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i hope everyone has been well

>>40652268 (OP)
I hate those things

All you cute vaginabois need to get pregnant ASAP!

>>40651515
>Berserk
natürlich. maybe we could expand the list?

Threadly reminder that the following are the best ways to manage your dysphoria (the more you do at once the better!):
1) Butchmax
2) HRT-rep
3) Get a short, mtf femme gf
4) -optional- get bottom and/or top surgery

If anyone wants an emotional or physical punching bag. I'm here for you.

>>40652328
>bois
? are you in the correct gen

>>40652414
Anon it's not sentient.

>>40652318
they’re really stupid
today on the news i saw how to spot “lafufus” vs an authentic labubu

bump

>>40653160
Bumping a gen is crazy lol

>>40653176
Nta but it really isn't

Give me one GOOD reason you aren't pregnant yet.

>>40653176
it’s really not

How I engage with this thread
>make a normal fucking reply. Talking about my day, something random, or complaining about repressing
>See if anyone responds/any synchronicity
>Engage with thread if so. If not ignore until the next thread or shit post.

>>40652273
I hope everyone in this thread is doing well and everyone else has a terrible day.

>>40652406
I’m working on it anon T_T

If any of you faggots respond/start flirting with the moid with a breeding kink again I will personally drive over to your house and kill you.

Do any of you ever go to /ftmg/

If none of you broodsow faggots open your wombs and make beautiful autistic babies - I will personally drive over to your house and fill your wombs with my own seed.

>>40654474
i lurk, i think it's really funny there sometimes.

>>40654474
I asked if one of them would have sex with me once. Was willing to drive/pay for my own transportation. Thought at least one would be male-brained enough to take me up on it, but nope. They are all a fucking joke. Do you know how fast a cis-guy would jump on the offer of some free pussy? Fucking ridiculous.

>>40653176
Naw the non-insane gens die off because there are no schizos keeping them alive. Bigen also needs to be bumped sometimes.

I found this wig and work jacket off a backroad in the underbrush. What do you think it’s for? It’s far off the beaten path where no one goes/walks I was just kinda wandering aimlessly and stumbled across it. It was near some old pump jacks I wanted to get a closer look at.

I bit my tongue like a dumb ass

hands up if you're just here to laugh at the closet cases

>>40655767
I'm here to impregnate everyone.

>>40655770
weirdo behavior, care to do a interview about it?

>>40652268 (OP)
how do you turn your ftm back into a cute theyfab

Whoever recommended me attack on titan in previous thread, it's shit and I regret every moment I spent trying to stomach this pseudo deep shit. Honestly I have more respect for slop that does recognize itself as slop and doesn't try to appear as something it isn't. Will try the rest though, I need to feel something.

>>40656767
Damn that might have been me I don’t remember. I genuinely really liked the first season, but I also have a vore fetish soooo….

>>40656767
Watch Mob Psycho instead

The person I was talking to in this thread is definitely a moid right? And not a femcel? >>40655984

>>40656797
The first season is decent, the entire show has been fine until it decided to become something more than human vs monsters survival. Then the author delved into politics and it became shit. Should've sticked to vore and fighting.

>>40656801
Already did, it was entertaining but I didn't feel what I wanted to feel

>>40656841
What anime do you like?

>>40656868
1) with many fights in it, preferably without atrocious amount of fanservice 2) thriller/horror but they're so rare I'm not sure if I should mention them at all. Almost every time I try to watch anime they shove boobs and asses in my face and I'm not a big fan of this, can tolerate a small amount if the anime is overall good

>>40656931
Do it does have some fan service, but try solo Leveling

>>40656767
>Will try the rest though
Waow, please report back when you do

>>40654474
Yeah
>>40656767
Enjoy my recs if you get round to them Anon I gave you ongoing things with non walled moids

Anyone was/is conservative? I had a nazi phase in my teens and terf phase in my 20s, and then the woke lgbt community gave me shit for it and said people never change. Ngl it all was in attempt to find a community where I belong and seems like I belong nowhere. Rightwing is too right, leftwing is too left, centrists are spineless and usually want to fuck kids, I guess I'm too autistic to fit in any community. At least the right are honest ig

>>40658137
Im too much of a self-hating racist and transphobic to be leftwing and not committed enough to be rightwing, but yeah i used to consider myself conservative i just don't care.

my boyfriend refuses to call me anything feminine, and instead only refers to me with neutral terms. i ended up crying about it before i passed out talking to him on the phone last night.
kms.

i thought i was an androphile because of my obsession with the male form, but males have never appealed to me sexually or romantically like women have. i was just too fixated on the male form as an aesthetic ideal to notice this. but the truth is i hate males and i would never want to be close to one. i don't want to touch men, be touched by men, have any sort of relationship with men. the only exception in which i'd ever want to touch a man is by killing him. i have obscenely detailed fantasies of luring a man somewhere, killing him, and hiding his body with the cold precision of a robot, because that's how much i hate men. i hate them because they're allowed to be men and i'm not and that's the greatest injustice of all.

i wish my chest was flat

I wish a fertilized egg united with your uterine lining.

>>40654728
that honestly looks like a load of radioactive horse shit instead of a wig

do any of you girls have a therapist?

>>40659265
Therapy is a scam

I don't even mind having boobs, I've always been dysphoric about not having a dick. Every time I go to trans spaces and see doods discussing bottom surgery, it ruins my whole week. Someone out there is getting a dick covered by insurance meanwhile I have to pay tens of thousands of euros out of pocket and I'm not even sure I'll like the result because it's two fucked up options and both of them suck

I don't know if it's what I genuinely think or it's a cope and consequence of living in female body for 30 years without any hope of changing it but I think I'd be fine having a completely female body but with functional dick and balls. Even if it means I'd be treated as mtf and subject to the threat of being hatecrimed, it's a fair price for having a functional male reproductive system (as long as I'm not dysphoric about it)

>>40659392
>>40659427
Same. I just really really wish I could be a father but of course that will never happen.

my mental clarity has improved so much since i started repping again. there’s no need to delude myself into thinking i could be a man, im simply a woman.

