Thread 40707250

I took estrogen for a fetish and kinda regret it now

larp

>>40707330
no im being serious

>>40707250 (OP)
Tell me about it. I have appointment to start soon but I'm kinda worried. How long have you been taking estrogen? DIY or doctor? Why do you regret it?

>>40707347
proove it was just a fetish

>>40707366
>>40707371
2years. I’ve had AGP since my teens but it went away and now im disgusted by what I’ve done to myself

>>40707393
then stop taking it

>>40707393
Now you're suddenly free of dysphoria and will love to live your life as a man?

>>40707460
I will soon, just hard to commit
>>40707473
I never had dysphoria just AGP

>>40707520
>just hard to commit
why?

>>40707537
I’ve had agp and have been obsessed with trannies for half of my life it’s hard to just end it all now like idk what Im supposed to do

>>40707622
do you actually want to stop taking it

>>40707250 (OP)
ok then stop
do people just not introspect

>>40707688
I think so
im scared my agp will come back tho

>>40707250 (OP)
did you actually think it was a good idea at the time?

>>40707520
>never had dysphoria
So you'll be happy when you look, sound, smell, and feel like a man? When your skin will become coarser and more leathery? When you'll smell like a man no matter what? When your hairline will recede? Will you be happy then?

>>40707732
no not really
I was just really depressed at the time (for other reasons) and thought I’d do something nice for myself

How did you get over not being able to get your dick hard
I love estrogen but that's the worst part.

>>40707520
AGP causes dysphoria. All these trannies here are agp.

>>40707742
none of those things would make me happy but that doesn’t mean I want to be a woman, most men don’t look forwards to those things. I think I’d be happiest if I looked like a teen boy forever but that’s not possible and not gender related

>>40707771
I had AGP without dysphoria they’re not always related
>>40707768
Idk my dick still works it’s just smaller than before. And I wasn’t ever a huge gooner or anything it’s more of a mental fetish

>>40707771
it's the other way around for agp transsexuals desu. i was dysphoric as a kid and developed agp as a teen

>>40707250 (OP)
Good that you have enough clarity to regret it. But I don't feel bad for you in the slightest

>>40707250 (OP)
>>40707393
agp seems to be more of a effect of dysphoria than the other way around

>>40707250 (OP)
I’ve done worse for my fetish. I’m into vore. You’re fine I promise. Just get up and move on.

>>40707715
nigga its not "agp" that shit is pseudoscience. maybe you're not a woman but you sure sound some type of trans.

>>40707393
>>40707250 (OP)
post tits fag

>>40707807
if u werent much of a gooner then I think what you were actually experiencing was gender appreciation and a bit of euphoria at the idea of being perceived as a femboy, which is a valid identity. the fact you're disgusted is likely just internalised transphobia.

not to project a bit but I had similar feelings when I was a bit younger of not wanting to grow into a "man", and if you are feeling that way then you likely are not a man and are either some form of non-binary/gender-non-conforming or just straight up trans.

either way I don't think you should detrans or stop taking E, you need to think about what you genuinely wanna look like in 10 years or even 20 years time and what would make you comfortable as a middle-aged and or elderly person. curious, how old are you actually?

>>40707250 (OP)
Now that the damage is done you might as well be like that HRT femboy crossplayer who got srs so he could cossplay girls better

>>40708800
>done worse for my fetish
>vore
genuinely how can you possibly do anything for this fetish lol

>>40707250 (OP)
>For a fetish
In what way? Were you trying to have sex & be fucked *as* a woman?

Kinda same, I’m a manmoder now and prolly detransing because deep down I’m still a man and hrt isn’t working anyway

>>40707250 (OP)
blah blah blah keep taking E or youll just kys sooner or later

>>40709605
it’s just classic AGP where I wish I could find myself cute and attractive and feminine
>>40709353
I’m 26 and I really see myself as a cis male and it’s hard to know what I want to look like bc I hate the way I look regardless of gender stuff. And sure I don’t want to look like a 40yo man but I don’t want to look like a 40yo woman either, I think I’m just attached to youth bc my face got noticeably uglier between like 18-20
>>40709110
Blanchard’s typology is what is disputed, not the existence of AGP itself

>>40709795
That possibility is there even if they stay on E. Dont be misleading

>>40709857
its not "disputed" its just pseudoscience. nobody with a brain is "disputing" horoscopes or homeopathy either, theyre just rightfully ignoring them. either way to me it definitely sounds like youre trans but too stupid to realize it and youre gonna regret stopping hrt so bad when you go bald but whatever, its not my life do whatever you want.

>>40709857
I think you’re attractive.

>>40709857
It's a good thing you realized that it wasn't for you by yourself, there's nothing wrong with what you've experienced and what you want to do now, you can detrans, there's nothing to be ashamed of. Probably a lot of people are like you, but still stick to hrt because they can't admit they made the wrong decisions with hrt when they were younger
So you should stop taking E and move on with your life, there's more to live than just gender identity explorations, life won't stop because you decided to stop hrt

>>40709857
I really think you're just trans, dunno why you keep clinging to AGP when it's been disproven, or at least not even considered a real thing anymore. You've been on E for 2 years and you don't even want to stop taking it. If you really hated it that much you'd stop, but you aren't.

>>40709888
>>40709915
AGP or even just a feminization fetish obviously exists the part that isn’t clear is the link between AGP and transsexuality. And I hated my body simply due to being ugly so its not as if E could make things worse and i only haven’t stopped bc I’m scared my agp may come back again I’ve had this fetish since 13 so it’s not like I can all of a sudden commit to being a normal straight male

>>40709990
I don't really understand why you're so scared? Your AGP comes back, so you just enjoy taking E again then? It doesn't, then you're fine? If you don't enjoy taking E now just stop. You're overthinking it and it's honestly sad to see.

It's not that complicated or hard, if you want to you take E, if you don't anymore you stop. AGP or such is irrelevant. You can take E for any reason it really doesn't matter.

>>40709999
nah if I stop I’m never going back on it no matter what that’d just be too pathetic

>>40710093
Okay but that's irrelevant to anything, you haven't addressed just stopping it, you're really making it way more complicated than it is or should be, you're just trying to find excuses not to stop, even though you stated multiple times you want to.

Just fucking stop it's not that deep or hard. Or just keep taking it but fucking commit to something.

>>40709553
Nothing legally I bet