Thread 40795128

how do you not suicide after you fucked up everything and can’t do anything and have the worst luck? alternative question how do you back yourself into a corner you can only escape through death? i don’t want know anything anymore

>>40795128 (OP)
dunno i just stick around for the one or two people that love me tbhon

When I lost everything and ended up on a worse place with an abusive person I felt like there was no exit, I lost my family ,my friends, I was in a strange town that had nothing I liked and I knew no one, but I realized that was a chance to see the world from a different perspective, that maybe none of that was meant for me and that the future held something for me.

>>40795195
what’s the different perspective?

>>40795128 (OP)
I'd still fuck you

>>40795128 (OP)
dont. if theres one thing you cant fix its death

hey op you need to do your eyebrows, do those and you'll feel better

>>40796173
how should i do them? i made this thread and the person i moved across the country to be with kicked me out of the car bc they misunderstood directions i was giving them and called me a bitch over n over after i reworded yeah im a bpdemon and you would maybe think im crazy in situations like that but im not and im very timid i hate myself i walked home 4 miles and i had no knowing this would happen when i made this stupid thread will doing my eyebrows worse help me kms faster or make me braver ab doing so

>>40795997
find thread 40266681 in archive if you want to see my nasty naked body i want to die

>>40795128 (OP)
No babe drop disc your to sexy for that

>>40796433
i have a nasty hon body and am fat not in flattering place

>>40796173
i misread i do do them you mean do them more ig

Didn’t read but you’re hot. I’d facefuck.

>>40796555
not irl and im terrible person and not enough for someone i want to unblock me though im old hon they mostly blocked me for being a bad person and i have no one sorry if didnt make sense i want to die

>>40796461
Nah you’re fucking hot I remember when you posted nudes. I need to see some again

>>40796587
don’t post your parents on 4chan :(

>>40796595
how do posting nudes on 4chan hurt you?

>>40796612
she dead

>>40796415
Drop your discord and put it in my dms instead

>>40796587
you look just like her

>>40795128 (OP)
Youre cute as fuck. please suck my bfs dick while i tell you youre not good at it.

I passed, then i made terrible decisions that ruined my face.

I cope by remembering we have fate, life is predetermined, i was meant to be alone.

Everything happens exactly as intended, theres nothing i can do

>>40796671
i was supposed to have ffs but as they were about to put me under i tested positive for covid then my jobs insurance change when into effect in the two weeks i had to wait bc the hospital rules so i couldn’t have tge surgery and have it and my leave of absence fucked yo my insurance renewal so i didn’t have insurance for a year and now am trying to sort it but im not a functional person and i went into debt for a “free surgery” bc im a poor retard and i moved across the country bc im from the south and i shouldn’t have

>>40796671
>>40796751
and i meant to say im sorry friend i think i was meant to be alone too my dad said he would kill me if ever come home and all my friends left me but in also like to stupid bc ptsd and being neglected as a child to do anything. do actually cope somehow with the understanding you were meant to be alone like just really liking being alone? i dont want the knowledge of all the relationships i had in my life i didn’t want to end with like friends and family and such. being fucked over on occasion but mostly me being awful

>>40795986
I was materialistic and superficial, I'd constantly ignore people that I didn't deem aesthetic or attractive, well I went from having an easy life, not exactly luxurious but I had more than most to having nothing, literally nothing, I spent years enduring a lot of stuff I never imagined experiencing, grew to realize life itself is the gift, nature, the way time works, the inevitability of death and decay, so romantic~

>>40796751
Quit doomposting and show me your ass

>>40796751
be strong anon
holy shit

>>40796794
maybe idk anon

>>40796806
sorry idk ty

>>40796647
ty thats very sweet to say

>>40796587
I don’t care if you’re a terrible person, I’d still smash. Wanna try my dick in your mouth, or you can get on top and peg me?

>>40796751
Thats fucked on the surface, but as much as you hate it, it happned for a reason. Maybe it would have been botched in 2021 and you wouldve hated your face after. Maybe the future holds a better story, a better outcome.

I get being dysfunctional, but that's now, it wont he forever. Did you get ffs in the end? How was moving?

>>40796587
why does your mom look like 80s linda hamilton it's fucking with my mind

>>40796784
Not everyone is meant to have the happily ever after outcome. Some people do, it does exist, but for others we are meant to be alone.

