Thread 41584841

Have you ever looked inside yourself and thought that maybe you are not really trans? That for some reason you adopted this belief of being born in the wrong body as a cope, and it made you feel better? so you kept reinforcing the thought that you are trans, since so many other people are doing it? And that the rest of your brain was rewired to accommodate this belief instead of reality, and now you can never truly be happy, because you are so deeply out of touch with your own person?

Literally all it takes is start practicing meditation.

>>41584841 (OP)
I like having tits and wearing cute clothes
>B-BUT MEDITATION!
idc nigger

>>41584841 (OP)
I think this is the universal "trans" experience. Like people are right when they call gender ideology a mind virus.

Ever hear of culture bound syndromes? Is Asia there's a disease called "koro" that doesn't really exist but manifests within that culture all the same. I think "trans" is like that, anywhere else a person with these feelings of dissatisfaction would be like gay or something, but today in our culture "trans" gets written across their frontal cortex in rainbow letters and they get corralled into fucking their life up.

It's a mess.

>>41584841 (OP)
Holy fucking retarded bait post of the day. Fucking meditation brain rot ass incel

>>41584904
Maybe not universal but definitely 90%
>>41584926
Don’t knock it til you’ve tried it.

>>41584841 (OP)
I meditate daily. It doesn’t stop or change how I think or feel :(

>>41584904
> Ever hear of culture bound syndromes
No but that is exactly what is going on here

>>41584841 (OP)
I feel that way but then I imagine myself before starting hrt but a little taller and hairier and muscular and it dispels the thought.

>>41584938
Maybe then go eat shit and get yellow fever

Just be a man on hrt. Transgender is a belief system but you can take actions that benefit your life regardless of belief.

>>41584984
You too can achieve inner bliss if you look within and analyze your unconscious beliefs.
>>41584976
Have you read about the chakras?

>>41584841 (OP)
nah. for the longest time i thought i wasnt trans but after i got on hrt ive just been getting happier and happier so what youre claiming is unlikely

>>41584841 (OP)
suppose that u think the brain can be completely rewired, then why would that not also include the ability to be happy?
kinda a contradictory assumption, no???
like if human brains work like that, in one way, for what reason would they not work like that in another way???

>>41584841 (OP)
I’m 100% sure I’m not trans I think I was just really isolated and depressed and my crossdressing fetish was the only source of pleasure in my life so I got really attached to that. I want to stop and find better ways of coping but every time i go off e I get super panicky so for now im just manmoding until I get the motivation to properly organize my life as a man

>>41584841 (OP)
yeah i kinda just transed to be cute and pretty and now im cute and pretty but i dont buy into that whole woman thing anymore

>>41584998
Anon I’ve done it all, I prayed I meditated I learned about chakras even had reiki healing session, practiced qi-gong and tai chi for years with daily yoga.. I’m still sad and it never changed how I feel

>>41584997
and boobs?

>>41585015
1. Yes, the brain can be rewired and is constantly thoughout life, it’s called neuroplasticity.
2. If someone is not being true to themselves (i.e. believes they are the opposite gender), that will prevent them from achieving long-lasting happiness. >>41585021
It happens to the best of us. You should consider switching back fr.

>>41585042
What age did you first experience gender dysphoria?

>>41584841 (OP)
that hypothesis occurred to me (hard for it not to, considering how many retards say exactly this kind of shit to trans people constantly while thinking that they are being original)
i examined it, concluded it was incorrect, and discarded it
>>41585015
everything about these people's worldviews is an ad hoc construction thrown together for the purpose of proving that the way society worked when they specifically were 12 is actually optimal and any other way of doing things is a deviation from natural law

>>41585043
Yes and boobs. Grow up dude.

>>41584841 (OP)
>Have you ever looked inside yourself and thought that maybe you are not really trans?
All the time yes.
I self doubt myself, even tried to go beyond dysphoria in meditation (meditating on body hair growing being a man etc)
Which is even worse than death meditation for me (rotting).
It's "torture" awareness which is helpful but ultimately a tool and not anything i would stand on if i didn't want to be miserable all the time that is.

To be clear i tried to uncover what is underneath and never found an answer, i am trans and this feeling of being in an interstice will stay for now.

>since so many other people are doing it?
My culture prohibit being trans or gay and the law of the land would have me sent to jail.
My dad said he would kill me when i verbalized feeling like a girl as a kid my mother felt only disgust.
I didn't use the internet until around 12 year old i had already contemplated jumping of the roof by then, my childhood riddled with abuse didn't help of course.

>Literally all it takes is start practicing meditation.
I highly recommend it, it made more aware and i am uncovering many parts of my fractured psyche but it isn't a "cure" if anything you'll just make us "trannies" not do it with the way you're wording it.

And to be clear i am not a man nor a woman i am not even human i am awareness..but this brain thingy does regenerate it's own field no matter how many egos layer you kill.

>>41584998
schizofrenic bullshit

>>41584938
Oh stfu with your bullshit. You are basically just peddling the granola version of pray the gay away

>>41585063
Youngest must have been 3 maybe 4 so about if not more than 30 years ago :|

>>41585135
Keep practicing, I promise you will find peace
>>41585122
Sorry, I don’t mean to come off as harsh, I’m trying to help people.

