Thread 41004769

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QOTT:
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
>How’s your bedroom decor?

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just remembered it’s 9/11 kek

>>41004769 (OP)
hello /lesgen/ :)
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
no comment!
>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
i dont have either of those things :(
>How’s your bedroom decor?
kinda boring rn.. since im so broke and moved recently, i dont have much in the way of decor. although i do want to make my room very inviting and warm, i like to keep my bedroom lit with orange-y lamps and candles. its very nice!

>>41004790
how could you forget...

>>41004769 (OP)
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
no real thoughts really
>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
well, nothing, unless you count an ex, but it wasn't that interesting
>How’s your bedroom decor?
I just moved into the room recently, so it's pretty spartan, I have dark bookcases around two walls, I was thinking about maybe a dark/light academia look but never got around to it
>>41004860
hey you hru?

>>41004952
hello :) i am okay, hbu? i need to catch up on school stuff today because i missed a few days of classes because im a dummy :<
>I was thinking about maybe a dark/light academia look but never got around to it
this would be so cool btw... :)

>>41004769 (OP)
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
No thoughts really, he got what he wanted. I bought some orange juice and made some lasagna and then I played Minecraft to relax.
>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
I wish I could answer this (ￗ﹏ￗ )
>How’s your bedroom decor?
Sterile like a hospital room. Every time I wanted to get something as a decoration I kept telling myself that I'll wait until I have a permanent home instead of renting but it's been 3 years now and my room is still empty and boring...

>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
Ongoing, about her terrible lunch out today and her pleading me to cook her a proper meal this weekend
>How’s your bedroom decor?
A mess, don't ask about it

Speaking of conversations with my gf, she does this very annoying thing where she
messages
me
like
this
so
my phone
gets
a THOUSAND
notifications a second
and that is SO ANNOYING but at the same time so endearing, I wouldn't have it any other way. She can annoy me for the rest of my life, and I'll be genuinely happy about it.

Were posted up like the fog off of a few weed butter sticks

>>41004790
No one really cares about it anymore I think

>>41005039
yeh, it would be nice, but I don't really have the money to decorate it properly like that, and my books are mostly the kind for actual reading...
otherwise I'm good I guess, hope you focus on school tho, it's really important and smart educated girls are attractive imho
>>41005042
yeh, renting is like that, especially in low cost living situations
>>41005094
I'm so jealous, well not exactly, I love this for you but wouldn't mind something like that too tbqh

>>41005173
>hope you focus on school tho, it's really important and smart educated girls are attractive imho
yes ma'am
im doing online classes and they record them so catching up is quite easy. but my social anxiety is so bad that i get anxious even just watching the recordings, which is embarrassing
>>41005094
>She can annoy me for the rest of my life, and I'll be genuinely happy about it.
so cute i could cry!!

Yuri blanket knitting blog 1: Rows 0-20

Not much to say about it right now since it's just one colour. Every row takes me around ~45 min to complete so I can only do 1 or 2 rows per day unless I have a lot of free time. I also started the blanket image upside down because I realized that having multiple colour changes on the first row was a bad idea. If it takes me this long with just one colour, using 20 at once will be a nightmare.

>>41004769 (OP)
>qott
This morning she was hungry so we made a cheese quesadilla together. I prepped the tortilla with butter and cheese and she finished cooking it on the stove. As I was getting for work she ate her little breakfast and talked about how much cheese there was. I kissed her goodbye and was out the door. Last night we talked about the Charlie Kirk thing. I was wondering about the people who attend those political speeches and how different their lives are from ours. I asked if they are happy with how they live and she said that they delude themselves into thinking they are happy. Everyone knows that happiness is fundamentally a delusion so the real thing is the distance between being delusionally happy and the delusion of being delusionally happy which translate as not being happy and being unhappy respectively.

i'm autistic and i find my adhd gf a bit overstimulating sometimes....

>>41004769 (OP)
>qott1
i got a few obligatory laughs in, now i just wait for the fallout and try to piece the sketchiness together to get a sense of how this all might go down. i have a lot of other news to catch up on anyway so this isnt the biggest thing i should be paying attention to
>qott2
don't have either of those. i guess with the last girl i had a bit of a crush on i showed her my heirloom maoist posters and some sticky rice dumplings i made on the dragon boat festival. i'd previously told her while i was making a practice batch that i wish i had someone to share them with and she said if she lived near me she'd be glad to have some. but she's been radio silent for 3 months, we didn't even fight or anything maybe shes just busy but she changed her discord pfp a few times lately and that kinda made me upset. maybe that's weird of me.
i stopped thinking of her that way when she got a gf anyway, so now i just don't have anyone to wrap my problematic emotional dependencies around. i don't know if thats good or bad. i'd still like to think of her as one of my closer friends bc i enjoyed talking with her very much but idk whether she's coming back
>qott3
i don't have very much in the way of decor honestly. little thrifted statuettes of a chinese dragon and a fat buddha, my aforementioned maoist posters, and some more posters handed to me by this schizo guy on my street abt how israel is building camps in my country where we'll all be rounded up when martial law is instated. i like his spirit i have to say. i'd been wanting to buy some art prints by yamamoto takato but i need to save money
i also have a pretty big snakeplant with a bed of clovers growing around it. my mother gave it to me and she was surprised by how well it's been doing in my care, she's had it for a while beforehand and it never grew as much as it has recently. and also a pet leech i keep in a big jar with pebbles and snail shells for her to root around in. she's adorable and i love her.

TROOOOOOOOOOON

you guys are dudes.

How many mega oneesamas are you on the hag scale?

>>41004769 (OP)
>>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
cool
>>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
I asked her for some water and then couldn't drink much of the water. I was also grumpy at her because I've been plagued by migraines
>>How’s your bedroom decor?
could be better, but we are waiting to get a new apartment so no use decorating this one

we watched some tv over discord together, i guess you could say things are getting serious

I'm starting to suspect my ex-bf is secretly a yurifag because he keeps encouraging me to try to date my bestie and back when we dated he let me fuck women and kinda encouraged it

clg dead for 3 days did we win lesgen

>>41006564
Clg is just trannies larping for the most part so they probably just got bored of the larp. And the few actual cis les are usually just femreppers so as they stop repping clg slowly dies

>>41006522
Are yurifags that encourage women irl to fuck or date women without wanting to be part of it at all common? Like he didn't even want to watch or anything he just encouraged me to have a sex life apart from him with women and now encourages me to date my best friend

idk about yurifags but a local sexpest tried to pressure me to have sex with his gf after learning I'm into women. that was shit.

>>41004769 (OP)
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
seeing how it's going to turn out
>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
hrt
>How’s your bedroom decor?
grey walls, nothing put up on them, some books all layed around. very boring

Be nice to stacker

Why did jordan answer the phone then put me on hold then hang up

be nice to luz
can luz join the server?

>>41005402
cool af!! how big will it be when its done?
>>41005494
can you talk to her about it?

