Breast envy edition

QOTT: whats your favorite movie?

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FAQ:
>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?
>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?
>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?
Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.
>Do you love me, OP?
stares at you with my big black moth eyes
>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?
Only difference is that our flag is prettier.
>Am I bi if i have periods where I feel only attracted to women and others where I feel only attracted to men?
This is known as the bi-cycle and many bisexuals experience it.
>Am I bi or am I 'prison gay' or porn addicted?
'Prison gay' is not a real thing and porn addiction does not alter your sexual orientation. You are bi.
>Am I bi or pan if I like trans people?
Both are able to be attracted to trans people.
>I think I might be bi but I can't tell. How can I be certain?
Just make a point to check out members of the sex you think you might be attracted to and see if anyone grabs your attention.
>Should I be harsh on myself?
You should be kind on yourself. Few people will do it for you

Resource for Bisexuals:
https://biresource.org/

bear mcreary looks like a heavy metal jay

m'trannies~

i need a boyfriend

>>40451822 (OP)
>Breast envy edition

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>>40451822 (OP)
>QOTT: whats your favorite movie?
Probably La La Land desu, I've gotten so much bi panic from Ryan Gosling and Emma Stone...

>>40451822 (OP)
>whats your favorite movie?
Either The Incredibles (my childhood favorite) or The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring

>>40452423
truly based choices

>>40452373
la la land, bye bye man.....dont think it dont say it....

>>40452442
Do you have a favorite?

>>40451822 (OP)
>QOTT: whats your favorite movie?
I have several, so it depends on the mood

Usually I would go for Alien by Ridley Scott, or the whole LotR trilogy by Peter Jackson

>>40452549
Yay, another LOTR enjoyer

>>40451822 (OP)
Am I following a trend if I say LOTR Return of the King is my favourite?>>40452373
Same but for me it is Love Actually, that movie is fucking hilarious I love it

Qott: Spirited Away
Question for guys:
Is my tummy too big to be kissable and breedable https://unsee cc/album#8gRVmYcTMCbn

>>40453039
Nah, your tummy is fine. (Personally, facial features are what matter most to me)

>>40452470
this is me irl btw

the incredibles would be on my list too, as well as terminator 2

My ideal life partner is a cis woman and I love fucking pussy. But I also like doing everything but anal with men. Am I truly Bi at that point or am I just a fucking weirdo?

>>40454407
Sounds like you're still bi to me!

>>40451822 (OP)
Why does Adderall flare up my bi-ness so hard? I lean straight the vast majority of the time but once I take a pill I'll spend the afternoon compulsively jerking off to FraternityX bareback himbo jock orgies and sexting with hot guys on Grindr. Sorry if it's too much information but I'm trying to be as straightforward as possible, Idk what the fuck is going on with me

>>40456811
I've never had Adderall , but MDMA (also a stimulant) makes me super assertive+receptive to both women or men or whoever is there, and weed makes me want to bottom.

>>40451822 (OP)
Lawrence of Arabia
>>40451956
Same, man

What’s the most kinkiest thing you have ever done, /bigen/?

>>40457870
Bought a dildo a week ago. I've been getting used to having my ass stretched while I stroke.

>>40457870
ive done a lot of kinky shit over the last month but i gotta say that me and my partner taking turns snorting coke off of each others bodies is definitely up there

>>40457870
Dildo spitroast, probably. Also built my own sex machine.

>>40451822 (OP)
I love Eight Crazy Nights so much it's unreal.
I need to connect with someone who will understand my madness when it comes to worshipping Eight Crazy Nights. I'm drowning in it

>>40457870
circle jerk in the woods cruising about 6 dudes young to old

>>40457969
this reminds me of robocop

>>40456835
this explains why theres always so many twinks at the smoke shop

are any of you spiritual/religious? i was never the spiritual type (i was raised as catholic but it never rly “resonated” with me) but lately ive been reading up on dharmic faith (mainly hinduism) and im like yk what maybe i could use god in my life

>>40461152
Had a religious awakening last year while studying Egyptian religion and teaching myself Middle Egyptian. I think that Western polytheistic traditions all touch on basically the same set of essential truths about reality, and many people in ancient Egypt/Greece/Rome agreed.
My specific beliefs are a bit tl;dr for this thread, metaphysically speculative, and pretty schizo-sounding to the average modern reader. Suffice to say, I pray and make offerings to Thoth, and it's a nice feeling.

