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qott: WHY DO YOU STILL FIGHT WHY DO YOU KEEP GOING WHY DO YOU RESIST

>>40718901 (OP)
i dont know
my will to survive baffles even me

>>40718901 (OP)
we bury our dead and move on, what else is there?
>>40718676
>idk if i'm making it to 100 and idk what there is to come
well, that's the thing, you could try to do anything you want
>>40718711
that's certainly a vibe, but on the other hand it's summer so it's hot and most ppl don't do much of anything
like I read three chapters a few days ago, and then I read none, just have to pick it up again the next day mhm

>>40718970
>you could try to do anything you want
trying doesn't mean succeeding
i'm trooning at 30 my life is basically over. i've failed and there's no afterlife so i'm just coping

>>40719008
Does success equal happiness? Does happiness equal fulfillment? Fuck if I know I'm a nihilist. Nothing matters and no one will in time. The heat death of the universe comes for everything all the same.

>>40719039
i mean transitioning at 30 seems kinda retarded
but i am a retard who's wasted his life

>>40719008
nah it's fine, life never ends, you can't fail or succeed as an end state, you can only stop
there are always more things to read, things to write, paint, make, see, do, etc etc, so on & so on

>>40719057
Lol I did the same. I'm 35 now. Its not that bad. Only perpetually online freaks give a fuck about how retards live their life. Maga fags and schizo libtards are the loud minority that wanna control what everyone does. You do you. Be genuine and genuine people will see that. Again it doesn't matter. There's no pressure to be anything cause it doesn't matter.

This is all there is, and it fucking sucks. I'd kill myself if I was convinced there was anything on the other side but there isn't so it'd just be a waste. Do what you can while you're here and try to get a few smiles in before you get a brain tumor or folded neatly in a 12 car pile-up anyways. It's that simple.

>>40719059
>life never ends,
the cemetery is full of counterexamples
>>40719098
>There's no pressure to be anything cause it doesn't matter.
the pressure is my own fulfillment
i don't know how much happiness being a hon who missed out on life will bring me

>>40719180
>the pressure is my own fulfillment
Maybe I'm an easily amused retarded hon but to me that means little to no pressure. If you set the standard high at least you can make it enjoyable while you attempt to achieve it.

Into the dungeons of Cope & Seethe…

>>40719126
the silver lining is knowing all the youngshits bragging about how they have a better life won't get to hold onto that life forever
>>40719209
>Maybe I'm an easily amused retarded hon but to me that means little to no pressure.
despite being a latehon i don't want to have susans tier honfidence
>>40719219
that's all life is

>>40718901 (OP)
gotta see how this joke of a life ends
used to want to kms
but i deserve the punishment of living

>>40719337
>used to want to kms
>but i deserve the punishment of living
it's not punishment. you stay alive so that way you outlive the shitty people in your life

>>40719352
>the shitty people in my life
wish i had some just daddy but he doesnt care about anything i have to say
otherwise theyre all long gone both the good and the bad
even mum doesnt want to talk to me much anymore
guess thats what happens when youre honest with everyone about everything

>>40719384
> Only 2 shitty people in my life I don't even have to interact with
Could be worse

>>40719317
Then dont. Quit bitching. You live in a time where literally all your base needs are met (it sounds like they are if you're trooning at 30) and you can do anything you set your mind to. Why be jealous of some young shit that's gonna have a couple years of happiness max and end up exactly like everyone else? First world problems friend. Maybe you should disconnect and go live off the land. It sounds like you regret shit you didn't even really want to begin with. Late stage consumerism has rot your brain to sniveling needy pulp.

>>40719317
What if instead of youngshits it was yung shyts

>qott: WHY DO YOU STILL FIGHT WHY DO YOU KEEP GOING WHY DO YOU RESIST

idk lol :3

>>40719463
Retard pilled and Based.

"we should unsexualize the human body"

what a fucking retard lmao
what even is nature? destroy everyhing because im a weirdo! jfc, terryfing

>>40719451
heh thats preddy funny. how stinky r ur feet btw

>>40719485
Not very, sory...

>>40719426
nah fuck off with your useless word salad i'm taking hrt
>First world problems friend. Maybe you should disconnect and go live off the land. It sounds like you regret shit you didn't even really want to begin with. Late stage consumerism has rot your brain to sniveling needy pulp.
follow your own advice you piece of shit

how can you seriously have such profoundly stupid "reflexions"
how and why do you want to fucking unsexualize the literal base of what sex is
god i fucking retards so much

you should have a fucking license to post on the internet

hey guys

i think we should disinfantilise kids bc im a pedophile, sounds good right?

>>40719516
>god i fucking retards so much
Bet you fuck a lot of them! Wear your helmet next time. Clearly youve damaged your brain already.
>>40719513
Wtf did I say to begin with? But you wanted to whine about young, horny airheads. You do you, dumbass.

>>40719540
>Wtf did I say to begin with?
nothing of value, you pile of human trash
the fuck is so great about your life that you can judge others

>>40719527
every accusation a confession lol

>>40719544
Only thing great about my life is seeing you rage about whiney bitch boy problems. Go find a hard cock you soft ass faggot. You'll feel better.

hey guys instead of sharing hot takes aboout what the world should be and what humanity should change
why don't you try to take of yourself first, brushing your teeth everyday etc

>>40719559
longer shit comes out of your mouth the more i don't even think you're a tranny kek
>Only thing great about my life
wrong bait, you're supposed to larp about how you transitioned at 19 or some shit instead

>>40719567
Jordan Peterson over here

>>40719577
I just told you I'm 35. I trooned at ~30>>40719059 only one larping is you pretending you have a reason to be depressed.

>>40719577
>Kek

>>40719567
>>40719592
lmao
imagine thinking this is out of line
yeah no shit if you can’t even take care or make good decisions abour your own life maybeeeee having opinions on the whole fucking world is a bit out of touch

>>40719596
and do you pass? you really don't feel like you've missed out?
>only one larping is you pretending you have a reason to be depressed.
moving out of your parents house at 30 and still not finished learning how to drive and trooning at this age kinda does that to you

>>40719613
Holy fuck dude, it could be so much worse.
>I lived with my Mom until I was 25. >When I moved out I was homeless for 2 years.
>When I finally found I place I held it down for like a year and a half until I had to beg a family member to move in with me.
>They could not stand my faggy drunk ass and left me with the bills.
>Forced to begin my Mom to move in with me.
>She could stand my faggy drunk ass, gets me arrested for being a violent drunk pos.
>I now rent a basement from a reluctant friend and live like a recovering addict in squalor.
>Never had drivers license and maybe nervously drove a handful of times.

