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I will tickle every anon in this thread tonight >:)

no

damn i gooned so long markets are closed not that i want to make any trades just sayin time flies

Unruly boys who will not grow up
Must be taken in hand

>>24640555 (OP)
There I was, rejecting everything that is feminine, not looking at women, trying to become a nobler, stronger version of myself, thinking that in only focusing on men, I would become a better man myself, and save myself for the one and only woman in my life. I would look at things like picrel, and applaud to Disney Heracles. I would read the play of Hyppolitus and think of him as the noblest, most erudite earthling who ever was.
And just like that, overnight, I forgot all physical qualities women provide, and learned or better say remembered the emotional qualities they give to men, that just being around them sometimes can be vitalizing.

all the bodycount discourse on x got me to ask my wife of 10 years about her past. I deeply regret learning this information. Every woman on earth is a fucking whore.

>>24640600
>wife
dude if ur betabuxxin it's safe to say she got ran thru what were u expecting

>>24640604
I don't know. I was expecting the number to be less than 5 with no niggers.

>>24640600
plus she prolly told only half of the truth lol

Check urself b4 u rek urself

>>24640600
This comment made me wonder, why do we never blame chad for not caring about the bodycount of his laids. It's as if you have to be a loser to feel like a loser for how many guys your female has slept with. While chad is still a winner when he plaps stacy no matter how many cocks she already had inside of her.

It's really strange how the physical urge to ejaculate and the sensation of genuine horniness are completely divorced from each other for men. I coom almost every day but it is only like once a month that I find myself genuinely revved the fuck up sexually. I wonder if women experience this, too, that sensation where they're not particularly turned on but there's just enough of a sensation of something in a knot right above their taint that they masturbate anyway to relieve it.

>>24640600
That's what you get for being on twitter, faggot.

>>24640615
the guys obsessed with bodycount probably just have tiny dicks and are thinking "damn the whole basketball team? those guys have like size 15 feet!" but anyone with bwc is just like oh shit that's hot i hope u used protection

>>24640615
because Chad isn't committing his life to her.

>>24640555 (OP)
Is that a macaque?

>>24640617
You have coomers disease, semen automatically leaking into your semen gland, causing the urge to masturbate. It may be years of cold showers and nofap to recover.

>>24640600
My philosophy on this topic (at least for me) is that my not having a high body count is more due to my failures to fuck more women than any self control. As such it would a bit hypocritical for me to demand a virgin bride. Good women should end up with good men, and degenerate men should end up with degenerate women. The only misfortunes are when a good person and a degenerate end up together.

I read picrel recently. There's a little index at the end that lists the current (as of the book's publication in 1959) occupations of the American, British, Canadian, and German soldiers after the war, and upon reading that little list I was surprised by how many former Nazi officers went on to become NATO officers.

>>24640622
Everyone has to commit at some point. Men hit the wall too.

>>24640634
wtf kind of normie take is this

>>24640623
It’s a titi monkey, my favourite type of monkey.

>>24640637
> yolo I'm not gonna commit lololol
> fuck, I'm 65 years old, live alone, I look like shit, and have no kids
> let's lure some women with all the money I got
> yayy my wife only loves me for my money but at least I get female attention

>>24640592
>and save myself for
What exactly did you save by doing that?
If anything, was it worth saving?
>>24640630
>upon reading that little list I was surprised by how many former Nazi officers went on to become NATO officers.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TjDEsGZLbio

>>24640639
BIG THINKER: hmmm .. big "titi" ey? sounds promising .. do they have a mate?

>>24640639
heheehehe titi.

>>24640625
>nofap
not this meme again

>>24640644
>What exactly did you save by doing that?
>If anything, was it worth saving?
Time and energy to become a majorly successful man who didn't spend his youth in lavishness and degeneracy.

>>24640645
LOZI: calm, young one. calm. keep your mind upon your circumspections. there is plenty time for boom-boom after you have discovered mango-banana grafting methods.

>>24640645
>>24640646
It’s pronounced TEE-tee, not titty. Sorry that you have the maturity level of a fucking middle schooler.

roses are red
violets are violet
im fly as fuck
im not even a pilot

>>24640648
>Time and energy to become a majorly successful man who didn't spend his youth in lavishness and degeneracy.
I think you've could've done that while acknowledging women exist

>>24640663
The goal was to forget what sex is, because I never had it. Why know about something I don't know the use for? It's just useless distraction that stops you from focusing on your goals. Fortunately, women don't want to have sex with me, making it easier to not think about them.

>>24640555 (OP)
your thoughts

Trips checked

>>24640673
>Why know about something I don't know the use for? It's just useless distraction that stops you from focusing on your goals.
It's something you do in your free time for fun, just like any other recreational activity. Not everyone finds sex enjoyable and that's fine, but it's purpose is clear. You do have free time right?
It isn't objectively better or worse than say, enjoying a really good quiche.

Fuck engineering. Art is better.

>>24640695
It causes degeneracy and early old age. It is a well known fact that men who stayed virgins until their early 30s have more children and remain beautiful and strong until old age.

I ripped my toenail off, and it's bleeding. There was no pain.

>>24640723
Why

>>24640600
You've been married for ten years, and you waited this long to ask? Man, that's on you.

>>24640727
Half of it was hanging off. I don't know why it was.

>>24640600
How do you not know this things?

>>24640615
Girls are fine taking a submissive role in a relationship. To be a man and to not be dominant in the bedroom is asking for problems, not out of some elaborate projecting, but because a more experienced woman knows she can do better, women function as curators of genetics, where as a more experienced guy is mostly happy for a moist hole and enthusiasm.

>>24640621
Eyyyy I got size 15 feet.

Musik to feel like being carried by a strong stream like burzum Jesus tod or glemselens elv or a tamer peaceful one like NEU dynamic new age, both restless, both eternal without any gaps where everything is all that exists

Just cracked open a beer >:D

>>24640761
What kind? I'm at the liquor store.

