Thread 41514562

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Anonymous 10/30/2025, 1:52:04 AM No.41514562 [Report] >>41514583 >>41515125 >>41515526

Is there a point to living if you don't pass

Crying in bed right now after I foolishly thought I could girlmode and got clocked immediately.

I want to live. I love puppies and kittens and my friends and nature. I love this beautiful world so much. But I'd die a million times before I spend a single life as a man in a wig. I would rather spend a million lives as a gross but obviously female lunch lady before I'd spend even a day more as this abomination of a body.

Please someone, anyone talk me out of this. Tell me it gets better. Tell me there's a way I can love being alive again. I'm only 22. This is the only life I'll ever get. But I can't do this.

Anonymous 10/30/2025, 1:55:05 AM No.41514583 [Report]

>>41514562 (OP)
Think of all the nonpassers who are genuinely happy, or at least trying, and ask yourself what they are living for. There is a lot to be fulfilled by that i assumed you haven't tried yet
Being deeply loved also helps

Anonymous 10/30/2025, 2:52:55 AM No.41515125 [Report]

>>41514562 (OP)
I'm a repressor cause I have brickskull and I've lowkey been hating life recently but I just focus on making friends and enjoying the stuff I like + avoiding mirrors.

I mean think about it, our ancestors probably never thought about this stuff in the first place

Anonymous 10/30/2025, 3:31:25 AM No.41515526 [Report]

>>41514562 (OP)
I don’t know all the details of your situation, but for whatever it’s worth…

I went from thinking about kms every other day and having full breakdowns every other week…to feeling (what I assume to be) basically normal as soon as I started pinning T. I don’t think about suicide anymore at all, which would sound genuinely impossible to pre-T me.

I’m still not fully satisfied with my body, but the combination of (psychologically) gaining some control over the situation and (chemically) rebalancing my hormones made a huge difference.