>>40658869
You are just like me for real

I really like hurting myself but i cant manufacture ways to do it organically very often. Like yeah normal self harm exists but i dont want the attention that comes with cutting as much as i like how it looks when it heals, i cant hit hard enough to bruise, and washing until my skin breaks is cool to look at but takes a long time. I slipped on water and fell on my ass yesterday and it was the most fun thing that happened to me in weeks. When my period comes ill hopefully get to enjoy the sensation of vomiting my guts up.

>>40660391
Just wait until you're thirty and randomly bending down or stretching your spine has a chance of causing burning pain.

I can't live as a moid anymore, I can't do it, you gotta turn me into a woman or wish me to be a woman in the next life or something

>>40660860
are you depooning

>>40660860
Take your pills, Alice

>>40660998
No I'm an amab :(

>>40661022
aw it’s okay nona
i wouldn’t wish being a moid on anyone. i hope u can be happy soon.

>>40661022
Get the fuck out moid

>>40658137
once you have babies you will realize communism is the only path forward for humanity

>>40661321
Nta but as someone from a post-Soviet country: you are a stupid tankie and I want to beat you up in a dark alley.

>>40661369
>tankie
there's other ways to be communist that don't support unchecked centralized authoritarianism

Reddit keeps recommending me incel subs and I feel like I would've fit in if I were straight in a traditional way. I'm ugly, misogynistic, failed every time I tried to shoot my shot with the guys I liked but I know I won't be welcomed if I go there as a 'gay man' or femcel, and I doubt that explaining dysphoria/inability to date men is going to help. When will I get used to being so isolated, I can't do it anymore I'm so lonely man

>>40661385
>misogynistic
BASED ALERT

>>40661369
Yeah I will listen to those ppl when they give at least one example when communism worked irl, not in their wet dreams
t. from a post-soviet country as well

>>40661413
communism was never actually tried - it needs to be a whole-society cooperative effort and not just trying to seize power to overthrow whoever was there before

soviet leadership never intended to share or live modestly themselves

cashier thought that i was a tweaker no bitch im just a sleep deprived schizo

>>40660391
>i cant hit hard enough to bruise
yes you can you just gotta stop being a little bittch. i punch/slap myself very often (not in a masochistic way, i am a spaz and cant control it) and its not that hard to get it to bruise or maybe im just strong and understimating my strength level idk

>>40661399
Well thank you, as much as I hate moids online, moids I know irl are chill. It were foids who bullied, harrassed, and traumatized me both irl and online. I don't feel anything when I come across an angry man, but if it is a passive aggressive (or worse, actively aggressive) woman I can't help but have a visceral reaction. There's something about high-pitched voice alone that makes me automatically uncomfortable

>>40661478
>There's something about high-pitched voice alone that makes me automatically uncomfortable

what if it was an effeminate man's voice?

>>40661468
Yeah. I'm physically weak, never trained, have a neurological condition that makes me even weaker, and I still can hit myself hard enough to bruise. It's the matter of hating yourself and not being scared to hurt yourself too much

>>40661468
>>40661531
Lol yeah i am kind of a little bitch, ive never once bruised though, from hitting myself or just anything else. i guess i have to try harder. I hit the same please over and over as hard as i can and it just hurts for a while but nothing else.

>>40661493
Uncanny and unpleasant to hear

>>40661531
thats sad you cant even hurt yourself i think god hates you

>>40661572
>ive never once bruised though, from hitting myself or just anything else
damn maybe i really am underestimating how strong i am then because i have so many bruises all over my body from spazzing out/getting angry and punching shit

>>40661572
Have you tried using objects? I once bruised my ass unintentionally when I tried diy bdsm using a wooden cutting board to spank myself, it felt amazing and bruises lasted a couple of weeks

>>40661581
Have you ever had an actual conversation with an effeminate man?

>>40661660
I have but with metal water bottles and books and shit, i probably should try again with something more suited for smacking like that. My aforementioned fall caused a raised bump and tore skin but absolutely no bruise, so if that doesnt work my skin is just fucked.
>>40661624
You might be, likely stronger than i am anyway.

>>40661711
Why would I talk to a fag, they don't want to do anything with me. The only effeminate 'man' I knew irl ended up transitioning and I kinda like her as a person so it doesn't count

>>40661762
>Why would I talk to a fag,
because they are people too!

>>40661755
I was just thinking maybe you underestimate your strength and it's just your skin is hard to bruise in general

>>40661589
There's no god anon, life is nothing but a series of random events and some people end up being less lucky than others

>>40661787
>they don't want to do anything with me

>>40661848
you are making a really big assumption there

>>40661861
>gays I've seen irl are obnoxious and dick-obsessed
>gays I've seen online are obnoxious and dick-obsessed and openly transphobic/misogynistic
What else am I supposed to assume

>>40661829
>There's no god anon
i think there is a god if theres nothing religious to this universe why do all humans (even the atheists and antitheists) subconsciously strive for god why is religion present in all existing human cultures. like it seems that religion is in our dna, its human nature, and i think that its human nature for a reason. i think god exists but all of the currently existing religions are just our interpretations of said god because humans arent capable of truly understanding the divine

>>40661912
like, try actually talking to them and it might be a different vibe

>>40661787
>moids
>people

>>40661975
>why do all humans
Because the world is chaotic and most people wish it wasn't. Because they want some sense of purpose to their inherently purposeless lives. Because being a sentient animal sucks and the best way to handle it is religion.

