Thread 40601219

everything cute edition

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QOTT: Do you have a BLÅHAJ?

>>40601219 (OP)
erm no
thats weird and im normal

yes I hug it every night for now over 3 years. I wish i could stop boymoding now that i visually pass too, but my voice fucking sucks so i can neither boymode nor girlmode anymore

>>40601219 (OP)
i have like 4 of them atp
bought my first one when i was still repressing
the rest were gifts from gf

>>40601645
just girlmode tbhon <3

it's what i did
my voice doesn't pass either,
but i couldn't stand boymoding anymore,
and pass visually enough for the rest to not matter

>>40601234
lame

>>40601219 (OP)
2 but given to me

>>40601219 (OP)
blahajs are cute but i don't like doing things other trannies like so i wouldnt buy one

>>40601219 (OP)
^~^7

>>40601219 (OP)
no i dont i have a shark-cat plush, my ex did let me borrow his while i was visiting though, it was soft and it smelled like him, 10/10 would cuddle again

>>40601943
>look at this boy >:3

>>40602088
O_____O;

That's not a boy, that's MOM

>>40601645
Aww.

My voice broke hard during puberty. It’s horrible.

>>40601743
> i have like 4 of them atp
Wow

>>40601943
>>40602088
Ai users need to be lynched

>>40603926
bazed

>>40603926
Sometimes I can’t even get passed the captcha on here

>>40604976
DUMBoymoder

>>40605052
Lets bring it up from sometimes to all the time

>>40601219 (OP)
i don't, it's a cute shark but tbhon i don't rly like how much of internet tranny culture is just product placement for ikea & monster energy n these trannies out here acting like they need to buy a blahaj to be like the other cool trannies on the internet with blahajs
none of these bitches even get paid for it! theyre just psyopped into doing viral marketing for these companies for free! fucked up.
i do have this little shit though so i guess i'm not that special at the end of the day. i'm still a lonely poison-hearted bitch and i need my stuffed animals to cuddle with bc nobody else is going to

>>40606784
Cute

>>40606784
I’ve always had a large attachment to stuffed animals as a kid, partly due to autism I think. I remember when my mum had to convince me not to bring one of my teddies with me as we were looking around secondary schools for me (these are the schools you go to when you are 11-16). I don’t feel that way anymore but I feel like something that can help you through dysphoria, or any of those emotions that comes with being trans is always good, even if it is just a stuffed animal.

>>40601219 (OP)
>qott
Yes and i despise every moment i spend cuddling it

My mum is planning a family holiday in the sun (so with swimming pools obviously) in December. I was hoping to at least get to next summer. Help lol

>>40601219 (OP)
no i only have a small garfield plushie but i dont sleep with him

>>40608675
run away

https://unsee cc/album#lHetN7B8eSEf
is my boymode good enough
starting college soon and dont want to girlmode

>>40608916
>>>/lgbt/mmg

>>40608916
do girlmode

>>40608935
:< damn

>>40608951
too scary and my shoulders too big

>>40608972
>shoulders too big
i'm gonna fucking kill you

>>40608984
they look smaller in the pic cuz anglefraud

>>40608992
they look bigger in your mind because you're a stupid tranny

>>40608999
you wouldnt say that if you saw them in comparison to my hips when naked

>>40609011
okay.... try me.................

>>40609011
is that a threat

>>40608952
sorry

>>40609019
>>40609051
https://unsee cc/album#LIz4vXPiG5ix
see :<

>>40608916
girlmode girl omg you're so cute

>>40609077
i cant really tell?? theres a sad face in the way??

>>40609077
>look inside
>girl

>>40608843
Bruh wdym

>>40609104
just do something insane to get the holiday cancelled
pretend to kys, disappear from home for a week, idk. be a crazy person

>>40609077
i have been off my t blockers for about a week and recently got back on but i am still recovering and i have thoughts on what i want to do to u that i will not articulate here

>>40609077
Yeah, you should start girlmoding, def cute

>>40608935
fuck off we don't need more of you bdd shits infesting mmg

>>40609120
I guess I could talk my mum out of it. I don’t even fancy going on holiday that much anyway cos I’ve just had 2 this summer lol

bdd shits in my bdd general? many such cases

everyone except me is a passoid until proven otherwise there is no other boymoders left on this desolate hellscape