>>24640765
I only drink two kinds of beer. Budweiser and free. This was a Budweiser.

>>24640656
I ready my rosé
with violence in violet.
I dont need a toupé;
I own my own islet.

>>24640761
I would crack open your head if you drive and drink.

>>24640600
>>24640609
>This nigga married a roastie coalburner
JFL, why the fuck did you wait 10 years to ask one the most important questions? Retard

>>24640778
No worries friend.

>>24640786
>>24640778
Yeah I'll drink and drive for him.

Having hot flashes, sweating,anxiety, sleep deprivation, tremors, my heart and body about to explode in millions of pieces let's go

I add hot sauce to literally everything, even coffee.

I just saw this video of this woman translating common compliments that men give women and she said that if a guy says “you’re sweet” what he actually means is “I’m going to break your heart and I feel really bad about it.” Why is it true.

A lot of posts in here would be better suited for /adv/

>>24640793
Because recognizes a nice gesture and offers a feminine complement to mask his lack of interest instead of reciprocating. He's saying "bitch, you ugly or fucked, but I appreciate the gesture."

>>24640808
Okay but in the context I’m talking about, it’s a man who has actively been pursuing you and has been the one initiating everything. It’s not a situation where you’re expressing interest in a man who is trying to politely reject you.

>>24640793
Retarded woman generalizes one thing that happened to her once and now thinks she can translate what "men actually mean" (lmao)
>when a guy says [...] he actually means [...]
We're not women

>>24640824
Sounds like he's a faggot. A man signals his intention then moves on at once without a second thought, a faggot ponders and pines; romanticizes and idealizes. He recognizes the futility of the pursuit and it's resignation, but he's hopeful that you'll latch on to his pleading submission. He yearns, but he knows he cannot grasp what he desires, so he internalizes it and embraces the idea of you more than who you are, so when you're human, he'll reject you at once for not living up to the image he made of you.

Or he's gay. Either or.

I'm mentally female.

Just about to finish my second beer. Oh biy, you are in for a treat!

Parents came home early so now I can't enjoy my anime in the big TV. Night ruined.

>>24640841
trvke

>>24640851
Got some tawny port. Shit looks so goddamned fancy for $18. It was that or a bunch of flavoured malt liquor.

>>24640857
Sounds like you need to establish dominance. Its what they actually want.

>>24640864
I've never had port. or brandy. My grandfather was a bottle-of-brandy-a-day man. Suffered severe chest injuries when he crashed his homemade plane.

You aren't considered making your own plane, are you?

>>24640857
how about you stop being underage and fuck off.

>>24640871
It's good. Gets you drunk, tastes sweet, and is a ruddy peasant type drink in the best possible way. Bougie way to get blasted. But no, I'm scared of heights and I consider changing a light fixture to be "handy".

>>24640880
It is a fancy drink. And yah, stay away from homemade planes. And hedgerows. Bad combo. Me? I have to change my toilet float valve today. God damn does that toilet fill up fast now. Every time I flush the toilet I feel like God punishing Moses.

>>24640888
Fuck yeah you do, that's a tremendous achievement. Fixing a toilet is incredibly satisfying; they're easy to swap out and fun to smash. I wrote a series of haiku about such a thing, kind of.

My shit's impact stuns
everyone in taco bell;
porcelain shatters.

With an audience
I slink to my pickup truck
to change my drawers.

The janitor screams,
not in agony; but fear.
Certainty follows.

The Manager sighs,
until he grasps the brown truth;
then he recoils.

Taco bell empties
as quickly as my bowels;
salvation is lost.

My drive home is coarse
but I thank god above me
I could leave that place.

>>24640911
>I Am God; A Haiku about Poo
I flush the poos but
The stains that remain suffer
with no covenant

when i turn my air conditioner off i can hear the across the street neighbors smoke detector chirping. do people not know that means to change the battery?

>>24640805
No, this shit belongs to /r9k/

>>24640998
>>24640805
>been here over a decade and a half
>never been to those boards
>fire 'em up
>close them almost instantly
I dont like it. No sir, not one bit.

I consider myself my body and my brain another entity.

>>24641007
>go on /r9k/
>there's a video of skin diamond drilling some white dude's ass with a strap on on the first page
damn that guy is good looking too

What do you do for living?

>>24640998
>>24640805
KYS retarded wannabe jannies

>>24640851
>>24640864
Do not drink brother; alcohol is forbidden

>>24641023
Eat, drink, sleep, poop, pee.

My girlfriend did a slime trail on my stomach yesterday. Is there a name for that?

>>24641048
Yeah, disgusting bitch

Am I just a bad conversationalist or is it difficult, if not impossible, to describe literary fiction to people who don't read, much less make it sound interesting?

>What's it about/what kind of books?
>Uh... they're about life I guess?

Roberto Bolano man, what the fuck? I don't even know what he's on about half the time, and yet I still can't put it down. Reading his short stories right now, Life of Anne Moore destroyed me.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh
Something gotta change bros. I can't keep living like this

>>24641080
You have to change. We all have to. We all want someone else's help but there isn't any and never will. Hoping that someone might be able to help is most common reason why we are all get stuck You have to find a way to help yourself, we all do.

>>24641100
>ESL retardation on display
Opinion discarded.

>>24641117
Whatever fate you have been given. You most likely deserve it.

Six beer? When will I stop? Also, apparently the Alaska Summit failed.

>>24641121
I don't know when you'll stop, but I'm going to laugh when you eventually die of liver failure.

True love exist but it needs a pair of pure heart individuals

>>24641127
Please do. But as grandmother told me, you cannot die an alcoholic on beer.

>>24641134
I didn't mean it. I'm just projecting my own faults.

>>24641133
do you mean existS? Fucking retard.