>>40661997
There's no point talking to humans irl if they're going to see what on the outside and judge me by the things I never wanted (which all people do subconsciously)

>>40662125
maybe gay men know what it is like to be judged, and try not to judge others (where possible) on such an insistent basis

>>40662069
youre not seeing my point, why out of all imaginable purposes does humanity fixate on a divine one

>>40662158
I'll stop judging them when I find a gay man who isn't obnoxious and dick-obsessed (and isn't an mtf repper)

>>40662239
Because it works the best against existential dread. It's a good cope, I'm not judging

>>40662257
But you aren't obnoxious or pussy obsessed.

>>40662329
I am obnoxious and dick-obsessed myself but at least I'm celibate and don't bother others with it. Why can't the gays do the same or at least commit to one partner instead of being sluts

>>40662401
>at least im celibate
being sanctimonious is pretty obnoxious

>>40662413
So what? I never said I was a good person

>>40662306
>Because it works the best against existential dread
this is a modern perspective. cavemen who built idols werent thinking about existential dread. theistic behaviours are observed in animals like apes and elephants and i dont think that theyre fammiliar with experiencing dread over the meaning of life. religion is innate, its primal

>>40662512
as a former atheist who became kind of religious in a war zone, you both are right and wrong at the same time. i reinvented the wheel (religion) and realized why people hold onto it so. all you need to make up a god is fear and desperately looking for hope where there is none.
>i dont think that theyre fammiliar with experiencing dread over the meaning of life.
how do you know?

>>40662628
>all you need to make up a god is fear and desperately looking for hope where there is none.
thats what im getting at when i say that god is innate, because in fear all humans start believing into god. when faced with danger the human mind deteriorates into its most primal state, meaning that god is primal and that religion is natural to human nature
>how do you know?
i mean of course i cant look into their minds, but existing data leads me to believ that animals have a less developed sense of self than humans, i dont think theyre capable of comprehending complex philosphical concepts

whats everyones fav food

do femreppers like animation memes
>>40663866
ftms

>>40663866
i dont really understand people who have a favorite food the same way i dont understand people who have a favorite color. there are so many of them, how can you fixate on just one?
>>40663874
i watched them when i was a child and attempted making them myself. my animation memes never took off tho and thank god for that

>>40663866
My diet is mostly pizza, frozen waffles, cereal, and turkey sandwiches so any one of those
>>40663874
When i was younger and a furfag yes

>>40663907
did you have a favorite meme or favorite memer

>>40663942
i liked sir fluff. i still like her stuff because compared to other animation memers shes actually competent and clearly knows what shes doing. the designs are nostalgic in a pastel 2017 tumblr moodboard kind of way and remind me of better, simpler times

>>40663968
sir fluff is a good choice
i remember i used to really like their version of the worms meme
https://youtube.com/watch?v=ucibaHgZou4

>>40664030
>i remember i used to really like their version of the worms meme
desu younger me hated that cat tapeworm character kek. i thought he was gross

>>40663866
forgot to answer my own question
i like flan
>>40663874
i used to be a staariat glazer way back when
>>40663907
i think it’s just what youre most partial to
like my favorite color is green because i just like it a little more than the rest
>>40663940
what type of cereal

>>40663942
https://youtu.be/DUIuUbXpFVg
Peak content

>>40664063
>i think it’s just what youre most partial to
>like my favorite color is green because i just like it a little more than the rest
i dont have that either. it really depends on my mood what color is my "favorite"

>>40664063
>what type of cereal
Honey bunches of oats with almonds, absolutely delightful

when i was a kid the only thing i ate was cereal because autism but for some reason the cereal boxes always kept getting infested with bugs and i kept seeing them in my bowls and that scared me away from my habit of cereal eating for good also my family was unreasonably agressive towards my autism related arfid and always made sure that i felt like shit for it so that might be a factor too

>>40664063
>>40664075
stariaat is another good choice
i never liked her memes much for some reason but i acknowledge she had a massive impact on the community
i like her version of the mine meme because it's very nostalgic and features a cameo from a certain special someone
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kyMTTGQJ9Gs

>>40664243
you are profoundly autistic

>>40664262
i know

>>40652268 (OP)
take your HRT, retards

>>40664328
This
If you're gonna rep at least HRT rep

>>40664328
>>40664447
hell fucking no.
i’m a woman

>>40664487
Be a woman on testosterone

>>40663874
sashley is neat but she fell off recently though

yall dont fucking get it none of you get it. being a repper is a mindset, a true repper will remain a repper even if she goes on T and changes her legal name and gets her pussy frankendicked, because its about how you see yourself. i will always be a woman, a female, because i perceive my gender dysphoria as a mental illness. sure i can take hrt to alleviate it, but a bipolar person on medication doesnt stop being bipolar, a schizophrenic on medication doesnt stop being schizophrenic, a woman with gender dysphoria on testosterone doesnt stop being a woman with gender dysphoria

>>40664540
Yes listen to this one and use roids

>>40664540
If im on hormones and gettin surgeries im not repressing anything, im just giving into my delusions while telling myself im not. At some point of that route you become a pooner no matter what youre telling yourself mentally.

>>40664578
> At some point of that route you become a pooner
no you dont talk to trans men, they earnestly perceive themselves as male no matter at what stage of transition, and if they dont they view transition as a "salvation" that will make them male. this is what separates us, the ideology, i will always see myself as a female

>>4066453
sashley is fine
i rarely watched her animations
i like her current style but the content of her memes verges on slop at times
i thought this one was funny though
https://youtube.com/watch?v=FDR8nMhIEEg

>>40664530
sashley is fine
i rarely watched her animations
i like her current style but the content of her memes verges on slop at times
i thought this one was funny though
https://youtube.com/watch?v=FDR8nMhIEEg [Open]

>>40664540
>>40664598
this makes sense, but i still feel like id be giving in. the most i can do physically is wear a binder. i want to live my life as a normal, cis woman

>>40664530
sashley is fine
i rarely watched her animations
i like her current style but the content of her memes verges on slop at times
i thought this one was funny though
https://youtube.com/watch?v=FDR8nMhIEEg

>>40664540
then i'm not a repper i guess. i see myself as a man even though i'll always present as female.

