Thread 40727806

Neon Genesis Carl edition
old >>40718440

QOTT: So, what, are youse guys transgendereds ladies or not?

i should buy a dress

it don't mattah

>qott
i dont interact with society as a transgender woman so it would be inaccurate to call myself such as i am not subject to the same societal transmisogyny that they are. i am however medically transitioning and while i may internally have a binary yet nonconforming gender identity i present as male to minimize the amount of friction i experience in society amid rapidly deteriorating public perception of trans people heightened by the fact that i have a very masculine build and i transitioned later in life.
>ok trannh

ok tranny

did you at least read it?

>>40727806 (OP)
>QOTT
no i'm a whole ass man who was born male and socially presents as male and never has his maleness questioned by anyone

>>40727964
yes and I relate in some ways but have different motivations

>>40727934
>i dont interact with society as a transgender woman
you don't get to choose how you're perceived you dumb tranny

>>40727975
what parts did you relate to and differ from?

>>40727983
specifically that I'm medically transitioning but dodge a lot of the shit most mtf trannies deal with, and that I'm more functionally non-binary and comfortable leaning on and even appreciate aspects of my male social identity along with some of the corresponding or supporting physical traits

>>40727979
* as well as not being perceived as a trans woman i dont interact…

the only non evangelical hair stylist here is currently ignoring me

>>40727992
try typing shorter sentences

>>40728014
try sucking my dick

>>40727992
> comfortable leaning on and even appreciate aspects of my male social identity
i cant do this i really hate having to “preform masculinity” idk i hate when its excepted of me but i do it anyways because ive always been doing it
> some of the corresponding or supporting physical traits
you can just say you like your dick

around 2 months of growing my hair back from a shaved head and I look human again
how do I not give into others demanding that I have short hair? I'm emotionally weak and can't stand up for myself

>>40728022
>your dick
is not a factor in my social presentation while things like my natural stature, voice, and demeanor being masculine are

>>40728024
slap them across the face with your dick

>>40728026
oh my bad lol

is the word turn sexy

got that dorito build bruh

Hourglass build but I'm 6'2

>>40728064
?

ur all teenage girl smdh

bro im closing on my house this week

I hate my gock and I'd love to have an srsgina instead

almost 40

TEEN GIRL SQUAD

some teenagers are actually 28-45 years old and that's ok

vx(y)lid

i should come out to my extended family so they stop inviting me to shit

it called me fatty :(

Remember: your body is amazing — appreciate what it does for you every day!

that’s kinda old isn’t it

post a new one then

not talking about that

im meant to be an it/its theymab

>>40728231
>erm, dash?

i look retarded

i believe in being raped to death by a large man. the fate i need and deserve, it's true!

lonelymoding

onlymoding

im like a ogre

I wish I knew how to stop being insane

i create tragedy so i can continue to live in it

gay suicide

why do i pee a lil bit when i sneeze. it feels new.

>>40729277
welcome to the club. i pee when i sneeze, cough, laugh and sometimes for no reason.

>>40729283
its fucked up that im an old woman as a 27 year old man

>>40729090
you're gay? wow, that's so cool. can i see your penis? what does your cum taste like? do you like balls in your face?

>>40728205
>small shoulders
>wide hips
fuck y'all fakemoders

being nonbinary peaked in 2024
it's all downhill from here
sayonara
bye, bye

whatever that means.

I’m meat

I'm screaming

big juicy cocks in my mouth or something
kill all Americans or something

I identify as a woman

I’m the ugliest sin on earth
My existence is killing trannies and cisoids as I come in their peripheral vision
I’m legit a threat to myself and will do something awful
And yet I love my cock and balls
I’m a man

if you just calm down i promise the hogwarts einsatzgruppen won't come for you.

i am downloading gta iv right now
a truly manmoder game

thank god I don't want to date women I can't imagine dealing with their shit

women abused me consistently

you can ignore all your responsibilities, nothing happens actually

>do everything right
>get 4.0
>go to elite college
>nothing happens
>have sex
>have lots of sex
>nothing happens
>do drugs
>do way too many drugs
>do hard drugs
>nothing happens
>lose my job and all my friends and drop out of college
>nothing happens
>do nothing for three years
>nothing happens
>post nudes
>nothing happens
>doxx myself
>nothing happens
>vandalize random shit
>nothing happens
>riot
>go to jail
>get out
>go to court
>they tell me there is no trial all charged are dropped
>go home
>nothing happens
>hit women
>nothing happens
>tell my woke friends i hit women
>wait to get cancelled
>nothing happens
nothing happens

Violence (like hitting women) is not “nothing.” Even if it feels like there weren’t external consequences, it does have real impact—on the people hurt, on your relationships, and on you. Sometimes the consequences of violence aren’t immediate or obvious, but they’re very real.

is transgender a form of witchcraft?