>>24641136
We are all guilty of that. How much literature was be wrote with that instinct. And really, without projection, how do we really meet another person? Man is a machine of generalizations and prejudices, in the true meaning on the words, not meant as a negative.

>>24641100
I know bro. You're absolutely right! I will change myself for the better... starting tomorrow! Let me just enjoy my life of debauchery and endless hedonism one last time... Tomorrow will be a new day for a new me :^)

I know that I'm closer to cavemen and animals than to modern man.

Been reading some Chinese philosophy. This Xunzi guy is underrated.

whites are wholeheartedly subservient to these ugly egregores they claim to oppose, and such is the state of our world that there are is plastic inside the blood of the tribe people living alone in nature
they beg everyone else to leave them alone but it is them that won't leave anyone alone

I don't care what anthropologists say. Cruelty to animals is always evil.

>>24641221
If cruelty to animals leads to greater success, would you admit your entire philosophical system is wrong?

>>24641234
No.

>>24641221
>Cruelty to animals is always evil.
I feel like u dont have a working definition of evil and ur just basing ur worldview on emotion like a woman.
Also if ur a woman quit yapping and slop on my balls already

>>24641242
It's in the dictionary.

>>24641248
newsflash idiot, whatever autist who made the dictionary didnt know shit about life

In college there was this girl who liked me who was Indian. She had a long-distance boyfriend who seemed like bad news. I was autistic and shunned her affection. Sometimes I wonder what it would have been like if we had gotten together and been married. I imagine waking up next to my Indian wife. She turns over to me, her breath rich with spices. "Good morning, saar."
>>24641064
I tried the Savage Detectives and felt like it was pointless.

>>24641255
>whatever autist who made the dictionary didnt know shit about life
Johnson probably was an autist but he also probably knew more about
L O N D O N
O
N
D
O
N
than you

>>24641303
Boswell's life of Johnson reports the inimitable Dr. Johnson as saying "I'll come no more behind your scenes, David [Garrick]; for the silk stockings and white bosoms of your actresses excite my amorous propensities." However, this is a bowdlerization. Another, more accurate source (perhaps an earlier draft of Boswell--my memory fails me) has Johnson saying "their white bubies excite my genitals."

>>24640600
>>24640615
300+ body count chadlite (now married) here who was around during the wild west days of plenty of fish and tinder before women caught wind of what was happening. i dont remember any of the hookups fondly at all. and i am sure neither does she. the 6 serious relationships i had were far more meaningful. if she didnt get a disease then who cares? she married you

How do I lure a common house gecko out of my fucking house?
I appreciate the little fella for being chill and eating bugs but I don't need him shitting in the corner of my office or crawling into my bed at night.

>>24640600
None of those guys were good in bed. There's a reason she wasn't coming back for more.

>>24641318
>300+ body count
damn that's more than some gay guys lmao

>>24641318
>300+
Goddamn. Here I am with kills in the mid 40s thinking I overdid it, and this dude comes along. I dont know if I should be impressed or revolted. I honestly dont like people enough to put up with that many women. 6 is also a hell of a lot of long term relationships, how old are you?

>>24641339
that's the worst part, you go through all the trouble of landing a relationship like one of those grueling interview places that has three rounds of technical interviews plus culture fit questions and you finally get an offer and then they rescind your offer cuz u busted too fast

job/sex interviews are the worst social construct to come out of modernity. i like capitalism, but that part i can do without.

>>24641298
Interracial relationships don't work long term. Sooner or later the cultural differences would have clashed against each other. That is, if she wasn't fully Americanized, wich is probably not the case.

>>24641360
I actually dodged a bullet with this girl. In addition to being a jeet, I think she had some kind of family issues. As much as I sometimes get frustrated being a lonely virgin, I've at least done a good job of not ending up with a psycho bitch.

>>24641339
thats what she tells me but it's honestly hard to believe that I could be better than 8 other guys

>>24641377
idk dude a lot of sex havers actually have small ass dicks

The potency of my permanent obsession with her seemed to be strengthened by her warning that it would happen if I let her in my head. Like it's a self awareness flex. This is basically the death of this version of myself and it's worse than most illness (paraplegia, flesh eating bacteria and Alzheimer's seem much worse).

>>24641345
43 now. Plenty of Fish was absolutely insane. I had a nice car and knew how to string a few words together while the average dude could only muster a "hey". Women actually put a lot of effort into their profiles so the ability to read and sincerely reply to them went a long way. I imagine that is all gone now with the kind of algo dating apps that are prevalent now. I did mean what I said btw. I cannot recall a single one of those flings very positively. It was more just "stim" or something to do and it never came close to the value of having a constructive relationship. And I do think that the massive promiscuity allowed by those apps is a negative for the individual and the market for singles in general. Women lose trust in men and meet so many trying to find a good connection, it does add up.

>>24641377
But why, though? She's clearly stuck with you for 10 years. Assuming you're not having major relationship problems, you're probably doing OK. Like, if you are actually having some problems with your sex life or marriage in general, then of course you should take some steps to solve them. But if your marriage is going well, sex is good, etc., then fantasizing about how your wife enjoyed a hookup with Marty Minuteman or Sammy Smalldick back in college more than she has enjoyed having sex with you is basically just cuckolding yourself. It's a thought based not in reality, but in your own fears of inadequacy.

>>24641382
I suppose it happens to weak people and stupid posters of cartoon characters too. Different value system and upbringing makes something nonhuman the greatest love object you will know, the most compatible, that by pure luck and never by your own effort in this life you encountered and were treaded over by. Better love than your life. Simply take on hardships and change yourself to meet them I guess it can work out that way with some luck.

>>24641313
[[flapping and burbling from the wings increases]]

I wrestle not against tourist and newfags, but against jannies and glowies.

>>24641439
Oh, I humilate glowies and infidels performatively in front of an audience. They could be knowledgable than me, they could be more profound, they could post with more venom, but they certainly cant do it all at once for 9 straight hours a day.