>>41005494
I feel you, but talk to her about it. I'm often a bit blunt when my girlfriend is being too much but she doesn't seem to take it too badly

>>41007472
Lolll

>>41006866
That sounds more like a cuck who comforms with knowing it happens than a yurifag

>>41007986
Or maybe he was just asked by his gf to find her hookups because she's like shy or something, who knows

>>41007698
Thank you!
>how big will it be when its done?
I have no idea and since it's all scrunched up right now I have no way of measuring it but it should be around 2x2 meters which is *a lot* bigger than I initially thought.

My friend is advising me to do unwise stuff like go visit a cutie the next city over and I dont know how much longer my will can hold out on this.
Tho thinking of a *reason* to drive 3 hours over has been a challenge. Part of me sometimes wish I had the heart to be a bad person and just say "Im gonna go kiss this hottie because its been 5 years since I made out with anyone and Im going to murder everyone in this house if someone doesnt fuck my soul out and then snuggle me while I come back to Earth" but Im cursed with a sensitive heart. :[
>>41004769 (OP)
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
I am always stoked to see evil people meet their end by the very means they sought to encourage.
Had a jack and coke in celebration. Rest in piss ya piece of shit.
>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
Last convo with SO: Making plans for his bday. Gonna go on a date, just the two of us. Maybe it'll be nice...
Last convo with crush: Asked if I could sleep on her couch when things get messy, lol.
>How’s your bedroom decor?
Pretty blah, honestly. Coming off of almost purely utilitarian setup. A couple of cute things my kids made me add splashes of color to an otherwise boring room. I want to fix it up one day, but theres so much other stuff I need to do first...
>>41005642
Ara~ ara~
>>41006866
That's a huge fuckin yikes from me, sis

>>41008269
omg thats quite big, i know so little about knitting desu, but it seems so cool :) i imagine its really relaxing

i love yamamoto's gay vampires so much but most of them are boys and that wouldnt suit this thread i don't think. i need to astral project into his mind to make him draw more lesbians
>>41007045
stacker is cool i wish stacker all the best in life. i hope she encounters all the coolest ants
>>41008765
this isnt a situation i have any real understanding of but from what i've previously seen from you i feel like youve been trapped without any real affectionate love for a very very long time and i wouldnt fault you for wanting an out of some kind bc you need that eventually. taking it lying down waiting for yourself to snap wouldnt be wise either. but maybe i'm also a bad person or just not worldly or familiar with such obligations
i like to think of myself as being a very heart-driven romantic above all else when it comes to these matters but in truth i've only ever been in one relationship many years ago and it was extremely dysfunctional and all my thoughts since then have been driven by longing and heartache. don't trust anything i say basically

>>41009375
i wish i had a vampire girlfriend </3

>>41004769 (OP)
>>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
lmao dude got fucking ragdolled, made some memes
>>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
don't have one :(
>>How’s your bedroom decor?
50/50 split between spacey moongirl goth and victorian candlelit goth depending on which lighting gets turned on

>>41005642
christmas cake going on hag baba

>>41009660
tfw no bloodbag gf

>>41009660
i wish to be someones vampire girlfriend........

>>41007986
>>41007998
well could be a cuck, he's a sex pest who seems to have every fetish and also wants to have sex with everything. he does not understand consent and has raped several people and I hate his guts.
I used to be friends with his gf and she definitely isn't shy, she has several boyfriends and does onlyfans stuff. idk maybe she's shy with women or something.
gotta balance moid rant with cute girls

>>41010012
i am FULL of blood!!!
>>41010016
hiii....

tfw no brownbabe gf

>>41010020
I was gonna say something about men being subhumans but so far the worst sex pest that targeted me was a woman so actually maybe the problem is cissoids or smth idk, I gotta find a trait to blame it on that catches everything without including me cause otherwise I'll have to simply hate humans as a whole and that'd be reddit

>>41005337
online classes are pretty comfy I guess, maybe you're insecure and just need some wins in life
>>41005402
I'm looking forward to see your progress tbqh
>>41005642
I'm ancient so like 56 or something, off the charts old and washed up
I'm decomposing, way past sell by date, do not redeem, do not open
>>41005801
migraines are the worst, best to avoid everything
>>41008765
even the married woman is meeting more ppl than me!!
honestly you deserve some affection, but hope it doesn't blow up the situation tbqh
>>41010012
>>41010016
young blood is supposed to help keep you young and healthy, so tfw no bloodgirl gf tbqh
>>41010020
>>41010149
that's pretty awful, that sort of thing always feels really bad hearing about, but I also knew a few trips here in the olden days who would get up to that kind of thing
so I'm not sure about traits, maybe cos they were ex-chasers so who knows idek

>>41010475
>online classes are pretty comfy I guess, maybe you're insecure and just need some wins in life
they keep telling me to put my webcam on... i will NOT do it!!! but yes i am insecure. but i sitll wont do it

>>41010548
meanwhile you won't do it and when winter comes along you will be doing math classes in bed wrapped up with blankets and a hot cocoa brought to you by your gf
from what I recall the expectation students actually turn on their cam is different between classes and faculties, also depends on how busy the class is too

>>41010613
oohhhh to have a beautiful gf to play in the snow with... please god pleaseee!!!! i would also like to decorate a christmas tree with her, i think that would be very fun. and halloween decorations too. hopefully i get a gf someday
> the expectation students actually turn on their cam is different between classes and faculties
pretty much every lecturer ive had has asked us to turn it on. they can keep asking, but i will simply never do it.

>>41010475
I've got a little bit of a gnack for being propositioned. Not sure why. ^^'
>>41010149
The most awful predator I ever was exposed to was a woman. I've encountered a lot more men, but this lady highkey fucked me up more than everyone else combined. Not making any sweeping statements based on just my experience, but...
>>41010012
Guh, biting and bloodplay can be so hot to think about but I absolutely cannot tolerate bleeding myself. Trips fight/flight and triage responses. I must watch from the sidelines~
>>41009375
Honestly if it were a simple relationship I'd have left a long time ago for the ways he treats me and oversteps my boundaries. Nevermind verbal abuse, emotional manipulation via suicide threat, me being a lesbiab, him going completely touchless ace on me the second I came out, him being a neet who refuses to learn to drive, refusing to go to couple's therapy for any of this, or the poor example of a relationship all of that sets for the kids.
But things get complex when you've been emotionally tied up with someone for a decade...
-I don't believe I can handle the kids on my own. For all the extra shit he adds to my life, he also is able to catch the slack when things need to happen where I would otherwise fail. Plus kids are just hard in general and I don't always cope the best despite giving everything I can to be a good mom.
-Despite him turning into kind of a jerk to me over time, I still want him to be well. I'm viscerally aware that when I leave, his life WILL fall apart and he will very likely kill himself. I want to be able to create a situation where he can be protected (likely by his family) before I drop papers, at least.
-Even tho I'm lonely and untouched, I don't feel like there's much hope for love on the other side. People talk big game, but the reality of "middle-aged single trans lesbian mom" being pretty much a LOT of "no-go's" for people when it comes to actually dating and trying to form relationships is not at all lost in me.

>>41010679
>biting and bloodplay can be so hot to think about but I absolutely cannot tolerate bleeding myself
i wonder if this is how i feel.. in theory i think i would like a girl to bite me but i dont know how i'd actually react in real life.. its hot to think about tho

>>41010720
I think you've gotta be a bit of a maso to really enjoy anything that actually hurts. A lot of people like being nibbled on and scratched here and there. But for someone like me, a good hard chomp pretty much zeroes out my brain for a little bit, brrrr. Love it.

