previous >>24452835

Coward.

The old thread isn't dead yet. Stop posting threads early, that's how shit gets banned.

>>24457733
Don't tell me what to do. I don't want anyone to post another shitty picture.

I think once a rat tail reaches your waist it looks pretty sorcerous.

>>24457735
That doesn't excuse spamming the catalog. Nobody gives a fuck about what you want to do because you're too retarded to understand rules.

>>24457741
Are you slow? The other thread hit the bump limit hours ago. It’s par for the course to create a new thread and link it in the old one at that point.

Did you just feel the urge to confess and get it all off of your chest?

When it rains, it rainbows.

/litbros/ I never thought selling items to the french could be so bizarre. I swear this really happened today.

I was selling a wheel crank on leboncoin (it's like ebay, fb marketplace but for the french) and a guy proposed $20. I said yes. Cometh the meeting. The guy saw my face, saw my beard, and immediately greeted me with Asalaam Alaykoum even though he was as white as a bedsheet. I replied with "Pleased to meet you" (enchanté in french).

From there, he inspected the goods, said it was perfect and all good. He gave me the money and the very moment I held it in my hand I realized it was a $10 bill. I stared at him and said "Ah man, that isn't right, that's not nice. We said 20. I came all this way and..." and he immediately apologized. He claimed that wasn't on purpose and he just forgot the money. Then he asked me if I am a muslim then proceeded to say "worry not my brother, I will give you $15 more than you asked".

We proceeded with the most bizarre exchange of my life where a clearly frenchborn white, christian at best looking man pretended to be a muslim man (for what???). His sentences were ponctuated with "wAllah" as he swore he was going to give me more money. He claimed his name was Kamel, then he asked for my name, I gave it to him (it's a very common american name). He proceeded to transfer the money on my bank account right in front of me, and I saw his name was François. Does this makes sense to any of you? I'm not making this up. What the fuck is wrong with the french? Did he think I was going to kill him for $10 or something? I said God bless you in arab on my way out and he looked like he appreciated that (who fucking knows if he actually understood).

I am in fact muslim btw. I didn't even need the money, I am an engineer and only sells shit because I don't want to throw stuff away. God I hate this country;

>>24457841
>>Literally if I could do anything I wouldn't be here.
>Nigga you could walk into a recrooter's office and ship out 2 weeks later. Quit bitching about being powerless - you're just lazy.
And I can't fix it. Work harder doesn't work. It never works. Of course, I'll be frustrated after thousands of failed attempts.

>>24457881
Reading this right now I realized it could have been a convert, but I don't think he was. He claimed his name was "Kamel" and not "François" but he called himself François on leboncoin. When I asked why he was called François instead of Kamel on leboncoin he said "you know how it is". This whole exchange creeped me out. I never lived something like that in my life. It sounded like he knew he fucked up by ripping me off and immediately he pretended to be a muslim man. I would have simply taken my items back and left, I don't think I look scary. It's hard not to feel disgusted right now. I don't even care if someone is a muslim or not, religion has nothing to do with trade. It left a bad taste in my mouth.

>>24457722 (OP)
I like muslims. With them you know what you're getting. It's so simple. They want to rape and kill you and your family. Nothing complicated about it, nothing to pontificate on, debate or ponder. It's simply because they believe they are better so they are entitled to your life and your women's body.

It's crystal clear so you know what you're dealing with and how to respond to that. You know that negotiation and any temporary peace is futile in the long run

Whom I hate are the liberals and leftists with a gaping blind spot for muslims. Who must insist in all instances that they are innocent puppies who can do no wrong

After succumbing to rage, due to the insufferablity of the women around me I ended up headbutting the metal door to our home. A week later, I'm still feeling mentally muddled. I fear that I've permanently dulled myself.
Besides that I also have a new puppy, she's a little devil, but the responsibility of taking care of her as healed much of my soul.

The rise of neuroticism is related with the atomic bomb, absence of direct conflict between nations gave rise to faggy geopolitical strategies which aim is citizens, now you aren't being propagandize by your government but external ones too

I've had tensions with a close friend of mine all year and they've complained to me often about what an awful year it is. Today they told me their sibling suddenly died and I don't know what to think. I feel nauseous all day. I could not even imagine being their position and how devastating it is. A father burying his young and healthy child after a totally random death. And I feel remorse over all the arguments I've had with this person which were so utterly trivial compared to this. What a waste of time it is to live seeking comfort, inactivity, pleasure, brief sensation, convenience. Tomorrow is not guaranteed.

I've fucked my life so hard beyond recognition that none of you pussies in this thread would even dare to look at it head-on.

>>24457963
Mostly true.
(Neuroticism induced via) propaganda certainly predates the atomic era but the nukevention did provide a particularly binary catalyst for it. Possibly one of the clearest friend-enemy distinctions of all time to the point the binary was physicalised.
Neuroticism over small sufferings is a feature of western economic growth caused by the Marshall Plan-stabilised free market economies.
And neuroticism over the fear of death is precisely atomic.

>>24457901
>>24457881
Kek, this is like a satire of a frenchie shitting his pants at the muslim invader.

>>24457974
( • )( • )

Why do I still miss someone who treated me so badly?

I just told my parents that I'm gay. But I'm not really gay, just tired of them trying to get me dates. I don't want to go on dates. I want to read books, play games, watch anime.

>>24458018
badly how? maybe you like it

>>24458032
>I just told my parents that I'm gay.
holy based
>I want to read books, play games, watch anime.
holy cringe

>>24458018
One argument I recently read (The Value of Others) is because it has to do with the adorer-adored dynamic. In any relationship, one person by definition wants someone more. It's never equal (though vaccillation is possible), because relationships are a medium where roughly equal relationship value of unequal goods are transacted, so generally someone is paying(!) attention as a way to bargain for another resource (generally, sexual opportunity for men, as its scarce for them, and resources for women, as its scarce for them; but this is contingent). Stereotyping, you might say that men are the adored and women are the adorers within most relationships, but that's also contingent.
Let's say for argument's sake you're a man and that the generality holds for you.
While the relationship exists, you're not the one missing them, generally. Not that adored dont love but they love in a more distant way. Their role is to let the adored feel the feelings.
Now let's say the relationship ends. At first you both dont want anything to do with eachother. Now let's say after a while you become curious how they're doing and look them up, while the other party stays distant. This suddenly puts you in the adorer role - you want them more than they want you. And with that role comes the opportunity and the cost of feeling the feelings; in other words, more emotional attraction. The distance creates the longing. If you get together, the old dynamic will shortly resurface where you're the adored, and you'll stop missing them.
Maybe I'm explaining it poorly, maybe the author is a hack, maybe both, but I thought it was a pretty decent attempt at verbalising why people want their shitty exes

>>24457974
tell us about cuz i screwed my life bad when i was younger nothing as bad as getting on heroin any shit like that but still maybe i'll feel better if i hear about u

>>24457841
>just like my father never finished anything in his life, even our house.
oh shit u had one of those never finish anything including the house dads too? i thought it was just me lmao

>>24458068
shit linked the wrong post oh well w/e

yooo what the FUG is up with youtube shorts man they put a big row of youtube shorts in the middle of my youtube page and one is of a guy missing half his face and in the video right next to him is some voluptuous hot chick in tiny lace lingerie, tiktok must be really beating youtube's ass if they're resorting to this shit, tf

A gay lacanian I know specializes into masculinity and male social roles. All of this is obviously a way to rationalize criticism of heterossexual men, which is particularly weird since the men he grew up with and observed the most (his father and brother) are very decent, introverted and faithful. They always supported and cared about him. It also feels weird because he doesn't understand anything about heterossexual dynamics but talks about those in a very confident way. I wonder if realizes that were he a heterossexual he would have been the most incelic incel to ever incel, since he is a nerd who looks like a pale, balding hungry skeleton version of Millhouse.