>>24641374
Just think of all the curry dinners with in-law mama and papa jeet, you, perhaps ignoring everything that is slightly off with that cartoonish German stoicness, nodding your head all the time and staying agreeable without saying much. What a comically disastrous life you would have led.
Sometimes I think not being in the know would have provided for a happier life. I would still have lived my life the way I do, but I would also have participated in globohomo without giving it an inch of thought. My kids may have been mutts, and my life super duper average, but I would have been happy.
But the oh so tolerant globohomo world beat the fuck out of me. Chivalrous sentiments of vengeance and magnamonity were ignited. The European world must be saved, no price is high enough, I whispered to myself, shedding a noble tear as I retake my upright German posture, play-pretending a knightly posture.

I'm a communist. goodreads feels like a pathetic cesspool of neoliberal cucks. I hate stephen king and wish he'd die.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oGZnFyobw64
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bbl7gxGeyaE

>>24640555 (OP)
If I stop moving do the road moves further away?

Just bought a bunch of organizing paraphernalia and bigger desk! No more randomness to clutter my brain.This will mark the dawn of a new era. Though I have climbed higher than most, if not all, people I know, my journey for the heights of personal cultivation is only just beginning!!

>>24640555 (OP)
My life must get a lot worse before it can get better. To my benefit, I secret part of me wants it to get worse.

>>24640600
Whatever number she told, multiply it by 3

I know this sounds a little petty but being wished on your birthday in a group chats feels a little insincere. Compared to having a message sent to you directly. You can even tell someone else in the group sees the birthday wishes and still doesn't wish and it kinda feels awkward knowing that.

>>24641639
if you got more than 5+ people in your group chat all of your communication is hollow and insincere to begin with.

A lot of these youtube essay form of videos tend to forget that you need a closing paragraph to wrap up your 'essay'. Whenever it happens, the video ends in a wet fart and a waste of time.
Even if you're yapping about your niche interest being able to put it concisely is necessary if the yap is longer than say 5 minutes.

I really like this painting

Writing is such a dumb hobby for me.
The agonizing slow progress, the subjectively, and the zero feedback unless you are a hypersocal normie who never says or does anything mildly objectionable, means all I do is get irritated by how long it takes, how pointless, and shit whatever I write is.
Then when I scrap yet another shit story halfway through I utterly hate myself for the time I wasted that I will never get back.

I should just give up on creating and just play video games. That makes me relatively happy. Writing just makes me hate myself.

Masturbation is self-worship; the self, through the sexual fantasy and the stimulation of the body, loses itself in the self-as-object. The temple of the body celebrates itself as its own idol. Regardless of which fantasy or type of pornographic material is involved, it is ultimately the turning of the sexual urge - which naturally includes the Other - back into the self - excising the element of the Other which sexuality naturally centers around. Left to run unchecked, the self-worshiping-self devours itself; the desire for pleasure, already uprooted from the natural sexual desire, is uprooted further from its origins in nature; the desire to bring the sexual urges to satisfaction without an Other transmutes into the desire for pleasure, which transmutes further into the need for ever greater stimulation for ever greater pleasure. The self loses sight of its finding-itself-in-other, lowers its gaze towards satisfaction of self in bodily pleasure, then finds its attention held at the deepest depths, ultimately willingly enslaving itself to the pursuit of pleasure - not even pleasure anymore, but the pursuit of pleasure - and finding this in the transgression of its own boundaries. Of course this does not occur in all selves (else all who masturbate would be deranged libertines already); but this is the natural movement of self-worship in masturbation, which is in tension with all the rest of the self.
Bodybuilding is the hewing of a more perfect image of the self out of the self. The body becomes both sculptor and stone; the hand that wields the chisel wields it against itself. Yet rather than self-worship, bodybuilding is the losing of the self in the act of this hewing; the self is forced through the narrow confines of exertion, goes out of itself, and stands apart from itself; the pursuit of a more perfect image becomes the consideration of the perfection of the human image. The eye of the self is drawn from gazing into itself towards gazing upon the human image, then drawn upward to gaze on the perfection of images; the practitioner of bodybuilding who truly forces his self into his efforts and goes out of himself finds himself gazing on Beauty alone, the light of which he hopes to reflect in the human image through his efforts, the harmony of his body achieving through the balance of health and vigor an intimation of the grace which man as the image of God is heir to. Of course bodybuilding can be a vehicle for self-worship, narcissism even; of course simply pursuing bigger muscles (as is the fashion today) does not lead one to the same end as the pursuit of a more perfect image of a beauty which lies beyond the compass of the human senses; but the self which goes out of itself in this pursuit is one which loses itself in Beauty - and there finds itself once more.

>>24641690
Pretty sure most great literature had a message to share. If you have no message then obviously your work feels like wasted time
t. nonfiction chad

>>24640555 (OP)
Zero sugar soft drink is the greatest shit ever.

>>24641655
I usually think that video essays are cringe zoomer slop, but there is one video essay creator I like and I wish I could make videos like him.

Nine Inch Nails is the best band of all time

>>24641791
They're no Crosby, Stills & Nash.

>>24641800
old fart shit right there

Cat food smells like utter shit.

I trust you will all be entering the writing inspired by art challanga, anons. Nothing to lose, eh ?

you .. you telling me that D. TRUMP and VLADIMIR PUTIN .. DIDN'T REACH AN AMICABLE AND DIPLOMATIC CONCLUSION ?? shiver me timbers I can't nary believe it !! those two !! why .. they're good people !! they love peace and plenty !! I can't believe it !!

>>24641815
it's all a show, putin is so rich that he already paid off everyone especially trump

how often do you fap, /lit/?

Literary Analysis is satanic. Tis the dissection of a still-breathing child in front of its mother, and holding up various organs before her screaming face, while smiling and saying, "here is the heart, here is the spleen, here is the gall bladder."