>>41010670
you even have snow...? you have it all tbqh
well, except the gf, but I believe in you, you seem nice and have a whole future ahead of you
I stopped doing holidays, there's no point at my age, and not for myself anyway
also they ask to turn on the cam, but they don't make sure or ask you directly, right?
>>41010679
well now I'm kuromi levels of seething and jealous, nah you deserve it tbqh
honestly, you need to get away from anyone doing sui threats, it's just not fixable and you're more likely to just help perpetuate it idk

>>41010746
i will find out one day.. the idea is alluring
>>41010764
actually it doesnt snow very often here :( and when it does its usually not enough to have any fun with. as a kid i basically never got to have snowball fights or build a snowman and i think a part of me wants to make up for that as an adult lol
>but I believe in you, you seem nice and have a whole future ahead of you
thank you! :)
>also they ask to turn on the cam, but they don't make sure or ask you directly, right?
idk, they havent asked directly yet, but i did also miss every class this week. they hinted that they would be getting stricter with it after the first week (last week), and i do think they call people out when they dont have it on :( i hate it!!!

>>41010679
>The most awful predator I ever was exposed to was a woman. I've encountered a lot more men, but this lady highkey fucked me up more than everyone else combined. Not making any sweeping statements based on just my experience, but...
I think in my case it's just because I look too masculine from being mutilated, and well male predators usually are only into feminine looking victims so logically only female predators want me

>>41010764
Yeh. Its a fucked up situation (and let's be clear, I havent been a saint in all this, either). The relationship is dead as a doornail and I'm just trying to set up a situation where I feel safe dropping papers.
I knew it was near the top of the year when I came downstairs to find him holding a bottle of pills and writing a suicide note because he thought I was about to break up with him. The first thing I said after calming him down was "you realize the kids would have found you in the morning, right?" That thought sits on my mind a lot and is a huge driver for me trying to take a delicate approach. The cut needs to be decisive, fast, and safe - then he can do whatever he wants after his Mom has drug him back to her house...
So its not like there's any chance of me staying. But fuck does it hurt knowing what's in store. I wish I had someone - anyone - to hold me through all this. But just like the rest of my fuckin life, Im the pillar.
Fuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhh
Dont be like me, kids.

>>41010746
the hottest thing that ever happened to me was this masc girl put her cigarette out on me. biting is so passe

>>41010803
just have to get used to it, you know, like doing camera reps? like how often do you take pics of yourself? and how often do you spend time taking a few more to see if you can take one you actually like? and how often do you just watch yourself on webcam?
I think you can get used to everything, and then ppl will see how pretty you are, and they'll want to talk to you
>>41010926
I'm way older than you!!!!!!!!11 none of that doomer talk! you better pick yourself up by all sorts of bootstraps and live life to the fullest, ok?!

Do any of you live in california and would be interested in being friends with a 40s cis woman? I'm her only friend but my days are numbered and I don't feel like I'm useful to her anymore anyway, someone that she can hangout with irl might be able to fix her unlike me since she's mostly just depressed from loneliness and being mistreated. Was thinking of finding some cali tranny on tagmap but I think this general has more fairly normal people compared to random tagmap trannies

>>41011061
How old are you?

texted my gf this image and she said it's meslop, should i just kms now?
>>41011120
norcal or socal? is she capable of being a casual friend instead of a regular contact friend?

>>41011120
nowhere near cali unfortunately
>>41011125
ancient, like way older, at least late 50s like 56 biological age tbqh

>>41011162
Goddang, its not very often I run into someone who could legitimately have gone to school with my own parents, haha. You win you win, cant call you "kid". But I very well am a pretty good example of what not to do.
I honestly have no hope. I just try to have a good time in the spaces I hang out in and help people where I can.

>>41011222
prolly not, besides I had an 80% attendance at 11, a 20% attendance at 15, and 5% attendance before dropping out
hey, think of it like this, you have already lived a life up to now, and now you have a chance to live a different life
you can't let your current situation cloud your judgement, difficult situations continue to waste your chances away if you let them
the only thing to be as an example is to not do that now when you realize the problem, you have to choose to life that new life imho

>>41011148
Idk I think she needs more of a very close friend, someone she can trust a lot and who'll comfort her when sad and stuff, since she's very depressed rn and well that was how we were like and I want her to not care much about me dying by having someone that does what I did and even better. Somehow we managed to never talk about which part specifically of california she's from, closest thing is she said she's 5 miles from the beach

>>41011298
I am not the person, sorry friend, either way please don't die any time soon

>>41011311
Well my death is already inevitable, I'm just trying to not inconvenience people I care about with it more than I can avoid lol. I guess I'll just start searching on tagmap

Vampire Knight if you're reading this will you be my gf

Hmm maybw I shouldn't have told her about how after I find her someone to replace me I won't have a reason to keep suffeeing anymore so I'll pass away, causw like she might refuse to befriend whatever girl I find her to keep me alive for longer, dunno. I think it'd have been obvious from the context that I'm leaving though

>>41011638
Nvm I bet she doesn't really care much about me and probably understands that someone like me is better off not existing. Idk why I love her so much when I know that but oh well

I just realized there is a cam on this laptop, but it's not exactly flattering

>>41007868
>I'm often a bit blunt when my girlfriend is being too much
is she adhd too?

there is absolutely no reason to think I am another trip okay, so do not at me or anything
honestly seems like a lot of ppl have self-confidence issues or think their life is ruined, but despite that ur all pretty young
I have been like literally at my worst for a few years now, but I want to struggle to get something of a life back, even tho I am super old and ugly and haggard rn, with every new day I just have to get up and keep rolling tbqh
part of that is me needing more confidence ig, like being seen and trying to not feel like killing urself at the mere thought of hypothetical ridicule...
but being well past middle aged, if I have really given up on ever finding someone that appreciates me in the late autumn of my life, then I shouldn't care what human beings think about me, right?
https://unsee cc/album#s0dlAwyc52sp
trigger warning, middle aged, no makeup, fat, ugly, etc etc
this is more for me really so I start to feel less shy about existing and being seen, even at the risk of being called names, since it's not like those insults are my real problem, when my real problem is that I have to be able to live the only life I can live
but if someone else sees they're better off than me, and younger and prettier, maybe they won't give up either iunno
also, if you see me when you're going to class tomorrow don't embarrass me pls

>>41012624
>no reason to think Im another trip
Okay lol
>unsee
Maam, you dont look middle aged or ugly or anything. Earnestly.
>everything else
I mean, yea, best any of us can do is get up every day and keep doing our best.
Some of us carry a lot of demons, tho, and it can be hard. I dont blame anyone for feeling hopeless, but Id like em to try anyways...
>>41011789
Shitty cams are never flattering. :S
>>41011263
Problem is, my new life dont start tomorrow. Or the day after. Or the month after. Or a year. I have to wake up and live the consequences of the past for years, plural. Im a mom for the rest of my life (or at least another decade or so). Ill always have a fucked up leg. Ill always have started my transition in my 30s with all the pain that goes with that. Ill deal with useless debts for at least a while longer. Persistent reoccurring nightmares (weekly if not nightly) of shit that never should have came to pass and all the attachment issues that comes with the bullshit I put myself through. Broken hopes and crushed dreams I can never ever reclaim.
I'll live it. But I know its always kinda gonna suck shit. I bought and paid for my ticket to this ride.
Thank you tho for the positivity. I actually really appreciate it despite my apparent pessimism.