>>41585049
>It happens to the best of us. You should consider switching back fr.
why

>>41585049
still contradictory with no real argument behind why u think it's one way for one thing and not the other thing
I say that as a neuroscientist unimpressed w/ appeals to neuroplasticity btw
>>41585084
yeh, it's just edge of the seat nonsense philosophy cos they're high or something idk

>>41585153
You’re not helping though, these practices may work for you but you’re not me or them, you’re not even recognizing the suffering

>>41585049
you're just saying shit for the sake of saying it

>>41585049
>You should consider switching back fr.
That's a personal decision please don't push your own thinking into the local fauna anon.
You don't know what the soul wants you're just playing sorcerer's apprentice, what a meanie.

>>41585153
Trying to help people? You are literally telling people that meditation can cure being queer. Go fuck yourself

>>41585174
You don’t think not being true to yourself would prevent long-lasting happiness? Happiness is an emotion, not a thought process.
>>41585176
Have you tried the practices?
>>41585185
I had a spiritual experience and I want to share what I found.
>>41585216
The soul wants inner peace and bliss. Being wrapped up in a culture-bound syndrome blocks you from achieving inner bliss. Kdooj

>>41585255
>queer
Tourist. I’m saying meditation can cure gender dysphoria. But only if you want to be cured.

>>41585278
That's extremely fucking retarded and not in anyway true. Congratulations, you are dumber than the average religofag

>>41585272
>Being wrapped up in a culture-bound syndrome blocks you from achieving inner bliss
In that case you should talk about attachment.
But you're trying to "cure" when you don't even have a diagnostic.
>The soul wants inner peace and bliss
Bold statement but okay let's leave it at that.

>>41585347
Anyone can achieve inner bliss. You just have to uncover and analyze the unconscious beliefs that are holding you back.

>>41585272
Yes anon, I’m the one who’s been feeling this way for over 30 fucking years, I’m the one who’s said above >>41585042 this, you’re sooo full of shit if you ever happened to ground yourself you’d sink in the cesspit

>>41584841 (OP)
I fought off the girly thoughts for decades and was miserable. Finally giving in gave me joy and inner peace
I'm not worried that I'm not trans, I'm furious with myself for repressing for so long

>>41585377
You first had dysphoria at age 4? Have you ever been truly happy since then? Not just happy because you got a new Xbox game or some shit, I mean truly happy, like where you feel unconditional peace.
You are farther gone than most of us, but that’s why I told you to keep practicing

>>41585392
>I'm furious with myself for repressing for so long
That is not inner peace by definition.

>>41585272
>spiritual experience
schizofrenia or drug trip?

>>41585418
I wasn’t happy before or after anon, happiness is a subjective sense of self a perversion of the base state of neutrality, to be truly at peace and not be just piece is to embrace suffering to know it, the goal was never to live in woowoo sunshine rainbow land it’s to achieve nothingness in absolution

>>41585443
A legit spiritual experience. I was meditating and my eyes started to roll back and forth like I was in rem sleep. My neurons felt like they were on fire with the intensity they were communicating with each other. My temporal lobe and my sacral chakra in particular were these huge energy centers where there was so much activity happening because I had just accepted that I was never actually trans, and my brain was working so hard to rewire itself.

>>41585429
>inner peace is when you are a bumbling retard with no thoughts inside his head
nigger

>>41585590
it’s true tho

>>41584841 (OP)
I've got the opposite issue: I know I'm cis but I've been frequenting this board for so long that it's definitely sown some doubts in my identity. I'm too autistic to really give a shit about girl stuff; it only seems to pop into my head when I'm alone @ home.

>>41585685
I was like this too only having these thoughts when alone then somehow convinced myself to take hrt. big ragrets

>>41585685
Autism is part of the problem, it prevents you from forming a self-identity at the normal age of 7-14

>>41584841 (OP)
idk how someone can “not” be trans like that. If you take tranny pills and do tranny shit, you are a tranny. That is what being a tranny is. Similarly, I don’t understand how you could then be disconnected from your “true self” and since your true self is taking tranny pills and doing tranny shit which makes you a tranny.

>Have you ever looked inside yourself and thought that maybe you are not really trans?

Maybe before I transitioned? before I socially transitioned, that is. By the time I physically transitioned, no way.

also I have a regular meditation practice.

>>41584854
the matriarchy banned cute clothes for men in an effort to control us

>>41586098
If this is true, then so be it. I was born into a world that was not made for people like me anyways.

>>41586131
Look into unconscious beliefs

>>41586131
people are compelled to do things they don’t want to all the time whether but outside forces or their own mental illness

>>41584904
>Ever hear of culture bound syndromes? Is Asia there's a disease called "koro" that doesn't really exist but manifests within that culture all the same. I think "trans" is like that
Bingo-dingo!

>>41584841 (OP)
Yea i did think of that alot and then. Guess what brothercup. LIEEEEESSSS. IT WAS FREAKINH. LIES. and iwas actually trans after all. YAY

i don't fuck with MEDITATION
i don't take no MEDICATION
my rhymes are a REVELATION

>>41584841 (OP)
>Have you ever looked inside yourself and thought that maybe you are not really trans?
No because cuntboys are superior, thus I had to become one anyway.

Idc nigger

>>41590803
HOOOLY PEAK......

>>41584841 (OP)
>Are you starving to death? Just meditate and find inner peace bro.

>>41584841 (OP)
I've thought about it plenty and come to the ultimate conclusion that gender is fake, there's only sex and sex dysphoria, and I greatly enjoy having no tits, body + facial hair, a deep voice, etc etc, and testosterone objectively makes me significantly more mentally stable.

>>41584841 (OP)
picrel mogs me... it's over.