>>24641813
Fuck off, shill

I feel bad for people who are not footfags. ONE chance at life and you didn't get this fetish.

>>24641927
ad hominem

>>24641935
Face-fetishchads remain undefeated. This world is a paradise.

>>24641938
Is that a fetish

my lunch; its called Pseud's delight. it fuels malevolent prose that kills the reader.

I look around me, longing for genuine connection, but everyone seems ugly, inhumane and retarded. I know it's in my head. I'm not a smart guy, I can't be the smartest one in the room. There must be something wrong with my judgement. Something wrong with me perhaps? Too much thinking, surely.

I recall of a solution. It's sitting in the garage. I push open the door slowly. A canister is sitting against one of the metal racks. The shelves are covered with junk, but I notice my ally down there. So I sit in the dark, holding an empty plastic cup.

A moment later, clear liquid fetched and seconds away from doing the deed, I stop.

It would kill me, I realize, fingering the rim. Well, not exactly, but it would end my existence. I stare into the void. The wooden stool creaks. I'm like a stranger in my own place, and I feel stupid. The fatigue, and also the smell, makes me nauseous.

I let go of the glass of gasoline and decide not to inhale it.

>>24641961
very nice suicidal oneshot brata .. i feel dit too

Im only two bad days away from killing myself.

ive only watched two anime :: made in abyss & cowboy bebop . they were both fucking good.

>>24642054
maybe you should watch three anime

>>24641950
Are you a hunter-gatherer?

>>24642054
try Evangelion next

I never regretted chucking that worm at that roastie back in 10th grade.

Can anyone help me find an interview excerpt/quote? It's either John Updike or Philip Roth talking about the origins of the term 'liberal arts' and how the fields under that umbrella where the disciplines taught to free men in the Roman Empire whereas slaves were taught the other practical, material skills -- thus to be learned in the liberal arts was to be a free, self-actualized human being

please and thank you

>>24642180
everyone understand it as that today too, only rich trust fund people can study it cuz they don't need to make money

>>24642186
like mamdani with his africana studies degree. imagine an indian guy getting such a useless degree. that right there tells u he's loaded.

someone made fun of me because when I searched a question in Google, I omitted all of the unessential words like "how," "does," "become," etc. and they thought I was retarded for searching in broken English :( you're supposed to only search the keywords! that's how you get better results! I'm a pro with this shit!

i cured my dandruff bros. it feels beyond blessed. no more white flakes falling from sky from all hours of the day. now i will only leave my scent behind in lover's beds, not skinflakes.

My cock must some kind of hierophanous object because all women start screaming "OH GOD OH GOD"

nothing can stop me now
cause I don't care anymore

Perhaps people are fascinated by violence and sexuality exactly because they are often the only times where one is completely honest and true to their real selves and desires, unlike the rest of the time where one needs to conform to society. They are the only times, however short, when the average person can achieve equilibrium between his or her internal world and the outside world. Like dating is a veritable theater unto itself with all the masks and poses one is obligated to wear and do, but sex with someone you love and care about is the complete opposite of that experience, when you have sex with someone you love, you are completely true to your emotions and desires both in body and soul.

>>24642243
I generally fast-forward through action scenes in movies to get to the quality drama and dialogue faster.

it's 6:33 pm and I'm drinking nice cold beer and listening to music

Might try shaving my head and growing a goatee so I can look like a deranged cult leader

official thread theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H2hUMqPdisA

>>24642004
Do they get restocked by good days?

>>24642054
Watch some Masaaki Yuasa, specifically Mind Game, Tatami Galaxy, "The Night Is Short, Walk On Girl" (afterward), Ping Pong the Animation. He's fantastic, and Mind Game is one of the best animated films of all time.

damn, I really should have tried harder to get a job in the past year before Trump ruined the economy and now it's actually impossible

at least now I have a good excuse

Since you browse /lit/ with claims of being cultured and high-brow, you DO listen to classical too, don't you, anon?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g0hoN6_HDVU

>>24642302
You should go work for free (like a slave) for a couple of months, it will look good on your resumee.

>>24642295
Unfortunately, not. No restock.

>>24642302
Relax, you can just easily get a manufacturing job in a few years assembling lithium batteries.

>>24641841
Here's the Byzantine rendition:
https://youtu.be/yLmpCPUo_ME?feature=shared&t=411

>yfw aliens are real
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bcpkHaiG2io

>>24640615
The whole dynamic of sexual selection relies on females selecting traits that are beneficial to the species as a whole. Whores are basically females who aren't picky, or who select idiotic traits

>>24641885
With God's help, never. It's a grave sin.

>>24642336
I'm a basic bitch who loves Rachmaninoff's 2nd concerto

>>24642378
Nothing wrong with that. In classical, all of the best music has risen to the top. The most popular and acclaimed composers are the best, and the most popular and acclaimed pieces are the best. Of course there are some lesser known gems to suit specific tastes, but even those are rarely if ever actually better than the standard repertoire (the classical equivalent of the literary canon) works.

All of that is to say Rach's second piano concerto owns. You should also check out his second symphony!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6V4-Z3fksjo

>>24642383
>You should also check out his second symphony!
Much obliged. It matches the kind of melancholy I've been feeling as of late. If we want to speak of lesser known works, Schubert is a treasure trove of that - Grab und Mond is ethereal

>>24642406
>Grab und Mond is ethereal
Good shout, I love choral music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZyGCEJ_AygY&list=OLAK5uy_n6IkZ3OGQpLzQX1KFWEi9PWtm7hd_cQRI&index=10

It's gonna be a day of excellent shitposts and artposts and energyposts. I can feel it.