>>41012624
pretty mid ngl
>>41012745
honestly, that's alright, I am a pessimist too but I feel like optimists tend to unfairly look down on pessimists, and I don't want to invalidate your experiences
pessimism is like the path to compassion and understanding how life is suffering, and appreciating the small moments of happiness you can cos you know they're fleeting
I also have a really complicated relationship with my parents, so I won't say I think it will be easy, but I think you will get through it and it's better to make changes with confidence imho
rather than letting things just happen and then all you have to say is that you were doing it for them or didn't want to destabilize their life, always love and support them, but don't forget to live your most wonderful life either

Polyphia is the worst band I've ever heard in my entire life and everyone I've ever met who likes them is a fucking insufferable selfish cunt
I just had to get that out
Byeeee

>>41004769 (OP)
QOTT:
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
very happy about it. I bought myself take out to celebrate.
>What was the last conversation with your gf or crush about?
i dont really have a gf or crush rn. Im pretty emotionally vulnerable rn though and feel a need to throw myself into someone so that will probably change soon.
>How’s your bedroom decor?
Awful. I hope when i move out i can buy some new furniture pieces for cheap from thrift shops and not hate to look at where i live for once. Id love to live somewhere like pic rel.

BL4 night whooo. Fun so far but the menus are wonky as a motherfucker. Pretty much what I expected.

>>41012973
Yaknow, funny thing is this pessimism thing is very recent - w/in the past year. I have "starry eyed optimist" in my online profiles cuz people used to call me that a lot. Used to feel like I could muscle through anything as long as I found the path and walked it. I think my spirits broke around November of last year - some really bad shit happened and I started feeling like every route forward came with massive costs. "The path forward" was no long apparent no matter how much I poured over it. It got really hard to look forward and expect anything but bad.
Im still pretty optimistic for others. People do amazing things all the time!
Ill keep doing my best like always. Its all I know how to do anymore.

>>41012308
yes, that's why I replied to a post about adhd girlfriend. I'm the autistic one.

>>41005114
Wow

Manly general DNI

I have a crush on my boss and I think my boss has a crush on my wife. We are all cis women. What do I do.

>>41014749
threesome

i hate armored skeptic

subtop gf......

>>41014749
I loved you in lord of the rings. Rlly great performance

>>41015870
i hate all grifters

page 10

>>41015888
we already had a word for that, service top

Always wanted to be a dominatrix

"notices bulge OWO what's this?" will be in your child's ap us history textbook

chatted briefly with some nice ppl, if only I actually got to talk to ppl more and saw them regularly, then I could get to know them ig

>>41014749
astral project into ur wife and fuck her. if she consents then possesion is possible. this is what normies dont understand

thunder and lightning is quite scary, but so are windy stormy tbqh

>>41016864
wonder why with quality posts like >>41017516

>>41017528
well ppl can't figure out new theories of lesbianism every day tbqh

>>41017542
True
Thunder is comfy though so your other post is wrong

>>41017565
okay well... would you rather day a girl that is scared of thunder and lightning or a girl scared of windy storms?
cos that's different, it's not about how comfy you are, but how she is and if you want to protect her
that's all I'm saying...

>>41017516
When you own a house the scariest weather is rain

horse girl abs have cured me of my hellish multiple day migraine and I am now healthier than ever!
well actually it was going to a doctor and getting actual medication for it but whatever.
need girl abs.

>>41015888
art so cute... aaahhhh
>>41017516
>>41017582
i like both a lot.. to me they are relaxing :)
and i would rather date a girl who is scared of windy storms. but in reality i am actually scared of lots of things (bugs, spiders, social situations, etc), so i would like a gf who is not afraid of those things so she can protect me from them. but i think it would be very cute if a girl who is regularly not afraid of anything is afraid of something like windy storms, and i could protect her.. i should stop thinking before i get too deep into my own imagination, lol

>>41010475
You're 56?

>>41013882
you're dulling her flame...

>>41018954
yeah I probably am... I feel so bad because she's constantly apologising even though I should be the one apologising for being sensitive

>>41018954
stop telling swablu things like this she's already insecure enough as is

>>41017936
luckily I'll never be able to own anything!
>>41018208
everyone keeps talking about the horse girls, I really should watch that anime...
>>41018484
waow, you would have quite an interesting relationship dynamic
sadly I can only protect you from social situations
>>41018531
I try not to be

>>41020647
>waow, you would have quite an interesting relationship dynamic
true.. there are many dynamics i like to think about, but of course its just stuff in my head. im pretty short and meek so i like the idea of having a taller woman who is assertive and confident. kinda like the opposite of me. i will keep dreaming!!

>>41018484
i have a deep love for bugs and spiders and i could definitely protect you from those and possibly make you less scared of them too i've been told by a few people that i've done that. unfortunately thats about the extent of it
the only way i'm protecting anyone from social situations is by telling them not to go to any. and just spending all their time with me. in my last relationship i really hated that she had friends while i didn't and while i like to think i've gotten better with that since then i probably still have those kinds of impulses

>>41021211
people who love bugs and spiders and such are very cool to me! unfortunately i have been scared of them since i was a kid :(
>last relationship i really hated that she had friends while i didn't
i always wonder if i am like this.. since i am so socially anxious and have no irl friends, i think i could potentially get jealous or upset at the idea of a gf being suuper social and having a bunch of friends. i dont like that part of me. i can be quite clingy and get sad easily if i feel i am not enough for someone :(

>>41020647
>I really should watch that anime...
me too... been thinking about organising watch parties with irl friends, since lots of them are now into horse girls. I also dream about watching it with my crush but that's just silly and will never happen!

>>41021246
Honestly this can be problematic. A lot of people need connections outside of their relationship. Its not at all possible to be every single thing someone needs. Relationships are largely about trust - if you cant trust your partner, there WILL be problems.
>>41021065
Ive come to find people who get spooked easily to be endearing. Im pretty fearless, with I think heights being my only strong fear... and even then I used to climb 100 ft radio towers regularly to do maintenance on their antennas. It's kinda nice to be the light in the dark for someone.
Sooometimes it gets a tad annoying. I have a friend with a straight up phobia of spiders who cannot coop many video games because of it. But usually there is a gap between that and "I need someone to hold onto in the dark"
I guess Im also a bit of a coward in horror games come to think of it, but that feels different than real fears.
>>41017337
It can be hard to do that sometimes, but ya just gotta keep getting out there. :[

/cow) won

>>41022891
that place is still around?

how do i get my girlfriend to stop crying and screaming at me? it keeps happening. i think she breaks up with me every time she's on her period

>>41022925
http://julay.world

>>41022928
chocolate
bitches love chocolate

>>41022938
I'm too old to even read this disgusting stuff

>>41022962
Kek. I'm also friends with JEWS in 8ch

>>41022973
8ch is still around also?