>>40664578
pregnancy can cure your delusions - for good

i think i have strong social dysphoria but only mild physical dysphoria oops-

Plap general?
Anyone want to... repress, very strongly?

>>40664493
I am, and there are no benefits to this. Testosterone helps half of the time, the other half it makes dysphoria worse

I just woke up and thought for a minute, maybe moids are humans too and there's nothing bad about wanting to be one. Then I opened the internet.

>>40652268 (OP)
my friend has labubus and they are very cute. I wish I was into stuff but instead I'm just don't really want or care about anything

wish my autism was something useful but instead im just creepy with weird spinterests

Hello femreppers
Can you just wish me to be female or something please
I wish you to be male in your next life if you want that

my first thought when i wake up in the morning is "i wish i was a man" im so cooked

>>40669640
>Can you just wish me to be female or something please
yeah sure

>>40669659
Thanks. I wish you to be a man in your next life too. If that's what you want at least and if you want to have a next life at all.

>>40669785
>you want to have a next life at all
i think that the concept of reincarnation is cool and hopeful because even if you fuck up this life you always have another chance

>>40669808
Nta.
I don't like the idea of losing my personality and memories so for me the perfect afterlife would be heaven: a world without evil, misery, pain, and death. Eternity of joy and peace.

my main problem is that my identity manifests in a way thats an antithesis to womanhood. like you know when people try to make out the societal expectations behind femminity to seem like something positive they talk about how kind and empathetic women are and how theyre subtle and nurture strength in others but none of that seems appealing to me. i dont care for nurturing in fact i like the opposite i think that making others feel pain feels good and it makes me feel giddy. i have no interest in improving society or doing greater good. i often feel repulsion towards being liked, i dont fucking know what it is, its not always there like sometimes being appreciated tickles my overinflated ego but the other times i get disgusted. i think i prefer being feared. being feared feels great. society doesnt expect individuals of my caliber to be women, if i were to list my beliefs and desires without explicitely stating my sex people would assume me to be male

>>40670725
Go and fight it out somewhere in an amateur rink.

hrtrepping sounds so good rn

Actually spending my entrie day trying to find a job instead of just black pilling here

>>40661787
Scrotes aren't people

>>40661493
Effeminate mans voice isn't as high-pitched as female voice
I would rather have an effeminate male voice than female voice but that's not happening

>>40661369
>>40661413
I'm suffering in post soviet county
Not surprised there is many of us here

>>40658137
Yes I'm terf in my 20s it's not a phase though

>>40654474
>Do any of you ever go to /ftmg/
Me

>>40670855
>that's not happening
voicetrain retard

Went outside, had burger.
Life good.

Still have no idea if I want to be him or fuck him (I wish I went through normal female sexual development instead of being autistic and isolated through my teens and twenties, I genuinely have no idea who I am and who/what I like anymore)

>>40671118
Transmaxxing incels are fucking insufferable.

>>40664540
Humans are social and behavioral creatures, how you are socially and behaviorally perceived changes your own self-perception, no one is an island free from it.

>>40671391
I literally don't get how you transition and think misogyny don't real or that you somehow won. It's like if you converted to judaism and you're still convinced there's a space laser out there

>>40661861
>>40661997
>>40662158
Nta but it's objectively true, gay men don't want anything with pooners in same way lesbians don't want anything with transbians.
Reppers don't count because they're different from non repper lesbians and gays. Even repressing straight people are different from non repressing straight people.
So yeah your normie cis les/gay don't want anything with transbians/gaydens.

>>40671165
Why would you want to fuck him he's so ugly and hairy.

>>40671519
>I literally don't get how you transition and think misogyny don't real or that you somehow won
Because they're still men, nona.

>>40671799
If pooners agreed to get pregnant - a LOT more gay men would be interested...
a lot of gay men want families, but obviously you can't do that naturally with another cis man

>>40671808
Bro have you heard about preferences, I personally love body hair

>>40671846
>every transphobic fag online seething about trans men having vaginas and thus being unattractive to dick-attracted fags
>'oh but you'll get them to like you if you advertise your vagina even more!'
Those fucking npcs man, it feels like no one is capable of critical thinking anymore

is it weird that I want to chase femreppers?
Everyone I've known with thoughts remotely like this was cute to me and I wanted to fug them and stuff

>>40672049
Yeah it's weird. Who hurt you? Was it your mother?

>>40671985
Plus all piv pooners and seahorse dads who gladly get pregnant and are the loudest majority. As if 'playing female gender role is soooo heckin valid and revolutionary dood, you should let your cis 'pansexual' boyfriend knock you up three billion times and become a heckin valid seahorse dad, that's heckin manly dood!!!1' is not the most mainstream opinion out there

>>40672049
it depends. what do you like about us

>>40672070
a case of think about the children, unironically. imagine growing up knowing that shit about your parents. imagine growing up AS A BOY. fucking embarrassing.

>>40672061
how did you know...
>>40672097
historically, it's the cute androgyny and what seems to me to be at least a partial rejection of female socialization

>>40672100
imagine the bullying. like not only are your parents faggots but one of them has a vagina. why would you subject your child to that. at least have the decorum to adopt. trannies having children only works if its adoption or if one of them is mtf and the other is ftm because then they can at least be stealth and pretend that their biological kid was conceived a normal way

>>40672134
Kek could I see an example of this cute androgyny?