>>40609090
tthank you >.> i used to but it was so scary and awkward i couldnt handle it ; w ;
>>40609092
thats not the focus!!!!
>>40609095
but,,
>>40609128
uhm umm thank u,,
>>40609129
i just feel so awkward in anything that isnt baggy or androgynous

>>40609141
Some of us really do look like guys with negative androgyny rather than actual girls lol

>>40609178
>i just feel so awkward in anything that isnt baggy or androgynous
You could just wear what makes you comfortable, with some little signs of femininity, and also have a fem voice hopefully, and I think you'd pass without anything else. No need to wear hyper fem things.
The picture expired so I'm going based on what I remember.

>>40609220
you all do there are no passing tgirls

>>40609247
ive voice trained but i sound more like,, androgynous than male or female
probably more girly if try really hard but if i just talk like normal its up in the air,, according to some of my friends

>>40609265
ok thats cool anyway do you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend or something

>>40609178
u can wear baggy/androgynous stuff and still look like a girl, just need to figure out what suits ur frame well & how to style it nicely. too many trannies just go for whatever girl clothes and then act surprised when they dont pass in a hastily put on crop top & miniskirt
but i guess that early tranner poor fashion stage is an important learning experience so feel free to do whatever. at least u have a full body mirror to see how ur frame looks in different fits, i didnt have one when i was early trans and looking back it really sucked

>>40609255
you ok there bud?

>>40609286
not currently no
>>40609287
yeah youre probably right, i dont think i really went out in like, stuff that didnt suit me i just went out with what felt right/comfortable whlie not being slobby about it i trhink my issues with girlmoding are more social and mental than phyical,,, but my shoulder insecurity doesnt help

>>40609327
> trhink my issues with girlmoding are more social and mental than phyical,
Well that’s good because the social side can be developed way easier. I think the only way I will be able to master this part is simply by having as many good and close female friends as possible.

> my shoulder insecurity doesnt help
I’m pretty much in the same boat as you there anon. Although, desu I don’t mind my shoulders too much but I hate how they will make me super clocky. I think it’s the obsession of passing (which is natural for us to have because we have that desire to fit in - we are not wrong for wanting to pass) but if it’s about something we cannot change, honestly we cannot afford to spend the rest of our life’s worrying about it.

>>40601219 (OP)
yep. i slept with a sock monkey i got as a kid for like 15 years but around when i got my blahaj i found myself sleeping with that much easier than with my sock monkey

>>40609587
yeah, i understand it rationally, but its hard to really and truly believe it

>>40609178
bdd. you need therapy because you pass

> Do you have a BLÅHAJ?
no but my girlfriend does and i hold onto it while shes spooning me

gn..........

i got stretched out tonight wtf i didn’t know i could fit that

>>40612954
Luckyyyy
How do you get laid as a boymoder......?

>>40613028
grindr
he was rly sweet and patient even tho it was my first time
i was so embarrassed that i was being too clingy but he didn’t think much about it
just find a semi nerdy guy ig

>>40613083
did you just lose your virginity to some random guy on grindr

>>40613083
congrats

>>40613099
yes but he was cute and nice and we kissed at least
very attentive
>>40613125
thx

>>40613157
are you gonna see him again

>>40613164
yup just doing fwb shit maybe play games sometimes idk
i don’t expect any feelings or relationships out of this

>>40613181
ruin his life

>>40613186
okay…
why

>>40613195
i don't actually know it's just what i'd do because it's in my nature

>>40613199
it may end up happening anyways so u may know me better than i do
i can’t really help showing that part of me to people that i know for too long

>>40613214
he's already fucking other people rn sorry

>>40613245
that’s a given, i’m not delusional
i’m emotionally detached enough to not care
i use people to my own ends anyways and throw them away when they’re no longer useful to me so what’s the difference?

>>40613256
>i use people
>throw them away
i love you

>>40613266
i never want to hear those words again

>>40613279
hnggg ;-;

>>40612954
giwtwm

>>40612954
>>40613083
did you explain the whole boymoding thing or?

>>40614673
he didn’t care/ask just grabbed my tits and ass alot
he didn’t try oral either which i guess would be good for some people but idrc

Is it okay to skip a day? Like if I’m going to my dads house, and I really can’t have him knowing I’m on e, so would it be best to go without bring pills?

