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Anonymous 8/16/2025, 6:56:25 PM No.40732643 [Report] >>40732657 >>40732667 >>40732868 >>40732904 >>40733014 >>40733058 >>40734024 >>40734180 >>40734968 >>40735384 >>40735418 >>40736276 >>40736331 >>40736858 >>40737566 >>40737604 >>40738622 >>40738658 >>40738737
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what keeps you going ?
Anonymous 8/16/2025, 6:57:45 PM No.40732657 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
RIP wifi
Anonymous 8/16/2025, 6:58:30 PM No.40732667 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
my husband and brother, i think, more than anything. i love them to death (except, of course, not really, because i am alive for them)
i love my family in general but they really need me i think. they would have each other if i weren't around but it still wouldn't be fair.
Anonymous 8/16/2025, 7:21:00 PM No.40732868 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
nicotine
Anonymous 8/16/2025, 7:24:58 PM No.40732904 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
my body inexplicably hasn't shut down yet
Anonymous 8/16/2025, 7:40:01 PM No.40733014 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
my guitars, Cadillacs, hillbilly music is the only thing that keeps me hanging on
Anonymous 8/16/2025, 7:42:43 PM No.40733034 [Report]
Video games and vacation. Fun stuff on weekday nights and weekends.
Anonymous 8/16/2025, 7:46:31 PM No.40733058 [Report]
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>>40732643 (OP)
idk :3
Anonymous 8/16/2025, 9:48:59 PM No.40734024 [Report]
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>>40732643 (OP)
the thought that ill maybe be ok one day
Anonymous 8/16/2025, 9:53:41 PM No.40734078 [Report]
I’m not exaggerating. The actual answer is gooning.
Anonymous 8/16/2025, 9:55:25 PM No.40734097 [Report]
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Anonymous 8/16/2025, 10:02:42 PM No.40734180 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
inertia
Anonymous 8/16/2025, 11:16:18 PM No.40734883 [Report]
new art to look forward to, friends who would be devastated, fear of how painful it would be and that i might botch it and be a burden, and not wanting to be a statistic for bigots to bring up
Anonymous 8/16/2025, 11:23:50 PM No.40734968 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
all i have to do is get through tomorrow. it doesn't matter what happens, as long as i can get through tomorrow I'll make it

ive been next-week-itis'ing my way through life since adolescence and the habit stuck, so i am ruining what's left of my life by never planning ahead but never ending it due to fear and apathy
i dont have anything to live for really, i just dont really want to die badly enough
Anonymous 8/17/2025, 12:17:07 AM No.40735384 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
spite
Rosewood !!rPy3ln1U62G 8/17/2025, 12:18:39 AM No.40735395 [Report]
my mum would be sad, and friends would be sad if they found out i died after ghosting them. well i think, my dog would def be pretty lonely too, she loves me very much
Anonymous 8/17/2025, 12:21:20 AM No.40735418 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
i want to see what happens next
Anonymous 8/17/2025, 2:12:38 AM No.40736276 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
what friends i have left, making art, being alive and living said life true to myself
Anonymous 8/17/2025, 2:20:59 AM No.40736331 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
I’m not trying to ruin your fun just cook me burgers with cheese
Anonymous 8/17/2025, 3:40:54 AM No.40736858 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
I want to be alive to see the U.S. Tricentenial. After that, I'll take things day-by-day.
Anonymous 8/17/2025, 5:17:21 AM No.40737566 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
Spite
Anonymous 8/17/2025, 5:22:37 AM No.40737604 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
I don't know
The hope that I can experience love if I just try hard enough in the right way, I guess
I'm trying to not lose that hope lately because I won't stick around if I do
Anonymous 8/17/2025, 6:34:50 AM No.40738127 [Report]
Partner wants me to live so she can fulfill her desires. So thats what makes me keep going.
Anonymous 8/17/2025, 8:01:45 AM No.40738622 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
I just try not think about that and then drink some more
Anonymous 8/17/2025, 8:05:33 AM No.40738658 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
i want to experience love
>chud
Anonymous 8/17/2025, 8:17:56 AM No.40738737 [Report]
>>40732643 (OP)
girlfriend and cats are the reason i keep going and getting drunk and cutting myself is how i do it. every so often i have a moment or day that i genuinely rlly enjoy but it never makes me want to die less, just makes me less upset that i havent yet. idk how far that will get me but im trying