>>24458068
Mine never even starts anything, just says he will. I don't know if that's better or worse. He is also very fond of ordering people about.

>>24457963
You should read some literature on the topic, you're not too far off. Though I'm not even sure I believe that nukes existed around the end of WW2. I will always recommend Who Paid the Piper.

>>24458018
Because you had a place.

My wife told me that the only reason we're married is because I was a virgin when we made love for the first time and that I shouldn't have married a slut. She seems to think that I've missed out on a higher form of a love as a result of it and keeps making jokes about giving me half of her inheritance so I can go and find real love.

What the fuck

>>24457900
What the fuck are you even saying? Just walk into his fucking office tomorrow and say you want to ship out fast. It's that simple. There's no work ethic involved, you either do it or you don't. The reason none of your problems seem to ever resolve is because you hide in your own head an imagine situations in which everything fails and use them as an excuse to never try.
Drop the pity party shit, there's more to you than this miserable cringing thing.

>>24457954

>>24458006
>>24458012

>>24458101
>>24458106
>>24458117

>>24458203
Nonces

>>24458126
My first serious gf always relished she was my first, and even when we hooked up for a bit after we broke up, she still found delight in being my only, very much in the same way a man would be, so I can relate. But damn, that's next level. What did you say?

lol did u see jamie xx at that skrillex set last weekend lookin chonky lmao

I'm worried that losing weight won't make my penis much bigger

>>24457904
I get what you mean but I still hate them
I was in Paris and had never seen so many in one place. They have way more than resting bitch face, they all have resting terrorist face. It's totally unnerving

I'm mystified by how anyone can believe in religion, it has all been disproven beyond any shadow of a doubt, there's just no fathomable reason for anyone to still accept Genesis as fact, it just makes no sense for how people can believe this and consider themselves rational and civilized, and I'm even more bewildered at how it has become taboo again to shame people for believing in such obviously false things as if we're offending their feelings or we're "reddit fedora atheists" for saying that talking snakes aren't real

>>24458265
It's funny because the reddit fedora crew of yesterday became the tradlarpers of today. That being said, religion can be a fine and edifying thing when it's not being used as a tool of violence and control or as a justification for aggravated brainletism. That's not even religion's fault, it's just that bad things tend to happen whenever it falls into the hands of idiots and con-men.

>>24458265
I don't understand what somebody like you does with obvious supernatural occurrences, especially ones that leave physical evidence behind. What about the Miracle of the Sun from Our Lady of Fatima? It was seen by thousands, including atheists. What about the tilma of Our Lady of Guadalupe? The miraculous image has persisted for centuries when it should have rotted away to nothing long ago. How do you account for things that clearly can't be fit into a materialist conception of the world?

these people treating their gnosticism and occult studies as anything more than fanfiction for reality

can i trust you?

>>24458154
And what will I do after service? It wouldn't give me anything I need. Also I'm very weak physically and can't fix it again. I can go wageslaving again, but nothing waits me after

>>24458384
Trust me, bro.

>>24457722 (OP)
To enter a room and bend the light towards itself. To say the right thing.
Smile without meaning it. Show just enough to stay wanted.
Love was never about love. It was always about proof.
To be chosen. To be chased. To speak in patterns, not in truths.
What is it to show hunger without feeling it?

I have changed. Despite forbidding myself to do so in the past. There is an eerie blue on the horizon that fleets from view as I leave work. And the picked fruit no longer tastes as sweet as before. And the Unripened fruit found at the grocery store no longer tastes as bitter as before. But more so than anything more pronounced is the dust. And I can feel it on my skin as I walk into Walmart, as I drive down the road. The sense of accomplishment in the air has stagnated. clung itself to me. Shown its shadows behind those I love as they struggle to find words to express themselves the way they did when younger. My brother's faces have become oblong. Their eyes are bloodshot and devoid of glimmer. Setting themselves aside to breathe on their own in desolate studies and offices, as if the proximity of another inhibits.

No promises have been fulfilled fully. All has been some kind of lie.
And the truth, the dust that rises. Irritating. Suffocating.

This is what has become of my youth.

Young people willfully accepting the adage that they're not conscious, rational actors before the age of 25 is giga-cucked if you think about it.

>>24458342
gnosticism *and buddhism) are far more "real" than any of your continental philososhit garbage, jew.

>>24458440
>continental philososhit garbage
wtf how'd you know

>>24458445
i could detect your vapid humanism a mile away.

I cannot imagine being pro-weed but anti-alcohol. It's one thing to embrace sobriety generally, but marijuana is literally disgusting. It's all the fucking same, too, near as I can tell. Alcohol has expression and variety: beer is different from wine is different from whiskey is different from tequila is different from rum, and even within those broad categories individual productions of wineries, breweries, and distilleries can vary widely. As far as I can tell all weed is the same. I can't imagine not getting bored just smoking weed all the time.

It ruins you, too. I've known promising guys who became shitty potheads and wasted all their talent. Weed saps your ambition. There are high-functioning alcoholics but I've never known a high-functioning stoner, all the serious potheads are losers.

I just don't get it.

>>24458463
weed + dmt, but kambo is the best.

>>24457722 (OP)

I wish I was a black bald midget.

A long time ago.

>>24458265
>I'm even more bewildered at how it has become taboo again to shame people for believing in such obviously false things
I shame them all the time lol. Ignorance is no longer an excuse to still cling to the supernatural

I miss Ireland, I miss the accents, the jokes, the green grass, I miss my friends and the girl I have a crush on (i rrly hope she is still single), I'm even starting to miss the rain. I hate backpacking, the people you meet are assholes and the hookups are gross. I want to go home.

>>24458564
Lad you're the one who shipped themselves to Thailand or wherever

HEAD LIKE A HOLE

The amount of time I spent reading the news and random shit on my phone and watching TV shows and Youtube videos on my computer... man, I wish I spent that time reading books instead. I should really consider getting rid of my smartphone and computer. They're just too useful, but man, there's gotta be a solution than simply "get willpower."

>>24458699
What I did was delete all apps from my smartphone and turn the screen on black white mode. Now I have all the apps again because I lead the normie life again (friends couldn't stop telling me to get IG and what not), but I barely used my phone over the 1-2 year period I didn't have any apps on it.

>>24458699
just remove all notifications bro, it helps
also mute all news channels that take up your attention, also remove all games, that's what I did and it helped

Once again seething for no reason

Came in my pants.