>>41023002
Og 8ch is 8kun and copypaste created 8moe

>>41023019
Ahh I'm almost 36 years old so I stopped caring about this stuff

>>41023027
Ah.... Rizon is still around

>>41023043
O I used that once

Only t4t and pussy4pussy is valid. Post op girls can choose which one they want to fall into because they are magical and perfect.

>>41023002
>>41023019
No one asked, but here is a full list of chans: https://rentry.co/iblist

>>41023078
Based

>>41023057
http://qchat.rizon.net

>>41023154
are u trying to chat with me

>>41021065
>>41021211
waow, once again I am like a match maker, maybe you will be perfect for each other?!
>>41021282
yeh, I just have to be more proactive with things like that in general too
just look at those funny horses tho
>>41022856
I guess it's less about oh it's so difficult for me, and it's more like I have become like a mercenary in an academic sense
like I pass around from place to place, oh now I'm here, and then I'm gone, so no point making connections that are too strong?

>>41023186
Ah, yea, I get that *precisely*. I'm a military servicemember and am slow to make actual friends. With everyone moving every 2-6 years, oftentimes Ill barely get to know someone before theyre gone. Its part of what's led to my social isolation - especially as Ive changed units 3 times in 2 years and then started processing for discharge due to the ban. I pretty much have no one IRL to lean on except my husband, who himself is not too great to lean on for hopefully obvious reasons...
Big hugs. I hope your situation is transient.

>>41023183
No

>>41023070
But anon, I am desperate for cis-PIV

>>41024098
>PIV
You’re not a lesbian. Gtfo.

>>41024098
Unironically, kill yourself.

>>41024407
I personally don't define myself as a lesbian, but a woman and a woman is a lesbian relationship. Simple as. I don't see why wanting cunt is so bad?
>>41024415
You first

>>41024407
>>41024415
so straightmanwithyellowfevergen/lagogen is against c4t now

>>41024805
I'd date other trans women too, it's just literally that I think c4t is hot + feels like acceptance to me.
I dunno why some of these Tranons gotta be acting like Evangelicals about it. They don't have to be with cis women if they don't want to.

>>41023226
no, I don't think it will be, I'm probs going to have to move around, different places, and even when I get to post doc I'll be moving around
I met someone at workshop once who is in different countries to their partner, but they travel and make it work since it's not like other side of the world, but makes raiding their kids a challenge I guess
most relationships aren't like that tho, but it still sounds pretty nice iunno
>>41024885
oh yeh, it never used to be like that, but then again a lot of things never used to be how they are now tbqh

>>41024927
>it never used to be like that
I think theres always been hatred between t4t transbians and c4t trans lesbians at least they have a divide

>>41025021
maybe, but not that I recall, unless you mean like maybe old 40-50yo premarin trans in the 80s and 90s sticking together sort of thing
but in the 2010s I figured that tendency was just a babytrans insecurity thing, guess I was wrong
but can't remember actual polarization along those lines...

anyways, guess what anon, I made some appointments to get my eyebrows done nicely, and get my hair cut
I'm pretty nervous since it has been years and I feel like I'm kinda a mess rn
but what's the worst that could happen, and hopefully ppl will think I'm pretty, cos I would date anyone rn tbqh...

>>41025021
Does it even count as C4T if you're not exclusively C4T?

Tbh I prefer c4t because I like older women and it'd be more socially unacceptable unless they are stealth (plus almost all 40+ trannies are weird hons or straight). Also cause it feels nicer to be loved by cis people cause like they are naturally supposed to hate trannies so if they don't that means they are very special, a tranny not hating me for being a tranny is just to be expected it doesn't hit the same

>>41025174
Also cause like trannies are often very mentally unstable and have unresolved issies (including me tbf) it was such an emotional rollercoaster the times I did t4t and I just want a calm and stable life now

>>41025186
Cant argue with that tbdesu

my body is always shutting down and I feel like I'm passing out a lot
sometimes I wonder if a partner would be okay with someone so weak in the long-term tbqh
two more chores to get done... I can do it, I hope

>>41025174
I prefer t4c because I'm a straight male on hrt

i think trannies getting pissy at other trannies over who they want to date is so stupid and annoying. incessant huss-transbian shitflinging all over this board and c4t-t4t bickering in this thread. can you all stop? what does this accomplish?
personally i kinda have a t4t preference mainly just bc i think we'd "get" each other more than otherwise. and i like slightly clocky twinkhonnish third gender things like myself. maybe being a t4t-leaning transbian is what makes me hate the arguments so much bc im the one always getting the most insults ︶︿︶

>>41025821
I'm just stating my opinion based on personal experiences. t4t has been horrible for me for various reasons abs that's why I'm t4c

dudebrogen

is it possible to seduce a shy 25 year old twinkhon tranny if i'm a confident outgoing 20 year old semi passoid tranny

>>41026096
this would definitely work on me
t. turns 25 in a few months

>>41022856
yes, its problematic. i wish i was not so insecure, it is something i am working on a lot. i would never force anyone to not be friends with anyone ever. unless they were really horrible to them, then i would tell them politely that it is probably a bad friendship
>Ive come to find people who get spooked easily to be endearing
i am glad someone thinks so! i get scared of so much stuff, but it is something i am embarrassed about lol..
>Im also a bit of a coward in horror games
i am very slowly getting over my fear of horror games. i could NOT play them a while ago, but i want to play them more (resident evil especially) so i have slowly been trying to exposure therapy myself into being into them

>>41025821
>i think trannies getting pissy at other trannies over who they want to date is so stupid and annoying
i agree. people should just date who they like, we do not need to be so mean to each other about it!!

t4t is a cope if you can't get pussy

c4t transbians act just like straight men do

what will you do when TSD(Total Straightoid Death) comes

>>41026478
Will I be spared if I'm 2/3 straight

males on estrogen rubbing their cocks together while moaning in a semi masc semi girly voice
i'm hard now

>>41026478
enjoy the surplus of cis pussy because I'm a trans lesbian

I really regret all the t4t relationships I've been in so I'm exclusively t4c now and better for it

cis pussy is better than trans bussy
there i said it

I think it's easier to find a cis woman that understands me than to find a trans woman whose personality isn't insufferable in 2025 and isn't straight

>>41026486
its just means you're bi but bi ppl are basically straight so no

>>41026523
But if you spare bisexuals you'll spare the vast majority of women but kill most men since women are bi more often than men, and women are disgusted by fags so they won't date the few bi men who survived, they'll date women instead so you get inexperienced women in your dating pool

i have chest pain from being sad from no gf

>>41026520
Arent a lot of women bi now a days

>>41026553
me too anon its so lonely

>>41026553
me too... my heart may physically be broken in half

>>41026556
Yeah though usually still prefer to date men ig? Still results in it being quite easier to get a cis gf than to find a good tranny gf, specially irl. I mean how would I even know a woman is trans unless she's a hon but I wouldn't date a hon, or out and proud for some reason but I really dislike that attitude

>>41026579
yes most are more interested in men but I feel like that is going to change ore something. The amount of trans women in this world is small

>>41026564
um hi are you cis?

if t4c is so good how come all of you dudes are so sad?