I do have a bf now. He's sweet and he likes me a lot. Probably cause he never met me as a druggie.

>>40719596
also sorry for snapping at you anon i think i got you confused with this fuckface >>40718601

>>40719613
Fuck no I dont pass. I hardly try to cause I know I dont. I just play it off like I'm a fag. Does it hurt? Sometimes. Do I care? Sometimes.
But honestly I could be getting raped or forced into war in some shit hole country.

I'm just saying. Quit bitching, it could be so much worse. You sound ungrateful for what you have. I'm not saying you have to be thanking god or anything. Just quit being a bitch. You're not the only one with a shitty life. And you have more power than a lot of people to change it.

>>40719596
I uh... um... uh.. I um... hmm... uh well, um.... I...
>>40719613
>>40719653
having moved out in my teens, I would not recommend that either..
especially not in this economy...
mid 20s to early 30s sounds fair and gives you some time to save up money

>>40719653
>>40719682
just saying it could be worse doesn't really mean anything
>And you have more power than a lot of people to change it.
can only change it to being some latehon retard
>>40719733
>mid 20s to early 30s sounds fair and gives you some time to save up money
would have preferred early 20s so i could have trooned at least

>>40719733
I was just trying to reassure sweet cheeks >>40719577 over here that her life ain't over and she doesn't have to be a sad sack of shit just because society tells us to be. Drop off the grid, troon out idgaf sweetie just stop being so sorry for yourself. That's help less than my vapid, retard advice.

>>40719758
yeh I guess, I mean sometimes ppl also just prep themselves for the worst like this, so if it's better than the worst disaster imaginable then they can live with it
>>40719754
that's just life I guess, none of us can get the perfect opportunities
unless they're rich, always the rich, they'll never understand it...
eat the rich etc. etc. and so on & so on

>>40719754
And what the fuck is regret getting you? Are you feeling all tingly and fuzzy inside? Get off the internet and formulate a plan. Achieve said plan. Rinse and repeat. You'll be so much happier than reading my fumbass comments poking fun at your soft little attitude about life.

https://youtu.be/wLkNYk_zZ_U
tranny talking about autism topic if u frens want to give it a listen

>>40719790
>Get off the internet and formulate a plan. Achieve said plan.
i mean somehow my plan was "get a job and move out way too late so i can order hrt online"
somehow the first part worked but i'm waiting on the hrt to show up

>>40719818
I really do genuinely mean this

>early 30s
>have moved out a couple times before
>end up having mental health crises and moving back in
>just now looking for a job again
>considering just moving to a new state so I can be on my own
>so I don't have to keep living in this place with a bad climate
>can't work consistently enough to make rent even with disability
what do

Question for the trans girls: Are you fucking chinese? Are you gay? Do we live inside a dream? Is your dick getting smaller? Are you remembering to stay hydrated? Whoops I guess that was several questions lol.

>>40719861
>Nope. I'm spic mutt.
>I'll try anything once but pussy smells funny.
>Stop smoking DMT have you seen what that shit does to you?
>Not by much. I wasn't that big to begin with though.
>I do cause my fat ass is trying to lose weight and water is all I can have.

need a new confession thread...

heh fuck

>>40720046
lore?

>>40719098
Once you realize that 30 isn't the end and a reason most people say it is because they fucking give up and stop caring for themselves while seething and hating at younger people like a baby boomer. I'm not 30 or old but I've seen a lot of passers who started in their late 20s or early 30s be passable. This board is full of fucking idiots who try to implant their brainworms into you.

>>40720205
Tell that to her >>40719754
Idgaf about any of the retards on this board. I occasionally stop by to talk shit and kill time. GL

honestly life's not that serious. XYZ insecurity - ok who cares I am going to die one day - This Too Shall Pass... Oh the world is on fire who cares not my problem to fix I am just here doing my best (something you can remind yourself daily) and for the trip until it ends. As for actually making progress in life - when I am exercising I think about all the hogs on the right dependent on sugar caffeine alcohol etc. that can barely walk up a flight of steps when I can run miles on them. Sometimes the exercise helps sometimes I still feel like shit who cares I will die one day I have no obligations c:

>>40720224
>Idgaf about any of the retards on this board. I occasionally stop by to talk shit and kill time. GL
same, this board went to shit after 2020 and the crossdressing chuds and reppers invaded.

how common for mtf to be attracted to men before transition?

they didnt find the drugs
we gucci
defs not going back to that guy again pulled up by an unmarked car within 10s of leaving fuck sakes almost went to jail

>>40720267
I was. Why you ask?

>>40720294
>sweet puff
Hehe, meth heads be wild. He'll of a hobby though, lol

>>40720294
Dirty drug addict. That shit is going to catch up with you and stop your heart.

>>40720267
I was but it seems to be pretty hit or miss
lots of transwomen seemed like totally normal straight men and then transition and try to pretend they are lesbians and I don't really get that
even the gay guys who transition and pretend to be straight are confusing, like I'm a transwoman attracted to men and I consider myself gay bc transwomen are like a subset of men, specifically ones who experience dysphoria over their sex. that doesn't change the fact we're male, and hrt at best just makes us castrati

>>40720294
where's maldo?

>>40720354
Did you change your ID? Are you okay with being referred to as he/him?

>>40720492
no I haven't changed my ID and yeah ppl can refer to me however they like, it doesn't change me

>>40719008
skill issue

>>40720625
>>40720354
do you pass?

>>40720912
I don't think any transwomen pass but people act like I do

>>40719008
u just need to redefine success

>trooning out at 23
ngmi

>>40721391
>trooning out after 13
ftfy

>>40721405
Not all of us grew up with parents who weren't violent transphobes.