>>24458711
relatable
>>24458737
not relatable

>>24458339
Not him. However.
> What about the Miracle of the Sun from Our Lady of Fatima?
Staring at the midday sun for a few hours would make anyone see lights.
> What about the tilma of Our Lady of Guadalupe?
The material it's actually painted in is disputed. It's not like they'll let a skeptic actually examine the thing. Plus the cloth is the least problematic thing around that whole little fable.

>>24458711
>>24458012
>>24458073
>>24458219
>>24458236
>>24458384
>>24458400
>>24458737
post shartie invasion /wwoym/ everyone.
god save the board.

Spiders are fucking terrifying. When I see one it's gotta die.

Something about slightly sad faces makes them more beautiful than joyful ones. Perhaps because of the gravitas that a grave expression can lend to a face.

>>24458805
They're the exact same as they've always been what are you on about

>>24458438
People bellow forty or so have been massively conditioned to believe that they have no agency. Zoomers are just the ones most affect by that. It's very natural for them to attach themselves to any reasonably sounding justification for it. What is fucked up is that they have also been convinced that if you don't have things figured out by your late twenties/early thirties you are a completely fucked up failure, so they go from "I am incapable" to "I fucked up and it's all my fault." A bunch of people born in quicksand. Quite sad. I hope zoomers find their way, although I don't think they will.
If you are a zoom zoom reading this, quit the news, quit social media, read and watch things from decades ago and dedicate yourself to active goals instead of existing in passivity and helplessness. Even something simple like taking up a sport, drawing or cooking can help you restore your self-assurance and get over the mentality imposed on you. You are human, as human as a greek hoplite thousands of years ago, a medieval monk quietly copying books, some sailor going towards the unknown or a renaissance man trying to push the limits of technique. Nothing nor no one can take that away from you.

>>24457904
>Leftists who support Islam
The sheer number of cases of leftists supporting Muslims only to have that blow up in their faces is astounding. Everywhere from Iran to Indonesia. Leftists are the ultimate useful idiots when it comes to this topic.

Mark my words, if the communists ever take over the world, within a few generations there will be a global caliphate.

>>24459166
>Mark my words, if the communists ever take over the world, within a few generations there will be a global caliphate.
Not a surprising outcome. Muslims are the ultimate victim to them. All their penchant for equality, social progress, human rights are thrown out the window when these Allah worshippers are involved. They don't know how muslims live and talk among themselves, in their homes among their family and friends. Even the most moderate liberal educated well intentioned level minded amongst them are ok with your violent death if it brings them one tiny step closer to the caliphate

I'm a midwit with worthless opinions, but so is the vast majority of people. They say and think stupid things, and so do I. Their lives are inconsequential and so is mine. It's like seeing my own reflection in countless mirrors, but I think I know better (and so do they).
I can't argue for or against anything comfortably anymore because it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter who is right or wrong because who are we? No one. Nothing. I don't know about geopolitics or the nature of existence or anything really, but when I open my mouth I really believe for a few seconds that I know something, that my words have power. Sometimes I feel like I'm the arbiter of good taste too, and that I need to teach people something. Maybe the other person changes, or maybe I change, but so what? Blind leading the blind.
I read a couple of books and suddenly I'm an expert. Suddenly I feel like I carry something valuable that everyone else needs not only to know but to submit to. But I am no one, I'm nothing. I'm the kind of person who could get baited easily because I felt the need to right some wrong, to prove "my way" was right, but what way was that? Sometimes it feels I don't have real opinions, all I have are visceral reactions to what people say.
It's all so ridiculous. I'm tired of pretending to be this deep, knowledgeable person who's different from the rest. I point with a finger and three fingers point back at me.

Something about the orange of the setting sun made me remember the Sky King after all these years. RIP.

I unequivocally reject the idea that any part of loving someone necessitates enjoying the smell of their passing gas.

Pasty white boy bookworms need black boisterous ghetto bitches to take them by the hand.

>>24459270
>The drinks are sensored

what if I take my problem to the United Nations?

I really like the phrase 'for all times," like as in 'Mozart is music for all times' or 'Homer is poetry for all times.' There's something delightfully majestic about it.

>>24459270
>Pasty pale boy bookworms beg black boisterous backstreet bitches please bite penis

What is it about dinosaurs that attracts autists? I understand trains but not dinosaurs.

>>24459377
They're kind of like Pokemon that actually lived.

Brian Wilson being the last man standing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nSAoEf1Ib58
>>24459377
It's probably because they're cool (and have in depth classification systems)

>>24459377
>closed system
>structure
>mysterious but not fictional
yep

thinking of jerking off later
should I, /lit/?

>>24459386
no

feel free to approach me at the library later if you wanna hangout, I'll be the guy reading Houellebecq's Serotonin :)

>>24459387
why not

>>24459400
whats the point?

>>24459412
you experience a high and pleasure

>>24459424
fine, masturbate yourself

I am watching myself
watching myself
watching myself

>>24459434
while you jerk it?

>>24459443
no, stop projecting

>>24459395
Map and the territory and Possibility of an Island are better

>>24459453
I read The Map and the Territory the other month at the same library, was good stuff :) I've also read Atomized years ago

Remember 9/11?

>>24457722 (OP)
Sometimes I have to remind myself that, if I become a famous author, I have to be sure not to get too antisemetic as some Mossad agent could easily nuke my whole career by bringing up the 1000s of archived pages of taboo smut I wrote on Wattpad as a teen.

>>24459459
ye, I was the guy jumping from the tower

>>24459460
Mossad want to get you, they're gonna get you

>>24459460
My fanfic and porn browsing history would kill any political career of mine, the only hope is to become CIA director and purge the servers myself

>>24459470
Tbf it might faciliate a strong female readerbase if it got outed that I wrote taboo smut, kek. Maybe it wouldn't be that bad after all.

>>24459472
You could always become a left-wing political figure, anon.

>>24459460
it is beyond me why anyone would want to draw public attention to themselves

Paramour rights

>>24459476
Ironically I lean quite left wing at least from an economic POV. But I am of the upper middle class (petit bourgeois if not bourgeois entirely) and so I lack the qualifications to be a leftist.

>>24459493
Anon, the whole left-wing side of politics is made up of the petit bourgeois and has been this way since the 70s (maybe even earlier). What the fuck are you on about? How can you see these left-wing politicians and think they seriously represent the working classes?

Someone buy me a subscription to The New Yorker please, thank you.

What I want
My aim is obscure to me except in moments of rare unveiling. Art, my soul tells me: I want to create Art, I want to create a mirror for Beauty above and reflect it through some small portal on the Earth below. Truth, I clamor, I desire truth: I will complete the system, make straight what is crooked. I will understand. Principle, I murmur, against the values of today - the breaking of traditions and its simple counterpart, the knee-jerk oppposition, the reactionary - this will become my visage: I will live the truth of my principles, act not to oppose another's system but to embody my own. No longer worship ashes but become fire. Yet the concrete, the realization of these things eludes me. How should one create Art, how does one go beyond mere drawings? Can Truth be seized by man, or does it elude his grasp by the very nature of his striving, which conditions all which is intelligible to him? What are those principles I would live by? What is the right thing to do at this moment?
At a deadlock, my intellect ceases movement. Base urges encircle suns, burrow through the firmament. From elsewhere I watch my own body writhe. A worm has more dignity than this.