>she doesn't even do z track
NGMI

it is always going to be like this

ruineverythingmoder

Im like, im like an ugly man

>>40731218
im a really ugly woman

>>40731224
yeah okay dude

>>40731231
dont call me that :(

>>40731236
im sorry im dealomg iwth a lot right now and i lashed ouut im sorry

wakeupintheniddleofthenighttostartcryingmoder

screamatthetopofyourlungsandpunchholesinthewallmoder autismmoder loverboymoder cisgaymalemoder ruinedmylifemoder gotrapedandhadmyyouthstolenmoder mid20sschizophreniaonsetmoder

i dont even care about anything btw

if nobody else cares why should I

middle-aged 'moders run tha fukken world draingang

i should have been a short slender but male proportioned assassin and gay lover of local church administrators but the jews castrated my creative mind and violent body with vidya and crooning troonies

No manmod is complete without a word.

Fems are not complete without the word "Lesbian".

A manmoder has completed the mod without having a word that starts with "L" and ends with "N".

It's hidden in the rainbow where you'll also meet your new, imaginary friends

I need to be alone forever and keep everyone comfortably at arm's length and never let anyone in

>>40731359
realll

>>40731359
it's the only way to move forward

I just have to keep going

it don't matter
none of this matters

henlo

I manmode until better days come
my goal now is to be a female looking faggot man

Wake up in the morning feeling like p diddy

i wish i could look like that vikings cheerleader. i would shave that gross as fuck stash tho

>chest been hurting lately
>bump is getting bigger
>push it hard
>liquid comes out of my nipple
Fug :S

lactating or pus

>>40732305
might wanna see a dr could be a complication

my mom asks if I know any girls I like

>>40732430
I think I will :/, thanks cutie

kisses u

cries

im ugly

I feel like a creepy male

i am a creepy male

I’m slowly killing myself

shaving my head tonight

i wish i were dead

same

i need cock

don't you have one?

meds

i should do heroin

>17.5” bideltoid
>abnormally small hips
>look like a fucking man
why did god make me not accept being a twink? is it gluttony? lust?i had the genetics to be small too, i did if only i was feminized and castrated and fucked by many men. instead i was raped, by a hon! yes it’s true… and a man

fuck my border hopper parents
fuck my sister who will always see me as her brother
fuck my stupid spicmoder life

since i got the bad tooth out and it fucked up my ability to eat whatever i want i've lost weight and am getting a skinnier waist like b4 i got all frumpy from eating chips all the time

>>40733230
Hot, and I'm jelly desu, been eating a lot and I feel fat af

>>40732305
happened to me in my first year or two

>>40733217
I'm a spic too lol :p

everything's fucked again

trainspotting is dogshit

baited me into responding

I need a break from myself

>>40733942
when i need thati take a lot of sleepy pills and just fade out or i drink until i puke but i got no booze

>>40733960
I'm trying to do less of the drink until I puke thing and afraid of sleepy pills

but my horoscope says I should spend the rest of the weekend getting drunk and crying alone because I'm a terrible person
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fRLRQ7fbvhU

sex with spicmoders

>>40733823
so we agree trainspotting is a dogshit movie

>>40733970
dont take them they give me horrible tremors and make me forget things i just did for days so i end up doing things multiple times

>eating out w a group
>waitress takes our order
>all the men get called sir
>all the women get called ma'am
>she turns to me last, hesitates, and says "what would you like my love?"
i really really need to kill myself

oh and sometimes when i take a bunch when i try to stand up my thighs turn to jelly and i just kinda cant walk

i remember when i could take just one pill and get comfortably numb now they don't do much

Estrogen made me dusphoric and bpd

>>40734688
estrogen made me like 90% less dysphoric and 300% more BPD

estrogen made me a racist chud

im may more bi polar now. feels weird

>>40734194
i've never seen but yeah

estrogen made me gain 40 pounds

>>40735155
same

>>40735155
literally same

did you get good fat distribution or did it turn you into bricks like it did me

>>40735278
zero tities, big ass, big hips and thighs so a brick

>>40735278
i still have a hank hill ass and i lost my waist

mission impossible is so male

>>40735291
mogs me

>>40735385
i dont think so no one wants me

when will god bless me with manmoder4manmoder relationship

id never date someone who calls herself manmoder

its impossible

i don't call myself her or a manmoder

im willing to date any other manmoder thats ok with having his life ruined by my bpd schizoid crashouts

>>40735535
her pronouns are they/them!!