>>40616707
yeah or just double up. take one as late as you can before you leave. hell, take 3 or 5.

>>40616736
Yeah I could take one before and one as soon as I get back

I know in my bedroom at home I can quite easily hide hrt, but in a small bag I take to my dads house, if he rummages through it, he will find it unless I put it in one of my pockets but I don’t really wanna do that.

>>40616784
look if he's going to rummage through your shit like that just go insane. pretend to kys. tell the cops he touched you. or go to walmart and buy a money belt that goes under your shirt and put it in there.

>>40616841
Errrr. You don’t want to see my dad when he is angry. He has smashed stuff up before.

>>40616887
so call the cops. don't let people do that to you retard.

>>40616914
I once had to restrain him because I thought he was going to knock out someone in public.

>>40616954
you know if you fight him one time he will stop right
all it takes is one episode of someone fighting back to stop a bully

>>40616968
Really? I’m weak as fuck

>>40616985
yes from experience. never fight fair. uppercut his balls if he looks for your pills

>>40616998
Tbf when I once aired him (didn’t speak to him for like 2 months he was a nicer to me when I started speaking to him again.

>>40617018
yess take control

>>40617032
If he finds out and tried to get me to detrans, I know that would probably be the first time I would stick up for myself. I’m hoping. Because obviously he will find out, and he will be absolutely pissed that I went behind is back. (I think if I can try and say that it wasn’t because I didn’t think he would accept, but rather the fact that I couldn’t obtain hrt through the NHS due to insufferable waiting lists) it might work out I don’t know.

But I am prepared to be forceful because I have made the decision to transition and I’m a fucking adult.

But about the hiding hrt part, I don’t really know how to be forceful without it seeming really weird and random like when I don’t want to take off my hoodie or hug.

>>40618936
Woah its me

>>40618936
i wish that were me

I just told one of my friends I'm trans and taking HRT. I've only been on it for less than six months, so not much has changed.
Well, when I say that, she says she's been questioning her gender for a while, too, and based on the things she says she sounds like she might be?
>Imagines an idealized male version of herself in her current job
>Feels weird wearing a blouse at her job, being reminded of her boobs, and wishes she could wear a tie but she'd just look like a woman wearing a tie
>Wishes she could wear tuxedos but knowing her womanly figure would make it look different from a man wearing it
>But she's tallish and her figure isn't that feminine by female standards, so "she has that going for her, at least"
>Generally envious of men
But she also said some things that made her sound less trans. So I sent her the genderdysphoria.fyi link.
Gender confused people do tend to congregate together, huh.

>>40601219 (OP)
>do you have a blåhaj
My roommate does and sometimes I steal him when I'm lonely

>>40601219 (OP)
I will probably never get a Blahaj as a boymoder, or if I did I wouldn't show it publicly. It would basically out me as a boymoder to anyone remotely online who knows Blahaj is a trans woman meme.

gn bump /bmg/

sometimes I curl up in a ball and squeeze my knees to my chest as hard as I can in an effort to make myself a smaller human... it never works:(

>>40622857
If all goes well you could swap wardrobes

>>40624531
Maybe. My friend has always been the type to wear jeans and graphic tees and nothing else, so even in this hypothetical I'm not sure it would be very useful.

>>40624745
Or even so she could teach you makeup

>>40624811
Doesn't know anything about makeup either lmao
I'm the one who knows more about makeup

as i've gotten older, its become my opinion that its better to not complain to your friends about your depression. that's because no one likes a debbie downer. no one wants to hear that shit. they say "no please tell us" but really every time you do it, it subtracts friendship points in their head, even if it's just 0.1 each time. its better to suffer quietly and one day kill yourself. people say that suicide is fundamentally a selfish act. fine. then their desire for you to not die is equally selfish. they just want to avoid feeling bad. they don't think about how maybe killing yourself is what you wanted

it's better if they don't know

i think about it every day

i just need to get through this week. i just need to get through this life. i'll suffer until the bitter end
just to prove a point

there are people will miss me when i'm gone. it will definitely hurt them. the worst part is i just don't really care

i need someone to hear this but i can't even talk about it anymore because everyone i know will either freak out or it will come back to haunt me when we try to hire or retain people

there's only way out

>>40621664
same but iwnbaw

>>40624821
Oh lol

>>40624844
I’m not really sure what to say to this.