>>24459562
What you want is some bitches on your dick.

>>24459571
this anon is right

>>24459571
Is sex really so fulfilling? Sex with strangers or women known only briefly? I've never had it but I feel little need for it.

>>24459584
nta not fulfilling but distracting, which works too when you get too much into your own head

Just came across this great substack article written by Zizek regarding his favorite music. Recommended for fans of classical music and Zizek.
https://slavoj.substack.com/p/my-favourite-classics

>>24459562
Nietzsche talked about this

>>24457722 (OP)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mbeku_nj0Nk

>>24459500
Bro I come from a family of small scale landlords, you seriously think anyone would/should take my left-wing opinions seriously

>>24459638
Yes, because leftists are retards and all leftist commentators are fucking hypocrites.

>>24459601
Nietzsche really did suffer a lot

>>24459493
>>24459500
>>24459638
Leftists are overwhelmingly middle class and often disdainful of the working class despite espousing class consciousness. Part of my swing to the 'right' (even though I think the direction dichotomy is gay and retarded) was caused by leftist hypocrisy and inauthenticity.

t. working class lad

My wife has trimethylaminuria.

Afghani chicks are so hot.

What to wear, what to wear...

Lenovo isn’t a real word
The Chinese made it up
“Le” comes from legend
“Novo” comes from Latin
Meaning new

A&W stands for Roy Allen
and Frank Wright
They merged in 1922
to sell root beer
and food.

I can’t be asked to
get up from this chair
and determine who made it
or where

I live in a hut in the middle of the desert
I am blessed beyond measure
With affordable technology
And delicious beverages

>>24459750
I like your poem about Arizona/Iran

>>24459776
Thank you.

>>24459571
based and beideproseprilled
>>24459584
>Is sex really so fulfilling?
Sex is not an answer. But sex is the question and the answer is yes.

>>24459584
I didn't find it to be so. But then again my brain is porn fried

Life is too dull and dry without engaging in self destructive behaviour

>>24457722 (OP)
The truth is if you have too much sex/masturbate in your teens it depletes your hormones. The body has fulfilled its purpose and starts aging basically. It's kind of a self-fulfilling profecy. I'm 23 years old volcel, been doing SR for the last 5 years. By the time I hit 33 years old I'll still have the sexuality of a teenager, wich is also the time I plan on loosing my virginity. It will feel like teenage sex but better, knowing that I had been waiting for this moment for the last two decades. It will be glorious.
Yes, YES. Picrel is me from now on.

I think we're fished for.

I SHIT on """my""" FAKE """kulcha"""
IT should exist to serve ME
(((Culture))) is but a sequence of faggy spasms that when it strays from TRUTH - BEAUTY - VIRTUE it grows into a bloated tumor, and it is the writer, the artist and the philosopher (each one in his own way) who has the privilege and duty to wield their faculties like a surgeon's knife to VIVISECT and remove the aberrations and excesses of DA KULCHAH

>>24458101
By "lacanian" you mean an actual professional psychoanalyst or one of those "theorycels" (forgive me, no one should utter that faggy word) in college who are into Continental shit and post stale philosophy memes on Twotter?

There's a hole in the middle of the sea
There's a hole in the middle of the sea
There's a hole, there's a hole
There's a hole in the middle of the sea

There's a log in the hole in the middle of the sea
There's a log in the hole in the middle of the sea
There's a log, there's a log
There's a log in the hole in the middle of the sea

There's a bump on the log in the hole
In the middle of the sea
There's a bump on the log in the hole
In the middle of the sea
There's a bump, there's a bump
There's a bump on the log in the hole
In the middle of the sea

There's a frog on the bump on the log
In the hole in the middle of the sea
There's a frog on the bump on the log
In the hole in the middle of the sea
There's a frog, there's a frog
There's a frog on the bump on the log
In the hole in the middle of the sea

There's a fly on the frog on the bump on the log
In the hole in the middle of the sea
There's a fly on the frog on the bump on the log
In the hole in the middle of the sea
There's a fly, there's a fly
There's a fly on the frog on the bump on the log
In the hole in the middle of the sea

There's a wing on the fly on the frog
On the bump on the log in the hole
In the middle of the sea
There's a wing on the fly on the frog
On the bump on the log in the hole
In the middle of the sea
There's a wing, there's a wing
There's a wing on the fly on the frog
On the bump on the log in the hole
In the middle of the sea

There's a flea on the wing on the fly
On the frog on the bump on the log
In the hole in the middle of the sea
There's a flea on the wing on the fly
On the frog on the bump on the log
In the hole in the middle of the sea
There's a flea, there's a flea
There's a flea on the wing on the fly
On the frog on the bump on the log
In the hole in the middle of the sea?

And death shall have no dominion.
Dead men naked they shall be one
With the man in the wind and the west moon;
When their bones are picked clean and the clean bones gone,
They shall have stars at elbow and foot;
Though they go mad they shall be sane,
Though they sink through the sea they shall rise again;
Though lovers be lost love shall not;
And death shall have no dominion.

And death shall have no dominion.
Under the windings of the sea
They lying long shall not die windily;
Twisting on racks when sinews give way,
Strapped to a wheel, yet they shall not break;
Faith in their hands shall snap in two,
And the unicorn evils run them through;
Split all ends up they shan't crack;
And death shall have no dominion.

And death shall have no dominion.
No more may gulls cry at their ears
Or waves break loud on the seashores;
Where blew a flower may a flower no more
Lift its head to the blows of the rain;
Though they be mad and dead as nails,
Heads of the characters hammer through daisies;
Break in the sun till the sun breaks down,
And death shall have no dominion.

I woke up from a glistening dream.
By noon it had come true.

>>24460055
you had a wet dream didn't you

Thank God for deep time.

>>24460068
My love appears before me with bushy disheveled hair in a beautiful blue and red dress.
I stare over my boss' shoulder, she's blabbering something to me about how we're closed for the day blocking me from moving forwards.
Before noon my love showed her face, dressed in a red and blue tracksuit, looking as though she'd just rolled out of bed.
My boss distracted me the entire time, showing me a new sign she had made.
I asked God last month for a sign, the last time I had a dream like this it led me to leave home for good.

race war NOW

since I'm part white and part asian, no matter what I end up on the winning side :)

>>24460151
What happens if the Blacks or Indians win

>>24460159
Then it won't be worth continuing to live in that world anyway

It's happening

The advancement of science has made mundane and material what before were symbols of trascendental meaning and mystery, and in doing so has destroyed one of the pillars on which the well-being of the mind rested. Without trascendental symbols to give meaning, existence becomes meaningless, and the burden of the search for new meaning becomes ever harder.

>>24460167
The rocketship is the modern day cross.

>>24458384
Yes, of course.