>>41026587
I mean being bi myself I get why dating men can be more appealing, they are expected to pay for stuff and put more effort into work than me, I hate how braindead they all are but the expected roles are appealing and ig that might be part of why a lot of bi women prefer men for dating

>>41026697
Oh also I only date women now simply out of hating men

>>41026630
terminal lack of cis pussy

>>41026697
yeah a lot of braindeads but because of that im more interesting in women. I feel like some gender rolls are appealing but some of the brainless behavior cancels it out.

>>41026750
Maybe we should create wlw dating roles where the most masculine one is socially pressured to do all that provider and chivalrous stuff

>>41026764
Or maybe the older one?

>>41026723
so t4c transbians are incels

>>41026630
average iwannafuckacisnoodlewhoregen user here
bc i can't have piv sex with an asian cis woman and get her pregnant

>>41026630
im happy :) did some piv this morning

>>41026783
good for you champ

>>41026791
thanks anon

Fuck bush and fuck this war

>>41026859
Idk I think bush can be quite hot on some women

hi lesgen how do you cope with you will never make an asian woman pregnant
before on wlwgen i only want to make a random woman pregnant but now i require that she be asian

need piv with lolicon transbian

>>41027202
god this but with a neotenous cis asian girl bonus points for cunny cosplay ugh

>>41027410
>>41027202
i hope both of you have a very bad day

piv stacies and c4c are real lesbians

>>41026764
Yeah both honestly my type is more girly looking women

>>41028181
My type is older women so I do get some pampering and get free dinner and stuff, but it should be socially enforced so that it's even more guaranteed that they treat me like a princess

>>41028203
So your looking for a mother?

>>41028231
Nooo it's more like she gotta be the breadwinner and stuff but like I want to cook for her and stuff I won't be a leech. 20yo tranny housewife x 40+ breadwinner cis lady is the ideal relationship

I wonder if my girlfriend is too mentally healthy for me. things are hard because I was very likely put on this earth to be easily abusable domestic servant for some moid, but I ended up being absolutely disgusted by men

>>41028260
hope you find that! I think I want someone around my age dont care if she is trans/ cis

>>41028284
Thank you nona, I actually might get to date my best friend who is in her 40s someday idk it's complicated rn cause it's not really the right time yet to ask her out but I think she might be starting to like me dunno... I'd also be happy with just being her roommate tho

i miss piv sometimes and wonder if there's any way to recapture that feeling and level of intimacy
>t. post op tranny

>>41028344
Yeah it can be so hard had a crush on my best friend but never told her :( didnt want to ruin it because she is hyper religious

>>41028371
Just get a tranny gf and be the one pived

>>41028382
My best friend knows I have a crush on her but we live too far away and she told me she has too many trust issues to be able to love anyone in that way rn, I'm hoping I can help her heal and gain her trust over time, then ask her out when she's visiting me and I have the means to have her move in with me if she says yes (or I might just ask her to be my roommate instead, dunno I think I'll be happy with just being by her side and taking care of her no matter in what way)

>>41028421
You could ask it when she is in her own home because maybe she feels more comfortable there?

>>41028439
It's easier for her to visit me than the reverse so idk if I'll ever be the one to visit her. But idk maybe it'd indeed be more appropriate to not ask her out when she's the one staying at my place, not sure how much difference it makes tho?

so you're saying there is still hope for love after 40... but probs not 50, right?

>>41028521
Well I like 50s women too, older = hotter, dunno if a relationship with one would be realistic with the bigger culture gap tho, I vibe well with my 40s bestie cause I'm very early millennial pilled

>>41028483
idk never did it but I think it would make it less uncomfortable or something. Did she give you any signs that you likes the fact that you like her?

>>41026209
True

>>41028521
there is always still hope for love. except for me, i am unloveable always

>>41026506
Cis-chasers are why we no longer have trans rights. Why you so gross homie?

>>41028569
Hmm she said she wishes someone who lived closer to her felt about her like I do, and ig she implied she might like me someday when months later I was being self deprecating and she told me if I expect her to trust me and like me I have to love myself first? Dunno, seems to me like she doesn't write it off as a possibility if the distance and trust issues thing change in the future but doesn't exactly like me back yet?

>>41028371
Are you the one posting in femrepper that has dysphoria from regretting going post op?

>>41028568
I dunno, I like some older ppl but more in a 'oh they're interesting and can mentor me' type of way
I guess you only want like an actual mother tho, menopausal, but post-menopause?
I feel like a lot of trans girls tend to be menopause moders ig
>>41028587
>there is always still hope for love.
I dunno about that...
>except for me, i am unloveable always
okay, I vibe with that, are you me tho?

>>41028617
Honestly idk you could try giving hints and see how she responds.

>>41028673
Why does everyone accuse me of wanting a pseudomother? I want to cook for her and take care of her too, maybe resting my head on her lap when I'm feeling down would be nice tho...

>>41028755
it's the stereotype, y'know?
can't go through years of ppl degrading your entire existence as 'mommy' and not wonder if this is another 'mommy' thing
sadly I'm personally more of a crone failure than anything nurturing or competent tbqh

>>41028691
Hmm hints of what I mean she already knows I like her, though I guess she doesn't know that I actually want to be her gf since back when I admitted to liking her it was more of in a "I know I have no chance just disclosing it for honesty" way. Idk should I try being a bit flirty or something?

>>41028836
Yes maybe a bit but I dont have experience with older women so idkk

>>41028806
I mean my bestie and I treat each other as equals and barely ever acknowledge the age gap so I don't think I fit the stereotype. I'll admit my mother was abusive and that might have had to do with why I love older women, but I want to make those older women happy too not just be spoiled without putting in my part, I have actually been getting better at cooking and stuff since my bestie doesn't like cooking and I love the idea of cooking her nice plates when she visits and if we ever live together cook for her everyday

Just saw my old crush in public today and now i want to kill myself

>>41028899
I guess, but you wouldn't hold it against ppl for having reservations, right?
it's kind of like ppl saying they're neet and want to date, after a while others avoid that sort of thing...
but sure, the neet could also actually hold a masters degree or phd, have an income, social hobbies, and be otherwise productive
the other side of the coin tends to often be true too, so like, a lot of positive responses will tend to come more from abusive and predatory types, sadly...

>>41029009
Oh I totally get why an older woman wouldn't trust the idea I just think it's kinda mean for people to say I just want a pseudomother, cause like if anything the love I have for my bestie has been motivating me to improve myself and become more mature so that I can make her happy

>>41029043
I think maybe you should try and marry her, like when things are going well for you, it's probably best to not hold out speculating about other paths

>>41028958
Use this as an opportunity to like, get to know yourself better or like, yea

>>41029105
She has already said she'd love to be my roommate rn if not for her trust issues from some stuff that happened before she met me tho (and like, she's already implied she might be able to trust me that much someday so y'know), so like the roommate stuff is just a kinda confirmed option that I'd go for if she doesn't want to be more y'know? I'd legit be very happy with just living with her as normal besties I think, but ofc I'll still shoot my shot when the time seems right just in case we can be more

>>41029175
I guess, I mean, there is never one right choice or one attitude to have that fits everyone
like if she is distancing herself enough not to get hurt but wants to explore if something with you is possible, then yes go for it, but it could also just be roommates only ...
so really if you're not afraid of disappointment or don't mind you might need to find a new place again later, then still go for it, since life won't keep giving you the same opportunities forever imho

>>41029278
I'm obviously not gonna become roommates with her before asking her out that could be very awkward, I'd just offer the roommates option if she turns me down when I ask her out already having the means for us to live together

>>41029309
Hmm idk if living with someone I love so strongly would be good for me in the long term though I mean maybe it'd take a toll on me over time idk

hello again /lesgen/
i am kinda sad today, so i think i will get drunk tonight... happy saturday :)
i enjoy drinking alone in my bedroom

>>41029824
What will you be drinking nona?

