>>24640555
There I was, rejecting everything that is feminine, not looking at women, trying to become a nobler, stronger version of myself, thinking that in only focusing on men, I would become a better man myself, and save myself for the one and only woman in my life. I would look at things like picrel, and applaud to Disney Heracles. I would read the play of Hyppolitus and think of him as the noblest, most erudite earthling who ever was.
And just like that, overnight, I forgot all physical qualities women provide, and learned or better say remembered the emotional qualities they give to men, that just being around them sometimes can be vitalizing.

>>33230500
I am going to firmly reject women all of the time. I will abuse of the natural superiority of intelligence and strength endowed to me as a man and treat women like pushovers, except they are older than me, under the condition that they have kids. I will stutter when I talk, I will publically make shizo ramblings, I will make fascist talking points, and call myself a democrat. I will shamelessly stare at their sexy butts, jaw open. I will be an absolute jerk, and hopefully, I will die alone, kissless hugless virgin, on that hill.

The truth is if you have too much /sex/in your teens it depletes your hormones. The body has fulfilled its purpose and starts getting older. It's a self-fulfilling profecy. I'm 23 years old volcel, been doing SR for the last 5 years. By the time I hit 33 years old I'll still have the sexuality of a teenager, wich is also the time I plan on loosing my virginity. It will feel like teenage sex but better, knowing that I had been waiting for this moment for the last two decades. It will be glorious.