I once had the spirit of a man from the ancient period appear to me in a dream and tell me to read more philosophy and to get wiser

I legitimately don't see how political conflict in the intermediate future doesn't just turn bloody. Every single political faction has stopped listening to or caring about the thoughts of those outside their cohorts. The Left immediately brushes off anything the Right has to say, and now, by the same token, the Right immediately brushes off anything the Left has to say. Christians, atheists, communists, social conservatives, all of them have learned that engaging with people outside your in-group is an enormous waste of time so they've just stopped doing it. Dialogue and cooperation have stopped cold.

How does this end any way but violence? If you can't TALK to your opponent, is it really very far away for you to start shooting at him? You've already dismissed the possibility that you and him might have anything meaningful in common.

>>24460443
We spent like four thousand fucking years playing that game. A return to it is just a return to the conditions that ended it.

I really want a trans domme

Damn, I ate so much today, I definitely gained at least a pound. It's mostly my fault because at this point I'm most certainly eating out of boredom, but I also partially blame my mom because this morning she asked me to make the frozen pizza we have, and whenever I do this, she eats like the tiniest slice, so I end up having to eat the rest of the 2k calorie meal, and since she still has to eat, she also made steak dinner which I also ate some of. Goddamn.

>>24457722 (OP)
---- Solaria ----
10015
EQ and Color Index and such

I play rather a lot with and in light

and remember NTSC yoke whine as faintly blue,

Radiant, serene fields
And holidays

Too strange, too pleasant, for company.

I wish it was the 60s I wish we could be happy

>>24460811
I suppose it depends on a lot of factors. 1968, 1976, 1979,, 1989, 1997, 2006, 2013, 2025 have been among my best so far.

>>24460825
*I know two little chicks who are 99 and 100 respectively. Imagine what it would be like being born in 1925, as opposed to 1963, i was.

>>24459920
beautiful
https://voca.ro/118fKLwKGbcf

>>24457722 (OP)
No you see when I said I was going to repay the ten dollars I borrowed from you I meant I was going to repay them in spirit.

The size of the Nirvana folder on my phone is embarrassingly large.

>>24460901
just like my penis

sometimes i suckle on the stone of an apricot for hours

>>24460961
You know I once dreamed that there was a race of people that through their diet and genes had a precious stone form in the bottom of their stomachs.
I hunted them to extinction to sell the stones for profit and died fabulously wealthy.

>>24461016
I would read it

>>24461016
Thanks. But it's all in the execution.

>>24461057
meant for >>24461022

>>24461057
then execute

Stayed up all night award.

>>24461116
what did you do with all that time?

>>24461074
Couldn't do it. I haven't read enough. I ought to read more fiction. Some Conrad at least.

>>24461150
no, please
nobody needs another regurgitation of the same tired ways, read nothing and just write down what clothes your brain decides to put on the thoughts

>>24461122
Buncha bullshit. Defo did not do any reading LOL.

>>24461158
don‘t leave me hanging like this, i was hoping for some dystopian glimpse into your wide awake night

>>24461162
Most of it was spent moving music from my phone to my hard drive. Then once I was finished doing that I gooned for around an hour. I have a huge porn folder. Then I ate some leftover Japanese food from dinner earlier (me, my mum & sis went out for my mum's bday yesterday), finished that off. Made sure to wash my hands first of course. Been huffing on my nic vape and shitposting all the while.
Good enough for you?

>>24461174
perfect, thank you
post some of the music you moved

>>24461178
Quite a lot of Sunn O))), Grateful Dead, Beatles, and a shitload of assorted stuff that I can't recall since it was all obscure as fuck metal. Oh and a lot of jungle.

>>24461162
>>24461174
When I can't sleep all night I often write my thoughts down and look out the window (I live on top of a hill so I got best view). All of that while eating some french milk buns. If you were to see me like that I would probably resonate same energy a cat sloppily drinking milk and having white mustache while its half shut eyes stare down your soul.

>>24461184
i meant post a link but that works too

>>24461186
i see the aesthetic vision

I just dont have energy

>>24461189
kind of like that except I'm an adult and would scratch your eyes if you say something stupid to me when I'm in that state.

>>24461209
what would count as something stupid and eye-loss worthy?

>>24461213
cracking a terrible pun would be up there.

>>24461214
worth it

everything I do is escapism...

Poop Pant

Nobody will ever read my book

>>24461288
same

>>24461310
And there are other countless authors who's books have been forgotten with not a singel soul to care.
So do not think you are special.

Just ate a Gaviscon.

>>24457722 (OP)
>>17757371
I am frankly just filled with anger and enjoy making my parents vaguely miserable. Stupid faggots brought me to life and now they suffer the consequences.

Think I can feel my second wind coming on

When you stomp a nigger nabys head and xer brains splash the pavement juuuust right

>>24461406
I look like that and I do that

I just wanted you to face what you had done and be honest with yourself about it.

>>24461611
I could say the same about you

>>24461616
I’m really not sure what you mean by that, considering that I was always honest with the person I’m talking about and never deceived or mistreated them.

Hey hey little baby break down
Button-up baby you come undone

I still read to my gf in bed. It's great for falling asleep.

>>24461744
normalfag

>>24461745
I'm not normal.

hey hey little baby get down
before you fall and hurt someone

>>24458041
Essentially he acted in a way that reactivated my hugest insecurity/source of anxiety that I had confided in him about. I hated it.

>>24461754
yet you do have a gf

>>24461776
you‘re the rational male thread femanon, right?

>>24461778
rational male thread?

>>24457722 (OP)
You can peacefully whisper to yourself or you can join a choir of wolves. You can't have both.

>>24461793
about the book? guess not then

still having wetdreams at 30 years old, seriously?

>>24461777
I used to babysit her. Also nice digits.

>>24461800
thanks

I am this || close to going back to just not try at all anymore again

drinking beer, listening to some NIИ

Nothing quite ruins the day as watching a TV show where all of the characters seem like fully-fledged adults, looking up the ages of the actors, and seeing some of them are only a couple years older than I am, yet I still feel like a kid. Goddamn.

>>24459919
Professional psychoanalyst with a masters degree.

>>24461861
I know that feel, sometimes I daydream that I am a famous actor starring in some cool tv series or art film, traveling to cannes film festival for a premiere

If anyone wants to hang at the library, I'll be the guy reading Alice Munro. Feel free to come up to me and say hello :)

>>24461922
ok, I'll come over bro

>>24461922
noted

>>24461922
Which library?

>>24461943
in Vancouver, Washington

>>24461933
>>24461935
sweet :)

I dunno why but recently I just can't get into watching films at all, I tried many time but I can't, I have no problems with reading long novels and listening to music tho

>>24457722 (OP)
I'm so envious of pajeets being able to take massive shits so easily. Constipation sucks

>>24461990
>reading long novels and listening to music tho
it has begun, you will stop being able to enjoy these too, terribly sorry

>>24461998
why

>>24462006
you have amassed too much self awareness to enjoy consuming entertaining content for the sake of it, soon you will only read non fiction and replace your playlists with (non fiction) audiobooks when driving

>>24462020
I dont see how entertainment and self-awareness are incompatible
Sometimes it's even the case that you need enough self-awareness to appreciate something
Satire, for example

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ji5by6AYNNA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ys9uQ-HvhcU

>>24462033
in theory, but in reality it is more likely that you might become antsy whenever you don‘t feel like you are actively growing, learning, leveling up, whatever
it‘s a disease almost

Grrrr I hate women and minorities anyone who likes things different than me is a pleb tfw someone likes a different book than me I’m the only non npc

>>24462020
>you have amassed too much self awareness to enjoy consuming entertaining content
more like I've amassed too much information already

Girlfriend is being a bit off with me in texts, hope she's on her period or I'm finished.