TROOONNN SHOULDERRSSS
WIDERRR THAN A MILEEEEE
IM PASSING YOU IN STYLE SOMEDAY (Never)

such a beautiful day..

>>40721638
True anon it is a fine navy day! Glad you're feelin well :)

>>40721679
thanks. i think im just going to get into writing today.

>>40721810
Oh cool whatcha writing? Fantasy novels? If so post when published I'll buy one

.
how do you feel about your girl balls ladies

>>40718901 (OP)
I GET TO SEE MY WIFE IN A MONTH OR TWO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>40721884
Goon your sissy balls amirite or amirite anon

>>40721884
smash with meat mallet desu

also Im sorry to many people here for being a genuinely dogshit person and am going to post something ban worthy, please report my upcoming post as underage so that I become permabanned
I dont trust myself to be here without continuing to be a shit person and this place only makes me feel worse, its an addiction to me and I see this as the best way to stop making my problems everyone elses
again

PLEASE REPORT MY NEXT POST AS UNDERAGE SO THAT I GET PERMA BANNED

thank you and again, im sorry, I projected my own issues aand problems onto others and you dont deserve that, I dont trust myself to improve while still having access to this site and honestly I probably need some fucking medication

also before i post the ban worthy image I request that anyone who doesnt want to see (very minor) self harm filters me so that you dont see anything upsetting

hi im anon, Im idk fucking 8 years old, I like mincraft and uhhh skibidi toilet?
please ban me or I will post my genitals

>>40721879
yeah. it's sorta fun. It's an alien fantasy setting. There's a caste of people with a special tattoo that are able to use extremely powerful magic with Feng Shui alchemy. They are called Witches, and can bend reality around them. Reality bends back though, and they are cursed in the process. Their health actively unravels due to their condition, and fate bends against their wills in unnatural ways. However, once the symptoms begin they cannot be stopped. It only progresses in severity until the Witch dies, or worse. Their mere existence is a drain on the life force of the world around them, but their skills are extremely useful. Therefore, they are separated from general society and relegated to their own caste system. The main character is a cave explorer who finds a magical earth crystal and accidentally curses herself from the exposure. She becomes a witch and is recruited into an eccentric squad of scouts that perform missions on the surface. She is sent on a desperate mission to discover the true nature of the god-killing daggers, encountering intrigue and mystery along the way!

also gn good luck and I wish you all the best

my brother in christ absolutely nobody cares, asked or will report ur shitty sh attempt

that only works when ur hot or desired by others

bad script, ill give it 1.5/10 points for the """effort"""

>>40722001
Nice, science fantasy id definitely read. Lemme know when for sale or patreon link when you have one.
>>40721940
Ain't reporting, see you tomorrow
>>40721963
Left one mildly deep be sure to disinfect

my pc broke so now i cant even look at my empty dms and yearn

>>40722079
Just look at empty dms on your phone that's what I do ;_;

>>40722044
>Nice, science fantasy id definitely read. Lemme know when for sale or patreon link when you have one.
thanks. i have another science fiction fantasy thing i can send, but it's a ttrpg rulebook rather than a novel. would it be of any interest to you?

>>40722091
logging in takes so much effort

>>40722105
Make sure to only send stuff to people if it's like published or copywritten or whatever writers do. I wouldn't but people can steal pretty easy anon. I wouldn't want you to send such things and learn a dangerous behavior.
>>40722106
Ah I see. Well I just leave mine logged in but I can see why logging in would be a chore.

>>40722140
>Make sure to only send stuff to people if it's like published or copywritten or whatever writers do. I wouldn't but people can steal pretty easy anon. I wouldn't want you to send such things and learn a dangerous behavior.
psh. who cares what some gay nerd writes

get to get tied up this weekend after visiting my dad (the two are unrelated)
I need to decide on what ties to do though, it feels overwhelming honestly does anyone have any advice

if you are a grower and not a show-er does srs work or will it end up being a botched shallow pussy? /mmg/ is being less than useless

>>40722261
don't get srs

>>40722266
fuck off unless you give me a reason why it would be bad

>>40722267
it doesn't actually give you a vagina, has numerous possible complications, mutilates a healthy organ in violation of the Hippocratic oath, requires painful upkeep with dilation, etc

>>40722288
> mutilates a healthy organ
eat glass

>>40722296
care to extrapolate?

no eat glass

i dont think choppin ur dick off will solve your problems and make you a gurl

>>40722318
>>40722296
I'm getting mixed messages
want me eat glass, or want me no eat glass??

i just wish i had my foreskin because women don't get circumcised

>no. eat glass
i want you to eat glass. lots of glass. keep eating glass until your belly is full and it makes noise when you walk

>>40722354
this still wont give you a real vagina you know

lel lmao even

too much typing not enough eating glass

>>40722354
r u Chinese
me no eat glass me not cow

>>40722406
Im indian saar

>born in a third world country and with gender dysphoria
Any point in trying to do anything instead of just dying? Give me your honest answer

>>40718901 (OP)
>qott
right now cause I have good, stable love and I have promising and exciting things coming up in my career
there is so much joy despite the alienation, there is so much to be thankful for and proud of despite my insecurities. things have been bad before. They might get worse again. But until I'm dead there's always a chance at another joyful day

>>40718901 (OP)
>Mono posts thread like this every week and larps as "government intelligence"
Can someone tell me why she does this?

>>40721879
the fact that you are back here namefagging can only mean you're very bored with your plain-faced midget gf

le cuck has arrived

>>40721963
>>40722044
Oh look Navy is literally getting horny to the thought of an underage tranny cutting herself. Now she'll never go away.

>>40722261
1: Micropenis means less depth and material. Grower/Shower has no relation to a micropenis, they usually have the same size when erect
2: Having no foreskin ( lmaoing at victims of Jewish genital mutilation) will make you lack the most sensitive tissue of the oebis appendix and due to desensitisation of the glans through constant exposure to underwear the reconstructed clitoris will be pretty much just cosmetic (this is why circumcised guys will never know the pleasure of someone really skilled at giving head)
3: Your choice of surgeons is limited to exactly 3 in the entire world, the rest will butcher you at exorbitant costs
4: Constant dilation is not required if you have sex about once a week. Only on the first year dilation is required multiple times daily. Very very painful and obnoxious process.
5: Your partners hygiene is highly important. Nearly all causes of yeast or other bacterial infections are caused by guys not being hygienic enough, which is insanely common. The PH value of a vagina is fragile and once disrupted will cause issues.