>>40672134
>it's the cute androgyny
nvm you dont know shit about us. gtfo

>>40672149
three separate anons on here admitted to having rotten teeth and not showering and this scrote thinks were cute idealized tomboys

you guys are winning the animation meme battle so far

>>40672170
I knew a chick like that too, greasy hair yellow teeth noticeably chubby and had a huge crush on her too
>>40672149
I'm not posting pics of actual people I've known

>>40672049
Femreppers are for friendship only. Honestly I think gender dysphoria makes people "awake" (I'm not saying woke cause of the connotations), like especially gender dysphoric women I think they have a clearer view of the world. I don't know why this doesn't manifest in gender dysphoric men except extremely rarely, too blinded by thinking woman = stupid lobotomized housewife who doesn't think about those things I guess. I only have had like 1 frepper friend who I think is gonna go on T so I lurk these threads just to see what others are like.
t. em tee eff
>>40672172
Well are they memes about animation or just animated 2d memes

>>40671487
nothing will ever make me not see myself as a mentally ill female because its the reality, its a core belief

>>40672202
>I'm not posting pics of actual people I've known
No, I mean from the internet. An example of what it looks like, or what you think we look like if it's defined as cute androgyny.

>>40672219
they're animation memes

>>40672219
>Honestly I think gender dysphoria makes people "awake"
you get it, it makes you see how fucked up and animalistic our society is. i cant talk to non dysphoric people because theyre fucking npcs and even if they support trannies they have npc reasons for doing so like "ummmmmm just let people do what they want with their bodies :/", none of them think deeply about things like gender or sex, theyre bots

>>40672245
I don't have random pics of such people saved and I don't care to go hunting for them on the internet just to argue about the exact meaning of the very subjective term
>cute androgyny
with you
I know it when I see it and I like it when I know it

>>40672049
yes leave

>>40672263
let me guess, picrel.
>inb4 why so mean
i find it funny that you think femreppers look different from regular women.

>>40672260
>"ummmmmm just let people do what they want with their bodies :/", none of them think deeply about things like gender or sex
Literally my family lol, I've never managed to articulate it before but it's exactly that, I can't look that gift horse in the mouth too hard or expect people to take off the lens they view the world with but I still wish people would.

>>40672070
sometimes men get pregnant

>>40672329
they just support "the current thing" (tm) because they want to seem woke. no actual analysis or introspection behind their support. trannies are hard to understand for a normie, and thats the problem because most normal people are fucking braindead, you have to jump through a lot of hoops to make them comprehend the concept of dysphoria and how it affects people, but they just dont have the intelligence or theory of mind to get any of that, they really dont.

Hate that the more I procrastinate, the more I have to do later and the more I have to do, the less I want to do anything at all. This shit keeps piling up for years and even thinking about doing something about it makes me exhausted. And I can't ask for advice anywhere because no one seems to understand what is it like to be crushed by mental illness and general feeling of senselessness of anything I need to be doing. Taking care of my health? It's so bad at this point I'd rather kill myself. Getting a degree so I have a chance to find a decent job? I'm too old for this and I can't stand competition, I'd rather kill myself. Socializing and building connections with people? Even the most woke of them would subconsciously think about me as afab, uterus-haver, walking vagina, all the things I never wanted and never connected with, I'd rather kill myself. Why do anything at all if it's all pointless and I'll never feel happy or even remotely good, why try and fail and repeat it over and over again if the best case scenario is becoming kinda okay. I'd rather kill myself.

>>40672337
*women
Men can't get pregnant because their reproductive system is not made for it. Men impregnate, women get pregnant, go back to school anon

>>40672323
every one I've known personally did look a bit different (from regular women) though
and yea I wouldn't kick your picrel out of bed but it isn't necessarily a template what needs to be followed

>>40672442
mysterious

>>40672337
i think about impregnating cis men every single day of my paraphilic degenerate life. i wish amabs could get pregnant.

>>40672509
I mean if you want to dial in my tastes feel free to keep posting random picrels and I can tell you if it's a would or not

I need some positives to being a woman. Trying to psy op myself.

>>40672968
Make better snipers and sharpshooters
Source: metal gear solid

>>40672968
men age like shit. put a 40 year old woman and a 40 year old man next to each other and he is going to look like a ghoul compared to her. older, too.
on the off chance you are blind, there is all the male whining about baldness, women complaining about men letting themselves go, femboys panicking so much they hop on e, and the twink death debate.

it's stupidly fucking ironic how i've had a breeding/impregnation kink for years out of pure self hatred for myself. i've always had dysphoria in regards to my womb so when masturbating i would imagine being impregnated against my will as a form of self harm to remind myself that i'm disgusting and i won't have the body i'll ever want. it's so fucking retarded i've been like this for years and i hate it and i hate being a repper

>>40673034
>"tell me some positives about being female"
>"uh..... you can be a pretty object to be oogled at for longer!"
grim.

>>40673207
you can feel young and/or more confident for longer.

>>40673234
anon...why are you connecting your value and confidence to youthfulness. whats gonna happen when you grow old do you just kill yourself then. this isnt the positive you think it is

>>40673265
>whats gonna happen when you grow old
i am not a college student you think i am. i'm telling you, seeing more and more wrinkles feels like shit because they represent the ticking clock. people treat you differently based on how old you act and look as well because subconsciously we equate youth with potential. aging sucks for non-sexual reasons, get your mind out of the gutter.

>>40672968
The only real positive for me as a poorshit third-worlder is that I can do sex work and get money from desperate cis moids (without changing anything about my looks). There is the biggest demand for women, meaning there are fetish niches I can fit in as I am. Cis and trans men are in much less demand so they need to meet certain standards. I know it's a shit cope but being able to sell the body you hate anyway is at least something.

