>be me
>late 30s
>discover trannies exist through porn for the first time in the early 2000s
>jerk off for the first time to a tranny
>get addicted to fantasies about being the woman every time i jerk off
>ask out the only girl from school as shy and nerdy as me
>eventually marry her
>wish i was her every time we have sex
>hair starts to thin in late 20s
>severe panic attacks every day
>save for hair transplant
>wife gets pregnant with daughter
>can't afford hair transplant anymore
>bald
>find out hrt is a thing but hear the nhs will only give it if you dress as a woman in public
>no fucking way am i doing that
>discover autogynephilia
>finally there's a word to describe me
>still jerking off and wishing i was a woman every day
>wife is pregnant again
>it's another girl

Wake up, go to work, go to the gym, get ready and go on a date. Kiss or fuck the girl, it doesn't matter. Get back home and schedule another date the next day with one of today's matches or a girl I've been talking to. Can't forget to reply to the 10 girls I've been texting every day. Fuck, one of them sent me an audio or video, God damned waste of time. Get 5 hours of sleep, I just wasted 2h past midnight sexting and trading nudes with some whore. Still have to jerk off in the morning. Can't forget to renew my subscription for Tinder Platinum, this way I get at least 10 matches a day, more options for when I want to fuck someone spontaneously. I hate women. All they want is my body. They'll fuck and ghost. Fuck em, I don't wanna date the whores anyway. The girls I do wanna date don't wanna date me either. They say everything is good but something is missing. Something is always missing. I'm tired. But I'm so lonely. My self worth is based around the number of women I conquer. But all I want is one. One pretty one though, the ugly and fat ones fall in love too easily. I've broken too many of their hearts. Doesn't matter, though, they wouldn't love the real me. They just love the persona I put out there. Nobody can stand me at my worst, might as well not show it. I'm so tired. I don't wanna deal with women and people anymore. But I can't stop. I love the thrill of it. But I'm so tired. Too many dates, too many things to remember, too many people to talk to, too much sex to have, too much money to spend, too many needs to fulfill. I don't want to feel anything anymore.

>>21670710
that sunburn is gonna turn into really bad cancer in a couple years

>>518684737
>2002 (23)

>>214569097
please for the love of god go back ranjeet. Anywhere but japan, they don't deserve this. Move to canada or australia if you have to. Any other first world country, Just not japan

>>82270098
how the fuck do all these "invisible" men start getting noticed in their 30s? I was noticed as a teenager, and in my early 20s - no money, I didn't have a car till I was 25. But now at 33 women my age, do not notice me. Hell, I just got rejected by a 40yo woman who is "desperate" otherwise. I still have my hair, clear wrinkle-free skin, I look youngish, boyish even - but compared to my early 20s its like being invisible to women even post-wall women don't find me attractive.

I find the majority of the girls that post themselves here attractive, but no matter the courage I muster up, I never can manage to grab their attention, doesn't help that I'm a guy, and it often seems like the more attractive girls aren't interested in men.
Maybe my approach is wrong and too much like a simp, but I have no idea how you can show any interest without seeming like a desperate guy.

>>127470686
and she said this one mattered and felt it had a spirit...
and i shot the stork cause i didn't see it that way...

I have only dated a trans woman once in my life, and that was four years ago. I have yet to experience that again, and I'm becoming increasingly afraid that I never will.

All you people do is bitch and moan and complain about how fucked everything is but you never offer a solution. And in the meantime, what is everyone supposed to do?
This is all really depressing, I think I'll distract myself with movies / games until we have a solution
>HAHAHAHA dumb goyim consuming goyslop
Okay I guess I better spread the word to make political action
>HAHAHAHA dumb goyim engaging in the jew rat race
Okay then I guess I better get something else started myself
>STUPID FED STOP FED POSTING YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO SUGGEST ACTION
So what am I supposed to do? Just sit around, be aware at ALL times how fucked I am and how fucked everything is, but don't ever actually do anything about it or distract myself in some way?

Like, really tired of the very existence. Even shitposting on this site had became extremely hard. I think it's over for me.

>>60796130
Here we go again.

