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Anonymous No.40732643 >>40732657 >>40732667 >>40732868 >>40732904 >>40733014 >>40733058 >>40734024 >>40734180 >>40734968 >>40735384 >>40735418 >>40736276 >>40736331 >>40736858 >>40737566 >>40737604 >>40738622 >>40738658 >>40738737
what keeps you going ?
Anonymous No.40732657
>>40732643 (OP)
RIP wifi
Anonymous No.40732667
>>40732643 (OP)
my husband and brother, i think, more than anything. i love them to death (except, of course, not really, because i am alive for them)
i love my family in general but they really need me i think. they would have each other if i weren't around but it still wouldn't be fair.
Anonymous No.40732868
>>40732643 (OP)
nicotine
Anonymous No.40732904
>>40732643 (OP)
my body inexplicably hasn't shut down yet
Anonymous No.40733014
>>40732643 (OP)
my guitars, Cadillacs, hillbilly music is the only thing that keeps me hanging on
Anonymous No.40733034
Video games and vacation. Fun stuff on weekday nights and weekends.
Anonymous No.40733058
>>40732643 (OP)
idk :3
Anonymous No.40734024
>>40732643 (OP)
the thought that ill maybe be ok one day
Anonymous No.40734078
I’m not exaggerating. The actual answer is gooning.
Anonymous No.40734097
Anonymous No.40734180
>>40732643 (OP)
inertia
Anonymous No.40734883
new art to look forward to, friends who would be devastated, fear of how painful it would be and that i might botch it and be a burden, and not wanting to be a statistic for bigots to bring up
Anonymous No.40734968
>>40732643 (OP)
all i have to do is get through tomorrow. it doesn't matter what happens, as long as i can get through tomorrow I'll make it

ive been next-week-itis'ing my way through life since adolescence and the habit stuck, so i am ruining what's left of my life by never planning ahead but never ending it due to fear and apathy
i dont have anything to live for really, i just dont really want to die badly enough
Anonymous No.40735384
>>40732643 (OP)
spite
Rosewood !!rPy3ln1U62G No.40735395
my mum would be sad, and friends would be sad if they found out i died after ghosting them. well i think, my dog would def be pretty lonely too, she loves me very much
Anonymous No.40735418
>>40732643 (OP)
i want to see what happens next
Anonymous No.40736276
>>40732643 (OP)
what friends i have left, making art, being alive and living said life true to myself
Anonymous No.40736331
>>40732643 (OP)
I’m not trying to ruin your fun just cook me burgers with cheese
Anonymous No.40736858
>>40732643 (OP)
I want to be alive to see the U.S. Tricentenial. After that, I'll take things day-by-day.
Anonymous No.40737566
>>40732643 (OP)
Spite
Anonymous No.40737604
>>40732643 (OP)
I don't know
The hope that I can experience love if I just try hard enough in the right way, I guess
I'm trying to not lose that hope lately because I won't stick around if I do
Anonymous No.40738127
Partner wants me to live so she can fulfill her desires. So thats what makes me keep going.
Anonymous No.40738622
>>40732643 (OP)
I just try not think about that and then drink some more
Anonymous No.40738658
>>40732643 (OP)
i want to experience love
>chud
Anonymous No.40738737
>>40732643 (OP)
girlfriend and cats are the reason i keep going and getting drunk and cutting myself is how i do it. every so often i have a moment or day that i genuinely rlly enjoy but it never makes me want to die less, just makes me less upset that i havent yet. idk how far that will get me but im trying