>>41030101
i will be having some jagermeister :) normally i am a vodka girlie, but we dont have any right now sadly.. i think i will start soon, as it is night time here

Officially 2 years on HRT today (and ~3 yrs total transitioning), FWIW. Won't say much more since thats not exactly on-topic.
>>41029824
Ill be drinking tonight, too, for a few reasons. Thinking rum & pineapple fanta for a simple mix and continue playing BL4.
>>41028806
Yeup. Sometimes its an age thing but oftentimes it can also be a competence thing. Ive always been a fairly competent and put-together person (on the outside, at least) and have always attracted people who wanted a replacement-parent. It... gets kinda old. Add that I cant handle being called daddy/mommy at all due to old trauma and, well, yea, lots of awkward moments.
>>41028568
Could I ask why, in particular? Like, to me age is mostly an experience thing. Maturity doesnt necessarily come with age nor does wisdom or even graceful aging. It seems hard for me to envision someone specifically liking my half-white hair and crunchy knees, haha.
Funny thought brought to mind, other than my hair I havent aged much (externally) in the past decade. I still look just like my original driver's license pic. Usually my style (which Ive been calling momcore) gives me away.
>>41028203
Cute...
>>41026140
My SO makes me play horror games because he cant handle playing them. It's rough on me sometimes tho and I have to tell him I cant.
>>41028521
Maam, my 80 y/o grandma has a boyfriend. He drives out to her home to make dinner with her and watch TV dramas and it's kinda cute. I'm of the ardent belief that while some situations make live much harder, it's seldom "impossible", let alone by something as simple as age.

>>41029824
have fun drinking! I was going to drink a beer today but got a headache instead, maybe tomorrow will be better!

>>41030299
>Could I ask why, in particular? Like, to me age is mostly an experience thing. Maturity doesnt necessarily come with age nor does wisdom or even graceful aging. It seems hard for me to envision someone specifically liking my half-white hair and crunchy knees, haha.
Hmm it's complicated to explain, I think the age gap itself is hot to me, though I also find older women and their style and stuff more attractive than women of my age for some reason idk. I wouldn't write off it being like some kind of cope for the trauma my abusive mother gave me either, but idk I still found older women quite hot before the trauma just not to the point of not even being open to date girls my age lol.

If I were to say what I like about the one that I love right now, it's that she's very kind, understanding, nonjudgmental and shy in a very cute way. She makes me feel safe and for some reason when I'm feeling bad simply talking with her makes me calm down and feel okay idk why? I comfort her when she's sad too ofc, and I'm overly sweet to her to the point that it's kinda cringe in the hopes that making her feel loved and appreciated will get her self esteem to improve

>>41030299
congrats on 2yrs hrt :)
rum and pineapple fanta sounds so yummy... i should try that
>>41030341
thank you! i hope your head is feeling okay >.<

>>41004769 (OP)
>Thoughts on chuds getting got? How did you celebrate?
Seeing as how lago's boyfriend is a TIM would we expect her to go on a school shooting just like Tyler Robinson. Or might we see boynuy go out like Robert Westman.

>>41027202
>lolicon
and you wonder why you don't deserve rights

>>41030654
trying too hard

One for the girls and to celebrate

So is a slightly sore throat not a side effect of the covid vaccine?
Do i have actual covid?

GOD I AM SO FUCKING GLAD I GOT COVID THE DAY BEFORE I GOT THE VACCINE

>>41030883
>>41031090
god shut up luz so whiny

>>41030847
saw you in passgen earlier im glad youre having fun nona :>
would scratch with my claws tbqhwy

>>41030883
I think it's just dicksucker syndrome

>>41031394
I wish i had a dick to suck right now

>>41031317
Thanks lol yeah could be worse but having chuds hatewank it is always hilarious
Also I do like being scratched :3

>>41031480
i was the one they were yelling at earlier for not wanting to post nudes lmao it was fun watching them get riled up again. thank you for your service nona god bless

>>41029824
okay, i am quite drunk!! life is beautiful. also i LOVE women

>>41031645
Shit I didn't see I'll give it a look lmao
I need to go sleep sadly ugh I should do those things earlier

wish I had a gf to drink wine with that would feel nice

>>41032213
getting drunk alone is best imo.. i dont get high often but i think getting high with a potential gf would be really fun and nice

>>41032236
I haven't drank with another person in many many years
Idk would love to just pour a glass of wine and tell a girl how much I need them

>>41032242
very beautiful.. but getting high and giggly with someone is nice too imo. just silly fun

>>41032265
Id drink with you

>>41032330
thank you.. but i like being drunk alone. people may consider that sad, but its actually quite nice. i like being alone while drunk

>>41032428
Same desu
It's not sad

>>41032438
its really chill.. and i can be myself!!

>>41032457
I just end up masturbating

I can’t drink alone. I’ve tried numerous times. Definitely a social drinker. I don’t get you guys.

What’s the best way to shut down cis chasers in lesbian spaces? ESPECIALLY cis chasing huns who have just dipped their toe into queer spaces? I want to have an open and accepting environment, but… You know how chasers are.

someday someone will think i'm hot for being myself
until then i'll try not to ever be horny

>>41034200
What’s wrong with being a bit horny? And getting off sometimes?

>>41034200
>>41034341
>>41034128
>>41034081

how would transbians react if their bi trans friend gave them a big smooch on the lips to say hello

>>41004769 (OP)
lesbians arent real. just ask your dad to hangout with you.

>>41034341
Being ugly and unwantable

>>41035175
If you’re alone you can imagine anything you want. Just put in the work to keep yourself in shape and good looking day to day when you’re not rubbing one out.

i miss her i wish she'd still love me i wish she had married me all is pointless without her i will be alone forever now

>>41034341
For me if I let those thoughts run it leads to yearning which leads to depression. Folks that know me well know Im pretty horny (strong libido, which bugs the fuck out of me) - but would probably be surprised just how much I suppress pretty much every day.
Wish I could just be aro/ace, life would be so much easier. I was honestly a little excited when the endo warned me that HRT would kill my sex drive. It didn't... not even a little bit. Just changed how it manifested.
So... yea, sometimes you want to suppress or avoid those thoughts for the sake of your own sanity...

