Crying in bed right now after I foolishly thought I could girlmode and got clocked immediately.

I want to live. I love puppies and kittens and my friends and nature. I love this beautiful world so much. But I'd die a million times before I spend a single life as a man in a wig. I would rather spend a million lives as a gross but obviously female lunch lady before I'd spend even a day more as this abomination of a body.

Please someone, anyone talk me out of this. Tell me it gets better. Tell me there's a way I can love being alive again. I'm only 22. This is the only life I'll ever get. But I can't do this.

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