But I have long kept any problem related to my mental health very well hidden, even to my own family.

I’ve only had one person ever that has noticed my mental health decline. Basically it was a friend from school who was concerned for me and asked if I was okay after I went completely inactive on the group chat. And this was during a time of poor mental health for me in which I didn’t even have the motivation to reach out to my friends (but also Covid did make it harder).

I think if someone does make the effort to ask, you should be honest with them. I wasn’t honest.

>>40601219 (OP)
>QOTT: Do you have a BLÅHAJ?
nope! i want one of those giant ones because im lonely and can't fall asleep without hugging my blanky but it feels weird just buying one for myself. i have this fantasy of getting a boyfriend who will buy me the agp shark to cuddle with when we're not sleeping together :)

>>40622964
you both just cuddle the same blahaj? harlot shark

>>40622964
S-S-Sharing a blahaj...?
I-I shouldnt be having unpure thoughts about this should i....................?

How do i get a boymoder gf and turn them into a girlmoder gf?

>>40626262
You will need to take us shopping to get some good new clothes.

>>40626433
O-okay

>>40601219 (OP)
Why did the average 90s grunge band member look like just like todays boymoders?

>>40615011
size?

>>40626615
Sometimes I wish I was an 80s child just for the long hair rockstar trend.

>>40626433
i look like that :(

>>40626262
why would you do that to that pure boymoder creature

making girl frens is hard as a prettyboymoder

>>40630688
i feel like its easy bc in my experience they either think you're gay and want to be yourr hag or they think you're pretty and fall in love with you and do anything you want. third option is they just don't seem to like you for some reason (they know something is wrong with you).

>>40630688
why u want girl frens tho?

>>40631089
Sexo

>>40631096
I wonder if it’s ever happened when a Boymoder is about to get laid with a woman but because of all the estrogen and testosterone blockers she can’t get hard

>>40630688
true desu

Hi everyone, it's me, Boy Incognito... I'd just like to say that I hate AI boymoders!

Now where are the tacos?

gn boybobbers...

>>40634653
good night :3

>>40631036
it keeps being option two. I guess i could play into it but I hate toying with people
>>40634300
AI is electronic satan!

>>40634300
i got that reference

>>40636023
Hey look! That dog has a puffy tail!

>>40634300
someone say... tacos? :3c

>>40636417
Uh oh, we've grown lazy on security and AIboymoders are stealing all our tacos! Hit the boy alarm!!! >_<

>>40636806
b-but...!

>>40636861
aww sweetie I'm sorry ;~;

*shares with u*

>>40636875
:3

>>40601219 (OP)
Fucking hate these AI threads ngLIE, borderline worse optics and content than diapertroongen

>>40636891
They aren't THAT bad imho.

Would it be a giveaway if I turned up to a lecture or class at uni with my nails painted black? I would still be in Boymode so.

>>40636904
i have done that and the worst i got was getting called a fag

>>40601219 (OP)
yes :)

>>40636921
Alr should be fine then

I wish I could get a blahaj to cuddle with, still closeted irl but I'm on hrt

>>40601219 (OP)
does anyone only malefail OUTSIDE?? I've notice i only male fail in outdoor lighting it pls say anyone else?

>>40636896
Yes they are. Should be fucking banned off this site
Its visual cancer and anyone who posts that stuff is just a step away from eating shit out the toilet like a dog

i need to learn makeup

>>40638825
Fr. Same here anon. I really wanna ask my sister but I’m too scared. I’m a bit annoyed with myself when I said no when she asked if she could put makeup on me :(

>>40638825
My bf just bought me a bunch and it should arrive soon, I'm excited but also kinda worried I'm gonna suck at it

>>40638382
yup

>>40638865
i have one very close female friend which i could trust and i want to talk to her about that but she doesnt lives very close to me :(
>>40638893
giwtwm. cute. good luck nona. just watch tutorials and try the very basic stuff first. i think everybody sucks at the beginning, just dont try to make a party makeup on your first tries, just try the everyday makeup

>>40639557
> i have one very close female friend which i could trust and i want to talk to her about that but she doesnt lives very close to me :(

It is important for it to be someone you trust, just a shame about the long distance.

Although with me personally, I fear I would get a boner and it would be awkward as hell. So I think I’m better off learning on my own.