>black tranny posts on this board asking if they can pass
>all replies are "it's okay anon dw all black women look like men anyway!"
God made me the most neotenous effeminate creature in the world just to laugh fuck my non cishon life

>>40673119
I wish I could turn your kink into a beautiful family.

do you think repping gradually turns you a little insane? i'm starting to suspect that it does

>>40673535
I saw multiple cispooners out today while buying groceries. It fucking broke me. I kept staring to look at their shoulder angle and hips and analyze them.

Anyways, femreppers, what would you do if you moved to a new city, and somehow, like 10% of the dudes were all cispooners?

>>40673582
yes

>>40673582
Yes.

>>40673582
>each thread is filled with batshit insane posts
>"yall think repping makes you cray cray?"

>>40673582
Yes.

how to stop viewing every friendly thing a scrote says to you as flirting (even if you’re right 99% of the time)

>>40667374
>the other half it makes dysphoria worse
How so

>>40673535
I would 100% poon out if I was a cishon

>>40672049
Yes because you probably have high expectations or think of us as "different from regular women".

>>40674688
uhh are you telling me this crowd isn't different from regular women?

>>40671846
Pooners are getting pregnant though? Gays still don't want anything with them
Transbians can get woman pregnant too yet lesbians who want families don't want to do that with them

>>40674724
>Pooners are getting pregnant though?
based
>Gays still don't want anything with them
cringe

>>40674721
Different how? We're more mentally ill, we have alot of bisexuals ITT and some of us might have "more masculine hobbies/ looks" that's it? Otherwise how are we different?

>>40674733
It's not cringe why would a gay man want to get woman pregnant anon
Even if he want kids

>>40674764
so that they could have a natural family with another man

>woman pregnant
trans men are men

>>40674754
I sense a hostile tone behind this question
>alot of bisexuals
this alone makes me want to chase some of my best times were with bi girls

>>40674810
Trans vaginabois are breedable and built for real men

when i was at my lowest i used to slam 2 packs of cigarettes a day nowadays i cant even do one. i gotta lock in

>>40675113
purple actually has an insane body under his shirt, similar to dark empress

>>40674810
>trans men are men
Gay men don't think this
Nobody thinks this
Maybe few people

>>40675314
Post

>>40675344
I think this and my opinion is the only one that matters

>>40675289
I haven't had cigarettes in years

>>40674862
What do you think is a difference between femrepper and a normal woman

>>40675361
If they can stick their dick in pussy, why don't they just fuck normal women then?

>>40675386
Because woman appearence doesn't make penis hard

>>40675378
nta but if you think theres no difference youre lowk a retard

>>40675394
But trans men always look weird compared to cis men, small bones, skull, big hips, PUSSY

>>40675399
Yes that's what I think there is no difference.

>>40675413
No not always you're projecting, you're right about pussy though most of them have vaginas. But some gay men, even if it's a minority of them are more neutral about them rather than being completely disgusted even if it's not what they prefer.

>>40675432
I think they're bisexual if they're fine with pussy

>>40675440
That's fair

>>40675424
theres always at least one bitch in this thread talking about killing moids and wearing their skin do you think thats normal

>>40675454
if they got pregnant they would unlearn their unfounded moidhate

>>40675454
Yes but when it comes to looks how are we different than regular women unless you're butch

>>40675470
idk theres lots of us who dont follow standarts of traditional femminity. ig the chaseroid likes his women masc

im a misandrist on all ways except when it comes to cats, then im a cat misogynist. male cats are just better than female cats. more cuddly, funny and cute

>>40652268 (OP)
Bump before sleep

>>40675938
me but with dogs

>>40675470
did it never occur to you the chaser might be concerned about more than looks?
>>40675508
this one gets me, I like this one

>>40676031
i actually dont like male dogs bcuz their dick and balls are too distracting, i prefer female dogs. but with cats, their dicks are so small theyre basically a small mound and their balls are also tiny but cute and funny to look at theyre like little fluffy balls they give me the same feelings as seeing pompompurin's butthole

>>40675938
I've never noticed enough of a behavioral difference between female and male cats/dogs to have a preference. like most cats are nice and cute regardless of sex.

good evening femreppers i'm kind of high as fuck and now i'm mad at myself for repping. i wish i could just go on hrt and be free dude fuck

If gay men don't believe you are a real woman - convince them with your tight snatch otherwise.

>>40676385
i hope you can be happy one day anon. if you’re feeling like youd be happiest as a trans man, then do it maybe

the reason why everything fucking sucks right now and eveyryone is so lobotomized is because we were never meant to live like this. humans were never meant to live like this, we evolved to live in tribes of 20-30 people but instead we are forced to exist in this oversaturated bigger than life world seeing thousands of humans a day, hearing thousands of humans a day, on the street, on tv, on the social media, and all of their perspectives and useless opinions on matters that they barely can comprehend and yet we are so fucking alone. like who does average person have in their life? their parents who they call once a month, maybe a partner (and thats a huge maybe), maybe some friends, a cat, whaever, no fucking actual community, no actual tight knit group where they get to feel useful for their skillsets and unique evolutionary abbilities, none of that shit. fucking conservatives talking about faggots opposing nature, who cares? who gives a shit. this whole society opposes nature

>>40676913
>fucking conservatives talking about faggots opposing nature, who cares? who gives a shit. this whole society opposes nature
this seems too sensible for an afab
are you amab?

>>40677501
>are you amab?
i wish i was

>>40677662
congrats on being the sanest sounding female I've heard in some time
usually females just rant about how evil men are

>>40677501
Nta. This is a very common opinion. You've just outed yourself as someone who doesn't venture beyond 4chan and his childhood bedroom.