SRS and biological vaginas have the same bacterial flora and PH values which is because the AMAB oebis being a mere....mutation..of a vagina as (most) mammals have a "vagina" during early fetal stages, meaning every human begins as a female, and the sperm of the father delivers either an X or Y chromosome to the egg, which then begins the transformation of male or female sex characteristics.

>>40722486
>German flag
yeah ur wrong buddypal

>>40722571
thank you for the actual response

>>40722571
suporn was the guy but bank aint the guy

>>40722512
she pretty

>>40722603
She lives with K*t in Germany.

>>40721909
hell yeah my dude

>>40722512
Gremlin is beautiful lmao. She in Canada rn so I post a lil to fill the time till she's back. Alao I name fag cause people pretend to be me or assume anons are me, so this way nobody gets the wrong idea
>>40722549
I'm not into cutting and I dont think that poster is underage, don't they have a kid?
>>40722639
Preech anon

Oh mono is back, hey old friend what's up

>>40722571
>having no foreskin
So what do I do about that? I didn't choose that :(

>>40722675
nta but i'm trying to restore mine
god i hate being cut

>>40722571
>2: Having no foreskin ( lmaoing at victims of Jewish genital mutilation) will make you lack the most sensitive tissue of the oebis appendix and due to desensitisation of the glans through constant exposure to underwear the reconstructed clitoris will be pretty much just cosmetic (this is why circumcised guys will never know the pleasure of someone really skilled at giving head)
thanks for ruining my morning anon :(
i will never have a real clitoris :(

>>40722656
>I'm not into cutting
Still a compulsive liar Mable? We all remember when you made Carol cut your name into her arm on video while you masturbated. She posted the proof. Or the time you made a "blood pact" and exchanged blood via open cuts with that STD-riddled prostitute Rouge/Mae. You have a blood/cutting kink, that's why you replied to that anon. Gremlin should know about this, I'll tell her friend.

kek she totally wouldn't be posting again if she wasn't looking for a new tran to groom

>>40722737
didnt even offer me a new pc baka my h bad at grooming

>>40722755
she gon have to buy grem 2 new steamdecks after anon spills the beans

the epic battle of the paypigs

>>40722761
idk if beans would ruin a steamdeck they are probably bean proof or at least wipeable

>>40722731
That part was sarcasm anon.. pls don't tell me you're that autistic hehe
>blood exchange
Wtf no id never cut myself, I'm not bpd!
>>40722755
I have an extra 1080ti if you want it. No charge
>>40722722
https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2050116120301240

>>40722780
Navy is going to suipush K@t the same way she did to that guy Mike.
RIP

>>40722800
Why would anything i do or say sui push k@? Im just a stalker she never cared about silly, she said so herself :)
>Mike
That's an old ass larp of mine woah. Impressive archive dig

iwnbartt

>>40722787
very epic thx 4 grooming
>>40722800
what does this have to do with beans?

all the vague posts here are mildly amusing and all, but at least ppl are posting again, right?
how are things anyway? anything planned this weekend?
some old friends wanted to meet up, but I was like it's too hot lets do it next month...

>>40722816
You might wanna tell Lynn to not look at the internet and especially mtfg spaces for a while. Last time she found out you were still texting K* she had a freakout in front of your friends. Take her phone, the receipts will upset her.

>>40722838
they are def more amusing than your blogposts saar

>>40722838
im going to waste my weekend getting not as high as i wish i could again. things are horrid

>>40722856
So am I suipushing her or still speaking to her in private or stalking her? I can't follow your retard logic old friend sorry

>>40722866
oh yeh real comedian hours for sure
>>40722881
probably for the best, so you don't od or something
anyway is it terrible cos of something recent or just terrible in general?

>>40722960
terrible in general

>qott
i was going to give up but i am riding the high of burst of good that came to me a while ago
and the good will of some people
and uh it is spreading so so thin :( so thin yo
god this thread is always so upsetting and scary and theres like a bazillion terrifyuing people here dude why are you like this whya ferea
>>40722838
i am preparing for big move
it is stressful i had to wrangle so many people and my stomach is going cuhraze
i am afraid
but could be worse

Pika is some boymoder called "Cherry Lollipopzzz" on IG. She mad at Navy for old /bmg/ drama

on /vg/ (/tesg/) we would just respond "so about those videogames..." whenever interpersonal drama was the main topic(which was every day)

I can't come up with a similar sentence for mtfg which is upsetting

sometimes I wanna go back there and b a regular again but then the thread will inevitably be 80% about me. I don't mind the attention but there's just too many chases there

suffering from success baka

>>40722838
not sure if you noticed but it’s the same old edrama shit

took a sip of the jose. everything turned red for 8 minutes. woke up in Geneva. aw man i did it again

>>40722787
>https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2050116120301240
i don't believe them and i'm still restoring because i think foreskin looks better

>>40723007
It's Charlotte here, and she is a janny which is why she never gets banned. She hates me because her gf or maybe ex now thought I was hot 5 years ago

>bouhouhou this thread is so bad
>bouhouhou its so shit people are so shit its so dead
>keep coming back

you're literal crackheads yk?

>>40722991
sorry to hear that anon, I hope things get better or at least you can get through the weekend
>>40722996
fair, moving is scary, are you moving to a new city or like emigrating or ...?
also don't worry, I'm sure nobody is that scary when they drop their thread persona
>>40723024
honestly, not really, I thought it might be more fresh but you're probably right
for a second I thought wow maybe the whole thread is edating each other
>>40723051
>thought I was hot 5 years ago
hey that's some real fan dedication

>>40723047
>>40722787
keratinization
also lubrication is absent
and then there is the frenulum or rather it's absence
stimulating this with the tip of the tongue has... interesting effects on the recipient

dag nabbit im in psychosis right now.
ugh. i havent had a bad episode for over a year. blegh.
need to chill out and not get too silly.