>Avoid looking at body when getting dressed
>Sometimes tighten clothes in the mirror
>No hint of a figure
>Estrogen makes me tear up at this more
I know rationally I'm not screwed... People say my face is decent. I'm between 5'9" and 5'10" and 145 lbs, so I uave weight to lose from my belly, and my rib cage could shrink an inch or two, maybe. I'm early ish on HRT, so fat distribution might help me in a year. But I still really don't like living like this :/
>>40638825
Read tutorials online and watch them on YouTube. That's how I learned. But it would be nice for you to have a friend to talk about it with and learn about it with, yeah.

Bump

>>40638106
I’m not sure yet as I’ve still got along way to go. But it probably makes sense if you don’t not malefail outside since it would be harder to see the masculine features such as adams apple and face shape unless you have a very big build.

>>40646357
Do not don’t *

Malefailed again :))
>Walking into cafe
>Woman and her daughter are coming out at the same time
>Woman says 'Let the nice lady through' to her daughter
>Smile and mouth thank you at them as to not use my horrid male voice
AAAAA omg im so happy, maybe it's not over

>>40646357
it seems like outside would be the place where you could see all the masc features the most which is why it's weird to me that it only happens when im outside.

>>40648496
Strange then. How do you normally dress?

>>40648204
Yay I’m really happy for you anon.

Now when are you going to start girlmoding!!!! Hehe

>>40648655
pretty basic. just jeans and a boxy t-shirt or hoodie with vans plus a hat.

any1 have experience hediboymaxxing as a boymoder?

My birth name is Sebastian.
Apparently this is like, a clocky trans guy name.
I can't imagine why.
It's always seemed like such an awkward name to me. I never liked it.
I don't think this is just deadname dysphoria. It's just long and awkward, like the name Atticus or Bernard.
I'll be glad to not be called that after I stop boymoding one day.

>>40650109
Omg just like best boy

>>40650563
No idea who that is

>>40648204
cute... giwtwm..

any other boymoders considered detransition

>>40649606
And how long have you been on hrt?

>>40653033
like 5 years

>>40648665
tyyy
>when are you going to start girlmoding
when I voice train (i.e never hehe)
I honestly think it's bc ive been trying to eat properly the past few weeks. I've been pretty ana for all of puberty bc I thought not eating would stop it (which it sorta did tbf), and the first year i was on e bc i was vry depressed. It made my face look super gaunt and accentuated my masculine features.

do binders actually fuck up your breast development or is it misinfo?
ive been on hrt for a year and im still in the weird conetit stage. ive been binding for 6-8 hrs a day for the past two months and now im paranoid my chest is gonna look weird as fuck forever

>>40654227
they do

>>40654241
ok so in my circumstance should i panic and kill myself or what?

>>40653196
> like 5 years
That’s probably why then. You have probably changed more than you think.

>>40653347
> when I voice train (i.e never hehe)
Fair enough. I have hardly any motivation to voice train to a point I’d rather just save for surgery. As long as I don’t have to listen to my own voice on a recording, I can cope just about okay.

> I honestly think it's bc ive been trying to eat properly the past few weeks.
That’s good. I’m hoping being on e will make me try to eat a bit more and better because let’s just not say that’s not something I’ve never been good at throughout my entire life.

Bump

im going to blow my brains out

>>40657281
why

>>40657281
NO THEY'RE GOING TO DRINK THE CAT

bumpmoder

why is bmg so dead? did all the boymoders grow up into womanmoders?

>>40661001
all the generals (and the board and the site lol) have less activity now than 2020-2023
/bmg/ was one of the most affected

>>40661028
Have they migrated elsewhere? I’m sure there are loads of Boymoders around.

>>40661367
twitter and discord mainly. some just stopped posting tho, probably started passing with time and decided that it was better to leave 4chan and enjoy real life lol (giwtwm)

>>40662347
That’s fair. I don’t ever plan on going on here like if I’m ever gonna be in girl mode. I started coming on here to help because I appreciate how honest people were about the realities of dysphoria and discovering/understanding my AGP.

>>40665147
What's the point in hormones if you don't girl mode occasionally? Make some tranny friends and like girlmode over at their place, I do that and it helps with the existential depression of being a boymoder.

