go better this time though.

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>>40403855 (OP)
I have a friend like this that I haven't spoken to as much especially after high school and she was and I guess is a lot like this. Maybe I'm just an avoidant faggot (likely) but it's not like I feel it's my place to push anyone to open up about stuff like that either.