>>40451822 (OP)
death by hanging 1968 Nagisa Oshima. fucking rules!

>>40461152
Also raised catholic, finally came out as atheist last year.
There's just no quality evidence for any higher power.
Still, I continue developing my philosophy and values (a life long goal everyone should have).

>>40451822 (OP)
Need to cum in a femboys gf and make him eat her out

What drives bisexual women to do this with their cishet boyfriends?

>>40461727
Is it still possible to go to parties and have an experience like this at 24?

>>40461773
zoomers have such a terrible view of age. you could even do things like that at the ancient unknowable age of 34, in your final moments before turning to dust

>>40451822 (OP)
>QOTT: whats your favorite movie?
Probably An American Tail.

>>40457870
I when inside an adult store and bought nothing

>>40462216
Yeah lol the average age of the people in that picture is above 24.

>>40451822 (OP)
I won't live through this level of tummy ache.

>>40462216
Where? I felt out of place in those and mixers in most my 20s.

>>40462216
Uhm actually sweaty, you should stop having fun and dreaming of things at age 14, it's time to grow up and be realistic honey

>>40461773
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VS93y0-YEhc

sorry for the blogpost in advance but I need some advice and need to clear my head. Essentially Ive been a spineless people pleaser my whole life, the avg neglected middle child, etc ,etc. I definitely pushed romantic feelings onto a friend that didn't want those romantic feelings, Ive taken accountability for that. We are from the same friend group and for a long period of time for about 3 years for lack of a better word felt like I had him all to myself but whenever I see his profile picture It triggers me like I dont understand like my chest gets tight and it flares up. When I see his profile picture on discord is online and he hasnt sent me a message I get triggered, when I see his steam profile picture I get triggered, it literally feels horrible. I don't talk to him because I was just obsessed with his attention. Ive had an actual relationship sense then with a guy I really liked that wasn't him but he had to move back home because he was studying abroad. Now my brain is in fight or flight mode trying to get another meaningful connection and I think about messaging him and stop myself because I just want his attention and he does not want me. We spent alot of time with each other and I just cannot get over the pain I went through knowing it meant nothing to him. I am relapsing so bad, even right now I think I just want validation. I know this wont last forever there will be a day when I dont think about him at all but looking for a job right now has my self worth feeling the absolute lowest its ever been. I cant give up though I dont know why living while giving up somehow feels worse than all of this. I genuinely feel like Im losing my mind.

>>40461278
i always thought ancient egyptian mythology was so interesting :o i never knew ppl worshipped their gods in the modern day
since u said ur religious views are rather esoteric do u have a community to turn to? or do u just worship on ur own
>>40461596
yeah i was the same way
im trying to pray and meditate but i just dont Feel anything (i think its bc my mind easily wanders) like many ppl say but oddly enough it still feels like its calling to me idk
>Still, I continue developing my philosophy and values
philosophy was one of my fave subjects in school and i do wanna get back into it but idk where to start
do u have any suggestions on literature that i can read in my spare time?

>>40464751
You need to let go. Whatever image of this person you have constructed in your mind isn't real.
Focus on improving yourself and being happy single. That way when you fall in love with someone, you can be sure that you have a genuine connection.
Or something or other, IDK, I haven't started dating yet (young and still working on myself).

>>40464769
>do u have any suggestions on literature that i can read in my spare time?
Nope, I just read Wikipedia articles on different ideologies and theories and then spend my time thinking it all over to see what makes sense.
Some fun ones to get started with:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deontology
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Emotivism
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Compatibilism
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conceptualism
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Principle_of_double_effect
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychological_egoism

>>40462216
I'm 32 and went to an arcade bar that mainly attracts a young crowd. I immediately felt so out of place and old that I left as soon as I spent my tokens.