>>41034483
hot if cis, rapehon if trans

>>41035809
you have amazing reading comprehension skills

Kek

>>41035809
my transbian friend is just so cute i'd love to kiss her..

where do you find cis f chasers im 6'3 if it helps

>>41036158
holy shit holy hell

>>41035264
you are the quintessential rapehon

>>41036352
she looks like a rapehon too

>>41036374
don't we all

twinkhon frotting compilation 2025

she sparkles

>>41036544
cute if cis, rapehon if trans

>>41036352
\*shrug\* If ya say so. I usually class myself more as a brickhon or so, esp because sexuality is something that actually distresses me. In my ideal life, Im ace and living my own life, but Im cursed with a weird and absurd brain.
>>41036374
Lol, say it to my face instead of coming here to be anonymous. ;P I may look like garbage, but youre the coward hiding behind anonymity~
>>41036544
Pretty!

>>41036544
this is so cute!
>>41037330
dont listen to mean people seraph, they are just miserable and want to bring other people down

>>41037399
I appreciate it. Honestly there's nothing the uncreatives of /tttt/ can say to come even close to harming me. Transitioning in my life position meant accepting that, in my mind, Ill always be percieved as a man by others -- that every little win is 1000% better than nothing at all.
Im mostly just irked by the cowardice of ostensibly knowing how I look and not just saying shit where they saw it. If someone calls me a hon with a name attached, Ill laugh with them cuz why not? I know what I am. Coming here to comment on it anonymously? Pft, pathetic.
Whew I really shouldnt ramble before my addy kicks in...
Anyways super not really on topic. Here have some yuri instead.

>>41037474
Omg you look fine, quit fishing for compliments. You literally talk about malefailing, even - hons do NOT malefail. Quit negging yourself or Ill fly down there and kiss you myself.

>>41037330
Listen to me Seraph. I would never be mean to you without good reason. You are literally being psyoped by a hugboxer rn and I am the more trustworthy anon even if I'm mean

>>41037508
cute if cis, rapehon if trans

>>41037527
I'm trans btw

>>41037508
Wow, adjust your eyes. Just bc she's my type doesn't mean Im hugboxing her.

dont get groomed again Seraph

>>41037330
>>41037474
I have no idea how you look, but I bet you look fine, and like looks aren't the only thing that's important...
I keep telling myself that and have compassion for everybody, except myself, I am truly garbage tbqh
a lot of it has to do with my immune system tho, and like my skin problems related to that, and some doctors say the quality of life is comparable to things like cancer, and how a lot of patients struggle with skin-related depression and how the tissue damage might also be in the brain so maybe it also literally makes you brain dead depressed
so like I feel like I have a pretty good reason to hate how I look, but I also get that other ppl have their own circumstances, so I have quite a lot of compassion for them
but I still bet you look fine, after all ppl want to date you and all
lately I have been making picrews with skin like mine and it has been sort of therapeutic, so maybe making picrews of yourself will help you iunno
anyway I came back from the stylist this morning, she was nice and put cold wet towels on my face to calm the red areas flaring up
iunno why I'm even rambling at you, but I am, I just had to get it off my chest at someone ig
pls respond

If people keep complimenting me and then insulting me I may have to make this thread really really weird. Say it to my face, I might kiss you either way!
>>41037508
The only good reason to be mean to someone is if they're a bigot or an asshole. So hopefully you'd never be mean to me, I just want to be weird and make people smile. ;<
>>41037637
It's not uncommon for people with esteem issues to try to bolster others. Honestly my negative self opinion and joking about it is largely a defense mechanism - cant be hurt if there's nothing TO hurt. Im a late transitioner with all of the pain that comes from that, but I do my best and try to be a kind and good person. In reality I know that a) I look like my Mom, for better and for worse, b) Lots of people seem to like me against their better judgment, and c) people keep calling me cute, flirting with me, or outright saying they want to do intimate things with/to me -- so either the whole world is a hugbox or Ive got *something* going on that I cant see in the mirror? The two selfies Ive posted in public spaces were explicitly taken when I looked my worst (after taking care of a sick kid all night and right after spending 2 hours under my car in 100 degree weather covered in grease and dirt), so Ive pretty intentionally put my worst foot forward (because on the inside Im a little scared to put my best foot forward)
Skin conditions are so so hard and I feel for you. It takes a lot of gentleness and care to find self love like that. FWIW one of the prettier women Ive known had shifting patches of rashes thanks to lupus regularly attacking her skin. She was sassy, foul mouthed, hard working, and very very pretty. We spent more than a few long nights cooped up inside radars and airfield beacons digging for faults and broken parts while talking shit about everyone and everything. I kinda miss her, she was cool as fuck.
Ive done piccrews every now and then. Theyre fun! But I always wind up making mine kinda cute ^^'

>>41037817
That was you at your WORST?
Holy shit
Guys, Im sorry, but I fuckin love trannies for this. "Wah wah I look like a man I'll never be loved wah this is me at my worst" posts pic of cute tired mom literally just smiling and being pretty.
Fuuuck why is there no tranny wife in my shitty liiife.

>>41037531
rapehon if trans

>>41037547
>Just bc she's my type
???

>>41038228
Reading comprehension is hard, huh? Seraph is pretty and sweet and silly and smart and genuinely a great person and I'd wife her up in a heartbeat if she wasn't already married and an entire fucking continent away. If the rubes are gonna talk shit about the literal nicest person in the thread, Im going to pour my heart out because it's only fair.

>>41038198
That means I'm trans btw

>>41037817
you know, you can't underestimate it, lupus too, they're not skin conditions, they're auto-immune conditions, and it's just that the skin flares up since it is being attacked basically
like the immune system is trying to destroy the body and kill the person, which is also often like really really really exhausting y'know?
also turns out a lot of the body has tissue in it, which might have something to do with how these things have a dozen comorbidities
auto-immune diseases are pretty interesting but also not that fun to live with ig
I guess it keeps me resistant to intimacy and dating, cos only I am allowed to know to what extent an undead ghoul I am...
I have a complicated relationship with my body tbqh
I will believe you're cute sera, since everybody else seems to know, and you're always good for a yap session too imho

>>41038320
>auto-immune diseases are pretty interesting but also not that fun to live with ig
yeah there's really interesting stuff to read about how they work and stuff.
however I am praying I don't get hit with a second one... I already have the condition that predates it somewhat, but there's not really much research in how likely I am to develop it.
at least hypothyroidism only is like the easiest ever to treat, hope it stays that way

>>41038414
oh no swablubu pls don't get sick...
yeh, I knew a girl in class that developed crohns later in life and she lost a lot of time in and out of hospital
but I'm like already injected full of like $20-30k drugs a year
I'm a pretty expensive girl you see, I'm pretty high maintenance mhm

>>41038653
>oh no swablubu pls don't get sick...
I hope I don't... but if I do I'll join you in the being very expensive and high maintenance club

so this is just /mtfg/ now?

>>41038719
that's the spirit, we'll tax the world

>>41038773
Always has been

The mom video..

The cis asian girl video..

are there any accents on women that you guys find attractive? im european and lots of people get confused when i say that i find a lot of american and canadian accents really attractive!! people seem to see them as basic or boring but i like them...

>>41039390
German and Italian

>>41039584
German is underrated imo! and of course pretty much everyone loves the Italian accent. I also like Dutch, which is quite similar to German

>>41039246
lulu beat that pussy up

>>41036544
really lovely, anon

new

>>41039943