>>24642302
Join ice pussy ass bitch

>Get an urge to goon
>Fight it for some time
>Eventually give in to it
>Goon
>Realize that it was a huge waste of time
>Now I have to spend time cleaning my self up
Will to power or some shit

tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away

>>24642376
your god is dead

Nick Fuentes is employed by Israel. They want people to hate Jews and associated Zionism with Jews so that more Jews will go to Israel as the only place where they can be safe. Why do you think Nazism is so rampant online and never suppressed? Why is the great minority of people the ones who are against Zionism and Israel but are not antisemitic? It really makes you think...

>>24642512
Normgroids really imagine the upper classes spending all day plotting against the sheeple, like they aren't careless normgroids themselves who spend all day in their villa mansions drinking booze and throwing parties and maybe doing some useless hobby in the garage to feel like they contributed something to society.

fat tits

i
just saw
an article on slashdot
that mentioned
Jean-Dominique Bauby
being someone
who wroted
a book
after being paralyzed
by a brain stem stroke

his assistant would repeat the alphabet
and Jean-Dominique Bauby
would blink one eye
on the letter of the word
he wanted 2 select

and that
made me think about
ur
moms
muff

imagine
tha
smell

>>24642512
>Nazism is so rampant online and never suppressed
Huh? Forget about Nazis, the most milquetoast conservative opinions were banned until 2024. Two years ago you couldn’t even say “American cities have too much crime” without being cancelled.

>>24642512
If you have any evidence, I'm listening. Until then, Nick seems like the only honest voice in the online right

>>24642512
>>24642546
its an operation
2 identify everyone
2 b rounded up
when THA TIME
comes
and i dont mean
MORRIS DAY

Took a huge shit this morning. Really proud of myself.

>>24642561
least schizophrenic poster

>>24642721
this
is correct

the plan
is 2 give the impression
that its ok
2 h8 the jews
and all kinds
of other things

then palantir
flags everyone who
thinks certain ways
and especially
those who reveal
certain power levels
in2 an oracle db

then
u go 2
the new places
they are making
for illegals
rn
but once they finish (imma letchu)
all of that deportation
THERE SHALL B VAVANCIES
...

>>24642738
*VACANCIES
i mean

and guess who
will b filling
those
?

>>24642690
I'm proud of you son!

>>24642546
absolutely delusional

And if it wasn't for those damn magas we would have gotten away with it

The sacredness of something is directly proportional to the aesthetical refinement of its subject. All sacred things are material therefore their sacredness cannot manifest without an aesthetic dimension

Told myself I'd make a move if she leaves her BF. Now she's left her BF. Well shit, what the hell do I do know? It's way easier to say you're going to do something than actually doing it.

Virginia woolf has some lines. There is a lot of good stuff but viriginia will be writing I am like what was that shit about the keyboard of the mind or something like that will occupy the corner of a phrase for just a moment.

>>24640555 (OP)
Is it the banana I crave? Or is it the absence of banana that calls to me?

I just a pancake out of the garbage.

>>24642825
i feel bad for all the chicks who think they have "guy friends" but it's actually just creeps waiting until they break up with their bf. are you also a male feminist by chance?

>>24642945
Men and women aren't supposed to be platonic friends. It's unnatural. And now, I'm very far from a nice guy.

>>24642336
no, I only listen to Nine Inch Nails

>>24642982
I saw a woman get on the bus the other day wearing a NIN shirt and I thought of you.

>>24642336
ye
i fired up
tha 6th pastoral
first thing
wen i woke
this
mourn

>>24642990
nice, was she hot?

>>24642991
My brother. Which recording/who was the conductor?

>>24642995
She was okay. Older. Punk/hipster aesthetic. Late 30s, early 40s. Short dark brown hair.

>>24643006
dont kno that
first i fired up firefox mobile
then i typed in youtube & went 2 that
then i typed in beethoven 6
& it offered autofill from there
& i clicked that
& then clicked on
the first 1 that showed up
& it had a pic
of a woman
conductor

its been my fav
4 about 4 decades
so i just think
2 go 2 it
& do it

>>24643030
Cool cool. It really is quite spectacular. I've been on a massive Beethoven binge lately actually.

>>24643036
last time i smoked weed i had to put on solo piano cuz electronic music was too overstimulating and i was listening to whatever was trending under piano on apple classical, and i was like yoo this shit is insaaane what the fug is this, i got up and looked at my ipad it was beethoven im like oh ya i guess he was hyped for a reason

dubs and I masturbate till 4am

>>24643036
well
way back then
about 4 decades ago
i boughted
a multi CD box set
of all kinds
of classical
& it had a beethoven blend
that included
THA SIXTH
&
it hit immediate depths
& then
years later
i read that he was already
starting 2 go deaf
by then
& it was like memories
of how the natural world
sounded 2 him
before then
& still felt
in his inner depths
so it remained
my fav
of his

>>24643044
That's why they refer to his piano sonatas as the New Testament of solo piano classical music.

>>24643036
oh
something i did
about 1 decade ago
was get all
of the major
full cycles of his piano sonatas
including that first recorded one
from way back wen
it all was done
on cylinders
all the way up
2 i think the guys name
was something like
broughtington or close 2 that
& he plays on period accurate pianos & was a fav
& one of the ones was a german guy from the nazi era that was gud
& a few others i cant remember the names of
but wud recognize if i saw
& also something like daniel baranboim
was a gud one

but anyway
i listened 2
the full sonata cycle
by maybe 7
historical major
performers
& my fav was
something like walstein
by that
broughtington guy

>>24643079
Brautigam? His is played on a fortepiano, yeah. I'm not a huge fan of period instrument performances but it's pretty popular and acclaimed, and his actual playing is pretty good.

>>24643079
>>24643084
And yeah I've been doing a listenthrough of several unfamiliar modern (say, release in the last 30 years) sets in the past month. It's been fun seeing all the different and new ways of interpreting and performing these masterpieces, and I've come away with a new appreciation of the earlier sonatas now that I've been listening to them a lot since I always start these sets from the beginning with the first sonata and work my way through to the 32nd.