>>24462043
Why does 4chan detect every positive post I try to make as spam no matter how many times I reword it and only let negativity through? Suspicious…

>>24462047
dump the whore

>>24462049
I wish this was the reason there is so much vileness here

>>24457829
Raskolnikov hands typed this post

>>24462037
If you knew beforehand how and where you'll find your improvement, and plan ahead meticulously
Wouldn't it make that improvement banal and insignificant?
As intellectually profound as doing push-ups
Because you seemed to have understood everything beforehand
Compared to the unplanned and unexpected
Within reason. You're not going to find profoundness in eating nachos

Browsing another site and the OP not only wrote their original post with AI and replied to criticisms with AI, but then when called out enthusiastically defended their use of it.
>My AI instance has a very keen understanding of my worldview. Everything I post runs through a system I’ve very carefully curated. Doesn’t have any effect on the validity of the argument.

It's so over.

>>24462098
baed grnadmma and nigger faggot cunt slurs are best-ish way to distiguish a person from AI if someone is calling you a nigger they are a real peep.

>>24462098
Arguing against someone on the internet using AI is very much like getting into an online chess match against a cheater with a chess engine. Fuckin' soulless tools leveling the playing field and stunting intellectual growth. Gotta ask yourself, what's even the point of being smart anymore when people can fake it by outsourcing their thoughts and analysis to AI :/

>>24462114
>what's even the point of being smart anymore
Maybe things have more value than merely the ability to use it for your image?

I've read about half of My First Book and it's pretty decent. I recommend it.
I'm wondering if I should pay $300 for an e-reader.
I'm wondering if we should stop caring about what gen-z is saying. (despite the fact I am reading a gen-z book rn)
I am wondering what the opposite of nostalgia is.
I am taken aback by the mathematical fact that the movie Apollo 13 was release 30 years ago, while the time period between the historical mission and the movie about it was only 25.

hell ya main it's thursday night which in the summer means it's the weekend lfg three whole days to do whatever

I'm in a lot of pain.

>>24462155
>I've read about half of My First Book and it's pretty decent. I recommend it.
Me too. I liked Internet Girl, Cancel me and Z Was for Zoomer most
What I got tired of was writing like
>and he died as he lived and lived as he died again and again and again, the best of the best is the best
>I'm wondering if I should pay $300 for an e-reader.
I read for free on my phone but others swear by an e-reader.
>I'm wondering if we should stop caring about what gen-z is saying. (despite the fact I am reading a gen-z book rn)
Gen-z isn't saying anything. Should you care about what some valley girl thinks?
Probably not, but it is still amusing
Generations are a hoax made by sociologists so they can keep their pretend jobs with their pretend knowledge
I still indulge in sociological arguments
>I am wondering what the opposite of nostalgia is.
Trauma?
or
Simplified optimism about what the future might bring
>I am taken aback by the mathematical fact that the movie Apollo 13 was release 30 years ago, while the time period between the historical mission and the movie about it was only 25.
To the Romans, Egyptian pyramids were as old to them as the Romans are to us

No such thing as jealous women, only women in love

>>24462231
Physically?

>>24457722 (OP)
Coming back to a sane(r) board after 6 straight hours of /pol/ seems refreshing

>>24462277
nah more emotionally, I think it will pass though but it's never fun in the moment also I'm balding

>>24462237
>I read for free on my phone but others swear by an e-reader.
Same, since my kindle broke. Phone reading is the most comfy thing I have going for me rn. I realized that news paper column width is the optimal format. The $300 ereader I want is a slim version that looks like a phone, but yeah it's pricey. I can't even read paper backs anymore since I enjoy the column width so much.

I hope you're not crying over some chick right now.

I hope you are thinking about me because I'm thinking about you to the point of aneurysm :)

I am my own worst enemy. I hate myself too much and so I hurt myself. I've always stood in the way of my own happiness. Wallowing in self pity on one end and stopping myself from living on the other. How could I love what I was and what I became. I just want everything to burn and myself in it.

>>24457722 (OP)
I’d make a terrible husband. I know this for a fact. Nevertheless, I desire a wife. The desire to be with someone is too strong and ubiquitous for my liking.

>>24457722 (OP)
I’m phase shifting through realities. I’m like Kate Blanchet in that shitty Indiana jones movie. I’m like the guy from they live. I’m like if a paranoid schizophrenics delusions were all true. Im targeted by mysterious forces of unknown intent.

>>24462442
Is that you Micheal Dolan?

Wondering if anyone on here has any advice or perspective on a romantic matter. I promise i'll get back to reading schopenhauer later today.

I was dating this woman for a few months, and she recently dumped me, around 6 weeks ago. She just invited me to her birthday party, a few days ago, and I’m wondering whether that might indicate any possibility of rekindling the romance. Ive gotten some decent advice on these things before on /adv/ so i'm wondering if anyone has any advice for what I should do or perspective on the situation,


We had great sex and connection and the dumping was totally unexpected. There was no tension or anything bad between us. She just started pulling away, then i asked her what was going on. Her response was that she really cares about me, i’m the best guy she’s dated, but that she doesn’t have the space in her life now for me because of career goals and family responsibilities. She ended her message by saying she hopes we can catch up again when life gets less busy, but i didn’t think this was really serious

Around 60 people are invited to this party, but it seems like only around 20 will come. I’m considering getting in touch and telling her i miss her, and asking whether she wants to hang out again before the party.

Is it worth reaching out again? and should I wait a couple of weeks to do it, or just get in contact today? Im seeing another woman next weekend but don't have anything on this weekend.

>>24462444
Yes. Yes it’s me. How did you know?

>>24462445
What’s there to lose? Don’t get your hopes up too high, but might as well give it a go.

Came up with a great plot for a short story today I want to write. great feeling :)

>>24462449
You reckon i should wait a couple of weeks or just do it today?

>>24462454
Fuck it just do it today. U got this.

>>24462296
>also I'm balding
The amount of emotional pain is a function of how old you are. Younger, more painful. Anything over 28 and simply consider yourself lucky to've made it that far.

>>24462445
If the sex was really good, then she would know. Also the particular year of the birthday might be important. Lastly, it would be a good recon mission to see if there are any other former relationships who show up. If you are one of a dozen men there, then you know what that means. But if it's you and all of her girl friends then you are still in good standing.

It really depends on if you actually like her. If you just want to bone, then fine too, go and keep it alive. But if you want a serious gf, she is definitely still into you by the looks of it.

Good sex is hard to come by, and while it isn't the be-all-end all for a relationship, you cannot have a great relationship without also having great sex.

>>24462492
>If the sex was really good, then she would know.
yeah it was awesome, we went 4 or 5 rounds in a single night usually. I dont really care about abstract concepts like relationship, but i was really into this woman and it would be so good to hang out with her again.