>it's another Buzz losing a friend episode and posting melancholy despair on twitter
Bros...

>>149762764
Touché, but I was rather referring to the characters.

I keep spending my days playing Mein Kraft
>>213492116
That's good, now please make a circle over your house

>>213051468
>diseases
t-thanks i guess

>>40441354
It was great, for the three months that I had it. I don't think I'll ever get to have it again, though. I can't even read the replies in this thread, it's too much suifuel.

t. 29 y/o chaser

everywhere i go i see brazillians,indians and africans

>>40719069
I still don't know my succs name

>>509847929
holy fuck LOOK AT YOU. LOOK AT YOURSELF. You migafags are not even human. I'm 100% convinced I'm talking to AI.

Trump just buried a pedo conspiracy he's implicated in, lied about, and is now distracting from and all you people are doing is defending it with the biggest and most obvious lies possible. How the fuck are you even real? You never cared about this country. All you do is distract, distract and distract. All you say is "well the dems would do it too". But Trump is doing it RIGHT FUCKING NOW and you just dont care. All of you are cancer. You're the reason why this shit keeps happening to America and I have to share this doomed plane of existence where armies of retards defend pedo elites that want us dead so they can rape children in perpetuity while keeping us suppressed forever. You're IN THAT FUCKING ARMY. AND YOU DONT CARE AT ALL? You're ontologically evil. Literal denizens of hell. An offense to all things good and honorable. There is zero excuse for it, none. And I have to share this land with you.

Someone doing nothing.

I'll never really feel that life. There's something in the current era that feels empty but at the same time suffocating. I guess the only applicable expression I have is similar to K's character in Bladerunner except even the dystopia is dogshit and boring.

I'll never really feel that life. There's something in the current era that feels empty but at the same time suffocating. I guess the only applicable expression I have is similar to K's character in Bladerunner except even the dystopia is dogshit and boring.

>tfw top chaser but also a manlet
It's over. I'll never be good enough for trans women

>>40296677
I wish I had a passoid trans gf. Or any trans gf, actually.

>>149590535
>we already have 2027

Dreamed I had sex

>20 year old pagliacci

i'll be 40 this year

>>212025361
The impossibility was the friends we made along the way

>finally decide on a HAM radio
>start doing research
>guy tells me to transmit I need
-radio (usually an transciever)
-antenna
-amplifier
-balun
-tuner (if you use an antenna that isn't tuned to the freq you want to transmit on)
-swr meter (optional but recommended)

Well fellas, I guess I’m just gonna go and buy an old CB to play with.
Either that or buy a HAM until I can justify spending all that money.

If you want me to died and stop being a burden to you just tell me, no need to put me through a humiliation ritual

>>211925992
>Spaniards do indeed suffer a lot

Im an Australian, is it possible for me to go to america and buy a gun from some random anon so i can an hero myself? I prefer to do that in a forest with no one around instead of splattering my brains across the concrete when jumping off a hotel window. Any suggestions would be nice.

>>40059149
>OP pic
I wish a tranner would flirt with me

>looking through leddit on some IT and CS forums
>every post is just suffering and bemoaning the job market
>most people can't even get shit work they're obscenely overqualified for
>everyone else trying to tell them "you fucked up", "you need X cert", "you should have gotten an internship", "your college sucks lmao", "your projects are shit and you should kill yourself", "what you don't 10 hours a day then study and leetcode for 6? You obviously can't make it in tech"
>every 20 posts see an Indian asking a question
>every single one has overinflated roles and titles with little experience asking simple questions
>hello saars Im first year fresher from hyperabad and good engineer. Im devops engineer guru for facebook, but I receive offer from google for senior site reliability engineer. how do I use git? how to script? What's a cloud?
>come to the realization that all of the lies they tell us about what we NEED to do do not apply to Indians
>they don't leetcode, home lab, contribute to open source, grind out certs
>they just "learn" on the job like how it used to be
>even if you offered to work for 10 dollars an hour they still wouldn't take you because you didn't follow the "western" path when the jeets get everything handed to them
I'm not sure I'm going to make it bros...

>Tudor until 2027
Why?