>>40723047
That's cool, everyone should do what they want with their own bodies. Just saying the jury still is out over sensation loss and if there is some it's minimal enough to not matter really. I'm still anti baby genital mutilation ofc but there's no reason to lament what is done already
>>40723061
Not clicking virus etc
>>40723101
Yea she's nuts and a shut in neet so spends her whole life on here spamming people with insults.

>>40723161
>lubrication
Smegma? Sweat? Yuggie foreskin havers should be more conscious of cleaning their weiner.

Project Zomboid mtfg server.

You can abduct players and force them to watch dubbed anime for hours in a basement

>>40723101
same city, new borough
going from living by myself to living with some others
the idea of that would terrify me, but the people are really pleasant and nice thankfully and i already know them and stuff
should be good i hop i think it will be good for me to be around people i trust when i feel like shit

>>40723161
>keratinization
>also lubrication is absent
i hope restoring reverses this
>and then there is the frenulum or rather it's absence
i've been seething over not having a frenulum for as long as i can remember
being a cut moid feels like punishment for being born male

>>40723187
it causes me enough mental pain i'm trying to restore but it's taking forever

>>40723195
did the uncut dick you schlorped on had either of these things?

>>40718901 (OP)
do i do it today chat? i couldnt really find an answer.

>>40723290
Only pp ever near my face was too big for my mouth cause my ffs kinda messed up my jaw and it doesn't open very far. Pretty sure she cleaned it well tho, there wasn't any... guh *lubrication*.. on there.

I fucking wish I wasn't circumcised if I had to be male, or better yet I wish I wasn't male at all. Why did life do both of these things and more to me

>>40723313
>she
think again

>>40723313
didn't you suck gremlin off....

>>40723318
I feel like online gay male culture kinda mind fucked people on cut vrs uncut. Only real problem it ever caused me is an ex called my pp an ugly jew dick which did hurt my feels at the time, but in retrospect I already have to hold back pretty hard when fucking etc so if there was more sensation I'd probably not be able to. Plus in the US women tend to dislike uncut so it helps me with foids. All in all id call it even on if I'd change it or not
>>40723335
He they then whatever. They change genders alot so hard to keep up
>>40723355
What makes you think she even has a pp?

I kind of miss being a gay boy even though it sucked

any battle for wesnoth fans in the chat

>>40723376
>What makes you think she even has a pp
NTA but most ppl have seen that...clip

>>40723376
>I feel like online gay male culture kinda mind fucked people on cut vrs uncut.
nta i'm just watched too much futa hentai and they were all uncut and i wish i could futamaxx

>>40723399
Oh yea I forgor that one hehe. Well I don't suck it lmao. Pretty sure my mouth is too small even for one her size. Something way different happened right after that short clip >>>:)
>>40723406
Ah I see i see. Good luck!

>>40723406
the allegations

>>40723431
wdym

>>40723168
have you tried sissy hypno therapy?

>>40723431
but she told us you did.. you talked about it in the server

>>40723444
I dunno I'm just memein
>>40723474
She also says she's 7 feet tall ultra chad.

>>40723485
but you confirmed you did and she was graphic about it too

>>40723431
well I'm glad my introduction course on how to prep paid off then
ofc not accounting for your contradictory statements about it all but whatever

>>40723386
pooge ngl you didn't even look gay just like a malnourished proto-basedjak chud with a hilariously abysmal fashion sense
like the kind everyone beats up at school just for how you looked

>>40723387
yo Marie why u keep changing names just stick to one

>>40723504
Iirc correctly you saw very closely the opposite happen :p

>>40723467
im not a sissy

>>40723508
ok u don't have to be rude plus I definitely looked like a fag

>>40723272
>restoring
is that even possible? the inner lining of a foreskin is the same tissue as within ur mouth, how do they replicate that?

shalom

>>40723508
i only change like once or twice a year i think u may just be terminally online (no offense i am too)

>>40723538
young republican meeting?

>>40723538
would

>>40723538
Looks like the Jewish kid in the Adam's family values movie

if only that tie hadnt left effects on the boy.

>>40723565
kek

>>40723571
FUCK no lmao I was never a Republican ever jfc, that was for a job fair iirc
given the date I was probably high on weed and kratom and possibly drunk too in that pic lol

>>40723590
very mean desu I'm not jewish, just ugly

>>40723611
You know that was a good one come on

Lynn seemingly allows Navy to still have a polycule... So it was just me she wanted to keep away? Why did she feel so threatened by me? Cause I MOG

>>40723629
I actually didn't even know the reference until I looked it up and even then it's kinda meh
could've gone with a pageboy haircut joke

>>40723733
She doesn't like me speaking to people who've hurt me. I assume this is mono so most likely she doesn't want us talkin cause you faked being my friend and insulted me a lot after you got the caps you wanted
>>40723747
It's identical-_-

>>40723733
you're always so embarassing

thnking about getting bangs again
thnk cud? current hair is triggering me it's wavy pattern makes it have an awkward S shaped form at my hairline on the forehead area (hair parted in middle) because it still hasn't fully grown out from last time I had bangs and its giving me BDD worms, I don't wanna iron it every day

wish I cud use some realistic AI tool to try it out but they change the face and hair texture etc

straight hair havers need their privilege checked

>>40723771
>>40723051
love me wife v beautiful, switch 2 added chibi robo
love my wife

>>40723903
I love you too silly. Best wife <3

>>40723903
wudnt stick around in thread if i was you

>>40723771
do i live in your walls or something? havent posted in more than a week desu
pls do not mention me kthxbai

you deserve so much better

>>40723960
My bad

or maybe you deserve exactly this

>>40723993
thank you for your attention to this matter!

>>40723903
that just means its never getting a physical and they will be charging you forever to play yo games

>>40723983
>>40724003
who

>>40724043
The trannys are eating.. the cats, they're eating.. the dogs.. not sending their best..some of them, I'm sure, are fine people.

>>40724113
They're eating the pets of the people who LIVE THERE!!

I'm a 35 years old virgin

>>40723960
She never stops posting about you... Please kill her already Mono, we love you.

>>40724113
Out of curiosity, are you affected at all by Trump’s military trans ban and refusal to be paid or is that only for those who served in the air force?