I definitely want to go to the party, but its in about a month, so the only thing im considering is whether I should try to organize to see her before then.

>>24462503
>whether I should try to organize to see her before then.
hmm yeah good question, just send a text saying you'll go and you are looking forward to it. Maybe she'll take that as a sign the ball is on her side of the court. Asking her out directly beforehand could open you up to more complications. Go with the flow and wait it out, but text her something that makes her think about you.

>>24462445
>Sexhaver
You shouldn't be reading at all

IT'S HAPPENING!!!!!

>>24462530
nope

>>24462445
She only dumped you as recently as 6 weeks ago but doesn't have any space for you in her life because of career goals and familial responsibilities but then invites you to her birthday party?

With women it is hard to read them because they are often retarded and absolutely atrocious judges of quantitative factors. It is even harder to judge with your very vague explanation of what those goals or responsibilities are and your own personal behavior.

Maintaining a relationship can be as simple as seeing each other once every 2 weeks with a phone call here or there in-between. Were you explicitly asking for too much of her time? My read on the situation is that for one reason or another she had decided that you were not the suitable candidate for the "rest of her life" and is inviting you to see how you interact with or measure up to someone or something else she has come into contact with. I couldn't tell you what. If those familial responsibilities were so intense then how come after 6 months you hadn't met or spent time with her family? Did you go out of your way to refuse to engage with them? Did you never bring it up? I met my wife's family after we had been dating for 3 months. There's a lot here that smells to me of traditional young-person American unserious relationship behaviors and I hope I'm not painting your life with too broad a brush. Making women tell the truth can rely on lots of forcefulness. Either way she would not invite you to anything without her still having major interest in you short of being a complete asshole., especially if your relationship was punctured by intense sexuality. She is at the very least interested in your penis, maybe not your bank account or giving birth to your children. I hope she is very sweet, 60 person birthday party also has me concerned. Nobody has 60 people over unless they're looking to get high/drunk, indicative of unserious interpersonal behavior also.
Good luck.

>>24462539
>is inviting you to see how you interact with or measure up to someone or something else she has come into contact with
this is what I thought too but forgot to mention it in the above post I wrote. It's likely a gentle test to see if you interact well with the people in her life she likes, family and friends. Consider it an opportunity to charm the people she likes. again, it all boils down to how much you like her anyway.

>wasted a whole evening rubbing my nipples and imagining a cute boy plapping me again

>>24460751
You need to accept throwing away food. It feels shitty, but getting out of situations like this is crucial.

Most days I struggle with suppressing the desire to tell you everything that I've ever thought. You make it a lot harder by dragging me into any conversation I'm within 100 meters of.

I wish to memorize you and your body down to every last idiosyncrasy so that I might paint my life over it.

>>24462536
HOW CAN YOU GUYS READ WHILE SHIT IS REALLY HAPPENING??? SERIOUS QUESTION.

Instead of launching rockets like little faggots they fight like in ancient times. It's funny how Israel hates Iran considering they love living under Persian ruling until the Greeks and alexander came

>>24462572
>You make it a lot harder by dragging me into any conversation I'm within 100 meters of.
So you're dating an extrovert?

>>24462558
you can also store it in this thing called a refrigerator for later

>>24462573
what's gonna happen? iran is gonna launch some sad little drones that all get shot down except one that lands in a field? the houthies are gonna shoot some rockets at a ship carrying chinese junk headed to europe? oh noooo

>>24462585
No, I'm married and me and a young unmarried woman at work are unbelievably in love with each other. My wife is unsympathetic and unemotional. I knew that from the outset but I thought that I had more endurance than I do.

>>24462539
Thanks for the thoughts.

We were dating for a little more than 3 months. It wasnt a relationship, more just a casual dating situation, but i am really attracted to this woman and think hes awesome.

>were you explicitly asking for too much of her time?
i'm not sure, when she started to withdraw i didnt bombard her with messages, i think i was pretty chill, but i did ask where she was at and if she was still interested in hangin out after a few weeks of not seeing her. hat was when i got dumped.

Yeah obviously i do want to go to the party, im not in any doubt about that. The only thing im weighing up is whether to ask her if she wants to hang before then, and if so, when. Might be good to wait a few weeks, but im thinking of just doing it today...

>>24462539
Also its true that this woman is really busy. She has a mortgage and a serious job, and puts in a lot of effort helping out some of her family members who have difficulties in their lives.

I dont really have anything like that going on...

>>24462632
>>24462633
Do you also do something serious for a living? If you're on lit I hope you're intelligent enough to handle conversation with her family so that you can become her himbo. I learned Hindi in 6 months and even though I do nothing with my life my wife's parents treat me as the second coming of Christ.

Being a good love>Money
Women make all the money these days anyhow.

>>24462649
NTA. You married an Indian?

>>24462664
Yes.
She is hot.

>>24462670
American born or local? I am asking because I am Indian and curious as to how such a situation comes to be

>>24462674
American.
I met her at work when she was 22 and I was 27.
I was the morning security guard at a corporate office working on my physics bachelor's and she kept pestering me about what I was reading. I accidentally spoke to her a little too long about Mandalas and a month later I had broken up with my gf and was living in her apartment.
She's caring, loving, sweet, attentive basically all the things I'd never experienced in a woman because I grew up poor in a fractured multi-ethnic environment and nobody else I knew was even remotely functional. Spent my entire life staying inside and reading/playing vidya so i didn't get shot and so when I revealed to her that I was a GM LoL player that somehow actually meant something to a woman in terms of my intellectual capabilities. Coaching her baby brother for 6 months to diamond definitely helped me become a member of the family unit.

>>24462683
If she was American you didn't really need to learn hindi

>>24462690
She and her entire family does and we go to India to visit the extended family regularly. Not everyone has destroyed their familial ties. I learned Arabic so I could go visit my family in Lebanon, turns out I didn't like them though.

>>24462698
You are arabic? I thought you were white. You both are muslims I suppose?

>>24462631
This you? >>24462401

>>24462703
She is from West Bengal.
I am an American mutt and am through my father's side 100% Lebanese and through my mother's Polish/Jewish, Italian and Native American.

I was """"raised Muslim"""", her immediate family is Hindu but there are a number of Muslims and Christians in the extended family. Most of her father's brothers and sisters are in the US now.
I am maybe "white-passing".

>>24462631
Men really are incapable of genuine love.

>>24462707
no this is me
>>24460055

>>24462709
>>24462709
>Bengali
>her immediate family is Hindu but there are a number of Muslims and Christians in the extended family

checks out. Never seen anything like this myself though. But afa Bengalis go, all bets are off.
It's interesting that you'd use hindi instead of Bengali to communicate with the in-laws.

>>24462714
Shut it, foid. Love is instrisincaly masculine because it can only be shown through gesture and actions, words are meaningless just like women love

>>24462722
>unironically uses the word ‘foid’
>can’t spell ‘intrinsically’
Opinion discarded.

