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> Having sexual trauma especially
I can write here "I don't know what you have gone through and I'm sorry", but that would be like
> the people constantly screaming to you about how you're a woman
Being raised male is being told to swallow. Whatever it takes. Since men doesn't shed tears, right? And then society wonders how is there alcoholism, drug use, gambling addiction, mass shooters, etc, etc.
If you could swallow, you would have.
Standing here, and putting out means you're still standing even after. That you're willing to try despite it all, and that's what men do.
A woman would be just leaning on help and acting permanently hurt.
I'm doing that with what I need to carry.
Leaning on help my own way, swallowing and putting up a smile outside, because I had everything in life, so I shouldn't act anywhere different.
Maybe that's why I'm out of the game, and will be out for a long time still.
You're probably not anywhere near yurop, so why am I still yapping. (Disc and 4chan reaches across the ocean, and yapping is just yapping desu.)
You sound cute, and I do sincerely hope you will find the trans girl of your dreams.
I lurk around /sig/ usually, which is a long-lived thread but it was nice talking to you, and posting Aa! Megamisama!