I look like johnny Depp in sleepy hollow

>>24643084
sounds
about rite

wut i did back then
was search up
who did gud full cycles
& back then
(don't kno about now, havent looked)
there was a lot
of websites
telling their opinions
on the top performers
& back then
they were all legit
bc there was no
AI slop pages
on literally everything
& it was obviously
by ppl who were really in2 it
& i read a bunch of thos
& assembled a collection
via SOUL SEEK

& then i wud go &
read about them (the performers)
on WIKIPEE
but then l8r after that
bad things
happooned in
muh life
& it lost
momentum & continuity
except 4
i can still remember
certain things
that i luv
& will randonly get inspired
2 search them up
& listen agin
like i did
THA SIXTH
this
MOURN

Verbeek is my favorite artist.

>>24643124
thats
breddy gud

>>24643129
All of his comics you read upside down to continue the story. He also uses ambigrams.

>>24643142
wow that is an annoying gimmick

>>24643147
How is it annoying? You just turn the newspaper upside down after you finish one side.

>>24643142
that
is very
creative
& interesting
(or perhaps interdasting)

melikes

>>24643156
always bleak when you have a look at this thread after a few weeks absence and this 40+(?) typing like a 17 yo drunkposter is going in rude health

>>24643192
at least he stopped calling himself solastarius or whatever corny name he was using

>>24643195
The anon with the poems? That's someone else, unless I'm missing something.

>>24643195
that
wuz not me
that
wuz the 1
who gets AI
2 write

Anyone see the news? Someone stole the red dot from the Japanese flag.

>>24643195
the one who infrequently posted snippets of free verse here wasn’t anywhere near as embarrassing

I not long ago jumped the gun and ‘left it all behind’ (only a year after graduating) and now work a manual labour job at the other end of the country (from SE ldn to NE eng).
And the girl there who I’ve got close to (another southerner like me) now turns out to hate the only other person there I’ve been able to connect with, an old, 6’3 eccentric cinephile who likes foreign films like me.

>>24643212
u
should b
embarrased
@ being
such
a normie

>>24643239
you should be embarrassed at this last ditch effort of using 2017 insults

>>24643250
im
embarrassed
that i
am ur
real dad
& can still smell ur moms muff
in tha winds
of my mind
on dark
& stormy
nights

>>24643267
jeeeesus fucking christ man

>>24643277
thats exactly
wut everyone says
wen i let them smell
my finger
after it
had been in
ur moms muff

>>24643287
nothing like dad jokes from … someone posting with line breaks on
4chan for org

https://www.npr.org/2025/08/16/nx-s1-5504196/trump-putin-summit-documents-left-behind

>Papers with U.S. State Department markings, found Friday morning in the business center of an Alaskan hotel, revealed previously undisclosed and potentially sensitive details about the Aug. 15 meetings between President Donald Trump and Russian President Vladimir V. Putin in Anchorage.

>Eight pages, that appear to have been produced by U.S. staff and left behind accidentally, shared precise locations and meeting times of the summit and phone numbers of U.S. government employees.

>At around 9 a.m. on Friday, three guests at Hotel Captain Cook, a four-star hotel located 20 minutes from the Joint Base Elmendorf-Richardson in Anchorage where leaders from the U.S. and Russia convened, found the documents left behind in one of the hotel's public printers. NPR reviewed photos of the documents taken by one of the guests, who NPR agreed not to identify because the guest said they feared retaliation.

embarrassing. impeach NOW

>Pages 2 through 5 of the documents listed the names and phone numbers of three U.S. staff members as well as the names of 13 U.S. and Russian state leaders. The list provided phonetic pronouncers for all the Russian men expected at the summit, including "Mr. President POO-tihn."

How do I impose my will on the world? I feel like I've just been riding waves my whole life. Things have turned out ok, but I can't say I've willed any of it. Maybe its better than I haven't

>>24643319
Why do you want to impose your will upon the world, anon? Sounds like you're assuming that this is in some way better than the alternative.

>>24643304
Very embarrassing. But impeachment requires clear constitutional grounds, not just embarrassment or minor security lapses.

>>24643323
>why do you want
>your will
NTA but think twice about what you’re saying

>>24643304
>someone left an itinerary for the summit which is now worthless since the event has concluded
>npr uses this useless document to rile up their npcs with fake outrage
it's just sad at this point. what WAS funny is earlier this month when the russians gave the order of lenin medal to the cia deputy directory because her son died fighting FOR the russians in ukraine.

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/putin-award-order-of-lenin-american-ukraine/

Were all gonna die.
But I dont know what can make me realize this. Pics of corpses and skulls dont cut it.

>>24643332
I think then it's not clear what the anon means by "imposing his will on the world." Like, if I make a cup of coffee I am in some way imposing my will upon the world, but that's a pretty trivial act.

>>24643326
how about his ordering the takeover of DC metro police and basically initiating quasi-martial law? impeach. NOW!

>>24643335
The fact Witkoff is in his position at all is beyond absurdity.

>In a statement in April, CIA officials said the death of Gallina's son, who struggled with mental health challenges, was not a national security issue.
sad

>>24643342
dude can u go back to bluesky no one wants to read your deranged ramblings

We're all gonna sleep.
But I don't know what can make me realize this. Pics of sleepers and slumberers dont cut it.

I CAN'T SLEEP
I CAN'T FALL ASLEEP
FUCK
I CLOSE MY EYES AND I START RUMINATING NEGATIVE SHIT

>>24643358
>>24643359
sp00ky

>>24643359
I think you need a hug. Sadly nobody cares.

>>24643366
I need a glass of warm milk. Sadly no stores are open. I shouldn't have had coffee past 6.

>>24643358
Dont make fun of my posts

>>24643295
made u
think about
ur moms muff

Broadhead or Lombardi as a last name? Both have very antiquated roots but different places, the character is American.