>>40735502
is such a thing even possible? what if it's all lies and dysphoria or brainworms and doomed to failure?

>>40735544
I bring my own

>>40735563
if the chuddie saga is anything to go by...

my only goal in life is to work out until i'm hot enough to kill myself (at which point i will kill myself)

>>40735563
in my head it seems comfy and i think i would be less prone to hating myself vs dating a man because there's less of an expectation to be immediately feminine and we could work on each other and maybe, just maybe girlmode one day, but that will probably not happen

mental illness

how much weaker are you on hrt than before? do you do anything to maintain your strength

love is forever or not at all
either someone is coming to rescue u or u will die in ignominy

>>40735742
giwtwm (left)

>>40735738
i can’t carry those 40 pack water bottle cases anymore

>>40735594
if you want it we could recreate that pic together
i'm quite good with the bow :3

>>40735828
shit you not i'd do it
i just need to get sexier first

>>40734248
at least you malefailed
beats being called sir

>>40735860
that's not a malefail lol

>>40735863
and? do u want a cookie?

>>40735912
unironically what does that even mean in this context?

gin n tonic, sire

why dont u sire some male heirs moid

>>40735956
i am infertile

didbn't have a single drink for 4 months
guess it's time to restart the timer lol

alcohol made me fat

alcohol made me whole

i smoked so much weed
that it turned me gaY
penis in my mouth
balls on my face
FACT: me = fag

is this good or bad

>>40736590
depends on ur underbust

i think i should slit my throat tonight lol

buh bye

sometimes I look like a masculine sort of woman

>>40737098
bye hope you'll get ffs money or whatever you need in life :D

got the job
slitting my wrists as a reward

i should get a job at the dick sucking factory

I should build a moat

i'm a moat
of despair

and, to be honest, hard dick :|

>>40737554
i look like this

>>40737682
dm me?

>>40737703
why

>>40737554
I wish I looked like this

i'm gonna cut
but it will be the first time for me
please be gentle uwu <3

>stressed tf out about looking masculine
>unconsciously grind teeth
>jaw gets stronger and i look more masculine
what a fucking joke

>>40737741
im on the geniune verge of suicide. ive had so much alcohol i cannot feel my body and have been cutting my arm incessantly. please do not cut yourself nona, it leads you down a very danerous path.

>>40737781
girl please try not to sui

even my fake smiles look completely defeated now and i look sick because of losing weight

>>40737795
i have devoloed this coping disorder and am now reaping what ive earned. i just want to stop someone like me before they get fucked up enouf to think like me. please do not cut. its not cute. its not cool. ive irreparably damaged my body and mind and i will end up killing myself before i have any chance of improving. please dont fall down this pipeline.

>>40737835
my life is already over what difference does it make

>>40737863
dont do it there is always a chance for something to go right.

penis
>>40736590
eww... femoid icky! cooties!!

>>40737713
emos duh

i'd like having a dick more if i wasn't jealous of women's multiple orgasms

life gets so much easier when you just assume everyone is out to get you

what kind of agp is it when you pretend you're wearing a wedding ring

agamp and also into women kind

thats like normal single 30s cis woman behavior

i'm a normal single 30s cis woman

werk kween

i can't work if nobody will hire me

Anybody else have a shrine for hot trannies?
Every day I offer tasty home-cooked snacks and inferior manmoder blood to the queens after lighting the black candles before their icons

i can't hire you if you won't work you silly!

seems like a personal problem just find a way

>>40738274
I need someone to worship me like this

i wasted my life being dysphoric and now i cant actually exist in public because im a disgusting hon beast FREAK so im wasting the rest of my life. im so angry, people can see it innmy face when i look at them before easing up, people can sense it in my tone when i snap, people are afraid of me and dont like being with me or near me. im fat and bitter

also the right side of my face sags since i tried to hang myself

>>40733651
Too much cheese on that elote

>>40738640
fym too much cheese it cant have enough

>>40738625
what about the left side

>>40738681
it’s alright i just look angry, ungroomed, and spaced out. i also look fully 100% male and just like disordered and scary. Im terrifying. my brow bone is like 3 cm protrusion. my mother cried to me explaining how awful she feels for keeping me closeted as a kid but then says i shouldnt get ffs because it’s hard to explain to family i see for a week every few years. i think i’ll listen to her, because i hate myself

>>40738721
good idea

>>40738726
i think so as well

i dont think you guys understand how genuinely dysgenic i look and am

we’ve all heard that one before

i'm uglier than all of you

I'm stronger than all of you and could beat any of you to a pulp with my big hairy gorilla fists

i'm literally such a chaser i get emails trying to scam me from bots pretending to be transgender prostitutes
i use grindr to suck trans cock
i am mentally chasetarded

>>40738788
no me

but why do i have to live an awful life, like me specifically, why me

do you think flies wonder why they have to eat shit

i hung myself and im retarded im half dead

no... you're half alive

i castrated myself for a fetish

why am i so frustrated with the people im closest to?
why do i hate myself so much?

