>>41016707
RWS deck:
>Six of cups
Denoting a calm after the storm, the nostalgia of simple pleasures, the hope of meeting someone new
>8 of wands
The burning fire of progress and movement, the sign of things being on their way.
>7 of swords
Deceit, dishonour for the greater good, the cunning flexability that overcomes us all.
I think you might have come across them in the past in some sense and they probably had a good effect on you. But to actually find a ftm bf IRL you will have to stop dreaming and follow your own personal passions and that way you will find them through your hobbies and artistic persuits. You will probably get talking to some in the coming 1-2 years and fuck up the first few times, but it will be alright, and you will learn something from it.
On a personal note though, you might find a lot of them hanging out at cons. May I ask why you chase ftms? Just interested