>>24643439
Broadhead if you want to make it funny. Lombardi if serious.

race war NOW

question: it's the last saturday night of summer, should i do sth fun/productive, (funductive?) like art, music, programming, or just do sth unproductive like watching a movie, playing a video game, gooning for four hours, or wandering around in the park listening to music/audiobooks. oh ya i could also read, ya right. also should 520 blaze it or not? i have some edibles that are like past the expiration date by a month, the package says use by 7/25, should i chow them? man i missed the path of the abyss sale on steam that looked mad kino.

>>24643476
You would lose. Chuds assume the race war would be some kind of day of reckoning where the glorious Aryan race brutally genocides all comers. Instead, it would basically be a contest of the Asians vs the Jews, since those are the smartest. The Asians would have the Blacks on their side, and possibly the A-rabs; the Jews would have the Whites and the Indians. It would all basically come down to who can recruit the Hispanics. The combination of Asians and Blacks gives you the strongest race led by the smartest race, but wars are won by logistics. Since the Hispanics can build stuff faster than anyone else, whichever side recruits them is going to win the war.

>>24643508
>it's the last saturday night of summer
WRONG

that
will b
sept 20

Im sick of having relatives who hide behind mental illness and disorders to excuse their obscene mistreatment of others on a regular basis. You are intelligent, you specifically word your arguments to be as mean and standoffish as possible, you maliciously lie. You have agency over your actions and misuse it to be a spiteful parasite. I hope you die and I hope it is as slow and painful as possible.

I’ve been drinking since dawn. I just now ordered some slop off DoorDash. I will jack off later. You may not believe me, and this trvth may upset you, but this is what ataraxia looks like.

>>24643525
i almost want to order uber eats just to try out one of those new autonomous delivery robots they use now. it's so over for those african e-bike guys.

i was just watching a skatevideo and they had this song as one of the soundtrack, man it's insane that in the 90s the beer ads went harder than most hit songs today. do they still make those st. ides special brew?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0hSkZ4W3Y_c

bruh is the timer by thread now? i don't get timer in this thread but i go in another thread and gotta wait again? weird what do they mean to achieve by this?

>>24643552
u only
get timers
wen
reddit cookies
r detected
in ur
browser

>>24643524
I feel that man. My wife's mom is a mean spiteful bitch and my wife keeps saying she can't help it. Though I think she doesn't really believe that. It's hard to think of your mom as a monster, ya know? At least if she didn't actually abuse you

>>24643625
>It's hard to think of your mom as a monster
depends on
wat her
muff smells like

The time has come.

I want to found a successful startup. Obviously the idea of making a lot of money is part of it, but the real reason I fantasize about it is I want to build something, to prove my worth on the “battlefield”.

>>24643625
>It's hard to think of your mom as a monster
You've never met mine

>>24643769
b careful
with wat u chase
it can bring out
bad things
from within
like capt ahab
but in ways
that u cant see
bc u get blinded
by ur
lusts
& tunnel vision
& u wont kno
that its happooning
until its
2 L8

so
b careful
& examine
ur motives
& valuations
of things
& stuff

>>24643769
do u know anything about business and innovation or are you one of those leftist/rightist guys who think the federal reserve is a conspiracy or whatever, if so probs not gonna make it.

>>24643769
Get this: a jacuzzi, but cold. To beat the summer heat. Million dollar idea.

>>24643769
Become a financial advisor.

There's darkness inside me.

>>24643893
That's good, if there were light inside of you that would probably mean you've been disemboweled ie dead.

I love slice of spice anime.

>>24643893
>darkness
*gayness

Life is nothing but the constant loss of potential futures

I'm not a faggot but cocks are more visually pleasant than vaginas

>>24643952
Depends on the cock and the vagina

>>24643939
And the constant gain on actual ones

>>24643952
porno tier cocks yeah but go on sniffies and check out the local cocks around you, most are probably mid at best. prob nothing really suckable, no homo.

>>24643986
Which are always disappointing. The road gets bumpier and bumpier as you go along, and the best you can hope for is a glimpse of beauty here and there. But overall, things just get worse

I'm not a fagg*t, but I'm liking the Hikaru anime and think the homoeroticism is cute.

>>24643994
>always disappointing
This is not just a skill issue, but a character flaw on your part.

>>24644023
Absoultely true my friend. Absolutely true. I'd drink to that if I hadn't lost my ID last week

>>24643893
You probably speak with a lisp or rhoticism.

>>24643893
But are you emotionally complex?

>>24644029
Why not both?
>Theweth a dawkneth inthide of me.

propaganda only works on whites

No government loves censorship more than trannies

Nice is Chinese is Nàisī
Nice in Japanese is Naisu
Nice in Korean is Naiseu

>>24643400
made you think about line breaks

It's better for some to have never been born. They won't see. I imagine Heaven like a cartoon. There was something in the corner of my vision as I typed this.

Nine Inch Nails is the best band of all time

I think my vision is broken or my brain is broken. I'm always seeing weird things and hallucinating. Like the black figure in my living room or the little girl next to my bed.

The living room was brightly lit. I saw the black figure for a few seconds clear as day in the middle of the room standing over me while I was sitting on the ground. It spooked me, so I ran to the kitchen. When I looked back it was gone.

>>24643513
Who says I'm not Asian?

:)

The problem with me going to parties is afterwards, no matter how things went, how good a time I had, how many friends I made, I end up regretting everything I said and feel embarrassed about my entire existence.

>>24644312
I go to parties and say nothing, do nothing but sit in a seat somewhere until it's time to leave.

Just ate some delishus Chinee foo.

>>24644319
Then do you go home and regret it?

I don't drive, I'm driven. My grandma is driving. She's driving me. It's me riding her car, not her riding mine. Drove me. Ridden her.

>>24644335
Maybe for a little bit, then I forget.

I can't love anymore because I used it all up when I was a kid.

NEW >>24644365

REAL NEW >>24644372

>>24644224
Noice