Yes I have one to show support of my trans girlfriend and when she visits me I make her cuddle it so when she leaves it smells like her aaa I love women and being gay

>>40666150
I do intend to. But I at least want to wait a year first for the changes.

I had such a weird dream last night. I was in a flat with 15 other Boymoders.

>>40666437
What's the scientific name for a group of boymoders? A flock? A school?

Uhh is this where I can order a boymoder gf?

>>40666480
Idk. But it was the weirdest dream I have ever had. For some reason half of them were people I knew from school who were on hrt. There were about 2 of them girlmoding. We just watched tv together.

>>40666480
a discord server

how cute should i be to pretend on boymoding?

>>40666514
who would like transwomen without pass? you can make someone life from there happier

>>40667264
Honestly yeah I'm fine with that if I think she's cute.

>>40666514
yes but they're all feral tho

>>40601219 (OP)
Yeah! I love blahaj. I've always thought sharks were cool. I've always watched Shark Week on Discovery Channel, so a few years back during shark week, I went to ikea and saw a blahaj, and I instantly knew I had to get it. At the time, I didn't know it was a cringe stereotype.

how do i know if i have bdd or if im being gaslighted/hugboxxed

>>40670770
you don’t. you’re always rapidly oscillating between having bdd and being hugboxxed. the real answer is how well you pass to strangers(assuming you’re in boymode to avoid pitypassing)

1219
just returning after 1.5 years to check in w yall.
I do have one. She has a flower crown and Voice Lines.
>>40606784
oh ik the website for this one. a lot of them are kinda creepy.
>>40609077
girl just wear cute jeans and a baggy tshirt. dont over complicate it.
9255
these ppl are bmg. so like.
>>40609587
i will note to yall, the social stuff is sometimes a little harder if youre only socialising with women and youve been on here a while. it takes a bit to 'de-queer' your social set.
>>40626262
genuinely having friends and supportive people is what got me. take your boymoder friends on picnic dates or coffee dates in cute shit. go shopping or thrifting together. pick out a look you like when on the street together or watching something together.
6904
no. not at all.
I'm happy to not see names i recognise here. Yall *will* grow into yourselves. I promise you. Idk if ocre is still here or if she got she finally stopped cutting her hair in a bowl cut tho.

>>40671277
wtf did you say about my hair

>>40671322
im just hoping you made it better than it was ~ Janurary 2024 with like chin length bowl cut. it was the only thing holding you back. And everyone saw it and told you but you didnt want to.
So i hope its going better now and you have medium/long hair now.

>>40671368
my hair hasnt been chin length since over 5 years ago. i know who youre talking about and its not me

>>40671277
some are still here but without tripfagging
but yeah most just moved on. some people come here once in a while to just say hi. these thread are also a lot more inactive than were (well the whole board and site is like that so)

Hate wannabe men, women will never know how it is to be a man, keep larping retards

hi boymoders!!!!

>>40671656
I haven't malefailed lately and I needed that, thanks.

>>40671656
>wannabe
we don’t though, boymode is a prison we carry cause the freedom we desire is either terrifying or perpetually out of reach

>>40671622
im hoping naoto and shoe and watergirl moved on specifically i guess

>>40672211
haven’t seen naoto in bmg for a while, though she’s still somewhat active on the board (i think i remember seeing her in chasergen a few times). seems like she’s doing slightly better than last time she posted here. no clue about shoe, haven’t seen any proof she even uses the board anymore. i’m still here though, don’t actively use bmg but i’ll poke my head in if there’s no other threads that interest me

>>40671825
Hi. Hru

>>40673193
im good!!! i went to a national park this week and it was really pretty !

>>40673632
Cool. I wish I got outdoors more.

>>40673774
you should!! i felt a lot better after it was really fun

>>40673784
I’m hoping to meet some friends at uni that will hopefully want to.

>>40673905
i wish i made more friends at uni :(( and the ones i did make dont talk to me anymore after i moved away so

>>40601219 (OP)
i take great issue with this image because it is a nightmare to wash bloodstains off blahaj

absolutely everything in my life has gone wrong. ive been at my limit for years on end and i stupidly started hrt in the middle of it all and i havent been able to put the effort i need to into transitioning. boymoding is killing me but i think its going to be years before im in a stable situation and i can actually focus on myself.
theres no greater point here, im just whining because its cathartic
/blog

Who needs to be boyremoved