>>40464769
There are modern Egyptian worship communities and as best I can tell they're all terrible. Basically every "neopagan" group is similarly garbage.
I'm on my own unless I start a cult.

>>40465854
All neo-paganism is garbage from the get go because there is no tradition that can instruct you in the """faith""". And that's why the modern "practitioners" turn to the books written by Christian detractors and just make shit up, and I can't imagine how empty that must feel lol

>>40466059
On the metaphysical side, a lot of the problems stem from the fact that (I believe) the gods are very literally dead and are currently that way on purpose. People go aping old traditions with no regard for the realities of the current situation—it's empty worship.

>>40466152
That's not a bad take. I don't like the way you use the word "tradition" here, because there /is/ no neo-pagan tradition, but I agree otherwise.

>>40466059
>>40465854
yeah from what ive seen a lot of neopaganism and wicca seems juvenile and too wrapped up in ego and the way a lot of them say that they “work with” instead of “worship” deities is very telling
>>40465472
tyvm for the recommendations i will be reading up on them later! <3

>>40466299
>wicca seems juvenile and too wrapped up in ego
100% agreed.
>a lot of them say that they “work with”
To be fair to them, that's fairly common lingo in Occult circles afaik

>>40466233
>I don't like the way you use the word "tradition" here, because there /is/ no neo-pagan tradition
Well yeah, in reference to tradition I wasn't talking about neopagans at all.
People obviously don't have access to a full understanding of classical practices because the line of tradition broke, so we're stuck with what can be inferred from the materials that remain. So many people naively think you can just pick up the scattered pieces and occupy the corpse of the old religion while making no real moves forward, and that shit is spiritually bankrupt.

>>40466549
Word.

>>40465472
>Whatever image of this person you have constructed in your mind isn't real.
I forreal gotta remind myself this thanks anon

>>40466299
>the way a lot of them say that they “work with” instead of “worship” deities is very telling
Nobody in today's world has the spiritual strength to do it (also the gods are dead, making it moot), but this isn't the stupidest thing to say. Don't get me wrong, it's absolutely indicative of inflated ego and immaturity, but there's a kernel of something more.
At least in Egypt, people's attitudes toward divinity were very different than you see in most religions today. People worshiped, obviously, but there was a coexisting belief that properly enacting certain formulae would allow someone to "compel" divine action on some specific problem. This stems from the understanding that divinity is both something with an ego/identity AND a ubiquitous natural force that follows predictable laws.
Consider a river- you as an individual can't redirect it, but you could build a waterwheel and harness its power to run your mill and achieve things beyond your sole capacity in that way. Not a perfect analogy but it's in the ballpark.

>>40466299
>>40466623
np, glad to be of service <3

I think the worst thing about going back to bl and otome games is that I can't discuss them anywhere and /blog/ has either a schizophrenic mod or janny that shadow removes posts if someone seems like a man.
God i miss sword and when cm had vn thrwads where discussion could actually happen instead of photo dumps.

>>40465489
this sounds like a you problem

>>40451822 (OP)
Lord of the rings, the whole trilogy. Two towers if I must pick.

>>40458998
>I love Eight Crazy Nights so much it's unreal.
>I need to connect with someone who will understand my madness when it comes to worshipping Eight Crazy Nights.
This movie in its DVD form was the last piece of physical media my sister and I watched together before she died of cancer 10 months ago--everything we watched afterward was all streaming.
I could fill a textbox with our shared history over this film, but I'll just keep it short and say: In that nightmare of those last few weeks, to us, this DVD menu was a true gift:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bY00SThYeGE

Odds are I'm probably not going to be connecting with you beyond this thread, but why do you like--I mean worship the movie?
For me (besides my personal history with it) it's because "Long Ago" is one of the most unique fulcra of any animated musical, as well as its being a really pretty composition which I frequently hum at the ends of the calendar.

