autogynephilia ruined my life
>be me
>late 30s
>discover trannies exist through porn for the first time in the early 2000s
>jerk off for the first time to a tranny
>get addicted to fantasies about being the woman every time i jerk off
>ask out the only girl from school as shy and nerdy as me
>eventually marry her
>wish i was her every time we have sex
>hair starts to thin in late 20s
>severe panic attacks every day
>save for hair transplant
>wife gets pregnant with daughter
>can't afford hair transplant anymore
>bald
>find out hrt is a thing but hear the nhs will only give it if you dress as a woman in public
>no fucking way am i doing that
>discover autogynephilia
>finally there's a word to describe me
>still jerking off and wishing i was a woman every day
>wife is pregnant again
>it's another girl
>late 30s
>discover trannies exist through porn for the first time in the early 2000s
>jerk off for the first time to a tranny
>get addicted to fantasies about being the woman every time i jerk off
>ask out the only girl from school as shy and nerdy as me
>eventually marry her
>wish i was her every time we have sex
>hair starts to thin in late 20s
>severe panic attacks every day
>save for hair transplant
>wife gets pregnant with daughter
>can't afford hair transplant anymore
>bald
>find out hrt is a thing but hear the nhs will only give it if you dress as a woman in public
>no fucking way am i doing that
>discover autogynephilia
>finally there's a word to describe me
>still jerking off and wishing i was a woman every day
>wife is pregnant again
>it's another girl