>>40723983
>>40724003
why be like this

>>40724196
>kill
If me and mono met she'd be dead. No euro cuck could ever defeat me in mortal combat
>>40724214
Nah the trans ban now is way different, with mine I basically strategically chose to be kicked out knowing that there would be another worse one later. This one I was proven correct because his current ban they are getting a bad discharge so no benefits and a bad mark on their name which makes getting work hard. It doesn't effect anyone already out of the military. Now if he starts saying all veteran trans are getting their discharges lowered THAT would effect me

>>40724254
cute and enigmatic?

I love southeast Asia. I'm getting so much girlcock in this region and nobody even knows the word "chaser". They love men who love them, rather than resenting them, because they're not insane western retards.

>>40724196
i aint no fag hag killa lil cuz
>>40724260
id be dead?? idk wanna go see the uss new jersey?

>>40724293
why split

>>40724368
In mortal kombat ye, id take Raiden and back forward "b" you

:)

>>40724572
nothing of that kind
i just don’t know how it works

>>40724293
cringe cucked and schizo
>>40724594
i play johnny cage can u deal w that

>>40724630
I counter pick reptile

i cast lay on hands

>>40724603
....

>>40724302
They look like monkeys. And children. Is there something you want to share with us anon?

>>40724753
i like you a lot

>>40724594
>>40724630
Navy and Mono are friends again. That just leaves me as the final villain. Nobody will fuck me either way, guess it's time for Plan B.

navy has to befriend mono its the only way she can get to yorshka

>>40724817
maybe i wasnt so bad after all!

>>40724863
Are you actually living with Kat or is it another delusion larp?

Too tired to be angry.

>>40724884
im living in your walls

>>40724863
pls fuck meeeeee

can't wait for silent hill f

the amount of falseflagging right now is absurd
this is why /lgbt/ needs ID's

>>40725016
If you can't recognize Mono's typing style you're a a newfag.

>>40725016
just filter out keywords

>>40725020
can you guys really recognize her typing style?

KEK Pika really did make sure Navy will never leave mtfg. what a miserable existence for poor old Groomy. Pika won, whoever she was

>>40725020
mono isn't even real

>>40725230
utopia

me when I find my perfect knight in shining armor bf

>>40725290
why is he persian?

QRD on "pika"? who is that and why are they mentioned so much

>>40725300
I overdid the eyebrows, just pretend he's white bc he is canonically

>>40725316
o ok, I was worried

>>40725306
only Navy knows who she was
https://archived.moe/lgbt/search/username/pika/

>>40725306
Pika, short for Pikachu. Used to be called Chew due to a very strong jaw, then people started calling her Pikachu.

wow u guys suck

>>40725306
detective Pikachu maybe

>>40725514
are you still sniffing after Linguini's blasted shithole

>>40725353
>>40725499
looking at that username it's nothing but weird vagueposts and people mentioning this person
makes no sense lol. some say it's a guy called slayer?
actually feels like a larp or impersonator

what's good peeps?

>>40725290
nice one paigey

>>40723525
ok maybe this is true but I do KNOW the version I stated also exists. no matter what I personally saw with my own eyes

very frustrating thread

my head is so big i can’t do the thing where you hold your hair back with sunglasses

>>40725840
look at the size of those cheeks, the very earth must groan under the damnable weight of them.

>>40725840
you too desu, very soulful

https://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/26498636/#q26500506
comedy gold lads
absolute
GOMEDY
COLD

>>40725992
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qt8pQwnFwWQ

>>40726092
she deserved better

>>40726018
and that's one of the smaller asses I've drawn lately, I may have a fixation .......

tall cans in the air

my right shoulder hurts

is this an Ass of Suitable Size (A.S.S)?

>>40726254
do a towel stretch

>>40726273
you really need a boyfriend

>>40726316
do u think he cud cum on and in me?? pls???

>>40726297
Making it worse for now. Im sorry for bringing it up.

>>40718901 (OP)
i don’t know. i really don’t. i’m not even sure if i’m even “resisting” at this point, i’m just going with the flow of it all. do what i’m scheduled to do on that day, what i’m expected to do, each and every day. i mean, what else am i supposed to do? i have nothing. am nothing. i don’t have the hope to push myself forward or the strength of will to end myself. trapped. in limbo. limbo limbo limbo. painful limbo. so tired :(

>>40726337
its fine

>>40726329
I hope so poogy, I hope so

a spider just crawled over me on my bare flesh and I only freaked out a moderate amount are you proud of me emptyeffigy?

>>40726403
as long as you didn't kill the and ethically transferred it outside

>>40726412
I caught it in a cardboard tube + tissues and threw the whole thing out my window :3

>>40726430
commendable desu, gj

>>40726437
thank you thank you I am a brave warrior

>>40726329
FEET

So, I’ve made the decision to transition. So what’s the problem? Well I know nothing about how to dress and present well as a girl. Like literally nothing. Just as little as most cis man. Also, I don’t really want to just copy exact outfits I see on social media because trying to compare myself and match the same beauty of a cis woman would just cause more dysphoria. So I need to find my own style.

Any advice on how to go about this would be much appreciated. Also I’m still very closeted.

i bought an aeron but it's not very comfortable i'm using my old chair

>>40726551
blobby blobby blobby blobby blobby

>>40726273
my bf never pulls out u_u

>>40726772
what happens after that?

>>40726783
he lays on top of me for a minute after he stops throbbing then pulls out and rolls over and lays there for another minute then rinses off in the shower u_u

Dang I got a lot of mentions while I was playin monster hunter with my beautiful wife and dear friends. How're yall?

>>40726810
which monster hunter

I just deleted like 3 days of my life due to stardew valley I feel like need to stop or am gonna just delete 1 month of my life.