>>40738053
i can't have multiple orgasms one after another in, like, the same minute
but i can have multiple orgasms one after another in, like, the same day
even the same hour

https://youtu.be/BpQveRzD3sQ
holy kek

>>40739567
do you lose interest in sex after cumming

>hrt might have gotten lost in the mail
is this a sign for me to keep repping

>>40739538
meirl

Ben Shapiro Melts, Vaporizes, and Ionizes 9001 Woke, Nonbinary, Liberal College Students Instantly Using Peer-Reviewed Facts and Boolean Logic

>>40739586
no

>>40739655
Did it not arrive on time? Who did you order from? Were you able to track the package?

I am much, much less feminine than I think I am
zero malefails

>>40740194
pretty much

sometimes i think i should rep, stone cold, and date a mannish tranny… but my face on T is really ugly, my face on E is also really ugly but less really ugly
imo

>>40740990
Manmode and find a tranny to be your gf... is what i did and it is still going great 10 months in....
U gotta be okay with being the manlier looking one in the relationship, it was a huge hurdle for me to get over at first...

i wish my mom wasnt sexually and emotionally attracted to me

>>40741900
whar

>>40740990
>date a mannish tranny… but my face
i luv bitches w/ low self-esteem cuz their EZ2fuck

he didnt get the message like stop making new accounts to talk to me? surely u have other trannies on speed dial

>>40742361
stalker love

manmoder coded male aesthetics?
dark academia?

>>40742625
that isn't a thing outside of Pinterest

>>40742683
wrong

>>40739926
is that the new Jubilee vid? I really enjoyed Thirty Nine and a Half No-HRT Uncle TIMs vs A Jordan Peterson Impressionist Reciting Biblical Verses and Weeping About Chaos

>>40739965
god i am jealous
i hope this will be me one day

when u barely eat anything pills really hit a lot harder

>>40739972
>Did it not arrive on time?
how long is it supposed to take

>Were you able to track the package?
yeah it's still stuck in the first step

silent hill 2 remake sucked ass

my face is so angular

>>40742972
life hack

hack me to death with meat cleaver

i did damage to my brain and its visible in every picture of myself after january lol :(

i was an attractive clocky manmoder not long ago

j literally fell apart i look retarded i have way less facial mobility i hunch weird my skin is all kinds of ugly, it’s over or something

>>40744044
what happened in January?

i stay moided

yep

asked my bf if he can use he/him and call me his boyfriend sometimes, went good

>>40745462
mogs me

>>40745309
progress.

>>40745309
loser

>>40745309
loser.

i want to graduate from manmoder to boymoder by the end of this year

why would you shame someone for manmoding in the manmoder general? losers

>>40745725
how do you graduate from old to young

>>40745566
>>40745580
it’s not in a self deprecating way, I’m still taking my hrt and shizz, I just sometimes feel much more masculine than feminine

i have never and will never have a bf

>>40745908
not with that mindset

>>40745872
desu I fully socially detrooned to he/him gay man atp and am making plans to taper off hrt atp. Gonna go gym + fin and good skincare.
Started at 23, hilariously masc face & behaviour, don't wanna save up 100k+ for surgery if I don't even know whether my life's gonna be noticeably better as a woman - and I can get a gay bf much easier and would enjoy the relationship more I think.
Guess no straight men for me, but such is life...

straight men are subhuman

>>40745952
preach it sister, i like my men fruity

>>40745952
no they're very nice I have this one colleague and he's so funny and laid back I always get giggly around him especially when he asks me for help with Excel n stuff...

>>40745908
idk it's pretty easy desu

>>40745989
My straight male coworker keeps trying to flirt with me on the job (despite him having a wife and kid) it’s kinda gross

>>40745973
Fruity is fun, but I feel like if he's too fruity we're both gonna get hysterical together... More masc leaning and funny is just so grounding idk... they'll be like
> don't worry, lets think this through together
but also be very serious when they dont like something and I feel like I need that reassurance and direct communication sometimes.