Unfortunately we cant predict the future, we are alone now but we never know what the future holds, we may still meet someone.

Your family are shit, so are mine, not all parents love their children, some hate us. They hate that we exist. The only way to get revenge is to live the best life possible. To show them their hate didnt win, and we did the best we could with what we have.

What's the problem you're cute. Did you dig yourself into serious debt or something?

>>40797286
i’m not irl
>>40797241
i think their hate and more already won

>>40797216
did not get ffs yet and moving has been hard :( sorry anon

>>40795128 (OP)
As long as u didn't sexually assault anyone you have unlimited chances

>Camwhoring or "hook-up" post
Alternative question how about you fuck off you attentionwhoring piece of shit?

>>40797511
sorry anon i don’t want to hook up or camwhore i jus wanna figure things out and idk posting my face here feels like self harm
>>40797501
i hope so anon

Do you need a bf and where are you?

>>40797613
You're an attentionwhore freak.

>>40797838
ik anon im sorry

>>40797232
i googled who this is and ig she does look a lil like her : o

>>40797956
No you're fucking not otherwise you wouldn't make this shit thread.
>waaaah waaaah give me attention
Don't even dare replying.

>>40798342
why are you giving me attention me attention? what do you think the easiest way of suicide is? like easiest obtainable and least painful/easy to do. i ordered a nitrogen tank but checked the order again and it was empty bc they all ship empty? so i canceled idk you seem to not like me give me a good answer

>>40796751
where di you move to? i'm from the south and i'll probably be throwing everything i've worked for away just to change locations soon. i would rather have nothing than to continue having nobody.

don't suicide

>>40795128 (OP)
at least you look attractive. literally all you have to do to fix your life is clean your room. who cares about your family and friends who died or whatever crimes you committed
also scrolling through the thread it's not even that it's rejection
like okay
move on
dodged a bullet if someone treated you like that
why'd you get blocked anyway? why the guilt? did you get caught masturbating to horselolis?

>>40798661
ty but im not attractive irl though but its two separate ppl and i got blocked for blocking her first it’s complicated idk and im dumb and i dont want to live life

>>40798589
pnw

>>40796587
you really do look like her both very pretty

>>40798713
how do i do it

>>40798897
idk i live in a slummy house that’s been divided into rooms that are apartments but we share kitchens and bathrooms and there’s ten other ppl it’s not the greatest the ppl who live here are pretty nasty and everything is always dirty but is cheap and i’m a broke wagie and i sent two boxes of belongings to someone ik here and i moved here and i transferred locations with the same job idk

>>40798915
oh

>>40798888
ty not intentionally a few years ago i had the same hair cut and color as her in the pic is weird it was the same

>>40798919
sorry did you have any specific questions i missed? where are you at in the south? like how bad is it

>>40798935
not really. what is your rent like
i live in a shed house in south mississippi and i have been unemployed for a year

>>40798952
where i am really expensive but generally more expensive than the rest of the country but min wage is higher so it helps good luck anon

>>40799006
thanks i'll kms in 2026

>>40798928
Grey mouse gf

>>40799014
i’m sorry fren u can definitely make it here if you want i’m jus being a downer about it i hope you don’t kys and have a good life

>>40799059
what's it like being homeless in your city not dooming just being realistic that's how i'd have to do it

>>40798702
also i saw one of her posts here and i told her hate her and i really hate that i did that but also i want to die from other stuff not being together it isnt an that friend or even like my partner/move situation i described idk tired of knowing it

>>40799072
i’m not fully positive desu i read conflicting things there are a fair amount of homeless ppl here. try googling being homeless in seattle and look at reddit and such i think there may be housing help and programs but i don’t fully know im sorry. i always hear there are a lot of programs and help but dk exactly what. i will look up stuff bc im like pretty close to homeless sometimes but i jus read conflicting things in my experience. general tips ik about being homeless is try yr best to keep a phone as having a number for potential jobs and really everything is important, try to keep anything you can in motion trying to get life back together, and interact with other homeless minimally like interact as you need but don’t form your life bonding around homelessness it only makes it harder to break out of it. good luck fren

>>40799022
do ik you?

i hope you kys

>>40795128 (OP)
i hope you kys

i’m so stupid

>>40799311
please get sleep friend, its late and a growing girl needs her sleep to grow big