>>40726824
Wilds ofc. Need that lazy friendly seikret

I'm a complete waste of human life and only purpose is to be bullied and laughed at

>>40726116
aye aye
funnie how they all cheated on her! still waiting for that day when kat posts the logs of eve cheating on her with mongo in december 2022 and aaaaaall the way through 2023. kat has got to be the biggest retard to ever start posting here
>literally everyone promised her "i won't do what - previous partner - did"
>they do it anyways. EVERYTIME
>she KEEPS falling for it?!??
calling it now val or rizz are the next ones to trick her that way and then do the exact same thing

RELEASE THE LIST KAT
GIVE US SOMETHING NEW TO DRAG OUT OVER THE NEXT FEW YEARS YA FUCKING RETARD

RELEASE THE LIST

>>40726921
no, please

>>40726804
he should carry you to the shower

>>40726921
Ummmm akshully i never cheated on k@, but i did get "cheated on" if you count it as a relationship at all considering she never acted like we were in one or intended for it to work out. I don't even think we made it a whole month before hayato was on call with her 5 hours a day, fapping to nudes she was "testing" on him before sending ro me lol. Anyway is what it is. Old news anon we should talk about something more interesting. Have you gotten any good talisman drops?

>>40727033
why are you called navy, do you have a lot of sea men in you

>>40726921
she posted them iirc sometime earlier last year but goldfishmtfg forgot about them

>>40727063
I'm a pirate..of sorts

>>40727099
you serve the admiralty tho...

>>40727099
ah, arse pirate

>>40727114
I stoped once I learned of what happened in ohara

>>40726921
bruh do u got nothing better to do

>>40727033
twisting history and straight up fabricating lies
never cheated? do I have to pull up the archived thread where jackie and me realized what you were doing?
nudes? to fryman?
aight fuck it
583509856380649483 correct ID yeh?
time to let her know some things

you should just be poly you fucking idiots

>>40727172
I never touched jackie when you and i were together old friend. You were with mono by then. You forget you ghosted me for rizzle way way way before all that.

>>40727189
I am poly

>>40727001
I got down to 130 but he still couldn't u_u

>>40727244
ew gross wtf

>>40727244
polly pocket

>>40727213
"silver trophy"
you don't get to lie and manipulate history and fabricate your own version when the truth is already out there.
I'm done with this, I won't let you get away with painting me as a cheater when i never did so.

https://archived.moe/lgbt/thread/24343219/#24345991

say hi to Lynn from me. she will get to see it all with her own eyes. im done being treated like this and portrayed like i was the bad one who did all these evil things

>>40727253
some kind of tube system then idk

>>40727330
Pointless convo. I dont care what people here think. I know what happened, and I'll always remember.

>>40727345
I am a tube system

>>40727429
you are a tube system

we are a tube system

>>40727244
Does this mean I have a chance

>>40726692
should have got a steelcase

>>40727498
are you a tube system?

>>40727517
Huh

>>40727492
holy shit...

>>40727498
Are you a cute cis girl? If so talk to gremlin and she will assess you

>>40727533
I don't think you're a tube system... unless...

>>40727548
I'm not a cis girl lol I'm a trannysbian

>>40727565
I'm a system, of tubes

>>40727548
poly to cult pipeline speedrun
pipeline... tube system...?

>>40727565
are you a system? of tubes?

>>40727565
I'm sorry but I'm soured for life on trans girls. At least you aren't a straight one but still!
>>40727585
Yes I'm a cultist

>>40727585
pipes differ from tubes in this one secret way that they don't want you to know

>>40727628
I have received the knowledge... it came to me... through a tube... a series of them

The innernet.. is not

the egyptions knew that the body had channels... tubes... series of tubes

>>40727694
I've been watching this gambling anime and this guy is stuck on this yakuza ship gambling for his life for like 9 episodes so far

t

>>40727713
I love kaiji. Actual classic. You need your stars!

what should my middle name be

>>40727734
10 million yen

>>40727748
Mary
>>40727749
Mirai wa bokura no te no naka!

>>40727748
Laser

started HRT last week and while i was happy at first it has become a nightmare with my mood :( im very up and down and tired.

>>40727748
Dorothy

>>40727778
and yes i know it's a side effect ive been researching hormones for 10 years sorry

>>40727794
I cried so much when I first started. good luck

>>40727767
not bad

>>40727773
shut up biiiiiiiiiitch I'm not calling myself laser biiiiiiiiiiiiitch

>>40727789
it's a bit wizard of oz
as in friends of . . .

>>40727778
what are you on

>>40727694
Does that anime girl smoke I feel like I've seen her smoking

>>40727817
Started with IM injections. i'm on estradiol enanthate 7mg, no AA until I get blood work and see if T is nuked in about a month or so. If I use an AA i will go with Bica since it's easily available.

>>40727778
Grats on getting the medicine. Hrt changes a lot, but it'll be okay :)

>>40727748
jane

>>40727838
weird but ok

>>40727831
Anko is cute! Cute!

>>40727817
laser is pretty cool, you could also go with blazer, phazer, mercury, or phantom.

>>40727841
Thank you I look forward to this time next year.
>>40727851
what's weird? i wanted to see if monotherapy works for me and if my T is still high I can just start bica 1 month into HRT easily.

>>40727848
that's nice but I was thinking more like элeктpocтaнция

>>40727876
they just do it differently now to when I started 300 years ago

>>40727875
no I don't think so I'm not a ""skateboarder""

>>40727879
did you just hex me?

>>40727887
i see <3

>>40727912
could be could be

>>40727907
what are "you"? (I already know but this is a rhetorical question)

i bless your with tranny magic

>>40727967
:) really makes you think
nuestro propio animal canta a la gente para gratis

>>40727972
ty it's delicious

>>40728031
Worried will never be a marlboro man sobbing

>>40728047
get on the gauloises

>>40728129
Nah i read the king in yellow and it made me afraid of french women

>>40728173
ah, have you seen the sign?

i dont know whats worse. learned helplessness or coping so hard that you believe you have control over the uncontrollable

Like, I'm trans but transitioning isnt really possible. People that transitioned post puberty do not pass in all cases with no exceptions and even if there were an exception, they wouldn't be me. It can work for some people but it doesn't work for me.

>>40728190
Carcosa

>>40728202
>People that transitioned post puberty do not pass
You have been brainwashed by tttt pedophile chasers who think you can't pass if you don't look like a 14 year old. OPEN YOUR EYES. Repress and you'll become more miserable and more of a hon every single day. Unless you truly have the most hairy arms and legs and back hair and grow a full beard in 5 hours, you will probably do great in transitioning.