>>40464659
Interesting video, thanks.

>>40467397
nta but I don't think any 34 year old would want to hang out with a group of early 20's ppl.

>>40465489
>>40470689
Just find other people late 20s to mid 30s. It's not too hard lol

>>40470689
Depends on the settings. Bars Feel off for me but, anime arcades I definitely have, airsoft events too, and rafting. Not thst you should ever look for relationships in those.

>>40471195
Yeah I do sports and anime cons and I find the age ranges are like 18 to 50 and people get along fine.

i want to sleep with my boss so much its unreal

Checking both fem rep gen and rep gen out of boredom and terminal doom scrolling is the worst. I should sleep already.
>>40471212
Whats holding you?

>>40471232
i dont think hes gay and i dont think he knows im bi
and im too goddamned awkward and thirsty for him i can barely hold a conversation nevermind try to gauge any interest

>>40470689
Oh yeah. I went to a club with my friends for my 30th birthday, and I just immediately felt like a dinosaur after looking around.
The march to death stops for no one...

>>40451956
I need a twink to bounce on it and moan like a girl a week ago.

>>40472027
im right here

>>40472072
Exactly. You're over there and not bouncing on my dick rn.

>>40472169
i could be bouncing on it though, i dont think i can do it a week ago though

>>40472188
Then get over here and start bouncing.

Do men like bald guys? I know it depends, but generally, do you guys find that bald men can be attractive?

I'm currently attempting to spit in the face of nature in the form of finasteride, but I honestly think my time and mental health would be better if I just accepted my hair-loss and shaved it. However my hair-loss isn't that bad just yet, but I feel like I'm just kicking this can down the road. My only solace is the possibility that it wouldn't actually look that bad; I'm in decent shape (6'1", 175lbs) and my head shape *appears* to be good, but I can't bear to take the jump... I could also stop being such a fucking pussy and just do with without worrying what others think, but hey, you can't win them all.

>>40472309
>do you guys find that bald men can be attractive?
Yes, do shave it all off though, bald is good, balding less so.

>>40472308
nvm now im scared you werent supposed to flirt back

rejected a young guy on grindr felt horrible about it. Normally I leave people on read if they dont turn me on, but this guy wasnt even bad looking he just wasnt my type ToT I told him "Im sorry I didnt feel a connection" after he showed me his butthole :/

>>40451822 (OP)
i see that melon link

>>40451822 (OP)

This one person wants to sleep with me, as in just lying together in the bed throughout the night. It weirds me out and I don't want it.
Is this normal?

>>40472956
that sounds amazing anon, i think you just have problems but i might be biased because i would probably cry if somebody i liked didnt want to sleep in the same bed

>>40472956
What's weird about it to you?

>>40472923
in the real world, the fish gets the twink

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND THINKING ABOUT HIM MAKES ME SO HAPPY
if he ever leaves me im killing myself

>>40473273
The person seems too clingy.

>>40473433
Are you dating?

>>40473450
No. I just wanted to try homosex.

>>40472309
I don't mind it.
>>40472956
God I need that.

>>40469294
That's incredibly touching anon
I can only hope that you've been able to grieve and wish you the best <3

>to us, this DVD menu was a true gift: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bY00SThYeGE [Embed]
It's so comfy I've watched it twice, the animation is so good too.

I was memeing with a pasta sadly, that movie is a bit of a running gag on the movie night server, where we had a great time watching it. Every movie night stream title is a pun on the movie name + eight crazy nights and it's been that way for so long I don't even remember when or why it started at this point

I'll listen to Long Ago thinking of you and your sister anon, hug you
I'm not in the happiest place right now and your post was very nice

>>40471292
>>40471212
lol I used to also wanna bang my bosses

Anyone else feel like the gender war stuff is bleeding too much outside of the usual places you would expect? These days it seems like the younger people have really bleak views of the opposite sex even for me.