>>40677671
you gotta stop talking to retarded normie bitches and start conversing with female schizos

>>40677702
I had a literal female schizo friend like she was spouting magical thinking irl and then the next time I saw her she was on "abilify" and acted normally
she's a doctor now

Hello femrepgen
Why do you and male reppers not get along
If I had a button that would give you a male body I would absolutely press it just to make you happier, I really don't mind, I wish you happiness
Sorry for intruding though

I have a magical button. It can turn you into a cis male (bodywise) but first you have to get a man to get you pregnant - and you have to give birth, and, when you give birth - you will be magically transformed and then on have a normal male body - but you cannot give up the child or you die - would you accept this button offer?

>>40677708
thats gonna be me soon if i stop fucking around
>>40678012
>Why do you and male reppers not get along
many of them have retarded mgtow views. i dont mind the ones that dont tho. same goes for mtfs like the ones that arent crazy are ok

Some day I will stop taking my brain seriously I promise.
>insist that we need to trust some people even after most people proving that they want to get close only to use me
>wants to be male while being in the most feminine body possible
>wants to be fucking gay in addition, like, are you kidding buddy, we live in fucking eastern europe be so fr
>wants to be loved by a moid even though moids have been proving all my life that they're incapable of love. doesn't stop this little bitch from hoping there's someone decent for it out there. there's not
How do I shut it up, if I start drinking alcohol again I will become fully disabled and our pension is like 60€ a month. I can't fucking do it sober, I could bear it when I was alcoholic but I'm forced to be sober for almost 4 years now. Drugs are expensive, hard to find if you're not social, and much more detrimental to the brain than alcohol. What the fuck am I supposed to do

>>40658889
i wish i could shoot test in you

i hate being a forever femrepper
it's horrible, i wonder if the people around me even see me as masculine

>>40678416
anyone else have an androgynous personality/"vibe", i'm more masculine than the vast majority of women i know but have unmistakable feminine mannerisms sadly

Femininity/masculinity is a scam. When I lived as a woman everyone was telling me I'm too masculine to be a woman. When I tried to poon out the same people started saying that I'm too feminine for a man and ngmi. Is it like some kind of social agreement to tell afab people they're never enough no matter what they do? Idk I resorted to living as a fujo femcel who takes t and uses male name and pronouns but doesn't deny biological reality. I do whatever makes me most comfortable and don't try to appeal to anyone, it's not like I have something to lose anymore.

>>40654652
I'm amab and consent is a turnoff (unless it's uninformed)

>>40658889
I wish your chest was flat, too. What a coincidence!

>>40679118
what are you doing in female repressor general if youre amab?

>>40679132
Rapey larp aside I actually just do like listening to afabs speak to each other and giving positive encouragement to people who are upset. Also the mindset of 4chan ftms is a bit different from other communities, I sometimes seek out misandry because it reminds me of my mom and I'm a permastealther with low self-esteem. Idk.

>>40658137
>At least the right are honest ig
Conspiracy theorists and religious people are not honest lmao

>>40679171
They're honest about hating people like me and don't pretend to be 'tolerant', that's what I'm talking about

>>40679389
I would rather allies who make mistakes sometimes than people who lobby to kill me

>>40679427
And I would rather people who openly want to kill me than people who think I'm delusional and play along only as long as it benefits them. I believe people are transphobic by the nature and only pretend to be allies for brownie points, look at all the 'lgb without t', even cis fags and dykes are willing to abandon trannies when trannies become too bold and ask for real rights

>>40678900
>Is it like some kind of social agreement to tell afab people they're never enough no matter what they do?
Unironically this. There are lots of people who badmouth career women and criticize housewives in the same breath, or bitch and moan about birthrates and hate on mothers and little kids, or call women sluts and laugh at old-fashioned women five minutes later. You can't win unless you stop giving a fuck.

femreppers are fascinating creatures

>>40679545
80% of cis lesbians and 70% of cis gays support trans rights, you're just hypervigilant. And yes, I would rather deal with flawed tolerance than death camps. At least in the former we can have our own spaces

>>40679545
>>40679833
yeah anon should stop basing their world view on 4chan trolling. in real life lesbians and gays might not be too eager to date trannies but they do support trans rights. although, as usual, when shit hits the fan you are mostly on your own but that's true for any group.

I had this fantasy of grooming a young ftm from some shithole country and becoming his sugar mommy, helping him move to the west with me, helping him with transition, watching as he becomes a chad (in this fantasy I'll pick a malebrained one with good genes who has a potential to mog if he hits the gym and takes care of his opinion). I'll be happy knowing that I helped someone avoid my fate, and since I groomed him to be my perfect boyfriend, he will sleep with me in a way that doesn't make me that much dysphoric. I'm not a master manipulator so he will leave me when he has a stable job in a new country and isn't dependent on me financially, then go fuck cis girls and be happy with his poonchad life, and I will finally gather the strength to kill myself.