>>40728202
I really like this cat.

carcosa

>>40728173
if I were a french woman I'd be evil for sure

>>40728202
you don't need to pass you just need to attract men without fagcent

>>40728276
"Camilla: You, sir, should unmask.
Stranger: Indeed?
Cassilda: Indeed, it's time. We all have laid aside disguise but you.
Stranger: I wear no mask.
Camilla: (Terrified, aside to Cassilda) No mask? No mask!"
>>40728285
If i was a french woman id be french and a woman

>>40726828
oh that's unsurprising I guess
I'm not super into wilds tbdesu, especially with all the rng
the new grinding stuff sucks, totally random stuff on top of random stuff and idk I did a nine star five rank jin dahad and it took like half an hour and I'm just not in the mood for high health high damage long duration hunts
I've been going through world recently and it's pretty meh
also been playing guild wars 1 a bit since I found out it's on steam and I played it a lot in middle school

>>40728309
woe to you who are crowned with the crown of the king in yellow

>>40728358
Song of my soul, my voice is dead;
Die thou, unsung, as tears unshed
Shall dry and die in
Lost Carcosa.

Feet! Cute feet!

naruto is kinda lame. sorry not sorry

wish I had a bathtub...

>>40728414
Gato

>>40728436
are they bad feet :(

>>40728475
are they paige feet?

>>40728455
gato loquísimo

>>40728426
high e energy

>>40728478
answer my question

>>40727033
>I don't even think we made it a whole month before hayato was on call with her 5 hours a day, fapping to nudes she was "testing" on him before sending ro me lol
lmao. wtf is wrong with that guy?

>>40728536
seed oils

>>40728536
You try being a fry cook at McDonalds without losing your mind, tough guy.

How are you doing trans wise? Are you transing good?

i realize my stomach pain is from walking too much, i always walk when im nervous and im always nervous

>>40728682
the only thing to be nervous about is nervous itself

>>40728670
i'll live

>>40728249
Im not really repressing anymore. I did the full medical transition and detransition which took longer than I would have thought due to slowly tapering off. But now, I dont even really think about it. Trans stuff feels really weird, like that's not even remotely me, feels dumb to think about. Honestly I only post random things online just to post into the void a little. Is sub for human contact that I picked up as a habit for awhile but have slowly been moving past to more real in-life relationships. I think if changing your sex was possible I would have done it, but now, I'm so far past these things that if it became possible now, not sure I would do it anymore

>>40728253
ty I like him too. is like he is telling v spooky story

>>40728779
myth of sissyphus

https://youtu.be/XWqua6rsEmw
sleep good frens

>>40728276
im going there now

nvm my new chair is comfy i just had to learn how to adjust it

>>40729330
thats great. what type did you get?

>>40729336

type b i want to get a headrest next

>>40729343
sweet.

what happened to larry

>>40729412
He moved on and was talking about trying to get a cis gf. At the end he wasn't referring to himself as trans anymore and wanted to be a handsome male.

its a bit silly to me for a tranny to try to be a handsome man
doesnt the saying go, "shoot for the moon and you'll land among the stars?"

>>40724980
you really think it'll be good? combat looks too combaty. i feel like its gonna suck

>>40724789
>They look like monkeys. And children.
And what do you look like? Guaranteed the average Thai ladyboy is prettier than the average hate-filled /mtfg/ poster.

>>40729784
did you come up with that on your own or did you let Reddit decide for you?

>>40729832
i mean you ain’t wrong

>>40729891
i dunno man i liked umineko and want it to be good. i just really prefer the way the older games handled it. imo the people who say silent hill had bad combat on purpose are wrong, but in 3 for example i think it's 100% intentional with how the story is and how many enemies they throw at you. i like the atmosphere more than i ever would the mechanics of fighting. the enemies also look a little uninteresting just doing mannequins again i dunno. 1 & 4 nailed it the best, even though 4 was super clearly rushed towards the end

im stupid though i didnt like the remake of 2 because it took away the camera angles and tank controls. there's a line between refreshing to modernity and art sometimes and silent hill's charm was *in* that shit. game remakes are a product of capitalism repurposing the same idea instead of making something new. i really hope f is good for its own sake

i like this one though. i bet its gonna be pretty cool. its like the fucked up two headed things from 4

how do I get over my dumb loser PTSD from getting dumb loser raped?

and how do people use this fucking site on an iphone?

>>40730454
make a new thread and ill tell you

I’m going to go ahead and say if you’re a trans woman you should be putting a lot of resources and effort into avoiding getting raped. For the same reason that no one’s likely to help you after the fact the risk of it happening is also a lot higher

Forget protecting innocent people from false accusations, anyone accused has a much higher risk of being guilty than anyone not accused, just avoid them accordingly

>>40725641
Is Slayer one of the chasers or some guy in a Discord server?

>>40730462
just copy and paste my words to start the new thread and then reply to yourself

>>40726092
was "poly" Mono??

>>40726810
what friends

Success is meaningless. Real change is impossible. True power is unobtainable. I just want to suck and lick Anon's cute penis. But instead I choose to get high alone. I'm just a perverted man. Drugs turned me gay.

>>40727244
>I am poly
So it really is just ME that Lynn wants to keep away. Oh lord how jealous can one tranny get?

or, you're cheating on her

>>40727614
>I'm soured for life on trans girls
your gf gremlin is a trans girl. with a dick. she is not intersex

>>40729603
Hayato did the same thing. Or rather, kind of - he lied to everyone about being a repper. He was simply a chaser but didn't want to be labelled one.

>>40730523
thats eve, the one who cheated on kat with mono two months after making that post

>>40730570
Eve, the anorexic teenager with the biggest manliest jaw in mtfg history? standards, what standards

As someone who comes here every 6 months nowadays. It's absolutely just insane to me that you're having the exact same drama with the exact people since 2020. Like it's actually crazy

>>40730578
mtfg is the real life version of no exit

>>40730578
not our fault they won't go away and keep spamming the thread with their sad lives. basically all Navy does every day is obsess over and monitor the posters in this thread. remember when Big News anon dropped the biggest twist of the decade? they were insta-b&. I see that as proofs~