>brian wilson dies
>israel BOMB BOMB BOMB BOMBS IRAN

the writers of this show are a bit on the nose

>>24462735
Kiss me foid

>>24462739
how do u think normies are gonna feel about the price of oil going up 10% just in time for summer? i guess it depends on what the nyt/tv says but still

summer is the fucking worst. ac is way too fucking loud. even if it gets cool enough at night to open a window, my faggot neighbor is sure to ruin it with his loud fucking ac. or some passing nigger car will blast music at like 2 AM to destroy your peace completely in two seconds. so you go back curling up in a puddle of your own sweat trying to fall asleep because the other option is not sleeping at all. every possibility is a fucking compromise.

>>24462762
ya i feel u man my neighborhood is quiet rn but guaranteed later tonight some dickhead on a motorcycle will rip through or as you say some asshole with a loud ass stereo or maybe just a tow truck repoing a car or sth that shit is the worst it takes like ten minutes to winch some suv onto a truck, and as u say the ac is louder than a mf, luckily this summer i got airpods max those mfs rly block sound big time especially if u put noise cancelling on but im not gonna wear em in bed in case i fall asleep and fuck em up somehow. i haven't had a good night sleep in like two weeks.

i had jerk chicken and plantains for dinner at like 7 and i've been rippin serious farts ever since i don't get it

>>24462743
Why would I have any interest in kissing a half-witted misogynist?

wth the next single from the smurfs soundtrack is by shensea? are the smurfs supposed to be caribbean or sth? like i could see maybe if the my little mermoid soundtrack was caribbean shit but why the smurfs?

>>24462776
Because ww3 is on and this is our last time to find love. Kiss me my little foid

this board is so dead there are like two users besides me

>>24462793
I’m not interested in finding love.

>>24462797
those two users are both me

>>24462806
https://youtu.be/sKO4NxaNbXk?si=ixWW8MbqBQGSbSHk

>>24462797
a half hour goes by and no one even bothers trolling, i'd say theory confirmed

I call my butt cheeks my fart lips lol

>>24462818
>Now, the courtroom is quiet but who will confess?
>Is it true you betrayed us? The answer is yes
>Then read me the list of the crimes that are mine
>I will ask for the mercy that you love to decline

Hmm.

>>24462558
Like, before it's gone bad? No way! But thanks for the reply.

>>24462609
Normally, but already cooked fatty steak and supreme pizza is just too tempting to resist lol. Now that I've finished them, I can easily hold off on whatever we have haha.

Dreams are made of these

Anyone else scream into their pillow multiple times a day? Really helps with the anxiety and anguish.

>>24462894
wdym?

Watched rakugo for a full half hour and the whole time all I could do was think about how I wish I were watching it with my waifu instead.

fuck shit up and start a riot

I've started trying drinking like half a shot worth of vodka at night when my anxiety gets really bad, and it actually works pretty well. Now I understand why our forefathers consumed so much alcohol on a daily basis, especially stuff like having a drink at the office or with dinner or once you get home from work.

>>24463083
I drink beer every evening

>>24463087
Does it help with your anxiety too? Whenever in the past my parents have seen me drink at home alone, we always end up in a mini-argument, with them saying something like, "who does that, just drinks by themselves?? it's not right!" lol

>>24463091
>Does it help with your anxiety too?
yep

>>24463083
I would like to do the same, but I can't because of how ridiculously high the prices for alcohol are here.
>>24463091
>with them saying something like, "who does that, just drinks by themselves?? it's not right!"
Sounds like absolute cancer, I've always drank that way and my parents never shat on me for it.

>>24463094
>I would like to do the same, but I can't because of how ridiculously high the prices for alcohol are here.
Granted, I have a small tolerance, but when I say half a shot I mean it -- I could stretch out this $18 bottle for like two months even if I drank this amount everyday.

>Sounds like absolute cancer, I've always drank that way and my parents never shat on me for it.
lol meh, I get it, just means they care, no one wants to see their kid become an at-home alcoholic. But yeah, whenever I respond that it's a very common thing, they never believe me lol.

She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies

Maybe it was a terrible fucking idea to permanently fuck up my body by pulling retarded acts like sleeping 2 hours a day, everyday, for years straight in my childhood? I'm currently pulling my first allnighter in years and I am on the verge of fucking dying because of it. It's practically torture.

>>24457722 (OP)
>I don't love people because I don't even love myself
Then love yourself. You don't know where to start? Start by shoving good things into your mind.

god forbid they know i‘m human

grateful this is where it ended

>>24463083
>>24463091
if u in a weed legal state u should try switching to cannabis its better because the anxiety calming effect can last a day or two long after u stopped being high. like if i blaze some strong ass infused bud or eat edibles on sunday night i will be super high, but for like monday and tuesday i will be so calm, maybe a little groggy monday morning, but worth it, way better than drinking beer, waking up hung over and having the anxiety come right back.

so very tired

>>24463337
That's not a bad idea. Just the last couple times I smoked weed a decade ago it caused bad anxiety, but of course I know nowadays things are different, with all the various types and whatnot. I'll for sure consider it, thanks.

7am and I'm still up. At this point I should just go heavy on the coffee and try and stay up until tonight when I can hopefully fix my sleep schedule, huh?

>>24463375
ya that's why i stopped smoking weed when i was younger, but i find indica doesn't cause paranoia or depression like i used to get

too old to be this cringe

>look up thread about a certain novel
>come across one
>find post in thread that's impressive, well-written, and smart, wish I could write that
>halfway through the post, realize I did, in fact, write it all those years ago
my brain has turned to mush since, hasn't it? sigh

damn everyone left during the hack and they didn't come back, but where did they go? those sharty boards are funny but there's like one /lit/ threads maybe, that pertrachan shit is "ok" but also super slow. don't tell me these people all went to that other site? wth

>>24462963
It’s just funny because I once wrote a letter to this man I felt had wronged me in which I framed the whole thing like a legal trial, enumerated his crimes, dismantled any possible defences, and pronounced him guilty.

every grief I have worn
like jewelry
unfastened
held in the mouth
of a god
too busy
to remember my name

thats weird

I need to get off the internet.

man all the boards are dead i went on /vrpg/ and /3/ and there's like one post every 15 minutes

I need to get off

>>24463546
yeah, it‘s weird
makes me reconsider dead internet theory

when was the last time you had sex, /lit/?

I fantasize with destroying all datacenters in the planet

>>24463384
Same idea as me.
>>24463600
In my last life, I guess.

>>24463432
what did he do?

John the Evangelist (probably) was into quantum physics before anyone else. So schway. I kneel.

Nothing more fun out there than being a mentally ill retard that gets more intrusive, disgusting thoughts about people the more he likes them. It really gives me the sort of shock that one needs to have an interesting life.

I had a close call with Death a few months ago, during a car accident. I've been feeling a terrible need to pray and commune with God ever since. I can feel that thing right now as I'm writing this. It's in the back of my eyes, constantly pushing my other thoughts away.

There is no one I can talk to regarding this. Every day, as I walk to my car, I think "There is a very high probability I will die today," and I get terrified. I get nightmares about having car accidents, about dying unpious. I get anxious at night, thinking I could drop dead any day now as an unbeliever and get dropped down to Hell. You must think I am crazy. I think I need to see my father.

>>24463919
The condition of man

I was thinking that ëì—ìäœ

>>24463432
Did you post this before? I swear I've seen this post