>>40746021
fak3moder, but it's a bit weird I agree...

every man is a worthless sack of shit idk why this is even a debate

>>40746054
see you get it, this is exactly what i mean
>>40746069
only on the weekends

>>40746077
because we're attracted to men. How would you feel if I said that every woman is a sack of shit?
Probably not nice (and I don't think that btw), so why not work this theory of mind muscles a bit more, huh? :)

i want to be a woman but i need to manmode because i'm a hon and my family keeps trying to visit

>>40746119
>How would you feel if I said that every woman is a sack of shit?
I'd be unfazed because that's what the majority of the planet already thinks. also theory of mind on what? that you're a loser and mentally a slave?

i don't even care if it's not real i love having a boyfriend in my computer.

>>40746214
why are they like this?
obviously you're not unfazed just dull to the feeling.

>>40745973
based flamer appreciator

fat ugly bastard moder

crashoutmoder

i have stretch marks on my ass now i'm going to kms

>>40746668
from growth or shrinkage?

>>40746720
well i'm like thirty pounds heavier than i was a year ago

>>40746771
That’s a W then, always better to have a fatter butt, why would you kys over this?

Helloooo!!!
I’m gonna be dead soon :3
Goodnight Mmg I love u<3
I’m really happy! I’m
So glad I finally get to meet my friends!
I missed them
It was all so meaningless! I’m glad I get to move on!
And we’ll I’ll always remember you guys <3
Goodnighty!!!

see you tomorrow

aim towards the brain stem

>>40746811
i don't want the marks to be permanent

it's crazy that the political climate has shifted so much that i can ramble about elite satanic pedo rings to my ultra-libtard dad and he's just like "yeah u right"

when i get another job i'm gonna buy one of these and have it restored enough to have fun with.

bought a new dress ill never use

>>40747222
they have cream that helps with it

mixing painkillers and beer

>>40747581
kino car choice koda

literally never learned how to drive

>>40747741
>beer
and this is supposedly “manmoder” general, get some hard liquor lol

>>40747759
eurofag or new hawk tuah city?

i don't think i'd ever look good in a dress

>>40747763
i can't take hard liquor
>>40747770
none im a passenger princess

>>40747809
brother you are mixing painkillers and alcohol, might as well ball to the walls. also you should learn his to drive, it is very fun to just go driving sometimes and really helps me personally reduces stress.

i'm not a manmoder, i'm a member of the HBL community

>>40747825
i look like this.

schmogs me

>>40747822
ive already drank beer with painkillers before, it's fun my arm went numb and i blacked out after few minutes
and im not learning how to drive cars are evil

>>40747530
i fucking hate it
i want to just take hrt and not worry
instead i have to think if i should just rep or not

maybe the real Mossad was the friends we mad along the way

I Drive and i'm bi

bisexuality isn't real thoughbeit

>>40747939
this

>>40745744
coming up on 6 months laser + trim brows + getting bangs

pansexuality is the default state of humanity
monosexuality is mental illness

>>40747948
then explain why i sex men and women
inb4 meta-attraction, i top the men too

insanemoder

I'm bi but due to socio-economic factors i haven't had sex with a cis woman in 8 years

I'm bi but due to psychosocial factors i have never and will never have sex

>>40747753
i used to know a drug dealer with one, she shot her boyfriend in the head and fled dont think she got caught.

any sexuality that involves liking men is invalid

i can hate men and still want to fuck/date them

>>40747854
you should try it with sleeping pills, it’s even better

i love men and i love fucking them and that's OK

drinkingonanemptystomachmoder

>>40748057
was she valid for shooting him? i need the tea on this queen

>>40748119
nah she was abusive as fuck

i think trans people who talk in UwU cutesy language unironically, even if it's online only, should be permanently branded as sissies and cast out of society. they should treated like untouchables in India but worse

>>40748137
based

>>40748137
we love to see a girl boss

>>40748166
Why don’t you like to have fun anon uwu

anxiousmoder

modercide

moderphile

Yday I spend all day moving and repping my masc4masc side, literally being manlier than any man
I’m so based I love being a man!!!! 100% pure male. My behavior and brain are like that if a peak gamer male who is King and based
I’m like 1% of males, peak brain power peak masculinity
If you found me in game I’d mog your bf
I’m so fucking masculine Arnold is jealous and feels insecure about his balls.
I’m Man.

last thread
yall want anything??????

imma choke faggots

It's Straight to be Gay by Huey Lewis and the News

field a blood gush in from Uranus

betaface is starting to put hillary clinton in my celebs lineup. :/

PENIS!!1

'kota titmogs me now :(

>>40749147
they grow slow but reliably makes me hesitant to swap to injections after my orchi.

how people on pills not go crazy? i inject every 10 days and im already sick of it
cant imagine having to do it every day
now if only these estrogen pellets were more accessible and you could diy them

>>40727806 (OP)
new >>40749598