Кaчaeтcя eль пeчaльнo в oкнe
Кoнчaeтcя дeнь, дичaeт aпpeль
Пpижaлa к cтeклy cyхyю лaдoнь
Пoзвaли к cтoлy, нo ocтaнycь c тoбoй
He нyжeн oбeд, я бoльшe нe eм
Ужe мнoгo лeт тeбя pядoм нeт
Teбя pядoм нeт, нo гдe-тo ты ecть
Пycкaй нe ceйчac, нe co мнoй и нe здecь
Tы тaк жe, кaк я, нe любишь poдных
И тaк жe, кaк я, ты злишьcя нa них
Oни кaк мoи, нe тaкиe, кaк ты
Дeшёвыe мыcли, фaльшивыe pты
To cтpaшныe яды в дeжypных cлoвaх
To жaлкиe взгляды пoбитых coбaк
Ha нaших poдных злoвpeднaя гpязь
Их нyжнo oтмыть, их нyжнo yкpacть
Mы вoзьмём их в плeн, пocaдим нa цeпь
Зaпpём нa кyхнe, cвязaв pyки cзaди
Cлoмить их дyх — этo нaшa цeль
Пoнятнo, чтo c этим нe cпpaвитcя зa дeнь
Hyжнo лишить их бaзoвых чyвcтв
Чтoб нe мoгли ни cлышaть, ни видeть
И в тёмнoй тиши я их нayчy
Кaк нaдo жить, и я нe шyчy

>>40679910
Call me incel or whatever but I find it hard to believe this support is genuine when they don't want to date trannies of their corresponding gender. There may be gays who date ftms and lesbians who date mtf who genuinely support trans rights but they're as rare as straight people who support gays in muslim countries.

>>40679833
'our own space' is a nice euphemism for a 'place where mentally ill people are quarantined together so that normal people don't have to interact with them'

>>40680364
Youre not an incel this is literally the truth. Nonas disagreeing you just dont like being reminded of the harsh truth.

>>40680364
Cis lesbians date mtfs all the time, they even fuck cis men lmao. What are you on about

>>40680395
Which is better than having access to hrt blocked or death camps, priorities nigga

>>40680415
>lesbians
>fuck cis men
we are so retarded

>>40680417
You have access to hrt? Shut up fucking westoid, there are no camps even in russia or muslim countries, you privileged bitches fall for fearmongering like babies

>>40680461
holocaust is the only genocide westerners know about so its always about LE DEATH CAMPS even tho cleansings like that are usually done with more subtle methods

>>40680483
Funnily enough they don't even believe there's ongoing genocide in Ukraine. Sure, their racist asses don't care about asian or african countries but this is literally Europe. Fucking morons.

>>40680527
>their racist asses don't care about asian or african countries
they pretend that they do for brownie points

>>40680576
We know the truth though

>>40680364
>I find it hard to believe this support is genuine when they don't want to date trannies of their corresponding gender.
Isn't it the other way around? They support trannies even if they don't want to fuck them.
You have a very negative outlook on life.

>>40680883
No way, the person doomed to never living their life as their real self has a negative outlook on life, who would've thought

>>40681092
We're all in the same boat. You can absolutely develop a positive-ish attitude as a repper.

>>40681123
I will as soon as I get back to sex work. I only feel fine with this body when it's making money

the only thing that keeps me from going lunatic is buying myself tasty little treats. every day at five am when the sun just starts rising and the weather is pleasantly cold and theres no people outside i go out on a stroll and buy myself something nice like a chocolate croissant or a cheese roll. my entire day is structured around deciding what goodies i will buy myself the next morning, sometimes its my only meal for the entire day, its the only thing i live for its the only beacon of life i have in this doomed wasted life

>>40681754
>I only feel fine with this body when it's making money
FTP dysphoria (female to prostitute)

>>40682069
Sounds nice desu, better than bedrotting with no purpose at all. Living for tasty food is at least something, you're better than me anon.

>>40682470
>better than bedrotting with no purpose at all
i cant bedrot because doing nothing and keeping my mind unoccuppied makes me too aware of the horror that is my life and the endless purposless void that is my future. i HAVE to distract myself with something

>>40682069
treatmaxxing is the way to go
ive been chipping away at a brownie today and it’s keeping me sane. start getting little drinks too as rewards.

>>40682069
>when the sun just starts rising and the weather is pleasantly cold and theres no people outside i go out on a stroll
very nice anon. i also enjoy early morning walks, especially when there's that strange feeling of stillness outside. tomorrow i'll buy myself a little treat on the way home

>>40682069
When the sun starts to rise
Like a big pizza pie, that's amore
When the weather is cold
So you go on a stroll, that's amore

bells will ring ting a ling a ling, ting a ling a ling, and you’ll sing vita bella,
hearts will play tippy tippy tay, tippy tippy tay like a gay tarantella

When the stars make you drool
Buy a cheese roll or two, that’s amore
When your beacon of light in this doomed wasted life is your next meal

when you post in a thread but you know you’re not dreaming senior,
scuzze me but you see back in ole /femrepgen/, that’s amore

>>40685824
>i also enjoy early morning walks, especially when there's that strange feeling of stillness outside
thats a part of what makes those strolls feel special. i like how dead everything feels its like the world was abandoned, really calming, and barely any cars too. i hate cars so fucking much dude

>"I'm so lonely waaah"
>meets someone who is nice
>they don't answer for 4 hours
>has bpd crashout
You are isolated for your own good you fucking retard stop whining stop whining stop whining stop whining stop whining stop whining stop whining stop whining stop whining stop whining stop whining stop

>>40690070
i used to know a person like you it was hell. id fall asleep mid texting her on the phone and wake up to 3000 dms of her having a tard meltdown in my inbox it was hell. dunno why im telling you this, just to make you feel worse about yourself ig

>>40690106
No I actually feel kinda better about myself because I don't even double text anymore, if they're not answering I'm gonna crash out in private so no one can see how pathetic I am

>>40690160
thats smart i cant stand bpdemons who dont mask and expect you to be hypervigilant about their feelings

>>40690178
Understandable, I can't stand myself either

>>40655767
Im here to find a femrepper wife
>>40658869
Holy shit autoandrophile
>>40659427
Why do so many femreppers idealize being mtf. Ig probably the same reason id like to be cis butch but whatever cant properly analyze it.
>>40678900
Same shit happens with amabs cisoids just hate non conformity weather thats not living up to an ideal or intentionally choosing one they believe isn't for you
>>40684863
Only way to live desu
T.rans fem