>>40473883
I've honestly only ever seen it online, but maybe it's different for under30s

>>40461152
No but also yes? I’m strictly atheistic and nihilistic but I kind of believe that everything has a “soul” including shit like chairs and houses. Like if you mistreat a pencil it’s gonna come back to haunt you even if it technically cant, that kind of thing

>>40461152
Acid trips are the only spirituality I need

>>40473890
I'm barely under 30 but the new interns are like 21-23. It was bad around ny age group just online I fear what it's like for younger people.

>>40472923
Based Link x Sidon enjoyer.
AO3 has some good fanfics including them.

>>40451822 (OP)
Finally came out to 2 of my friends and they were both super supportive but they also said they could tell and had their suspicions
I guess I'm really bad at hiding this lol

>>40473883
Well, I'm pretty sure we're all headed in a similar direction as South Korea. Korean men and women loathe each other, not just on the internet but also IRL (https://carnegieendowment.org/research/2025/04/the-fight-over-gender-equality-in-south-korea?lang=en)
I mean, men and women already inhabit vastly different spaces here in the west and I think it's gonna get worse before it gets better. See pic related for a source in support of this prediction

>>40472923
I feel like I'm the only person who thought Sidon was annoying as all fuck.

>>40476148
You are right talking crack pipe, I do need to pickup smoking again.

>>40476263

>>40476326

How do I know if a male friend is bisexual?

>>40477206
How close are you, they will say if you ask and make it clear you don't mind what peoples sexualities are.

>>40477243
How would I just be able to ask out of the blue without drawing suspicion and potentially destroying their friendship?

>>40477258
NTA, but maybe when you are hanging out you can talk about dating and ask to clarify what their sexuality is.

>>40476148
Oof, yeah, I hope this doesn't hold true for the US, but IDK.

>>40478269
They need protein
Protein produced by men
Protein you can see
See-men

I am NOT attracted to transgenders.

>>40473875
There's just something about people in a position of power, gets me GOING

Why no discord link why?

>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT
>MOVIE NIGHT
MOVIE NIGHT

A reminder that tomorrow at 21 GMT we will vote for the next two movies for Movie Night! If you want you can also give your recommendation by replying to this post

>what the hell is "movie night"
its a special night where bigen comes together to watch on Discord two movies chosen by the community

>when will movie night take place?
its FRIDAY at 22 gmt

>where do we watch the movies?
on the Bigen Movie and Game Night Discord server:
https://discord.gg/wakqeS3c

>i don't usually post on bigen/never took part in movie night, can i join?
Of course, movie night is open to anyone, just remember to mute yourself during the movies, be civil and have fun!

fyi: this is the list of every movie we watched so far:
https://pastebin.com/Bc8pqK9h

>>40479446
>If you want you can also give your recommendation by replying to this post
Az Ember Tragédiája (2011) [English: "The Tragedy of Man"]

>>40473456
Either you didn't make your expectations clear going into this hookup or you've explained the situation poorly.
You seem kind of retarded, so I'm willing to bet both are true to some degree.

>>40457969
That reminds me of this bachelor party I went to in the Caribbean. Day 1 my friend identifies some hot chicks who are checking into our same hotel. Day 2 we are snorting coke off these girls' titties. Except that I went the extra mile and suggested that I could snort it off her pussy. Which... led to me eating her out while everyone else was waiting for us. (She was hot).

>>40473646
>I'm not in the happiest place right now and your post was very nice
Those years when I was basically her caretaker, I would frequently come to this and other boards to try my best to cheer people up, calm people down, etc.
Looking back, I see that all as an attempt to regain my control of not being able to make things better at home.
Diseases are inexorable, but sharing the right thing at the right time to the right stranger can vastly improve their tragectory--to reconstruct what I must have been thinking on the lower levels.
I'm sorry your status isn't very quo, and I hope it all improves, but I hope you take some solace in the fact that your reply (and even your meme-rambling) struck the correct billiard ball.